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I Waved. She Didn’T See.

Our Lives Were Small But Full

The sky looked like someone had spilled milk across blue paper—clouds, thick and slow, drifting lazily above a town too quiet to care.

Inside a second-floor apartment, a boy sat cross-legged on his bed, tugging at the thread of a torn bedsheet while a fan whirred loudly overhead. His name was Aarav, but no one in the house called him that.

"Hey, philosopher," his mother's voice rang from the kitchen, "you'll miss your school van again, and don't tell me the universe delayed you."

"I wasn't gonna," Aarav muttered, slipping on his socks with theatrical slowness. He wasn't particularly dramatic. But at 14, everything felt like a poem waiting to happen.

His room was modest: two shelves, one full of books, one full of broken toys he never threw away. His schoolbag lay near the door—half-zipped, overstuffed, always threatening to burst. On the desk sat a worn notebook labeled in pencil:

"Stuff I Think About but Don't Say."

Aarav didn't know it yet, but he was a writer.

"Are you even brushing your hair?" his mother yelled again.

"Not brushing makes me look mysterious."

His father peeked in, face still covered in shaving foam. "You look like a cactus."

"Exactly," Aarav grinned, stuffing his uniform shirt into his pants as if that was the same as ironing.

His mother finally walked in, wiping her hands on her dupatta, and pulled him by the collar. "Hold still. At least leave this house looking like I tried."

Aarav didn't mind. There was something comforting in the way his mother fussed — a reminder that even if the world ignored him, she wouldn't.

Downstairs, his best friend Yuvaan waited by the school van, tapping his foot dramatically like a strict principal.

"You're 43 seconds late," Yuvaan announced as Aarav sprinted down the stairs.

"I stopped to admire existence."

"You stopped to admire your hair in the mirror again."

"Same thing."

The van was old. It squeaked like a sitcom laugh track every time it hit a pothole. The boys always sat at the back—window seat if lucky, next to the open food tiffins if not.

"So," Yuvaan said, halfway through their ride, "today's the day."

"What day?"

"The day you finally say something to her."

Aarav blinked. "There's no her."

Yuvaan raised an eyebrow. "You literally wrote 'Her hair looked like a sunrise that didn't know it was beautiful' in your notebook."

"You read my notebook?"

"It was peeking out of your bag. I was emotionally blackmailed by your metaphors."

Aarav smiled but didn't deny it. Because yes, there was a girl. He didn't know her name. Only that she sat near the back window in Class 9-B, wore red rubber bands, and once lent him her pen during a surprise test. And in that moment, her smile had made him forget all his carefully memorized formulas.

"I think she's out of my league," Aarav said softly.

Yuvaan shrugged. "So? Love isn't cricket, bro. You don't need to score to play."

They both laughed at that, the van rattling behind them.

---

By lunchtime, the sun had dulled to a golden glaze, and Aarav was hiding near the library, notebook in hand. It was quieter here, away from the shouting, ball games, and competitive canteen lines.

He was trying to write something — not for school, not even for himself. Just… something. He didn't always know what he wanted to say. But the words came anyway.

> "Some days, I think we're just empty jars hoping someone will pour stars into us."

"What does that mean?"

He looked up. It was her.

Red rubber bands. Curious eyes. The girl from Class 9-B.

Aarav froze like a power cut had hit his soul.

"I, uh…" he fumbled, trying to cover the notebook.

She tilted her head. "Don't stop. I liked that line."

"I didn't mean for anyone to read it."

"Well, you shouldn't write poetic stuff near school benches then."

Aarav wasn't breathing. She was smiling.

"I'm Niya," she said, and it felt like a chapter beginning.

"I'm Aarav."

"I know. You're the guy who tripped on the stairs last week."

"Tragedy is a form of self-expression."

She laughed. He wasn't sure if the sun got brighter or his heart just started behaving like a lightbulb.

---

That evening, Aarav walked home slowly, still carrying that laugh like a secret in his pocket.

His mother was waiting with two cups of tea.

"One for you," she said, handing him the cup. "You look like someone who saw God."

"Something like that," he replied.

His father was already snoring on the sofa. The television was playing some dramatic soap where people stared at each other longer than they spoke.

"Did anything good happen today?" his mother asked, sitting beside him.

"I wrote something that didn't suck."

"You always write things that don't suck."

Aarav blinked. "How do you know?"

"I read your notebook sometimes."

He gasped.

"I'm your mother. I have top-secret clearance."

They sat in silence after that, sipping tea. He wanted to tell her about Niya. About the way her eyes had laughed even before her mouth did. But he didn't. Some things were better saved for the page.

---

That night, he wrote:

"She laughed at my stupid joke. Maybe that's all love is—someone thinking your nonsense is worth smiling for."

He tore out the page and folded it neatly.

Tomorrow, he'd slip it into Niya's locker.

Just to see if she'd smile again.

The Quiet Between Bells

The next morning didn't begin with birds or sunrise or anything as romantic as that. It began with the clatter of a steel plate falling in the kitchen and his mother muttering something about slippery fingers and slippery sons.

Aarav lay in bed, blinking at the ceiling fan, letting the blades slice through his thoughts like clock hands. Time didn't move in seconds anymore—it moved in silences. In the pause before a message pinged. In the moment before someone replied. In the time it took for a person to decide whether to wave back or pretend they didn't see.

He thought of the folded paper in his bag—the one with the line he'd written for her. It had crumpled a little overnight, pressed under the weight of books and hesitation.

Would it be too much? Too soon? Too strange?

He sat up and looked around his room. The books on his shelves weren't in any real order, but they comforted him anyway. Like friends who never left, who let him be quiet without asking why.

Downstairs, Yuvaan was already leaning against the school van, chewing gum like it was an Olympic sport.

"You look like you saw a ghost," he said as Aarav approached.

"Close. I saw possibility."

"Wow. Are we being poetic this early?"

"I didn't sleep much."

"Is this about her?"

Aarav just nodded, stepping into the van. The vehicle groaned as if protesting the weight of teenage heartbreaks and poorly closed tiffins.

---

The school corridors buzzed the way they always did—too loud, too fast, too many shoes squeaking over dusty floors. But something was different today. Not outside, but inside him.

He felt as if a quiet tide had risen in his chest, like his heart was standing at the shore, waiting for something to arrive.

He reached Niya's locker before the first bell. No one was around. Just a cleaner humming a sad tune and a distant voice over the intercom calling some student to the office.

He slipped the note in.

It was done. The irreversible act. Paper turned into intention. Ink turned into vulnerability.

And now, time slowed.

---

The first half of the school day passed in a blur of unfinished sentences and math equations that didn't matter. The class was noisy, but inside his mind it was all white noise. Every tick of the clock felt like a countdown to something he couldn't name.

He kept glancing toward the corridor every time someone passed. What if she read it and said nothing? What if she laughed? What if she never mentioned it at all?

But the hardest thought—the quietest one—was: what if she saw it, understood it, and chose to walk away?

Because people don't leave with noise. They leave with silence.

---

It wasn't until lunch that it happened.

He was sitting near the tree behind the canteen. A place where cracked cement met cracked voices. Yuvaan had gone to buy samosas, leaving him with a notebook and a bottled sense of dread.

She appeared like she had in his poems—suddenly, softly.

"Hey," Niya said, folding her arms. Her voice was steady. Her eyes were not.

He blinked up at her. "Hey."

"You wrote something."

"I did."

She pulled out the note, unfolded now. A little wrinkled, but still whole.

"She laughed at my stupid joke. Maybe that's all love is—someone thinking your nonsense is worth smiling for."

She stared at it, then at him. "You meant this?"

"Yes."

Silence.

Long enough for his chest to tighten.

Then she sat down next to him. Not across. Not away. Beside.

"You know what I liked about it?" she said.

He shook his head.

"That you didn't ask anything. You didn't say 'Do you like me too?' or 'Wanna hang out?' You just said something true and left it there."

Aarav let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

"That's rare," she said. "Everyone's always asking. Demanding. Even kindness comes with strings."

He watched her as she spoke. The way her fingers fidgeted with the edge of her sleeve. The way her eyes didn't quite meet his unless they had to. She wasn't confident. She was brave.

There's a difference.

"I don't know what this is," she admitted, holding up the note again. "But I didn't want to ignore it."

"Thank you," he said, simply.

And for a while, they just sat there. Two kids in uniform, with paper hearts and complicated silences.

---

That evening, Aarav didn't rush to write. He just walked home slowly, watching the way the sunset touched the buildings like a gentle farewell.

When he entered, his father was watching cricket, yelling at the screen. His mother was folding laundry on the sofa, humming a song from a movie he'd never seen but somehow knew.

He poured himself tea. The air smelled of cardamom and quiet victories.

His mother looked up. "How was school?"

"Less noisy than usual."

She smiled. "That sounds like progress."

He took the tea to his room and sat by the window.

He thought about Niya.

He thought about how everyone talks about first loves like they're thunder and fireworks. But sometimes, it's a whisper. Sometimes, it's a line in a notebook and a girl who sits beside you, not knowing what to say—but choosing to stay anyway.

Maybe love isn't a story. Maybe it's a presence. A shift. A breath that fills the spaces where you once held fear.

He opened his notebook and wrote:

"Some connections aren't made in words or glances—but in the permission to stay silent together."

---

Over the next few days, things didn't happen in a dramatic way. No dates. No declarations. No sudden change in status.

But there were changes.

Niya would walk past his classroom and tap the glass once with her knuckle. He'd smile. That was it.

They shared books. Notes. The occasional joke scribbled in margins.

They never labeled it. That was the best part.

Because labeling ruins things. It forces them into boxes. Crush. Relationship. Friendship. As if feelings were groceries.

But this thing between them—this unnamed space—it grew without instruction.

It existed outside time.

And that, Aarav thought, was poetry.

---

One afternoon, it rained during last period.

Not soft drizzle. A full monsoon burst.

The corridors flooded with kids squealing and slipping and laughing like nothing else mattered.

Aarav and Niya stood under a broken section of the roof where rain dripped slowly, rhythmically, like time leaking from a tap.

"You ever think about what we'll be like in ten years?" Niya asked suddenly.

"All the time," Aarav replied.

"And?"

"I think I'll still be writing things no one reads."

She smiled. "And I'll still be looking for quiet places."

They stood like that for a long while. Water painting dark shapes on the cement, the bell ringing in the distance.

"I'm scared of growing up," she admitted.

"I think everyone is," he said.

"But everyone pretends not to be."

He nodded. "Maybe that's what adulthood is—pretending you're not scared while still being scared."

She leaned slightly toward him.

And for a second, just one, Aarav wanted to reach out.

But he didn't.

Because some moments don't need to be touched to be held.

---

That night, he wrote:

"I didn't hold her hand. I held the moment.

And sometimes, that's heavier."

---

Back in school, Yuvaan noticed.

"You've been weirdly peaceful lately," he said, squinting. "Did you find God or something?"

"I think I found… less noise."

Yuvaan rolled his eyes. "You poets are exhausting."

But he smiled.

Aarav smiled back.

---

The semester moved like a slow train—steady, creaking, occasionally beautiful.

There were exams. Group projects. Fest preparations.

Life was small. But full.

One day, Aarav caught Niya sketching something during science class. A rough outline of a boy under an umbrella, holding out a notebook to the rain.

"You draw?"

"Not really," she shrugged. "Just when I don't know what I'm feeling."

He wanted to say: that's when the best art happens.

But he just said, "It's beautiful."

She didn't reply. But her pencil moved faster after that.

---

Later, Aarav wrote:

"We are not what we do best.

We are what we do when no one's watching."

---

One afternoon, the school announced a writing competition. Theme: "A Moment That Changed You."

Aarav didn't hesitate.

He didn't write about love. Or confession. Or even her.

He wrote about the pause before a wave.

That breath between being seen and being forgotten.

That second where your heart beats hoping someone is looking back.

He titled it:

"The Quiet Between Bells."

And when he submitted it, he didn't care if he won.

Because the moment had already happened.

And he had lived it fully.

The Distance We Don’t See

It was the last week before the winter vacation. The kind where classrooms thin out and whispers grow louder, when chalk dust floats through golden shafts of light and teachers don't bother checking homework anymore. Exams were far away, but the air already tasted like goodbye.

Aarav was getting better at being invisible. He'd learned that if you walked just behind a group of boys, teachers wouldn't call your name. If you laughed along at the right beat, you became the background. And most days, the background was safer than being noticed.

But Niya noticed him.

She wasn't loud about it. There were no grand gestures. Just little things. Like when she borrowed his pen even though hers worked perfectly fine. Or when she saved a seat for him by the window, the one where sunlight made the dust dance like fireflies. Or when she laughed at his dumbest jokes—not the rehearsed ones, the accidental ones. The ones he didn't mean to say.

That day, they sat on the school stairs after class. Bags heavy with textbooks and dreams not theirs.

"If you could live anywhere," she asked, "where would it be?"

Aarav blinked. "Anywhere as in real or made up?"

"Made up sounds better."

He thought for a second. "A bookstore with a bed in the corner. Somewhere it rains all day."

She grinned. "That's so specific."

"Isn't it the point?"

"What would you do there?"

He looked at her. "Write. Or sleep. Maybe both."

There was silence, but the kind that wrapped around you, not the kind that pushed you away.

She reached into her bag and pulled out a notebook. Its cover was bent. A flower doodle in one corner. She flipped through pages and pointed.

"Here. You said you wrote something once. Read me this."

Aarav froze. "No way. That stuff's embarrassing."

"I won't laugh. I swear on your bookstore."

He took the book from her fingers, reluctant, his hands slightly trembling. The words on the page weren't perfect. They weren't even good. But they were his.

He began to read. She didn't interrupt. And when he finished, she didn't say anything for a while.

Then, softly, "Write more. Please."

---

That night, Aarav skipped dinner.

He sat in his room, lights off, only the blue glow of his phone screen guiding his pen.

Every time his parents knocked, he replied with the same line:

"I'm studying."

They didn't know the textbook in front of him was a decoy. Behind it, in a hidden spiral notebook, he was writing dialogue about imaginary cities and people who loved each other without fear.

His mother peeked in once. Said nothing. Left a bowl of rice on his table. Her silence said, as long as you're doing what you're supposed to.

He stared at the bowl long after it had gone cold.

---

The next morning, Yuvaan joined him on the cycle ride to school. They shared headphones. One ear each. Old Hindi songs his dad used to hum while fixing the scooter.

"You look less like a dying goat today," Yuvaan said.

"Thanks, I think?"

"Did Niya say something?"

Aarav didn't answer, but his smile gave him away.

Yuvaan grinned. "You're gone, bro. Fully vanished."

They reached the school gates just as the bell rang. A sea of uniforms shuffled inside. Niya was there already, her hair tied in that messy way that somehow suited her better than anything else.

She waved.

Aarav waved back.

The world, for a few seconds, felt like it made sense.

---

Lunchtime came fast. The class sat in lazy circles on the backfield. Someone played music from a cracked speaker. The scent of aloo paratha and orange peels filled the air.

Niya threw a grape at Aarav.

It hit his forehead.

"That was an act of war," he declared, holding the grape dramatically.

"Defend yourself then, soldier."

He tossed it back. Missed. Yuvaan caught it mid-air and ate it.

"These are the moments we'll miss," she said quietly.

"School?"

"This. The not-doing-anything part."

He nodded. "Yeah. Life gets loud later."

"What if it already is?"

That line stayed with him.

What if life was already loud, just in a frequency they hadn't learned to hear?

---

One evening, Aarav sat with his mother in the kitchen.

She was chopping onions. He was pretending to solve math problems.

"Did you talk to your father about Kota?" she asked.

He looked up. "Not yet."

"You should. He won't like delays."

"I don't want to go."

She paused. The knife hovering mid-air.

"No one wants to," she said softly. "But some things aren't about want."

"Then what are they about?"

"About being safe. About being practical."

He didn't say it out loud, but the words ran circles in his head: But what if I want to be foolish for once?

She added more salt than usual to the curry that night.

---

By Friday, the school corridors looked emptier. Holidays were coming. Students were leaving early.

Aarav and Niya sat by the basketball court. The sun was orange and tired.

"Will you write about me?" she asked.

He laughed. "Already have. You're the annoying protagonist who throws grapes."

"Then make sure she ends up happy."

"Even if the writer doesn't?"

She looked at him for a long time. "Especially then."

There was a pause.

Then he reached out, fingers brushing hers.

She didn't pull away.

---

At night, he stared at the blank page.

Wrote only four words:

The story begins here.

He didn't know it yet, but he was right.

The real chapters—the heartbreak, the silence, the loss, the strange peace that follows when you stop expecting things to return—

They were waiting.

Just around the corner.

But for now, the distance between them was small enough to ignore.

And in that space, something like love was growing quietly, like ink soaking through a page.

Aarav didn't have the words for it yet.

But he was learning.

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