...Shyla...

14th July 2025 :

Hi! This is Shyla Collins. Welcome to my diary journal. Well, I love my diary. The love of my life. Ah! Dramatic much. I know. What can I do my life is full of drama and surprises. Well, I am just 17 but, but it's dramatic as hell. Can you believe I still don't have a boyfriend. Shocking! I know right. Well, uh! what can I say, I am pretty much popular in my school but the boys in my school. Urgh! They are so fucking cringey. No one matches my vibe. There is something I must admit. I don't like vanilla. I am looking for someone who drives me to the edge, who know how to handle things, I want someone who is extremely passionate and someone who is just obsessed with me, someone who is jealous and hella possessive about me. I know maybe it's too much to ask but yeah me being me I won't settle for less. Well, my dear mom is calling me for my brunch, it's breakfast plus lunch duh! obvs I wake up late. Well, I must go now, or she'll kill me fr. Hello dear diary here I come. Today I had the most boring thing for my brunch. It's just bread butter and banana. Ugh! hate it! hateeeeee it! Oh! btw bad news. No worst news. My parents have to go overseas for some whatever reasons I don't know. No that's not the worst part. The worst part is that they are sending me to his house. Out of everyone him. Why ?? Ugh! I hate him more than anyone in my 17 years of life. He is so fucking rude and arrogant, I sometimes wish to fucking beat him like anything. Like ugh he gets on my nerves for real. The worst part is he is hot like hot as hell. No I am not fangirling him or anything. It's just a guy like him shouldn't be this hot. It's unfair to other guys. Did I mention you how tall is he? Yup! He is 6'2". And he is the fucking popular guy. Ugh. Sometimes it's just so hard to hate him. But then his cocky attitude reminds me my reason for the hatred towards him. And no we are in different schools but hah I am ashamed to admit that I have stalked him like anything so although I am not supposed to know anything about him , I just fucking know it and I am not guilty about it. I mean it's just a harmless stalking. Totally not obsessing over him duh. I still hate him like anything. Oh! I missed the funniest part didn't I? Guess what! He is in a relationship with my childhood bully. Ironic? Not much. Does that make me hate him more? Hell yeah. I hate how his brown eyes glow when he sees her. No I am not jealous obvs. It's just they are so cliche. AWW! THE PERFECT COUPLE. PERFECT my foot. If I had the chance to push them off a cliff, I would do that in a heartbeat. Okay so the bully I am talking about is beautiful as fuck. Her name is Kristina Venus. Classic bimbo. Blondie, bully, head of the mean girl group,etc,etc. Did I mention his name though? He is Aaron Houston. He is the god of football. The football quarterback dating the mean popular girl, not surprising plot at all. The only thing I am happy about is that they both are reading at the same school and I am reading in different school. Yay! So fucking happy.And yeah maybe I did stalk my bully as well. I mean why not? Stalking is fun. I can't fucking believe I am about to spill it. So, yeah before this hating game between Aaron and me I did have a major crush on him. He is the son of my father's best friend, and they are pretty close. By close I mean they can totally do anything for each other. So I was introduced to Aaron when I was just 5 years old. He was so sweet back then. It's so surprising that we were best friends up to class 6. I am shocked myself , I mean the guy who was once my best friend now means nothing to me . All I have for him is just hate and pure hate. It hurts to think that once we had so great bond that we were literally inseparable. But I have long moved on. I don't give a fuck about him or his business anymore. So yeah I am super annoyed that now I have to go and live with him for 2 months. God just give me strength so that I can tolerate him. That Kristina she fucking managed to turn him against me and it worked. She would deliberately bully me and when I took a stand for myself she would cry and go to Aaron for help. And Aaron would believe her without giving a second thought. It hurt to think that he would believe some other over me, his best friend. Anyway, those days are gone. And now I have to fucking be mentally prepared to handle his arrogance. Urgh! And yes, I can take my own stand coz bitches I don't need any man. So yeah, that foolish Aaron can date that snake. I deserve better huh. Oh god ! No matter how many times I say I don't care I am hella worried to face him again after 6 years. P.S: he moved to a different school(his current school) and we never saw each other again. I do deserve an apology from both of them but fuck them anyways. Who cares now. But I will not lie . I don't know how to face him after all this drama. I mean sure I do hate him but still it's so hard for me . oh my dear diary wish me luck. No more time to waste now. Mom is calling me downstairs to drop me at their house. I shall get ready now. Bye bye. I will surely give you updates . Hope I can survive. Yay! So excited(not).

...Aaron...

14th July 2025

Hi . I am Aaron Houston. The popular quarterback of our school. I am in my senior year. Which means I am 18. Normally this diary writing shit is for the girls but here I am , a loner wolf.  So I have no one to share anything which basically led me to start writing my own journal. I have a girlfriend whose name is Kristina Venus. Oops I meant had a gf . Sorry for my mistake. Yep.  She cheated on me.  I can't fucking believe she would actually cheat on me , me , we were in a relationship for fucking 5 years and all she did was cheat on me.  Wow . I made a fool of myself didn't I ? I just I can't fucking believe how dearly I loved her.  I always believed her when no one else did. I always had her back. Hell I left my bff for this fucking gir. And what did she do? She fucking left me.  Wow. Oh! PS : she left me on my birthday. The gift I could never ask for . I do regret leaving my bff Shyla for her . But that girl. I hate her now . I would always hate her . I mean the people in my school suddenly discussed about me and Shyla being the perfect couple out of nowhere.  Turns out this was the reason my Kris got jealous and left me . It's all because of that fucking girl. I hate her . Oh god. Um! Idk why my father is calling me now.  I will just go and see what the fuss is all about . Oh my fucking god . Are you kidding me . Are you kidding me.  The girl whom I hate the most is gonna stay with me and my parents under the same roof for fucking 2 months . But I can't fucking deny how pretty she has become. Those gorgeous black eyes, the red hair maybe she died it, she is a bit chubby but gosh those curves . Are you kidding me?I wonder how many boys have approached her. If I was not whipped for Kris I would have fallen for her in a heartbeat.  Those eyes , those curves , and that smile. Wait that doesn't change anything the way I feel about her.  I still hate her and nothing can be changed about it.  We were best friends in childhood. And I had a massive crush on her.  But the fact that she used to bully Kris still pisses me off. I mean she completely faked her character in front of me. I could never forgive her for that. She even told Kris that she never liked me as a friend . She was obliged to stay with me as I am her dad's best friend's son .wow the audacity. That was when I decided to end the friendship between me and her. Well I did tell her some sensitive things like how ugly she was and how she could never survive a single thing without me.  That's wrong though. She is the strongest and most beautiful person I have ever seen in my life. She actually could survive anything without the help of anyone. I do appreciate this . I just wish she was sweet and not a snake . When she entered today I did not talk to her not even a single hello. She should not get any fake hopes that I have forgiven her or something . I will never ever forgive her like never.  I hated her for the way she was fake smiling at my parents and nodded on every word they said. Can't my life be good? First the breakup and now her entry . Good. Thank you God.  I can clearly see how much you love me. I hope you give me some strength to survive in these 2 months gosh. Anyways this much for today's diary.  Bye bye . Will update ya soon

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3rd person pov

As Aaron was going downstairs to drink some water suddenly he crashed with someone. Well! Well! No surprise it's Shyla obvs. " Hey can't you see where you are going?" He said. "Well clearly you are lost in thoughts and the one who was distracted ." She barked back. Aaron was fuming.  How dare she ? She was the reason of his breakup in his mind. So how dare she talk back to him? As Shyla was about to move past him. She was suddenly pulled back . "Ah! You bastard how dare you touch me" . He smirked ,' Are you blind sweetheart? Clearly I pulled you with my hands " "Your touch disgusts me" she lied through her mouth. He lifted her up and made her sir on the kitchen counter . He whispered in her ears " oh is it blue? Coz the last time we encountered you were clearly showering me with your cringey cliche love confession". She turned red and refused to meet his eyes. He clicked his tongue and continued . " Aww cat got your tongue blue? Hmm?". He gently moved her hair behind her ear. "Tell me blue hm". She was nervous but steady . She sternly replied " you have lost the right to call me that and clearly I was a child back then . It was an infatuation. I have moved on long ago.  Maybe you are the one who still has hopes for me to like you as clearly you love attention. But sorry sweetheart I hate to break it to you . Even if you are the last person on this earth i would rather die than like you". His eyes turned black and for some unknown reason he felt super angry . He clenched his jaw and replied " Well first of all . I can call you whatever i want. Because only I hate you. You are mine to hate. I will call you blue. Bear with it. And secondly i am not dying for your attention. If you are forgetting something, I kissed Kris right after your stupid proposal and burnt all the letters in front of you. I can't fucking forget that face . Worth it . Don't you think so?". Shyla tears up a bit but tries to be strong. "You know what hell with you!". She pushed Aaron and ran towards her room and locked it.

Shyla

15th July 2025: 

Hi dear diary it's me again. You can't fucking believe what happened. Aaron the monster pinned me against the kitchen counter, and he was standing so fucking close to me I could actually hear his harsh breath. Did I mention how fucking hot was he looking? I mean I can't. I was baffled seeing him this close to me. I don't know something just happened to me. His brown eyes, his lush pink lips and oh my god his towering height everything just was making me weak. I sometimes wished if we were not enemies. But the beauty was just a facade. Beyond his handsome face lied his true nature; cruel and merciless. When he was so close to me my heart was beating like anything. I mean I did say his touch disgusted me, while the truth was, I was craving for more despite his atrocious nature. I don't know what's more pathetic; him following that bitch like anything or me falling for his boyish charms. All of my hopes were crumbled apart when he reminded me of his deeds. How he destroyed my pride in front of everyone, how he crushed my feelings as if I meant nothing to him. Yes, when I was in 6th standard, I did express my feelings for him. I was nervous as hell, yet I gathered some courage and when I finally told him how I felt he mercilessly kissed Kris in front of me and treated me as some dirt. Well, my case was like: The worst he could say was no; meanwhile him..... And after all these years when he reminded me of those deeds, I felt ashamed for even craving his touch and his presence. No, I was distracted but I will never ever let him break me. I am strong and I can a do lot better then him and I can and will prove him that. I should not allow him to get inside my head. He means nothing to me, yes absolutely nothing. These 2 months will be challenging for me. But that doesn't mean I will give up. Aaron Houston, game on. 

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3rd person pov:

As Shyla was heading towards her bed, she could hear some faint noises coming from her opposite room. Aaron was the one whose room was opposite to Shyla's. Curiosity creeps in Shyla's mind which leads her to go towards his room. She went slowly towards his room and opened his room door slowly, on seeing the sight in front of her she was shocked. Aaron was breathing heavily and was unable to breathe, it was as if he was stuck in some kind of a nightmare. Shyla couldn't help but approach towards him. As she went close to him, she tried to gently wake him up first, but his lack of response led her to caress hi hair slowly as if trying to soothe the pain from him. Upon getting her touch Aaron held her hands tightly and kept on chanting to not leave her. She didn't know how to react, so she tried to wake him up a few times more and suddenly he woke up from his sleep and then upon seeing Shayla , Aaron did the most unexpected thing. He pulled Shayla towards him and kissed her softly which soon turned to be rough. Shayla was numb and tried to push him. "Mm, what the hell Aaron". She was again cut off by his sudden kiss and it was so hot that Shyala couldn't resist and gave up the fight. She kissed him back with the same intensity. She couldn't process anything at that moment. Thir tongues were dancing in each other's mouth. Both were kissing each other hungrily as if they were in a fight and they were trying to defeat each other. Finally, Shayla got breathless, and he kept on pushing Aaron away from her. Aaron broke the kiss and straight away attacked her neck. He kept on biting her neck and sucking her neck giving her bright red hickeys. Her mind kept on telling to push him away from her but ultimately her desires gave in. Instead of pushing him away he kept on pulling him close towards her as if her life depended on him. Aaron was about to go further when Shayla finally realized what was happening and he pushed him away from her. She then quickly sprinted towards the door and went inside her room. Her heart was beating loudly. She was wet, she knew it. She wanted more, but no, she won't offer herself in his drunken state. She had a lot of questions in her mind. Why did he get these nightmares? And why the fuck did he kiss her? She was red, she tried to brush off the weird sensations she was feeling. She tried to sleep but her mind kept on wandering about that kiss. She thought of taking a shower to cool her mind when she saw angry red marks on her neck. She gasped with shock and reddened even more. She was too aroused to focus on anything. Even after taking a shower, she couldn't get peace. So finally, she did what she didn't want to do. Her middle finger slowly went towards the hem of her underwear as she slided her undies and her thumb circled around her c**t. She moaned with pleasure and after few minutes plunged her middle finger inside her core. She was in pure bliss. Although she hoped it was his fingers but at that moment, she had to do something to calm these feelings down. After 30 minutes she finally released. Upon realizing what she did she was embarrassed and even ashamed to have dirty thoughts about someone whom she loathed. But after today's night, she knew even if it was hatred she could never deny the undoubted attraction between him and her. After thinking for a long time finally she drifted off to sleep not knowing what awaits for them the next day.