I was sobbing in my little dark room again! For how much time I was in the room, I had no idea. My clothes were all soaked by my tears which rolled down from my eyes continously. I lost all my Emotions, Hopes and Dreams that day! What I really wanted now was freedom.
***Freedom....... Freedom** from my abusive parents*! They were inhumane, inhumane more than terrorists, thats what I kept thinking after a sudden tragic in our happy life. My mother abused me constantly all day verbally whereas my father beated me up and physically abused everyday. My classmates kept a distance from me just because my parents were horrible. I had no friends. I was all ALONE! My life could get no more miserable when one day my dad drugged me secretly and I had a one night stand with a stranger whom I never tried to remember.
I was tired of such a life where I had nothing but darkness and lonesomeness. Maybe somewhere I started to cooperate with my lonliness but my parents always tried to make my life difficult. I was not able to breathe. It was suffocating. What I needed most was peace and freedom, which I could only get after I end up my pity life which was worthless now for everyone.
I took a knife and pressed it hardly against my wrist. I tried my best and moved the knife but.... I had no courage to kill myself. I could still fear and fell the pain after all these. I wanted to live more~~
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