His to Ruin
1. I Like it When It Hurts
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'm supposed to be studying. The textbook is open. My highlighter's uncapped. But the only thing I'm reading is this fanfic. Page 63. Tag: possessive semé / reluctant uke / non-con/ mafia/ branding kink.
It's everything I shouldn't want.
main lead in the book
You're Mine now.
main lead in the book
*growled, pressing the boy down by the throat*
main lead in the book
You cry so pretty when you're afraid of me.
My legs curl up tighter under the blanket. My laptop glows in the dark. My hand's are going under my pants. I can feel it feel how excited these things make me.
Eli Rivers
*tucked my shirt in my mouth*
No one knows i read this stuff. I don't even save the links. I just remember the titles and search them again later, like a ritual.
Not the hitting. not the collars. not the forced kisses.
Because in those stories, they're wanted. Even if it's wrong.
main lead in the book
You'll learn to obey, sweetheart. I'll carve it into your skin if I have to.
My breathing changes. Just a little.
I imagine it— someone holding me down. Calling me by name. Not because they love me... but because they own me.
Eli Rivers
Is that what love is supposed to feel like?
Eli Rivers
Someone stronger than me. Bigger. Mean. But obsessed.
Eli Rivers
So obsessed they'd never let me go. Even if I screamed.
Especially if I screamed.
Eli Rivers
"You begged for a love that hurts. So I gave it to you."
My hands were moving faster on my bulge by just......imagining all that.
Eli Rivers
I can't stop myself.... I..want..faster... *in low voice*
Eli Rivers
bigger....hands...ahh~
I can't believe I am imagining... this
Eli Rivers
Make me c*m daddy~
main lead in the book
Be a good boy and cum only when daddy says okay *kisses his neck*
Eli Rivers
Ahhh~ i.... need..to-
main lead in the book
Did i say you can cum now *tightens his grip on his neck*
main lead in the book
This little being is so desperate..ha~
Eli Rivers
P-please...let..le..ah...t...me. ..cum~
main lead in the book
*Chuckles darkly* such a good pet saying what daddy says *moving closer to his ear* you can....
I came. All over my fingers and my blanket. Am doing this since two years. I don't know why. why i am so obsessed
stella
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Introduction
“I wanted love that hurt. I didn’t know it could kill.”
• Age: 20
• Looks: Soft. Slender frame. Pale skin. Downturned eyes. Always looks like he just woke from a bad dream.
• Vibe: Passive, sweet, emotionally starved — the perfect prey.
• Background: Neglected by parents. Invisible at school. Escaped into violent BL fanfics.
• Psychology:
• Equates abuse with love — thinks attention in any form means “he matters.”
Eli Rivers
“I thought I wanted someone to ruin me. I didn’t know I’d be begging to stay ruined.”
“If you don’t bleed for me, it’s not real.”
• Age: 28
• Looks: Clean-cut. Always in black. Cold golden eyes. Hands never shake. Smile like a guillotine.
• Vibe: Predator. Calculated, poised, terrifyingly composed.
• Background: Born into a criminal syndicate. Raised like a prince and a weapon.
• Fixation: Domination as a language of love. Control = care.
Damian Vexley
You read about monsters and begged for one. Now choke on your wish.
stella
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2. Just Another Day, Just Another Fantasy
stella
Don't let the books fool you 👩🦯😗
Eli Rivers
*Yawning* Okay… alive again. Barely.
Room’s cold. Hoodie on. Same one. Still smells like lavender and sleep.
Eli Rivers
What’s the point of making the bed if I’m just coming back to it alone?
Eli Rivers
…God, I sound tragic.
Something brushes my ankle.
Eli Rivers
*soft* Oh. Morning, Gremlin.
She chirps — judgy — then jumps to the windowsill like she owns the place.
Eli Rivers
*To her* You sleep better than I do, you spoiled furball.
She ignores me. Watches the rain. Apocalypse or breakfast. Same thing.
Mirror. I pass it. Don’t look.
Eli Rivers
Let’s not ruin the mood with my face, yeah?
Phone buzz. One text. Mom.
Eli's mom
"Call your aunt. She’s dying. Of boredom"📲
Eli Rivers
*flat* Hilarious
Gremlin headbutts my leg.
Eli Rivers
Right. Food. Got it.
She eats like I’ve starved her.
Bus stop. Rain. No umbrella.
Girl with a pink one edges closer. Doesn’t share.
Eli Rivers
*In my head* I like being drenched. Its dramatic.
Campus. Walking slowly . Earbuds in. No music.
Eli Rivers
*Murmuring* Don't make eye contact. Don't trip. Don't breathe too loud.
Someone laughs near the vending machine. Not at me. Still flinch anyway.
Professor
Eli. Answer number four?
I blink. Didn’t hear the question.
Eli Rivers
*out loud* ...C?
Professor
…That’s… not a multiple-choice question.
Eli Rivers
Right. Sorry. I was just… thinking.
Class snickers. I stare down at my hands.
Eli Rivers
*in my head* Okay. So I humiliated myself. Again.
Cafeteria. I sit alone in the far corner.
Eli Rivers
*To my tray* You and me, huh? No one else.
I scroll through fanfics on my phone. Again.
Eli Rivers
*Grinning* Oh my god. New chapter? Finally—
Title: “Mine, Even If You Scream.”
Eli Rivers
Yes. Ruin him. Break him. Love him anyway.
I rest my chin on my hand.
Eli Rivers
…Wish someone wanted me like that.
I pick up a novel with a dark cover.
Eli Rivers
*reading out loud* He chained him not to punish… but to keep him from leaving.
Eli Rivers
*Sighing* God, why is that hot?
The guy at the counter glances at me. I pretend I didn’t say anything.
Walk home. Hoodie soaked. Cold wind. Still no umbrella.
Eli Rivers
You’re killing it today, Eli. Absolute star of the sad boy show.
I pause outside my building.
That feeling again. Back of the neck. Spine stiff. Eyes burning.
Eli Rivers
Yeah. Thought so.
I take longer unlocking the door. Just in case.Inside. Door clicks shut.Gremlin trots over, tail in the air.
Eli Rivers
*Kneeling, rubbing her ears* At least you missed me. Or my hands. Hard to tell.
She purrs. Not loudly. Just enough.
Eli Rivers
*To the dark* I wouldn’t mind if someone followed me.
*Sinking into the couch, Gremlin hopping up beside me*
Eli Rivers
…I’d let them in, if they knocked.
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