"Yi... I think I can't hold on. In the next few days, without me, you have to have a good life..." Lying on the sickbed, Blue Liuhan looked pale and her weakness was not hard to recognize in her tone. Now she is unable to recover, the sequelae of the car accident. Don't say anything, now she is so tired even to breathe a breath.

"Don't say that, you will get better, don't give up hope!" Xin Suyi was sitting on the side of the hospital bed, holding Blue Liuhan's pale hands tightly. In fact, Xin Suyi also knows the situation of Lan Liuhan, but he still cannot accept this fact. They had a hard time going through so much before they got together, but they had no choice but to separate before they had cherished such a wonderful time.

"Yi... I'm sorry... I... I love you." At the end of the speech, the tottering dead leaves outside the window gradually fell into the ward.

The ward, which was still silent one second ago and was like no man's land, has now been filled with the alarm of the monitor. Xin Suyi's hand has been tightly holding Lan Liuhan's cold and pale hand.

With the arrival of medical staff, Xin Suyi's mood became heavier. The death notice made him more desperate. The gangster's stiff Xin Suyi returned to his house with Lan Liuhan. Sorting out all the memories of Lan Liuhan and trying to collect them and keep them in mind forever. Xin Suyi saw Lan Liuhan's dilapidated diary, which he never wanted to touch.

"Today, May 2, 20XX, I stumbled into their class's party with Xu Rimu by mistake. I was not a member of their class, which inevitably seemed somewhat embarrassing. After scanning, the scene suddenly found a man wandering outside the stadium like me. After inquiring with Xu Sunset, I found out that it was the "Yi Shao" of their class and did not take part in activities at ordinary times. The second I looked at him was actually attracted. This little brother is really curious. "

The first page of the diary tells the story of their meeting. The thick diary tells a lot, a lot, from all their encounters, acquaintances, acquaintances, and subsequent love, every word has been recorded without omission.

I know that the last page of my notebook is still a message from several days ago.

"I can't hold on to disappointing, I'm sorry, can't continue to love you. Do you know how hard I have been chasing you in my life? Can you chase me in the next life?"

The font on the last page is in completely different contrast to the previous energetic font. Compared with the previous font, it is lighter, more scrawled and more helpless.

Xin Suyi looked at everything in the diary about him, and even many photos were pasted, which he took inadvertently. He never thought that they had met four years ago as far as he could remember. But he never thought that people who had not cared about it before would be so sad now.

Xin Suyi looked through this notebook again and again, and he took pains to look through the contents. Notebooks that have a history of more than ten years are beginning to be a little fragile.

"Didn't you say it's too difficult to chase me in this life? Well, I'll chase you in the next life." Xin Suyi seems to have made a very important decision. Since he found this notebook, Xin Suyi has taken this notebook every day, no matter which occasion he attends or where he goes.

"Hello, this is Miss Lan Liuhan's funeral. Her family invites you to attend." The family, which has never been very reasonable on weekdays, now has a conscience and has held a funeral. However, Xin Suyi did not make his heart feel any pleasure for this. He still has no way to accept the fact that Lan Liuhan has passed away.

Xin Suyi still completes his work with high efficiency and high requirements every day and lives his day well. Time is like this, day by day, but the date of burial day is getting closer and closer.

The night before the burial day, Xin Suyi turned up his notebook again in the room. This made him suddenly find a very small message at the bottom of each page. The specific content of the message is that Lan Liuhan learned from others what kind of people Xin Suyi likes and what things he likes, etc.

Because the message is very small, you will not find it without paying attention. There were no messages on the first few pages. However, four years later, there began to be more messages. Xin Suyi recorded every habit, hobby and so on clearly, even if it was suddenly changed on the way, he also left a clear message.

If it weren't for the fact that lazy people are lovers now, Xin Suyi could think that Lan Liuhan is an abnormal stalker.

"It turns out that you really feel very bitter after me." Xin Suyi sneered at, what men chase women's interlayer mountain, women chase men's interlayer yarn are floating clouds. Xin Suyi even had some sorrow about Lan Liuhan. Since he liked her so much, why didn't he tell him earlier? Is this not so hard?

At ordinary times, the two people were next to each other in a room that they felt was not big or small. Now Xin Su Yi is the only one left here, but he is extremely lonely and pitiful. It was also this night that Xin Suyi shed tears for the first time.

He must admit that Lan Liuhan has really left. Tomorrow is her funeral. He can't escape any more. Xin Suyi has always believed that as long as I still have her in my heart and I still love her, he will always exist by my side, even if I just can't see anyone, she will always remain in my memory.

The next day, the funeral was held as promised. On weekdays, Lan Liuhan is very popular. Although the people in the family usually turn a blind eye to Lan Liuhan, they still shed tears of complicated mood in the face of Lan Liuhan.

Although the funeral was not a rainy day, the tears at the scene were enough to make a heavy rain. As the legal husband, Xin Suyi tried his best to control his mood. At the end of the farewell speech, Xin Suyi closed his eyes and his tears fell vertically beside Lan Liuhan's favorite flower on weekdays. "Don't like me in the next life, let me be tempted first, ok?"

After the funeral, they all broke up. Xin Suyi lingers alone on weekdays, their favorite place to come. Seeing those scenes again, it seemed that there were their shadows in every corner, just like Lan Liuhan was beside him at this time.

It's a pity that the sky is still not beautiful and the rain is still falling. Xin Suyi couldn't help complaining, why didn't you go down when you were buried? It happened that at this time I was able to find her shadow with great difficulty.

Xin Suyi walked in the crowd with mixed feelings. The notebook in his hand has always been in his arms.

"Drop-be careful!" A loud noise has not broken the desolation, but it has added to the misery.

The car knocked Xin Suyi down in the road. Xin Suyi smiled. "You will not be alone, I will accompany you."

Xin Suyi gradually closed his eyes.

"Xin Suyi! Get up! There are still required courses today!" A slightly familiar voice lingered beside Xinsuyi's ears. The tone was full of anxiety and uneasiness.

Xin Su Yi suddenly opened his eyes. Everything that appeared in front of us was so familiar that Xin Suyi found the owner following the sound just now. This turned out to be his roommate at the university!

Xin Suyi can't believe everything in front of him now. What is this? He crossed? Before that, Xin Suyi felt it necessary to confirm.

"What time is it now?" Xin Suyi stared at his roommates tentatively. Cheng Ze expressed his obedience to this.

"Gentleman! It's 20xx years now! It's already 7: 30! The required courses will begin in half an hour!" Xin Su Yi was stunned. He really crossed.

In 20xx, he was already a senior. The decadent studies before the university were also picked up when they were in the university, and they were successfully transferred to another university through the postgraduate examination.

Xin Suyi tried hard to recall what had happened to him before. Why did you cross? And through this point in time? And what happened to him in his senior year?

"Gentleman, why are you still stunned? You are going to be late for all the required courses. Do you want to graduate without credits?" Cheng Zebian tidied up the scattered textbooks on the desk and said helplessly.

Xin Suyi was recalled by Cheng Ze's voice. He got out of bed unbelievably and saw the books on the table and everything he was familiar with in the dormitory. Only then did he find out that he had really crossed. "Cheng Ze, whose class is it today?"

Cheng Ze packed up his books and turned to Xin Suyi. He looked at him helplessly. "Didn't I just pull you to play games yesterday? Why did you forget everything today? Just the Mediterranean class, forget it, ignore you, I'm going first." After Cheng Ze said that, he rushed out of the dormitory.

Xin Su Yi one leng one leng. His college interpersonal relationship is very simple, and the dormitory is also made up of two people. Cheng Ze can be said to be his best brother in college life. The two have been friends for four years in college and three years in high school. However, after graduation, the contact between the two gradually faded away. More memories come to mind of each other by chance, but when they get busy, they sometimes forget all about it. Xin Suyi walked slowly to the balcony.

Sure enough, it's still like this. Xin Suyi couldn't help but sigh with emotion. The wind blew slightly to his cheek to guide. Xin Suyi just wanted to be silent in such a comfortable kind at this moment, but suddenly remembered Cheng Ze's required course.

Xin Suyi simply tidied up himself and walked to the teaching building. He is good-looking and handsome. He lives at 3.1 in college life. He has never been to other places in teaching buildings, dining halls and dormitories. It is so rare that every time he appears in public, there will always be various eyes staring at him.

At the last moment when the bell rang, Xin Suyi came to the classroom. On weekdays, he has never been absent from school. His papers and topics are highly valued by the teachers, and he has become a good child in the eyes of the teachers. So although the teacher is already in the classroom now, there is still no reason to let him in directly.

"Xin Suyi, you are really on time!" Cheng Ze propped up the textbook and whispered to Xin Suyi. Xin Suyi just smiled and listened carefully.

Although he has graduated for many years, he has accumulated some knowledge for many years. He can understand what the teacher said and even explain it many times, which makes him agitated. In his spare time, he can't help thinking of Lan Liuhan.

"What is she doing in 20xx... 20xx?" Lan Liuhan is three years younger than Xin Su Yi. This year she just went to college. Xin Su Yi tried to recall the contents of the diary through fragmented memories.

"In 20xx, she went to the same university with me!" Xin Suyi recalled, because the voice of whispering gradually grew louder, and Cheng Ze beside him was affected and looked at it like him. Seeing that there was no obstacle, he continued to take his eyes back from the textbook.

Lan Liuhan and Cheng Ze knew each other a long time ago. In his diary, Lan Liuhan started to write when he was in his third year of high school. She inquired about her every move from Cheng Ze almost every day. Many years later, the two had many jokes about this. In his third year of high school, he cheered up because of family affairs that he had no intention of studying in college. Lan Liuhan's goal was also constantly changing. Xin Suyi suddenly recalled a passage from Lan Liuhan's third year of high school: "His sudden change of school made me feel so stressed at once... Indeed, I underestimated him, and now I have to fight hard! Must be admitted to the same school as him! That's even... we have a gap of 100 points."

Xin Suyi couldn't help but feel a tight heartstrings. How hard did Lan Liuhan, a senior high school student, work? A full 100%...

Because I have been trying to recall the records in the diary, I didn't listen much to the rest of the course, and the bell rang.

"Brother Yi, will you go to dinner later?" The shy voice of the girl in the back row pulled back his thoughts. To put it bluntly, Xin Suyi was only a handful of girls who could completely remember their looks and names in the university. They were polite and still refused very gentlemanly.

Cheng Ze, a girl, asked about her just after she refused. Xin Suyi originally wanted to refuse, but suddenly he wanted to go to Cheng Ze and now he knows Lan Liuhan. He agreed and decided to take a long-term view.

On the way to the dining hall, many girls accosted him. Cheng Ze, who was on the side, was used to helping him refuse every time. At this time, Xin Suyi was always indifferent. But this time it was different. Before Cheng Ze recovered, Xin Suyi refused.

"Boy, it's not bad. At last it's a shield that you don't have to bear." Cheng Ze said with a smile, Xin Su Yi just smiled. Cheng Ze was always returning his cell phone information along the way. In the past, Xin Suyi thought that Cheng Ze was chatting with which primary school sister. Now he knows that he is really chatting with the primary school sister and reporting his situation to Lan Liuhan.

Originally, I didn't want to interrupt him to report to Lan Liuhan, but the thought that the other party was Lan Liuhan made me feel uncomfortable.

"I see, you'd better have dinner with your cell phone. We both go together. Do you still look at your cell phone?" Xin Su Yi's tone Li was full of displeasure. Cheng Ze heard a cold back and recognized the unintelligent. He apologized to Xin Su Yi with a good voice. Xin Su Yi perfunctorily accepted his apology. Xin Su Yi thought for a moment during the meal and decided to start first.

"Who have you been chatting with? Xin Suyi asked lazily, trying to lower the deliberate tone.

Cheng Ze also answered indifferently: "A freshman junior. People like you very much!"

Xin Suyi didn't want to tease him and went straight to the point. "I've been chatting on my cell phone all the time. I'm not tired of it. Why don't you ask her out to meet?" Cheng Ze was surprised. He felt that today's Xin Su Yi was a little different.

"Are you sure? But your little fan sister ah? I made an appointment, this..." Cheng Ze hesitated, don't know whether to use commendatory words or derogatory words, can only stop here.

"I'll go too, otherwise she always knows me through comparison, which is a bit strange." Xin Su Yi pointed his eyes at the ceiling, pretending to be embarrassed. The opposite Cheng Ze is using his other free hand to tap the keyboard crazily in his mobile phone.

"This time, I won't let you love me so hard."

Blue Liu Han, as usual, asked Cheng Ze about the development of Xin Su Yi. Suddenly Cheng Ze did not reply to the news. Blue Liu Han was still frantically sending messages and found that there was no result. His heart gradually became confused. This is not the case at ordinary times. Lan Liuhan was accompanied by doubts. After returning to the dormitory after eating, he turned on his cell phone again and found Cheng Ze returning her information.

"Have time to come out? My roommates want to see you!"

Lan Liuhan withdrew from the dialog box and opened it again. After confirming that Cheng Ze had sent some information, he was almost excited to death holding his mobile phone. He Jiahua, who was writing a paper in the dormitory, asked curiously, "What happened? So happy?"

Lan Liuhan followed the voice and gradually turned his head. He Jiahua, who was sitting in a chair, was picked up. "Aga! My male god wants to see me! Want to see me!" Lan Liuhan's voice suddenly raised several tones because of excitement, while He Jiahua couldn't help helping his forehead when he learned the truth of the matter. If you let your male gods see what you look like now, they will even run away in fear.

"Why do you suddenly want to see you? Don't you want to think about one thousand pits? It seems that I remember you told me before that it was three years ago when you saw your male god, and he will remember you in these three years?" He Jiahua couldn't help picking her eyebrows when she spoke. She knew Lan Liuhan very well and forgot the cause and effect of thinking about the problem when she was excited.

Lan Liuhan was questioned by He Jiahua's words, and his hand gradually came down. He Jiahua loosened his shoulders like a sigh of relief. Lan Liuhan was too excited just now and his strength suddenly rose several grades. "You are right! Just now I didn't return my information, and this suddenly told me that my male god wanted to see me? There must be fraud!" Lan Liuhan pretended to be profound and said, his eyes couldn't help looking at He Jiahua.

He Jiahua hurried to find other gaze targets, but to no avail. He Jiahua was stared at by Lan Liuhan with creepy hair and goose bumps all fell all over the floor. "Well, I know! Change your clothes quickly! I'll accompany you!" He Jiahua helplessly looked at the cheering Blue Liuhan in front of her eyes, but pitied her unfinished paper.

Lan Liuhan quickly changed his clothes and took He Jiahua to Cheng Ze's address. Before entering the cafe, Lan Liuhan kept asking He Jiahua if GFD was correct. "Aga, can I do this? Do you think my male gods will like it?" Lan Liuhan was too nervous and grabbed He Jiahua's hand to shake around, causing He Jiahua's center of gravity to be unstable.

"OK! You can give full play to your usual casual nature of pulling up your little brother! This is the person you have been waiting for for three years, so don't miss it again!" He Jiahua slightly tidied up the details for Lan Liuhan, adjusted her whole appearance, and took her in.

Xin Su Yi and Cheng Ze had been waiting for a long time in the cafe. Lan Liu Han and He Jiahua had just entered the cafe when Xin Su Yi recognized Lan Liu Han. In order to prevent accidents, Cheng Ze had to call them.

In the last life, Xin Suyi's understanding of Lan Liuhan stayed after he had gone out to work for a long time and got to know each other. At that time, Lan Liuhan was a strong woman who started her own company, and the quality was very good. At that time, she was dressed in a mature and stable professional attire. She was highly effective in her work and had her own style of doing things. It can almost be said that she was the object of worship by many women and the interpretation of feminism. At that time, he just sighed. Xin Suyi never thought about what kind of girl Lan Liuhan would be in college.

Today, Lan Liuhan was wearing a sailor's skirt and a tent jacket. Now her hair has grown to her waist and she looks like a little shy girl. Xin Suyi looked at Lan Liuhan and froze, while Cheng Ze was the same. However, the starting points of both of them are different, because Cheng Ze did not expect that the usually careless Lan Liuhan would be so shy as it is now. It's really a long time to see you.

"Hello, I'm Lan Liuhan, and this is my good sister He Jiahua!" Blue Liu Han tried her best to lower her voice and let her soft air release. Next to He Jiahua's heart is simply Ma Benteng. Sure enough, love can make a person change a lot.

"Hello." He Jiahua's tone is more perfunctory than Lan Liuhan's.

Ze thought Xin Suyi would not introduce himself, so he simply helped him say, "Hello He Jiahua, I'm Cheng Ze, this is my roommate Xin Suyi, he..." Cheng Ze wanted to introduce Xin Suyi, but was interrupted.

"Hello He Jiahua, Hello, Lan Liuhan." Xin Suyi's indifference to girls before is much more gentle now, especially when he reads Lan Liuhan's name.

The excitement in Lan Liuhan's heart can only be manifested in her tight holding of He Jiahua's hand, which is getting stronger and stronger. He Jiahua was pinched in pain and looked at Lan Liuhan, hoping she could let herself go. He Jiahua kept looking at the two people across the street. The male god roommates often mentioned by Cheng Ze and Lan Liuhan are also the best way for her to get Xin Su Yi. She is begging Cheng Ze to secretly photograph Xin Su Yi almost every day. Xin Suyi, on the other hand, is a person Lan Liuhan has been painstakingly fond of for three years. In order to get into the school after he changed schools, she slept only three hours a day in her third year of high school and was isolated from the outside world for more than 200 days. Her most proud hair also lost a lot.

He Jiahua looked at it and tried to guess what attracted Lan Liuhan. It should be that face and temperament.

"I'm sorry to ask you out so abruptly today, because I think it's really too embarrassing for the two of us to come to the cafe with the masters. There is no sister. Then I thought that it seems that you have no class this afternoon and will have it, right?" Cheng Ze tried his best to go to the roundup and tried to make the four people get along less embarrassed.

"Yes, yes! We are always bored in the dormitory!" Although there is a class this afternoon, I won't go to it, even if it is a compulsory course! Blue Liu Han's inner dynamics were simply choppy, almost drowning the pyramid.

After that, the scene was once embarrassed. Lan Liuhan looked at He Jiahua and Cheng Ze with eager eyes to save his life. He Jiahua was helpless. Since he came to be a wingman, he should be professional. "According to the age you should be our senior, you haven't entered the club? We haven't seen you very much in this club." He Jiahua brought up the topic along the place where Lan Liuhan had the advantage. I hope this will be helpful to Lan Liuhan.

"Oh, we changed schools halfway, so we didn't get into the club very much." He Jiahua asked that the air room was suspended for half a minute, but Cheng Ze had no choice but to pick up the baton.

And Xin Suyi's eyes are always looking at Lan Liuhan. She didn't dress like this very much in the last life, especially now in college, her face is full of collagen and youth. I wish I had known you so early in my last life.

After Cheng Ze answered, the scene was once again embarrassing. "Anyway, we are also idle. Since there are four, let's play the truth and take a big adventure!" He Jiahua once again rescued the scene.

"Good!"