hii I'm riujin I live with my grandma and today we are in garden we have some little fun and little cheap chat and my life was best but happy thing it's not stay forever it's temporary and its also happened with me today is the day my life start ups and down first I thought it was for good and I was happy but then I realise it's the beginning of the breaking my life into pieces my life was good everyday I have a school I go and I play and I study and I come we eat we talk with else we say but after day tomorrow my life feel like I am in heaven but after sometime I feel like I am live in hell for realise I am very late for the realisation now I understood why my mom dad always told me talk me that don't believe someone that easily you don't have to relay on someone that much when they break you you don't have anything to live and today is that day I realise my mom dad was right and I was wrong but I never listen to my parents and now see where I am today I can't even tell my parents I am breaking inside today happens my grandma have a call and she was talking and actually applying oil on my hair and she said he was your cousin he want to talk to with you I thought it was really my cousin so I take the call and I talk like hello yeah how are you how have been you and what your family do where are you and he said okay I am good my family also good and I am out of the city I will come after if you month and I will come to meet you and I like to talk to you I thought he just joking around but I never thought he mean it and then we hang up the call and again we are busy in talking and the head or dinner and after the morning I come from school and he again call and my grandma told me he want to talk to me again can I ask what happened and he say he just like to talk to me and I didn't take it serious and its happen what three days take anything seriously I also talk like a friend and he ask me you have a boyfriend I said yeah I have one and he said oh and then after some day he ask my grandma like are you going to marry your grand daughter to someone if you are found in someone so I think I have a chance for that I like her and I want to marry her and my grandma was like no she was live with me but marrying marrying with someone my daughter will decide it and her father will decide it I can't say anything so OK I will talk if she agree if she likes me so I will talk with her family like her father and mother say ok you can talk and after that we talk to each other like daily Sunday morning someday and evening whenever he have time he call me school student so I have time to talk