Hello everyone!,i am fiel! a newly writer i recently just created my acc since the other one got deleted for some reason..this day i'll be introducing all of you to my first ever story.

This story follows a young man at age of 18 years old first year in field of med tech Zico..Zico once had someone too but in everyway the kindness, the attempt to be understanding, to be greatful had always made him feel replacable in a worse way..you can imagine that if you want, Zico had this group of friends! It included his closed friends Nileah, Kyegan, Litianna and Mireleo..

I won't be updating THAT much, i'll keep the reason personal please wait for the first chapter it'll be the prologue the story will revolve around two males that had seemingly fallen inlove..only for one to break it up like a piece of paper leaving the other one broken yet again.

i'll try to post updates about the story if i can, this story is a true event but please don't assume to where it happened do not be impatient i am a busy person and i make stories for fun!, so if you have any request feel free to suggest some..ready your tissue because if ever i make some time i'll make sure some of ya'll will bawl your tears out because when this event happened to me i cried aswell..

i"ll be keeping ya'll updated some time, i hope you all will enjoy thank you for reading this please dont descriminate it's my first time making a story like this and i already feel sad because i know some of ya'll are already experiencing this or so.

The title itself will be the whole purpose of this uhh story i took the cover from pinterest as usual and edited it with canva and stuff so ctto, this story will make you feel anger, sadness, sorrow, pain and maybe you will relate.

i will be looking forward on creating this story! Under all or some or ya'll support! Thank you for reading this have a great day and i still have to write a 200 more words idk what to write but i just wanna like say that some people are really struggling believe me you may think your in your worst situation right now..but its not the maximum level yet so until you reach that level you don't give up.

You are enough trust me..it's just that people are always ungrateful, greedy and they tend to say hurtful words for a reason or for no reason at all so please don't hate yourself..Zico hated himself too but he kept his humanity and faith, keep your kindness and ignore those who don't appreciate you, never argue with someone who's pride is taller than you, it's not their pride it's their ego, some people deserve pain and some don't..remember medusa was cursed even though she was kind enough, some people are like that too..

Be well and don't end up like Zico.

- Author

ENJOYYYYY

-Author again lol

"Your not the person for me."

I read that text again and again..another one from him came.

"you should backread to see why"

and even though i said i know already i kept backreading so i could see what was wrong..i couldn't see anything..i tried to be understanding, i showed my affection i even said i'll do anything to stay with him..what was it that was missing?..more of his text came

"See?, you didn't even try to fix it!..your a fool..you also can't understand."

those words hit me like a thousand knives, i'm a fool?..was i suppose to fix it?, from the beginning i knew i wasn't for him because first of all i knew he had someone is it my fault for thinking that if i try a bit harder it will be appreciated?, yes..how idiotic of me to expect that.

A fool will always be a fool..that's what i was just a lovesick hopeless fool, i texted back "It was your decision" followed by "Okay let's just stop this conversation" and he just replied with "ok"..that was it?..after all those things?, i was useless, hopeless again basically i was just someone that's replacable it was sad, infuriating and painful at the same time.

The silence haunted me..i stared at my phone blankly..."ah.."..that was all i could say..i can't understand?, i comforted him, i updated him what i was doing today, right now, yesterday and even tomorrow, and still that alone wasn't ENOUGH?..what more should i do?.

My vision became blurry as the realization hit me..i'm not appriciated am i?., everyone sees me as someone replacable that's what i always was..i wonder if my parents think that way too, maybe thats the reason why people stay away from me, i'm a loner.

I smiled at my phone my nose scrunched up, my brows furrowed and the tears followed soon..each one dropping at the screen of my phone, i turned it off..the black empty screen reflecting my current look.."fuck.."..i muttered my heart hurts..my body feels heavy maybe i was born as a burden..a mistake?..HAHA yeah..probably.

I thought everything was gonna be okay now that he was here with me..i wanted to comfort him in his darkess times because i knew what it felt to be alone, judged and discriminated more so i knew what it felt to be abandoned i wanted to show him i was a safe spot..but he left me like anyone else, now i question myself am i even worth it?.

Does it make them happy to see my pain?..i sobbed quietly the quiet atmosphere almost seemed comforting but not enough..what do i do?., should i just die?, i've done everything i tried to accept myself, i tried so hard to make others stay i forgot about myself, was it all just a play?, was i a bet?..a garbage?, fine it's okay after all i'm just someone temporary right?,useless as always that's what i was we didn't really get along well...since i wasn't that talkative and so was he i wanted to strike up conversations but i was scared he'd find me annoying like anyone else.

i was thrown away again.

"do you see happiness in my pain?."

"does it make you feel incharge?."

(chapter 1 will be release tomorrow if ya'll want the characters introduction please comment! "introduction!")

i had a friend named zico, he was a quiet person but he laughs often he was the kindest person in our circle t friends(cof)

Present:

"ZICOOOOO!" the front door of zico's door barged open and revealed litianna, mireleo and nileah while zico was still sleeping on his bed deeply litianna frowned "oh come on!, what time did you sleep to get a coma!" she complained nileah replied with a bored tone "says the one who literally slept with her mouth wide open.." litianna gasped.

"oh my god shut up anyway move" mireleo shoved them both aside like he was the main character he walked towards zico's sleeping form and took a deep breath "zico mi love..i bought ice cream for ya" he whispered zico didn't move "zico?, oh you little shit..wake up" he whispered again he let out a big yelp when a slipper hit his head he turned to look at the two females "oh you......"he sneered at nileah who looked back at him with a innocent smile.

"let me sleep..." zico lazily spoke it was below a whisper and what he said made the 3 snap their head towards him "he who has awoken" litianna gasped "anyway get up..i know it's the weekend but get your ass up" mireleo pat zico's back repeatedly each one getting harder "ow!..okay!,okay" zico complained and sat up forcefully mireleo smiled "i knew it...you always loved me" dramatically he sighed while zico just nodded and quietly stood up.

"bye.." he went straight to the bathroom and shut the door close "i'm gonna go ready the soup" nileah replied back "i thought it was a ice cream?" to which both replied to her "shut up."

inside the bathroom zico yet again stared at himself at the mirror for a few moments..locking eyes with his own reflection he sighed heavily "i woke up again." frustrated he ruffled his hair he looked at himself again silent "wow..i'm really still alive" he muttered like it was a curse instead of a blessing he was snapped out of his thoughts when someone knocked at the bathroom door where he was it was of course mireleo he begged "zico?, oh please hurry up i'm about to shit my pants here" zico chuckled and finally he stepped inside the shower.

At the dinner table mireleo argued about what was better than milk nileah shouted "juice!!, mogu mogu!" mireleo gasped and spoke back "why ARE YOU SHOUTING WHAT DID I DO?" nileah bursted out laughing but she laughed "no i don't think you understand the importance of THIS conversation!" mireleo argued back "ABOUT WHAT..milk or juice in a CEREAL!?" in time litianna arrived her reaction turned into a confused one to a angry one to a confused one again "what the fuck are ya'll yelling about!, it's 8 in the goddamn mornin!..people are still sleeping!"

Mireleo let out a offended gasp "excuse you girl..i'm not yelling SHE was!, i'm perfectly innocent" he flipped his short hair sassily causing nileah to pull it down "OW!, girl calm down this ain't a wig!" mireleo almost screamed in agony.

"what the hell-" zico spoke their heads snapped towards zico and nileah immedietely withdrawed her hands away from mireleo who fixed his hair desperately.

Author's Note:(Hey peeps, hehe i recently got chicken pox i'm doing well rn but my whole body hurts so much-, but don't worry! I'll keep posting chapters!)