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Even If Heaven Doesn't Take U In, I Will

The only place i was loved

"Mommy" he called as he smiles upon seeing his mom

His mother smiles back, grateful to see him son

he's back from school, he was a bright student, a bright child, full of hope and kindness

His future looked bright but instead, he was rejected by society

He was hated by his neighbors for absolutely no reason

He was laughed at, looked down upon

but he didn't care, his mother was all he needs to get through everything

[SCENE 1] - Tears worth more than millions

He's at school, crying after someone broke the drawing he made, the adults looked at him with annoyance and frustration "you again?"

As he continues crying, no one came to console him all they could think in their minds were "you always make everything worst", "why are u like this?"

Poor baby, with no one to console him at school, he wipes his own tears and silence himself. He hugged loneliness like his own mother, silent in his corner

Wanting to be home and be with her mother, but he knows that even that won't work, time doesn't let anyone disobey

"Why does it hurt even when I'm not the one that made the mistake" he thought to himself

"Why do i feel like crying is a mistake i wasn't supposed to make" he ponders....

poor baby, blaming himself for other's mistake, he sat quietly on his seat, continue drawing in his broken paper...not daring to even ask for more to draw on

His drawing reflecting of his situation, though not the greatest painter, the only thing that matters was that he was trying his best to draw something that people will like

Hoping that a little drawing of his will maybe change them

but little does he know....the world never truly change, no matter how hard someone like him tries, but what does a baby like him knows. He can only do nothing but blame himself

The school ends, evening assembly approached, the only thing he's looking forward to is seeing his mother

[SCENE 2] - The world that didn't want him

After the school ends, he saw his mother waiting for him outside, he ran towards her, as always happy to see her one and only comfort

He hugged her, never wanting to let go, his mother hugged him tighter, knowing how cruel the world is to him, she secretly blames herself for it, but he doesn't need to know

He and his mom walks back home through the village, kids and adults saw him, show him the face of disgust and whispers "Such a burden for his mother"

He heard that but doesn't know what it means, her mother, hold his hands, blocking him with her smile and happiness from the cruel world outside the smile

Yet no matter how hard she tries, something always slips in...the sound of adults telling their kids to not approach him...

"a burden child, nothing good will come from him"

He knows it's something bad about him, and it pains him truly, he sees parents hugging their child, laughing and having fun

He stared for a little, even for a little they felt disgusted, adults pull their child away, not wanting their kids to talk to him... "maybe if i smiled more...maybe if i was better" he thought to himself

but the pain grows, faster than he could ever overcome it....The world was rejecting him, right in front of his eyes. He started believing that he was never meant to be loved, never meant to know what it's like to be loved...His mother all loving and kind, blocked his ears in a playful way making him think of it as a game of some sort, turning the boy mood into one that made both she and her dear child happy

She's shielding him from the world with love disguised as games<3

(To be continue)

Mother's love

His mother was there for him anytime and anywhere

no matter the place or time, her care for his child, bounded by nothing, she'll pave every road, walked thought every fire. Just for him

She always greets him after his school with a smile no matter how tired she was, no matter how weak she feels or how stress she's feeling, that never changing smile was what keeps his son's smile alive

And she'll never change it for anyone even if it cost her life

She was his only playmate, his only comfort

He was her only happiness, her piece of heaven in a cruel world, such as this

She worked tirelessly, day after day. Her body ached but her spirit refused to break, cause no child deserve to see their mother sad, she thought. His precious son, no matter how the world change...she'll pave a road right through it all

Just for him

Just for the boy that held her heart in his tiny hands

[SCENE 3]

As usual he went to school everyday, got looked down upon by others, but at the end of the day, her mother's smile was all that mattered.

He fell at school today, no matter how much it hurts, he held it in and not let a single tear, drop.

Because he knew, no matter how hurt he is, or how pain he's in, the world will turn a blind eye, and walked pass him like he's a shadow left behind by the weeps of many

As the school ends once more, he saw his mother, always right in time, waiting outside the school, with nothing but a smile and an arm only fitted for him

His mother as always shielded him from the very world that was supposed to be his home

The cold and cruel world, drench with hatred and misery

But one day, after school...His mom wasn't outside the school "mommy?" as he looked around...waiting, searching. Waiting for her smile to light up his world again

He sat outside, waiting for him mom, people walked passed him, with no concerns for him...with cold stares, pure hatred..How was a kid so young and innocent meant to survive on his own?

He couldn't take it, he wanted to melt in his mom's arms, cry his heart out, ask her why...why he's such a burden...

But he didn't let it take him through, he stood firm with determination that he'll surely meet his mom at home...He took his steps, one and a time. Slowly but surely, he made it home...from all the bad looks and hatred, he finally made it home...His safe spot, his comfort, Oh how excited he was to see her mother smi-

*Women crying*

He opened the door and saw his mother on the floor, beat up and 2 strange man, standing, not giving a care about his presence

He saw his mother, in pain and agony, he ran up to her and hugged her and cry, not asking, not pleading but just pure sadness but even in those moments, her mother gave him a warm smile...A smile that will be his one and only push that'll keep leading him into this world

*Gun shot*

Right before his eyes, her lifeless mother drench in blood and pain...He sat there not knowing what just happened and he asked "mommy...wake up, im home"

As the two men left, He's there alone. In the darkness of the house, quietly crying, begging her mother to wake up, Let him see her smile once again. Let him hold her heart in his tiny hands...his hands only for her holdings...again...

"mommy...im here, wake up"

(to be continue)

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