Hey… So basically this is just my way of writing what happened to me. I don't want to be seen as an attention seeker or anything, I just want the truth out there and what happened to me talked about. I guess it makes me feel like I got more justice than I actually did...

I was 13 when I met my boyfriend (I'll call him J). He was friends with my childhood best friend. We all sat together at lunch at school, me, J, my sister (A) and my childhood best friend (E). A didn't trust him, rumors went around since he moved here in 6th grade that he wasn't the best person. He was also known as the guy with 10 different girlfriends, bc he was mainly friends with girls.

A few months into the school year, he randomly started talking to me, not around E. It was around December. No guy had ever shown interest in me before, so I immediately got attached. My other friend (M) and A warned me about him, but I didn't listen. We were in the same homeroom, So he apparently asked the teacher to move seats next to me. so we ended up sitting next to each other. A few days after him talking to me, right before the class ended he shoved a post-it note into my book and told me to look at it and then left. I read it, and it said "you have a nice laugh"

I didn't think anything of it, since I thought it was just him being friendly, but I kept it.

On the 7th of December 2023, he told me he liked me and asked to date him. I agreed. I barely knew him, but he was friends with E, and she's an amazing person. So I assumed he'd also be a good person, since she only surrounds herself with good people. He didn't know at the time I was a trans guy, so he thought I was a girl. When I told him, he didn't care and accepted me.

He was the sweetest guy to me in the beginning. It was surprising really, because he always looked upset or angry, he was mean to a lot of people. I immediately trusted him.

Big mistake.

Not even a week after we started dating, my church group went to the Zoo lights together. He invited himself, which at the time I was okay with at the time, since he was my boyfriend and I loved him. A brought her boyfriend (which she is no longer with). And we brought M. M, my A's ex, and J all hated each other, but it went surprisingly okay.

We all drove together, but J's parents dropped him off at my house, so we could take him, we picked up the others. I was in my room sleeping on the floor. He picked me up and sat me on his lap. I woke up and he kissed me. Mind you, that was my first kiss. I wasn't ready. We all went anyway. I felt sick after that, I didn't know why at the time, but I do now.

All during the Zoo, he kept kissing me when we were in private. When we all got back into the car to go home, me, J, and M sat in the back 3 seats while A and her ex sat in the middle. All 3 of us ended up cuddling...

After that, J kept asking me if M could go on our dates with us, and asked if I'd be okay if he joined our relationship.

This is when things started getting.. weird between me and J.