TOXIC
~ Chapter: 1 ~ [ 18+]
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It's a mature content , may not be suitable for all readers...
To all the good girls craves for violence, romance and darkness ... ❤️🔥
There are mornings when I wake not knowing or caring what day of the week it is . Sometimes, I go whole stretches of time without ever checking the date. I prefer it that way.
There's a less chance of my having the hope of a better life if all the nothingness blurs together.
Above me my husband labors over my body with practiced movements my own recognizes and responds to , if only out of habit His head carefully tilts to the side so he doesn't have to look at me in the eye.
As he told me countless times....
Vic ( Tessa's husband)
" Fucking doesn't have to be personal to be effective."
Somehow, he's taught my body to believe him. Played it & turned it as finely as a musician tunes an instrument.
He molds & shapes me to his liking, & I let him until I'm nothing more than a thing he programs for his pleasure --- his real-life porn queen/sex robot. It's a wonder something so mistreated can still respond to the cause of neglect.
~ Chapter: 2 ~ [ 18+ ]
The soft scrap of his buzzed haircut rubs the side of my face raw. It's an irritation I don't dare turn it away from. The smell of sex , musk & lubricant, fills my nose, so i switch to moaning from my mouth
He likes it when I make noise, even if it's more for his benifit than any real reaction to anything he's doing between my legs.
Fingers bruise the skin on my wrists as easily as they can crush the delicate flesh of a peach. Fingers that once were cause for delight but now cause nothing but devastation.
Vic's movements quicken at my strangled cry until he drives into me at an unrelenting pace. I lift my hips in time with his,...
if only to stoke to life a spark guaranteed to burn away the nothingness my existence has become. Anything to forget.
Each of his cock mixes pleasure & pain until I don't know how to differentiate one from other.
Until they blend into the fathomless darkness I've come to know & love.
I reach for it, yearning for it to wrap me in it's bleak comfort....
~Chapter : 3 ~ [ 18+]
His grunts draw me in the other direction, back toward reality.
The pleasure ekes away with each of his sharp exhalations in my ear, the keen edge of oblivion dulled to an irritating reminder. An itch to go unscratched.
I want to growl & claw at him ,but I twist my firsts into the bedspread instead and pinch my eyes closed until moisture leaks from the corners & down my cheeks to wet my pillowcase.
Besides us on the nightstand, an alarm drones & I mentally countdown the long minutes until he finishes & I can reach over & turn it off.
With his arms a rentless cage around me, he stiffens above me & groans.
The promise of of oblivion fades, taking the blissful sense of nothingness with it .
The beeping punctures the promised haze of relief & reality claws it's back.
The sweat sticking our torsos together reminds me how dirty i feel,
But I know it's best if I don't move, best just to wait until he gets off me.
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