I'm Sorry Brother
ep.1
I ran back home just to meet her and tell how great my day was at work!!
Reached home and the first thing my mother told me was -
Mrs. Ellis
Dear,, our Amy died..
My heart dropped the second I heard that..
Seth
waiiit... what ?!?! No,, this can't be happening.. no!!
I just ran towards my car and drove as fast as I could towards her house...
The movement I reached there... I view I saw is so vivid in my memory..
I could see her body lying on onher blood and her left hand was spitting blood...
Seth
No,, why !! why did you!! after all we have gone together !! How could you
That day,, I didn't slept ,, thinking about all the things we both shared,, she was just about to heal completely,, how can she ?!? why ?!?
That day I met her at our formal family gathering
Amy
* looks back * huh?? oh heyy brother!! * waves *
Amy
Very well.. what about you?? enjoying your work?
Seth
yeah,, it's going preety well.
Seth
it's really boring here and our other siblings are not here too.. let's head back early together,, I'll buy you something and drop you at your place
Amy
sounds good to me.. it's boring here anyway..
time passed with greeting our family and just some formal talks..
Seth
hey,, let's go.. otherwise the shops would be closed
Amy
yeah ok,, let's head out
while I was driving,, she was all silent.. looking outside the window,, the lights of night
Seth
seems like you like these night lights * warm smile *
the stopped the car and went outside and brought us the largest combo chocolate ice cream she would have ever eaten
Seth
I hope you'll love it
Her shocked reaction made me happy but at the same time she was with teary eyes
Amy
ohh,, I've got something in my eyes * rubes her eye *
Seth
ohk so let's finish first and then I'll drop you.
As we reached at her house,, she called me in,, too, as it's been really long I visited her so I went inside and sat on the couch
Seth
woah,, this really has changed,, the last time I saw this house,, it was totally different
Amy
make yourself at home.
Amy
I'll bring you some water
I just stood up to look around and I saw her room,, really clean and tidy
Seth
woah,, she really is my sister no?
I saw a book on her table,, it looked like her school copy so out of curiosity I just opened it.
Seth
I'll wanna see her handwriting
but what I saw in there made me shook..
Amy
excuse me? here's your water
Seth
then I'll take my leave,, take care and good night
while I was driving home~
Seth
what did she write in there??
Seth
" My life is a total mess,, I don't want to live anymore, it's really unfair " and more that half the copy was filled
Seth
I need to talk to her about this..
ep.2
I threw myself on bed and texted her~
Seth
" Hey,, you free tomorrow? "
Seth
" Them make yourself available tomorrow as I'll be coming at your house "
Amy
" ok but why? Is there something important? "
Seth
"You'll know,, don't worry and take care "
With that I threw my phone on the side of my bed and tried to sleep...
I drove towards her house and parked outside..
As I entered,, aunt greeted me and I went in her room while she comes back from market..
Seth
I'll just surf on internet till she arrives..
Amy
* opens door * heyy!! How are you?
Amy
ohk? * in awkwardness *
Seth
What do you think about your future?? * in seriousness *
Amy
umm... * silence spread though the room * .... I didn't plan anything for now..
Seth
And what about your special book?
Seth
Just tell me about your feelings..
Amy
My feelings... huh.. don't worry they don't matter anymore...
Seth
No,, what?!? Don't say that!!
Seth
Ok,, show me your book,, I'll help you out now
Seth
I'll help you with this,, give me your book otherwise I'll make you read it yourself
Amy
ohk * stood up and grabs her books *
she took it out from below her bed,, a old box which looks like someone used it for keeping sewing threads and other things..
Seth
" I'm fed up with this living.. everyday I end up having a nightmare of my past.. why does it appears every time I close my eyes..I don't wanna live like this anymore,, even my daily life sucks ... My classmates spread nonsense about me and because of that my friends left me... My mother also doesn't support with what I choose and really have a bad temper.."
Seth
" My father is always busy with his work and don't care about us till we have results or competitions.. I barely talk to him in weeks and he doesn't seem to even say anything even if I'm sitting just infront of him... my everything was chosen by my mother.. I wanted to do paintings and sculptures but sadly I had to take over the company and maintain their reputation.. "
As I was reading further and further,, she was all silent and everywhere was written " help.. I want help.. my brain kills me everyday with many thousands of thoughts and tells me my worth "
but this " help " stopped after a while and I could one see " I wanna die right now "
Seth
.... I'll help you,, don't worry anymore...
she was full of tears but not one drop fell down and still she could warmly smile at me and I couldn't see that anymore...
I just held her in my arms and patted her head..
Seth
Don't worry anymore,, your brother will help you..
but she never cried... we sat like beside eachother,, leaning on the wall... then aunt came and offered me something to eat and asked me to have dinner with them..
Seth
yeah,, ok I'll be here * glances at Amy *
Amy
* gives a warm smile like nothing had happened *
I looked at her and asked
Seth
Were you always like this,, puts an act infront of everyone.. even infront of me?? Everytime I saw that smile.. was that all fake..
Amy
* nods slowly * yea-eh
Seth
let's just eat dinner and we'll go for our same plan..
ep.3
I bought the same ice creams and took her to a hill ,, a place where only trees and silence can be seen..
I took her on the top spot
Seth
here people usually come on new years
Seth
the lights of our city and far from any noice
Amy
woah * eyes full of lights *
Seth
you can eat while watching the lights
her face was lighten up and after so long I've seen her this happy just by these lights
Seth
* whisper * And this place became our little secret...
Seth
.... You'll tell me about everything you feel and anything that bothers you
Seth
I'll help you now,, so don't worry and help me too
cold breeze and rustling of trees,, everything is so calming that I seem to forget about my ice cream
Seth
hehe,, just finish that fast
Seth
today let's just enjoy this..
Amy
yeah,, but we should head back earlier as our parents don't know where we are
Seth
you don't gotta worry about that
Seth
I'm always prepared * proud brother *
Amy
there,, the joke is flying there
Seth
very funny,, I wonder you don't need that I've cream now
Amy
no,, don't worry.. I won't waste your money
we laughed and enjoyed our time.. it's really good after so long that I'm this happy just by seeing my sister
We headed back and I dropped her and went straight to my house
I said while throwing myself on the couch
Seth
I should do these more often I guess
Seth
anyway,, I've got work to do and just sleep
As I took a shower,, and came back I got a message
Amy
" thanks a lot for today,, I enjoyed that.. "
Seth
" we'll have more times like these "
Amy
" looking forward to this "
totally forgetting about my work
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