Hello to me and the readers. How are you all? Let's start...Recently I gave an examination named NEET which is pretty famous entrance exam in india for medical aspirations after completing their 12th final board exams. As you would have assumed, I gave it this year 2025,and I failed to score well as per my preparations and money invested in me, which is really heart breaking because when you see people who were at your level doing much better than you, you start to doubt yourself and start mission called self doubt.

To be precise, I got AIR (All india rank) of 22,250.Somewhere deep inside me, I know that I am lacking and am the reason behind this....I will write about it later in this writing.

Then I came across a famous saying these days ki agar ending pasand nahi aayi toh change kar de na, story toh teri hi hai... (You didn't like the ending? Then why sad, change it dude, it's your own story and you are in power... do the changes until you are satisfied).

It got me and it's true. This life that we as humans got is short actually, initially my teenage self would have been demanding an end to it but as days are passing I am starting to realize that my end is coming near to me... and one day it will be my last. Then why should I cry in a corner and not live it... why not do the changes in me that I want, why not become what I want, why not be happy, and why not love myself once again..... matlb pata nahi chalta yaar kab zindagi kahan nikal gayi...kyun na 24 hours mein kuch ghante apne liye nikal liya jaye.. kyun na sapne dekh liya jaye and let's be the person that I can be proud of.....

You know my life aim is... it's not money, cars, family, friends anything like that.... it's dream of a day when I will find everything about me and when I will love the person in front of mirror like I have never loved anyone before.... the day jab mujhhe khud hone par gurur hoga..... it may sound childish and over confidence statement... but accha lagta hai jab koi andar se bole ki yaar dil jeet liya tune... wo khusi batayi nahi jati, bs rona aata hai... man karta hai khud ko jor se hug karlun and hasun.....

Everyone is doing excel in their field and in my field... and I will be foolish if I now compare myself with 3000 ranker and cry and feel depressed... yaar jo hona hai wo hogaya, usne jyada mehnat ki hogi, usko mila.... tum aage aur karna... mai hun na sab ho jayega... why fear when I am here buddy...

Jindagi mein Hasna sikho, rulane ke liye logon ki kami nahi hai..... Zindagi jiyo aur khud ko khud ki worth prove karo.