'' Jenny, how long will you wait for him?" "Untill he comes back." " Do you really think that he will come back? If he had to come back, he would come back before. He is not back that means he will not come to you ever." " Aunty, I don't want to argue with you on this matter again."

She is still waiting for him with the hope that he will come back to hold her hand for her full life and will never leave her again. Maybe it's because her love is true. But who knows when will he come?

ring ring ring.. " Hello, Tina?" "Jenny! Have you watched the news?" " No but why are you being so anxious?" "On your tv. Then you'll know why I'm being so anxious. President Liu is back! This bastard is back. How dare he? I'm going to sue him now. Jenny! Jenny!" On the other side of phone Jennifer is totally shattered. "Jenny!" "Tina, Jenny is fainted. I'm taking her to the hospital immediately." " I'm coming there."

" Doctor, what happen to her?" " Nothing serious but her glucose and haemoglobin level is low. Maybe she got a shock previously which cause her losing consciousness." " When can we take her home?" " After she wake up. I will prescribe some medicines for her weakness and she is a best heart surgeon herself. I hope she will take good care of herself like her patients." "Thank you, doctor."

After sometime -

" Xichen.. Xiche.." " Jenny, you woke up? Are you feeling unwell any where?" " Aunt..Tina, where is he? Tina you told me, I saw him on tv. Where is he?" "You really want to see him after what he did?" " Tina please take me to him. Aunt please tell her." " Xian (Jennifers' nickname), she will take you first go to home and take rest. He is back and probably he will not go any where again.He loves you, he will come to meet you by his own. You don't have to worry." " Let's go."

Five hours after reaching home-

"Aunt you told me that he will come by his own. Then why he is still not here. After long 4 year, doesn't he want to meet me?" "Maybe he's busy in some official work." " Aunty, I want to go to him and please don't stop me." " Okay but come home soon." " Hmm." She is going there to meet her love for whom she was waiting for 4 years but somewhere in her heart she was feeling something very weird like everything is okay but still something is not okay. Like 4 years before whenever Liu Xichen came back from foreign the first he met was Jennifer but today neither he called her not came to meet her. But she said herself not to think about this today. Today is only for her and Xichen's unity day.

After reaching Liu Corporation -

" Welcome, ma'am. How may I help you?" Thinking of him, her heartbeat become so fast that she can't even say anything. " I'm Jennifer.. Jennifer Ning. I want to meet president Liu." " Oh, ma'am. I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you." " No problem. Can you tell me where is he now?" " Ma'am, sir is busy in a meeting with board of Directors. You've to wait." "No problem. I can wait."

Jennifer waited for 3 hours and then she fell asleep. Suddenly she woke up. " Hasn't the meeting ended yet? When will he come out?" " Ma'am meeting ended 30 minutes before. I told sir that you're waiting for him but he said he was tired so he was going home. Sorry, ma'am." Jennifer left there without saying something. How could she say something? Her mind is now filled with hundreds if question and her fear is growing gradually.

The fear that he will abandon her but suddenly she think that he loves her for more than 4 years. He will not leave her just because he went far. Her eyes was full of tears which she can't let be flown. Her heart was totally confuse between fear and love but she was continuously trying to control herself just like she controlled herself for past years.

"Xian, you came back so soon? I thought both of you met each other after so long that you'll be late today." " I didn't meet him today", saying that she dropped her bag on the sofa and sat on the sofa like a person is not sure what is happening in his life! "Xian, what happened dear? You went to his office and you even told me that you would meet him after his meeting. Then why didn't you meet?" " I was waiting at lounge area ad suddenly fell asleep. When I woke, his assistant said that he was tired after so many meetings and so he went to his home." " But in the past, he always wanted to see you first. No worries. He came back after 4 years,there so many works he has to handle." "Hmm..."

" Why are so tensed dear?" " Nothing aunty." " Before he came back you always told us with a spirit that one day he would come back to you, to his Xia but now you're so tensed. Why?" " Aunty I don't know why but I'm having a feeling that he is changed He is not mine anymore." " Dear, why are you speaking like this? I know why because he neither met you nor called you. That's why you're feeling upset but don't worry tomorrow in the morning he will come by his own to meet his Xian." " Really aunty?" "Really. I know you're eager to see him but give him some time to solve the problems. Now you go get changed and come for dinner." " Ok..." She said okay but she is having a feeling of distance between him and her which she never felt before. That night past with her waiting and intuitions. She was waiting for his message. She was thinking that like old days he will send her message but he didn't. Her dark tired eyes was just searching for him like before.

After that tiring night-

Jennifer suddenly woke up like she didn't want to sleep at all. " Aunt any missed call from Xichen or many message?" " No but don't worry. It's 7 a.m. now. Have patience." " Aunty will you be able to have patience if your love disappears suddenly for more than 4 years and suddenly appears but doesn't meet you?" " I can't feel but understand your situation. But you know the situation when left years ago and you can't be anxious. You've to wait." "But, I can't." sob.. sob.. " Okay. You go to Liu mansion but have your breakfast first.

At Liu mansion-

" Good afternoon, dr. Ning." " Good afternoon, aunty Du." "Dear, you came after so long." " Hm.. Aunty, where is Xichen? Is he home?" "Yes, he is upstairs. He was going to call you for lunch. It's good that you came by your own." "Really? I'll go to him." " Yes. You guys will meet each other after so long." This time the smile of her is just noticeable. Her every step is like she is going near to her dreams, her waiting of so many years is coming to an end. Her eyes are now full of tears but these are not for her sadness of anger but the testimony of her happiness.

"Xi.. Xichen..." Opening the door, seeing the back the first thing she can remember is 4 years back the way he waited for her coming. Maybe this time also he is waiting for her. He turned! " Xian!" Tears rolled out of her eyes.

She just can't control herself anymore, can't say anything but to hug him only. " Xian, stop crying. Don't cry anymore, I'm her. For some moments she doesn't say anything, just hugged him.

" Where were you all this years? Why did you left me like this? Did you ever think that what will happen to your Xian? Answer me." " I'm sorry but you know the situation when I left and so I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Stop crying now." " I'm not crying it's just dust went in my eyes. Let's go for lunch now." She was happy but also surprised. She can notice a lot of change in his behaviour, in the style of his approach. She noticed that who never wanted let her go from his arms, today he just left her and not even held her hands like the past. It's like he is just trying to stay far from her or something is in his mind which is not letting him to come near to her. She ignored all this thoughts and wanted to start a new life with him but who knows what is in her faith.

Xichen, I know it's a little bit hurry and you're busy with many business meeting as you come after so long but I think there is something which is needed to be done first." " Which thing, Xian?" He acted indifferently like he doesn't know anything.She doesn't want to pressurize him but circumstances became like that. " When you left me years ago, I had to face many questions and humiliations from my family members and relatives. Many of them told me that you would not come back but I didn't lose hope because I have faith on my love." " I'm sorry, Xian. I know it wasn't right but I went away to get treated for my paranoia." " That's okay but I think we should go first to my parents and relatives." "I'll go today and ask apology for my act." " Can I ask for one thing? " " Can we hold our wedding again? I want you to hold my hand for forever." He is just shocked after hearing this. Jenny became a bit confused seeing his shocking face. " Xian, I know but today I want to say something that may hurt but the truth is like that. Can you remember when we were together in the past what people said?" She frowned. " They said that I hadn't loved you, it was just because of my Paranoia and so I went for my treatment so that I can tell everyone that you loved and trusted the right person. My love is true but gradually when I was getting better I felt that people were right and I was wrong." Hearing this she became shocked and she doesn't know what to say. She is like,her whole world is shattering like this but she can't do anything.

" What do yyou mean?" "I know it will hurt you but the truth is I never loved you. It was just infatuation and because of my paranoia I always thought that I loved you. It's just I feel free to share everything, I can live without caring about anything with you. You always soothed my past wounds and so I thought it was love but now I think it's not.I think we should break up." " Are you joking?" " Please be calm and listen to me." She just can't think anything, her body is getting freezed. The one thing which is coming in her mind is the man she loved with her soul,body and mind now is telling her that it wasn't love.She collapsed.

After regaining conscious -

"Where is Xichen, aunty? Where is he?" " Xian, you woke up. Please don't panic, you're too weak." "I asked where is he?" " Ma'am, I'm Mr. Liu's butler. He asked me to tell you that he will not meet you as it will hurt you. For your better future, he will not you." She said nothing. But her inner side is killing her day by day. From that day, she said nothing just became a living dead!