Yeah
It's getting harder to move
I'm back on them 30s
My cup isn't dirty, but you've been diggin' up the truth
Haven't slept in like four nights now
Blame it on substance abuse
Out in the deep end, I'm swimmin', I'm swimmin' again
Yeah, uh
You said, "Take it easy, otherwise, I'm leaving
Yeah, I don't wanna stay and watch you die, " ay
Longest that I've stayed clean, my whole body's shaking
I'm using music to distract my fucking mind
Uh, so
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
Why do you hate me?
I could never hate you
Despite the words that you've been saying
I've been having breakthroughs
And hoping you were proud, just maybe
Anxiety drives me insane
And my newest addiction is pain
I know I said it was a phase
Five years later, still stuck in my brain
The letter pays due (pays due), yeah
Check the time, give me a cue, my darling (my darling)
Yeah, I'll tie up the noose
Then I'll be swinging from the ceiling fan
I'll let my soul loose, yeah
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
Yeah, calm down
I've been on the comedown, yeah (I've been on the comedown)
Going through withdrawals (going through withdrawals)
Help me when I fall, 'cause you know that I've been honest
I wrote this song for you, yeah
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do, yeah
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you, yeah
I'm so in love with you, baby
It's driving me crazy
A thousand apologies couldn't make up for the time that I've wasted, yeah
I wrote this song for you, yeah
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you, girl
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
