My memories with him started with a single reply to a comment.

"You're single? Then wanna date me?"

those words, was something I said on impulse or maybe it was fate.

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"You're grinning at your phone like an idiot again" hoseok who couldn't continue watching the stupid face Jungkook had on commented.

"Ah!? Am I?" he laughed

"Well, If u had someone whose texts u wait eagerly for, to the extent that you smile even before reading the contents, then you would understand me" he gave hoseok his signature bunny smile.

"You like her that much?" hoseok asked bewildered as he had never seen JK looking like that "Is she cute?" he taunted after a. while.

"Yep cute and really adorable, but it's a he" JK replied but didn't utter the last word out loud but got lost in his thoughts.

Staring down at his phone he looked at the name which was saved as "Mine Someday" and his lips curved into a smile instantly.

It had been months since Jungkook got acquainted with Jimin.

He had read a story with an absurd and cute title and he quite enjoyed it. The story was fluffy in every sense but had many naughty stuffs too not to mention the plot would take twist and turns unexpectedly making Jungkook engrossed in the book and interested in the author of such an interesting book.

After getting acquainted and talking to Jimin he felt that the other was really adorable and fun to tease.

That's how it started like every other teen romance and that's how the deep entangling shit began.

(JK's pov/ diary )

Weeks passed and months followed.

My mere taunts seemed to get bolder and more serious with each word I utter to him.

"why are you so insistent on dating me" he asked one day. I wasn't able to reply, maybe because I didn't know why either

or maybe there wasn't a need to ask such a silly question which was the same as asking why a person needed to breath.

I could feel that he was wavering with my words and my heart felt a sense of fulfillment it never felt before.

I dunno where I got the courage to confront Jimin came from. Maybe realizing his feelings made me feel excited to the extent I forgot about taking one step at a time.

But who cared about the small details he's finally going to be mine.

After pouring my heart out sincerely he seemed to be considering it seriously and that made me happy.

"Midnight? will you still be here at midnight?" he asked. My ribs could almost not contain my beating heart. 'Yes I'll be there' I replied like a fool positive to get my feelings reciprocated.

The hour ticked by and the second hand seemed to be moving too slow that it made me feel frustrated.

As the promised hour came my heart swelled.

I eagerly watched my phone screen waiting for a message to pop out but it seems my clock is wrong? I didn't feel uneasy at all because I believe he'll text me no matter how late cuz he promised me.

After a while of waiting the message did come, "I knew my clock was wrong" I smiled to myself as I read the adorable texts being sent. How can a text popping up be cute? don't ask me go try it yourself.

After all was done and said, happiness really is not something which stays constant was laid down in practical.

"I gave it a lot of thought and you're a really wonderful person Jungkook ah~ but I can't accept your feelings " he said. maybe he thought it would hurt less if he made me wait or used such a soft tone to say it?

He seemed to have had it hard too, who am I kidding? he's straight unlike me. Even if he likes me that's the end of the line and nothing else more.

"I understand, it's ok" I smiled not knowing why I was even smiling.

"If that's all I gotta go. I am kinda busy" I tried to run away but was stopped.

"No" Jimin harshly and quickly retorted seeming like he was making me accept reality and forcing me to stay and watch as every sand castle of hope I built crumble to turn back to mere dust.

I suddenly grew angry at that thought

"If you wanna end me then just end me and let me off already, Why're you boiling me in warm water only to slowly kill me anyway?" the words just fell uncontrollably. I wanted to stop but couldn't, I didn't have any way to take back what I said either.

Seeing my text he seemed to be crying?

Did I went overboard? I apologized.

"listen" he said in such a soft tone making my heart skip a beat once more. The wretched cycle yet repeats once again, but what he said next made me think everything was too perfect to not be a dream. "I like you too, I wanna sort some things out first before I accept your feelings, I be able to support myself on my own first so that I can proudly make my own decisions before I make you walk with me, so give me time?" he asked

I was happy beyond words, " can I really do this?" I asked myself but it wasn't cuz I wanted an answer but cuz I was trying to confirm if everything was real and sure it was.

"Yes" I agreed to him not being to say anything more.

He seemed to understand why I only said so and didn't say anything more. We both already knew what was ahead of us and we waited expectantly for it.

Happy Ending

Is that what you think I'd say?

Surely happy endings are just for a kid's bedtime story.

Time do changes people, 'if love was present then is there need for words'? such a proverb I couldn't agree to it at all, not talking much made us grew apart. I'll admit it maybe I was being mischievous and decided to prank him. because he gave me a hard time... or maybe because I just love teasing him too much that it's unbearable to stop now.

But it so happened that not speaking does make the heart grow far and causes misunderstandings.

There seemed to be an invisible barrier between us and I thought I was overthinking and gave him space. It's better this way I said to myself in all self righteousness.

Little did I know that wasn't the case.

I won't have even found out if I didn't see that silly diary he had kept.

Such silly little thoughts that goes in and out of his tiny brain, how can he this cute at the same time give me so much trouble?

I sometimes wonder which of us is older, who cares cuz I'll be the one doing the eating anyway.

Walking over to where he always was. I saw him sitting on the park where we met after our promised time was up.

Looking at him feel so lonely and dejected made me feel the urge to laugh at the same time depressed.

"How can this fool ever think that I don't like him anymore? Well no hurries, I'll ask his body" I thought to myself.

That night we had a very long talk, and I can tell you neither of us would ever forget, cuz that night along with Jimin's first kiss went his clothes.

End pov~

Naughty little children won't grow tall if they stay up late, so everything that happened that night even jimin himself wasn't aware because he was already asleep in the arms of a certain someone who had a satisfied smile on after acting like a beast who had been left hungry for years and had finally eaten his fill.

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I still remember the first time I saw him. I'm Kim Seokjin BTW oh! anyway...

My best friend  pointed out to his crush, the school idol. A tall and handsome guy with a perfect smile, a sculpted body which earned envy of anyone who looked at him, Jeon Jungkook was his name if you're wondering.

My entire reasoning told me I should be staring at him, the male God J-E-O-N. But for some unknown reason my eyes didn't land on him but instead on the guy next to him.

Standing less significantly yet with a natural smile which looked so fake that it made people want to beat him up.

He was running his fingers through his bed head trying to make it not look that messy but it ended a disaster and resembled a bird's nest. His friends next to him kept teasing him making him blush.

I dunno when was it that my eyes started following him. But my Days spent silently watching him was certainly the happiest Kim NAmjoon they called him. I can't imagine a a future without not knowing his name anymore.

His dorky actions, his goofy smiles, his serious looks, his embarrassed cough, and everything related to him, even how he walked or even breathed, became things I took great pleasure in observing.

It was an attraction I felt towards him, it wasn't anything special, just an ordinary force which seemed to pull my attention towards that certain someone.

Like I said, it wasn't anything special, But everything he did he managed to make them look special, atleast to me.

Days passed and the attraction grew, not even taking a break until it become a feeling which couldn't be described as a simple "I like you or I'm attracted to you"

If I were to walk up to him and tell him these words, then will he look at me like I do look at him?

Strangely enough even though I wasn't a coward who kept things to themselves, I was afraid for the first time to let him know how I felt.

Afraid to lose him even when he was never mine to begin with.

2years passed in the blink of an eye, surely what they said about "Time fly by quickly when you do things you love" I experienced first hand this time.

The end year came, something which I'd normally celebrate about.

But this time it neither brought me joy nor any others I'd normally feel, maybe it's a given cuz I am not normal no more.

As the end of the day drew near, my heart sank with the setting sun, as it meant for us to say goodbye.

If I told him of these unsettled feelings now, will he take even a moment to spare me a glance?

Regrets welling up inside me for being a coward. My legs felt heavy but I had to go to him.

As I walked past the intersection which had always been between us, suddenly a scene I had thought only existed in my dream suddenly came true.

In front of me walked the person I desired to see every single second of the day. He seemed to be looking for someone with his hair unruly and his collar open looking like a wild child, one wouldn't guess he was a teacher's pet with a monstrous IQ.

I noticed that His gaze had been shifting rapidly till it landed on me, and as if reading my mind he stopped to look at me.

A smile that I had always seen so many a times but not directed to me suddenly all became mine, he was smiling at me as if missing me.

Am I hallucinating? If so then can I please dream more?

As he started moving I suddenly snapped back to reality. I'm getting ahead of myself with my hallucinations again I scolded myself.

"maybe he's trying to ask me something" I thought

The letter I held which was written for him a year back was crumpled against my palm along with the reality that hit me.

As sad as it was he was already ready to depart, I didn't want to even help him find who he was looking for. Call me petty but I wanna be selfish.

Reluctantly giving him a smile which I had ever wanted to give to him since the beginning, I chose to bury the feelings deep within.

A goodbye befitting for a scum like me.

I would be a nobody, not even an underclassman he knew.

"Hey Sunbae! I wish you luck" I said but I couldn't see the expression he made because of the tears starting to blur my vision. How tragic shall this get?  I can't even see him one last time because of the damn tears that'd threatened to fall.

Turning around to leave I felt my heart sink.

The swift breeze seemed to be able to blow anything away but my heavy heart.

In the light breeze I caught a sweet illusion.

Someone calling out my name. It's a normal thing if you ask me, someone calling out to me, but the voice it belonged to was not a person who would call it out.

Not wanting to believe it yet being filled with expectations.

I turned to look back again only to find my tears rolling down freely as if it was a broken faucet.

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(Normal Pov)

Moonsoon season had never been particularly a favourite of Namjoon, but he can still clearly recall that one rainy day which had been engraved into his memory.

The memory of the dazzling underclassman in the rain.

Jin, who wasn't particularly standing in the rain eye catchingly nor playing with the rain water like a scene out of a movie caught his eye.

He(Jin) was rushing towards the school to shelter himself from the pouring rain while shouting abuse at the sudden downpour but he was still laughing as if he enjoyed it.

If he remembered correctly then that's when his eyes started following Jin.

At first it was because of the memorable first impression that he couldn't help cast a second glance to Jin whenever he spot him.

But after a while he realized that he enjoyed looking at the boy who made him feel like a kid in puppy love. Since then he'd find himself unconsciously searching for Jin and picking him out from a crowd with ease.

Interest built up to become affection and affection and Interest piled up to become love. That's how he became sure that he had fallen in love. It was as simple and unexplainable as that.

Just one-sidedly looking at Jin made him happy until that very day his desire almost burst and he felt the urge to hope for more.

Jin was standing there with a friend while Joon with Jk.

"Does he have a crush on Jungkook? Then why is he looking straight at me?" Joon thought as he tried his utter best to not give himself away. He sneakily stole a quick glance to confirm it again only to find Jin attentively fixing his gaze on none other than he himself which almost made his heart burst.

He didn't pay any attention to his friends who were teasing him about his glorious bed head but blushed at that fact that Jin saw him in such a state.

"If you're looking at me then can I please hope for more?" Joon thought to himself and let out a helpless smile.

Just once might've been a coincidence but what do you do when a cute little rascal keeps sneaking you glances making you almost misstep with nervousness OR make you almost forget to breathe sometimes under their gaze?

Joon found himself being constantly watched by Jin after their eyes had meet that day.

Joon's meager hope which he had saved up bit by bit until it became unbearable to just stand idly by and he finally decided to let those feelings be heard.

"I'll do it on the last day" Joon convinced himself.

"That way I can disappear somewhere far even if he can't return my feelings"

The end year came quickly, Joon finally felt a little regret that he might not have the chance to see Jin anymore.

The graduation photos were taken and he was dragged around, but his eyes kept sweeping about in search of one amongst the many.

Finally shaking off everything holding him back he rushed around like a mad man, just to be able to see that familiar figure which he had so much wanted.

But fate sometimes tend to play tricks on you and be cruel, Even after rushing around in search of him half a day. Joon couldn't find Jin.

"Don't tell me he's not here?" Joon thought as His legs started to feel heavy and he sat a while on the grass. "Is this punishment for my cowardice? I can't even tell him how I feel or even see him one last time?" he gave a bitter chuckle but still didn't want to give up.

"One last time, I'll look fo hin again" he said standing himself up. He had a guy feeling that he'll see him again in that place their eyes first met.

~Joon's pov~

Reaching the intersection between the buildings, I frantically looked around, half hoping half praying that I'd find him there.

And my wishes did get fulfilled as I saw him right there

Standing a few meters ahead of me and looking at me straight in the face.

He seemed to have ran around all over the place like I did but he was in a better state compared to the sorry state I was in.

"You always see me in my worst of state which I would rather not show to you" I scolded myself in my head. I couldn't help Letting out a smile after finally seeing him.

Jin seemed to be in a daze seeing me smile so suddenly, this made me really happy.

But his gaze suddenly felt distant and cold as I kept walking closer to him?

The paper which was originally in his hands were crumpled into waste paper and was hidden away from sight as if it had never existed.

I couldn't help sigh internally, "wasn't that letter meant for me?"

His voice then broke my stupid train of thoughts

"Hey Sunbae I wish you luck" he said directing towards me a smile.

I am suppose to be happy with his smile finally being directed towards me, but why are you giving me such a sad smile like its a goodbye?

Was I wrong to have waited and dwaddle around until now?

He walked past me after uttering that single line.

If he's not gonna say anything else then how about he listen to what I have to say?

"Jin... " I finally felt the name leave my mouth, it sounds a little wierd because I got tongue tied.

His footsteps halted and he again looked back. His face this time told me everything I needed to know.

Without waiting for a word I pulled him into my embrace.

I was acting kinda shameless if I had to say, given that I was being such an ***. But I just didn't want to do nothing and watch him one-sidedly anymore.

He neither struggled nor hugged back.

The crumpled paper in his hands I snatched away while he stood like a non living thing, only then did he remember to react trying to get the paper back.

I read the cute words contained in it aloud, his ears started to burn a bright red as he struggled to get it back.

I was right, that letter indeed was supposed to be mine, and so was this person.

Tsk look at me, and how much time I've wasted.

I placed a kiss upon his lips and finally decided to start our first day on the last day.

"I'm Kim NAmjoon and I've always like you Seokjin ssi, actually call it love cuz that's what's closest to what you Make me feel"

******* *End******

I'll go kill myself for the shitty writing, hopefully I'll do better and won't write a story beyond saving in the next chap.

don't mind my rant 😂😂

Bye*~