It is recess time and I going to the canteen and I was waiting for my friends. While I'm waiting for my friends, I went to the toilet to wash my hand because of the art class that I entered before recess. After done washing my hand I continued to wait for my friend.

"Venus!! Wait for us!! Venus!!" I heard somebody calling my name and I turn around, at that time I was about to leave because I thought they was to busy at studying well both of them is intelligent.

"hah huh hah huh" Danny and Sam is breathing so hard "sorry we are late" they apologize

"Why are you guys late?" I put a smile on my face and both of them look at each other and start to blushing "come on let's go to recess now, I know you guys didn't do your homework and the teacher says " who didn't finish my work i won't allow you to go recess!!! Until you finish my work!! " I says in the funny way just to cheer them up so they didn't stress pr depressed.

We went to canteen and enjoy our lunch and suddenly the bully sit next to our table, it's make me uncomfortable because i always being bullied by them and one of them is my stepsister. Nobody know I was being bullied because they bully me in the school dorm I used to be locked in toilet for 1 day until one staff saw me sleeping on the floor. Everytime my art work is done they will ruined it at night so no one will notice it was them. While I was chit chat with Danny ask about some science stuff the bully that sitting next to us says

"You know how to act until the most popular boy in our school is being your friend, I don't know how sluty you are " says Veronica and smirking at me and it's make don't want to talk anymore it just make me speechless.

"Are you ok?" Danny ask me, I just nod my head "I'm going to the toilet for a sec.. I'll be back soon" I left the table and went to the toilet. After done using the toilet I wash my hand and look at the mirror and trying to fake my smile so that Danny and Sam didn't notice anything wrong and i went back to the table.

"Hey, I'm back so what are we discussing just now?" trying to fix the situation and the atmosphere.

"Are you ok?" both of them ask

" Yes I'm ok, why is something wrong?" trying to make everything chill and nothing wrong.

Everything looks awkward I feel I did something wrong and suddenly Sam stood up and go to the bully table and says " Who do you call 'sluty' just now?"

The bully look at each other and Johnathan says something "look over here there is someone try to be a hero... Hahahahaha what are you thinking trying to be a hero to this slut?" says Johnathan to Sam.

"Hey hey let me settle this because that is my beloved brother" Hamminson told John to step away from this.

"Ok Minson my brother I don't want to make a fuss, I just want your friend apology to Venus because of the slut calling. I don't want to use my fist to settle all of this." Sam talks to his brother in a clam and patient way.

"Why should I apology to that bit\*h, she doesn't deserve a apology from me and she deserve tp be called slut!!" Veronica yell at Sam

I stood up and I yell "Ok shut up!!!!" the situation from noisy turned to silence after I yell.

"Everything is ok, why are you guys arguing, they can call me anything they want if they think I deserve to being called like that then we can't do anything." I fake another smile and try not to cry because I know what going to happen next.

After the recess I went to my classroom and go to my seat and sit while thinking what just happened.

"Arghh" I scream. "Is that hurt enough for you to know how much you hurt me just now?" My stepsister kick me on the stomach and ask repeatedly and I scream repeatedly.

"I didn't hurt you.... Its you the one call me slut... I didn't do anything... " I says just to defend my self but it just getting worse and the pain is horrible.

"Don't talk to me back you lil *****, just enjoy this 'meal'." she says her gang just look at me but I don't know that they are enjoying it or scared of it.

I look to her gang and ask for their help "help...me... please..... help" with my hand reaching out but my sister step on my hand and says "Hey, nobody gonna help you out, who told you to hurt me huh you ashamed me in front two pretty and popular boy."

Then she turn to her gang and says "why don't you guys help me to settle this slut? "

No one is responding to Veronica for a couple of minute and Kristyn says something "May...may..be that enough, if you kept going like this you might kill her...of course you don't want to mess with police right, if... if that hap... happen you will ruin you reputation and image. right...?"

"yeah that's right thank you for reminding me of that if I kill you I can't beat anyone else at this school because" she stop and whisper at my ear and continue her word "because you are my stepsister but even if you die also nobody cares about you death sister" after she done whispering she says, "lets send this bit\\*h to her dorm and says there is someone robbed her and beat her half to death."

"you are good at acting and what should i says after your line, Thank You for 'helping' me?" I stand up says "I don't need you guys I don't need bullsh\\*t of you, I can go by myself" I walk away anf didn't turn back to say anything.

"Look at that..!" Veronica didn't finish her word Minson cut ther word by saying "don't you feel satisfied yet, just let her go you already done"

When I get into my dorm I take my cloth of and went to shower. I felt I'm dirty and useless, why this only happen to me. I cried in silence I touch my hair and I pulled it, I feel so lonely no one care about me. "I hate myself I hate myself I want to die I really want to die"says my hear. " Mom I miss you mom why you did you leave me in this world, i used to be happy and cheerful but now all of it turns dull after you left, I miss you alot.." I cry. I'm tired of all of this what's going on in my mind is just I want to step out of school and I want to live my own life.

After I done showering, I wear school t\\-shirt and go to the library to study and to relax my mind. Studying for my last exam in this year. I kept saying to myself "its the last year and you will be free, just keep studying" While I was studying Danny and Sam come and join me. Since they are smarter then me they become my teacher. Sam is my mathematics teacher and Danny is my science teacher. Both of them is like dogs and cats whenever they met they will always pickup a fight, even they always fight they love each, I mean as friend.

"why there is a bruise on your arm?" Sam noticed and ask me.

"A bruise? Where?" Danny with his curios face searching for my bruise.

"oouh just now I fall down and my arm land first" I lied so that they didn't to worry

"How can you fall down, next time be care full ok?" Sam told me that and I nod at it with a smile

"yeah, an angel should not have any bruise in their any parts of body" and we laugh and the librarian told us to keep quiet.

but i told myself in my heart, is it every angel need to get hurt by someone that she love.

Its a sunny day and it is weekend today we are able to go out and play. But I didn't do anything and just stay at my own dorm sleeping tired of everything that happen to me. While I'm sleeping suddenly there is someone pulling my hair and dragging me to the toilet and pour water on me, they lock the door and hitting me using hos in the toilet. This time I'm not strong enough to get up I fainted and when I wake up I was at the hospital. I try to get up to sit but I couldn't and then I saw my mom, "mom..is that really you... I miss you". Mom just look at me and smile and I keep saying "can I go with you mom? I don't to be in this world already... Can I??"

Suddenly everything turns dark and mom come towards me slowly, she looks pale and weak. Her cloth is dirty and has blood stain on it. Suddenly she stop and look up and stare at my face. And she says"My pretty daughter you are beautiful but...... "

I want to say something I wanted to ask "but what! " I try to speak and try to make a sound but I can't and I don't know why but she suddenly disappeared and appear infront of me, Mom hold my hands and shake me while saying" BUT YOU ARE USELESS YOU WORTH NOTHING, YOU ARE SUCH A BURDEN YOU SHOULD NEVER BE BORN YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE IN THIS LIFE YOU SHOULD DIE!!!!!"

Mom looks insane the way she look at me in the eyes is so creepy she says that repeatedly, because I can't speak at that time I push hg and try to run but my legs is been chained and I didn't notice about that. I try to escape but my mom is crawling towards me and she touch me slowly with her soft hand and says "sorry if I hurt you darling, you don't deserve this but you know that mom love you so much **AND YOU DESERVE TO DIE HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA YOU GOING TO HELL HAHAHAHA YOU LITTLE RAT WILL STAY WITH ME IN THIS HELL FOREVER!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA**" my mom laugh like a psyco and she choking me and laughing hysterical like she want me to die so bad. She slowly disappeared and all turns dark and I hear someone calling me "Venus, wake up, hey venus wakeup" I slowly open my eyes and I saw Danny, Sam and Minson is in the room. I remember that I ask "Where am I?" three times but no one answer my question. After that the doctor came in and says "oh, you must be venus right?" and I answered "Yes I am Venus, can I know why I'm at the hospital right now?"

The doctor look at me and tell me that I was beat until unconscious and tge doctor want to tell me something that is serious so she told Danny, Sam and Minson to wait outside.

The doctor says "If I told you this, you need to be strong ok?" and I nod and ask her "Is it too serious? Am I going to die?"

Her face look like it is very serious and she nod to the question that I ask. The doctors says "This might be painful for a women in the future I hope you can stay strong with what I wanted to told you" I look her into her eyes I saw my own face in her eyes and close my eyes then says to myself "everything is going to be alright" repeatly.

At last the doctor hold my hand and tell me that "in the future you might not get pregnant because of you being beat by those people"

I close my eyes and my tears slowly came down, I hold her hand for a couple of minute and she keep me motivated so that I didn't do something crazy such as suicide. I open my eyes and says "Why this only happen to me, they stole my happiness right now and they already taken away my happiness for my future??!" my tears fall down non stop, she hug me and says "everything is going to be alright, one day they will deserve what they has done to you right now, be patient ok?"

I says "how much longer do I have to being patient, I couldn't take it anymore!! Whyyyy?!!, Whyyy??!" I cry on her shoulder. She hold my hand and says "Listen, you must be strong ok sweetie, I also in the same situation as you right now but I stay strong for living. I know how much hurt you are how painful it is but you still have chance. Alright?....., now I'm going to next patient room I'll visit you tomorrow ok?" I nod and wipe the tears so that I don't look like I was crying. Before she leave I told her something and she nod.

After she left the room, Danny, Sam and Minson came inside and stare at me in anger.