Li Qingyan is the only daughter in last three generation of li family. Living Immensely pampered and sheltered life she is naive and easily trust other. With no concept of bad people she is cajoled by sweet words of a scumbag and taken advantage of her naivety by her best friend and a sumbag boyfriend. who later exploits her and discard her. She is used, tortured,even her children faced tragedy due to her stupidity,her daughter is sold by the scumbag, her son is poisoned to death and even she is given away by the scumbag pair to her enemies even her family is exploited to death by the pair. It was only in her death that she realise the only person to truly love her was her fiance selected by her family who dies to save her. As her soul leaves her body she realise her mistakes and regret fills her mind but she is helpless to do anything other than watching her beloved ones getting destroyed die to her. Even after her death she becomes a ghost who watched the scumbag pair succed and live a very happy life and she wreath in regret and anger. But blessed by heaven she is given a second chance. Rising from ashesh, she is reborn and given a second chance to rectify her mistakes and live happily in her second life with her fiance and to let go of all her regrets from past life. In this life she won't be a stupid and repeat any of her past mistakes... She will live happily with her fiance then husband and give pair to a pair of twins and be the best wife and mother.. And also the best daughter for her family who also faced tragedy due to her in last life.

accompany li Qingyan in her story and learn how she overcome her struggle in her new life together with taking revenge for her tragedy of previous life.

promo:

Li Qingyan:let's get married Mingfeng

Ji Mingfeng:really?

Li Qingyan:really!

Ji Mingfeng : then you can not go back on your words and there is no divorce.

Li Qingyan:not going back on my words.. no divorce in this life.

Ji Mingfeng:then let's go.

Li Qingyan:where?

Ji Mingfeng: let's get our marriage certificate now.

author's small plea :

Guys this is my first novel ever... I am inspired by novels I usually read and now I am planning to write a novel of my own by taking inspiration from all those novels I have ever read... it is my work and not copied. I am an Indian so my first language is not english so please forgive me for my mistakes also most of the novels I have read so far have been in Chinese setting so the names and setting I have used is also Chinese so if I make any mistake about anything then please forgive me and help me rectify my mistakes.please like, Vote, share and subscribe my novel.

Chapter 1 :Back to beginning

"Qingqing, don't be scared.I will be try to be gentle... "

A husky voice pulled out Li Qingyan from her Dreamland.

She felt as if her body is restrained by something which was a sensation that she had never felt ever since she died and turned into a ghost.

Ghost? Yes ghost! She has been roaming around as a ghost for two decades after she died. If her dying was worst then her being ghost and watching her murder and enemies succeed in destroying her family and leading a happy life was a hellish torture... All due to her stupidity and placing her trust in wrong people.

She roamed as a ghost for two decades... Watched her family cry for her, their plea, their destruction... Everything she saw and regretted every mistake of her life... She started despising her own self.. Regretting her own existence but was helpless and could not do anything to help them.

She thought she would forever be a ghost till the end of the world but suddenly there was a turbulence and then her consciousness turned hazy.

And the next thing she know is that she heard a voice so clear as if spoken to her! A voice she yearned to hear since two decades but could not hear... She thought she was hallucinating but how can a ghost hallucinate? Impossible right? But she clearly did! Either she hallucinated Or It was Ji Mingfeng talking to her.

Before she can process anything she felt an unfamiliar yet familiar pain she only felt before thirty years when she accidentally made love with Ji Mingfeng.

But why was she experiencing this now. She could not understand that. Suddenly in her tranced state she felt pain in her lips... Her lips were siezed by Ji Mingfeng to bring her attention back to him.

Her body went into a shock, with her mind blank as a canvas, as the intensity of the situation engulfed her like a tidal wave.

Before she could process what was happening, her body involuntarily moved in rhythm with the man, drowning repeatedly in waves of overwhelming pleasure.

When Li Qingyan woke up again, a dimly lit oil lamp cast a faint glow in the room.

She was panting heavily, body overwhelmed with pain, drenched heavily in sweat after the last night's ordeal.

Her mind a little dazed, pondering her current situation, feeling alive once again due to pain and sweat, her gaze wandering to her surrounding.

She was in a room, simply furnished, a nearly worn out bed took most of the space in the room, walls adorned with yellowed wallpaper. Half of the room was occupied with the heating bed, with an old cabinet on its Left.

On the right was a washstand and a small table. Apart from four furniture the room was devoid of any other things.

Apart from her there lied a person next to her whose steady breath and body heat made li Qingyan believe that it was not a dream. She was reborn. She thought that even heavens despised her to let her be a ghost and watch suffering of her family and be unable to do anything.... But heavens didn't despised her.... It even gave her a chance to return when her tragedy has just begun.

Chapter 2: her past life

Pondering over her previous life, this was the very day when the real tragedy began.... Being the only daughter in three generation of li family, she was pampered to heavens. With her both parents holding influential post in military, her grandfather being one of the four influential general, her two uncles dabbling in politics and their wives being military doctors, her cousins all being ace of their fields this family was nothing but influential.

Even her fiance was the most accomplished and handsome of all young man of the military compound. How she was the envy of all! How protected she was!

Being the most naive person in whole family she was the easiest target for those who wanted to take advantage of li family.

No matter how vigilant her family or she was... She still couldn't help herself but be deceived by the scumbag pair. Her trust in her best friend led her to be cajoled by the scumbag Qian Jun.

Her best friend Jiang Lan and Qian Jun made her believe that neither she loves Ji Mingfeng nor Ji Mingfeng loves her in fact it was Qian Jun who really loved her.

She even believe that! That was because Despite having marriage agreement with Ji Mingfeng she could never muster any courage in front of him. He was just like that, COLD, with everyone even she was not treated any differently. This was why she thought that Ji Mingfeng doesn't have any special feelings for her. But little did she knew she was the only person Ji Mingfeng ever thought of.

It was only because she was too young that he always controlled his emotions. He just didn't want to scare her off with his feelings but he never in his wildest thoughts knew that he would actually scare her off by not showing any emotions.

Thankfully the li family got to know the schemes of the scumbag pairs and they decided to send them both away. They pulled strings and sent them far away from the capital as educated youths.

They thought they could protect Qingqing by sending them far away but who knew... The scumbag pair sweet talked her(Qingqing) into asking her family to pull the strings to save them from going as educated youth.

But if they can harm her under the nose of her family then what about when she was all alone. Her life only turned miserable from that point. Her family though indulged her but also made her physically strong enough to survive on her own.

But still the young lady was cheated out of her work points by the S. Pair.

It was only because she was smart enough to bring her monetary savings with her that she could sustain herself.

But even that money was eyed by the S. Pair. It was only because of her childish love for money that the S. Pair could not get their hand on this money.