-all the pictures I uploaded or attached in every episode is that i have it by downloaded it from GOOGLE..So if ever you found the picture in any other story I'm sorry.. I just attached it because sometimes i don't know how to say or describe the characters as what I've imagined..

Alyssa is a 4th year Civil engineering student, a beautiful and a model type young woman who never believe in love. Yes, she experience that love before, but that love ruined her and make her believe that every guy in the world shouldn't be trusted.

-this is alyssa when she has a mood to do her make up..A bad girl look ...that's the looks she always want ..... before...

but now she just live her life to the fullest and just go with the flow. Because she believe that everything has a reason and it should not be plan.

At the class.....

"11:59:55" - alyssa," 56, 57,58,59, (shouting and she stand in her sit with her open arms gesture) its 12:oo, it's time to eat" (evil smile)

all her classmates we're laughing at her.

"everyday alyssa you're always shouting whenever its 12:00, are you the alarm clock of these class?" teacher paul (angry while laughing at his back on his mind)

"i'm so sorry sir, you know that time?it's my talent"( talking with flipping of her hair)

"what talent? "-teacher

"eating"(laughing)

"eating but you didn't gain weight"-classmate1

"of course my dear, I'm born this way hahhaha"

all her classmates continue laughing by her actions and words.

"anyway, guys I'm sorry to tell you this late but i will never be your class adviser anymore. I'm going somewhere to attend some training class for the promotion. Hope you will understand.

all the class we're sad because they really like teacher paul. they're spoiled by him.

"(almost crying) but sir when will you comeback? "- megan ( bestfriend of alyssa)

"and who will be the new?"- alex

"he or she? "- mike

"is he/she like you? i mean a kind one? "- john

"relax guys, he's kind but a moody one (evil smile)"

"oh c'mon sir"-peachy

"yes, just please be patient to him. he will do everything to adjust in his new environment."

"is he a bachelor?"-alyssa

"you know what alyssa you're always talking about bachelor but you never had one"- trina( insecure by alyssa)

"oh!., i know that's the question that you want to ask trina( roll eyes) stop pretending hahaha"

" duh shame on you, i already have one, why should i ask that question?

" relax! hahaha so in that case if he is single it means that i don't have a rival"

"alyssa, im courting you but you never said yes to me"-john

"stop it john, save it to yourself, hmfpt"

"stop arguing, you will know by tomorrow"- teacher paul, " okey class dismiss, i will introduce him to you all tomorrow, don't be absent."

all class- thank you teacher paul and God bless to your journey.

"sir if you're done with your training you can come with us"-cheena

"yes sir, you're always welcome whenever you want to drink with us hhhaah"- kim

"ooppss, guys be serious with your study one year to go and 6 months after you will become an engineer"- teacher paul

"yes sir we will never forget all the advices you gave to us"-alyssa

"thank you, oh sha go and eat, you all leave firs,i will just clean my things here (smile while looking at his class walking)

at the canteen....

"look, look the civil engineering are coming" (picking her mirror on her bag) girl1

"oh dear! they're so hot (blushing) -girl2

"that's why i didn't choose 12:00 subject because i know they're all eating here at this time"- girl3

on the other side...

"I'm nervous for tomorrow(sad)"-megan

"dont be, he's new and i know he will not attend Tomorrow because he feel the same of how you feel right now, nervous haahhaha"-alyssa

"besh, hmpft"

"hhaahaha I'm just joking besh, and please tell me tomorrow if he's hot, okey? "

"you will be absent? "

"oh c'mon, it's new to you?, of course it's friday and it's flyday hahahahah"

"no, you will come here tomorrow, just for tomorrow, for me please? besh we don't know if he's kind and you know me, i easily cry when someone shouted at me"

"beesssh, oh sha this time i will not be absent , lets go im totally hungry"

-this is alyssa and megan ...

"hey, wait alyssa (running towards them) , can you sit and eat with me? - john

"haven't i told you that stop courting me? we're classmate and i don't like that"

"but it's okey, at least i can see you everyday and keep you with me and vice versa (cute smile) "

"stop it john, we're friends and i don't want to ruin it"

"but I'm true to you alyssa"

"there were many girls out there john, stop looking at me"

"i won't, (sad) okey i will just wait for you to open your heart for me(smile)" (walking straight to canteen)

"why can't you like him? he's not bad, he's hot and kind" megan

"you know me megan"(roll eyes)

megan stop talking about john because whenever alyssa call her by her name, she know that she don't want to talk about it.

(author: I'm sorry I'm not into describing a person. i don't know how to that's why i just attached an anime picture, hope you like it)

here is john

inside the canteen....

alyssa and megan fall in line to have some food for lunch..

"oh eemmm geee, who's that guy? "- trina

(pointing at the guy who's coming to fall in line)

"your mouth trina( roll eyes) "- alyssa

"as if you didn't star struck by his physical appearance"

"(staring at the guy blankly) ahm noo, he's so damn attractive but look at that eyes, cannot be trusted"-alyssa

"you always said that besh to all the guys"

"sshh he's near"- cheena

"hi, ( wave hand) you're last in line? "- the guy who's their topic a seconds ago( reffering to alyssa)

"can't you see it? "

"I'm just asking, sorry"

"so you really see it that I'm the last here."

"you're a damn alyssa"- trina (roll eyes)

"what happened a while ago? "(talking to alyssa while eating) -megan

"whaaat? "( as if she don't know what megan meant)

"dont be numb besh!, he's just asking to you and your harsh to him"

"why? you like him? that's why you never forget it?, gosh besh as if you don't know what kind of man he is. Judging from his physical appearance, he is arrogant. " ( acting like she never believe of what megan saying)

" not all men are the same besh and please stop judging a person by physical appearance"

"just eat, okey "

" hmm"( nodding)

same routine of what happen in their school.

after school..the two separate ways.

Alyssa know what's happening right now in their house from what she heard outside (shouting). That's why she just pass by and light the cigarette in her mouth.

while sitting on the pavement and looking at the sky..

"when will this sh.t life end? am I a bad person in my past life? why I have a life like this? I have no one to lean on even my relatives, i don't have one. My bestfriend, I don't have a courage to tell her this bulls..t of life I have right now. I wish that everything will end"- alyssa

"I'm getting tired ( crying in silent)"

in the morning..

at school

"good morning class, i will introduce to you your new class adviser mr. tristan, hope you will welcome him as what i did to you in my room ( smile) "- teacher paul

while tristan entering the room all the girls we're dumbfounded.

"oh my...my Achilles"- cath

"girls your mouth please (laughing)"- peter

"that's the guy from the canteen yesterday right? "(talking to her friends ) - trina

"yes i remember"- cheena (surprised)

"oh (evil smile) your done alyssa"

"oh where's your alarm clock"- teacher paul

"alarm clock?"- tristan

"his voice( blushing), a total package, my future husband"- cheena (shiver)

"besh wake up"( patting alyssa's shoulder in order to wake her up)

"oh c'mon alyssa, it's not your home to just sleep anytime"- teacher paul

"alyssa (shouting) "

"oh my gosh, I'm sorry, sorry" ( shock from what happened)( she never meant to sleep at school). - alyssa

"sorry?, you're a college student not a kid." ( looking at alyssa with no emotion)- tristan

"okey listen (referring to the class)

I'm not your teacher paul who spoiled you all. I'm different from him. If you don't want me as your teacher adviser you can exchange student from the other section or you can shift course if you want. I don't mind having a maximum of three persons in my class in that case I can easily teach them. "

"(smile) tristan be patient to them" (talking in low voice) "

"okey class, i will turn over you all to tristan. Have a great day to you all."

" by the way alyssa it's your first time sleeping in my class what happened?"

"just a small problem sir, never mind it, again I'm sorry"

"sorry accepted, you know me well alyssa, okey bye class"

" goodbye sir. we will miss you"- john

" now you heard me well from what i said earlier, right? "-tristan

all except alyssa "yes sir"

"you heard me, alyssa is your name? (pointing to alyssa)

"can i skip class today sir? "-alyssa (standing and looking at him in the eyes.

"you're stubborn, change the way you act to your instructor. I'm not your teacher paul who will always say yes to you. Remember this class, my mission is to make you an engineer someday not a spoiled brat roaming around the streets. "

"I'm not in the mood right now to start my first day, dismiss".

Tristan walk fast towards the exit of the room with no emotion.

"it's your fault alyssa, if you want to skip class why making effort to be here in the first place? or is it just your plan to introduce yourself to him. You are really a bitch inside, pretender (roll eyes) "- trina

"stop it Trina"- megan

"I'm a bitch? same to you Trina"- alyssa

(walk out while grabbing the hands of megan)

Alyssa doesn't have the mood to argue because she didnt sleep well last night due to her parents quarrel.

at the bench.

"is there a problem besh?"

"for today, ( feeling sorry and sad ) I'm sorry besh i really can't accompany you for the other classes.I just have some important matters to do. Is it okey to you? "

"okey,(sad) but promise me that you will tell me what's that important things you said."(with matching puppy eyes)

"of course, besh"

"and please excuse me to our instructors, thank you"

"i will go now, be safe for today okey? "( kissing at the forehead of megan) (and walk fast)

"you're always sweet to me hope that it won't change (smiling) "( loud voice so that alyssa can hear it)

because she's too far to answer she just give flying kiss to megan and wave to her

-arrived at their house.

"I'm sorry mom, I'm late"- alyssa

"(sad) I'm really sorry aly for disturbing you in your study but your dad he wants to leave us right now for real (crying and hugging to alyssa)."- mother

"unnie (crying) please stop dad from leaving" - monique (younger sister of alyssa)

"(stopping her tears to fall) where's dad? "

"inside, packing his things"- mother

alyssa try to stop her tears to fall because she is the strength now to her mother and she don't want to be weak in her mother's sight.

-while looking at her dad.

"dad, please fix the things between you and mom. I know you two can solve it, talk the two of you in private."

" aly the things between me and your mom cannot be fix again."

"what's the difference from tha past and now? , it's the same problem dad, why can't you solve it now? we've been a strong family before dad, we're happy, right? . What happen to us now? " (crying) ( she can't hold her tears this time) (back hugging to her dad)

Alyssa is a daddy's girl. All her love problem, she always tell it first to her dad and next to her mom. Whenever her dad had a business trip, she always accompany him.

"(crying) I'm sorry aly, it's my fault. I can't forgive myself for giving a mess to our family."

"dad please, I'm begging you, I'm being selfish right now but please stay with us. I don't know what happen to mom, Monique and me if you're not around. We're accustomed by your presence dad, please. "

"aly I really want to stay but I can't."

"whyyyy? dad please tell me"(shouting while crying)

"don't make this hard to me aly, i love you all and I really can't forgive myself"

"you love us? but you're leaving us? what's the point of telling this shit dad? " (angry while crying)

"what's the problem? why you can't say that **** reason of leaving us dad? "

"(looking at his wife) don't make this hard to me, honey" (kneeling in front of his wife)

"i can't, i don't know how to begin a family without you honey, you know that I'm dependent to you"-mother (crying)

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please let me go"- father

"(blank emotion) you're kneeling and begging to us for you to leave, it's that what you called love dad?"

"no no aly dont misunderstood it"

"stop it dad,(shouting) you can leave us, we won't find you and please stop thinking that you belong to this family. When you leave at that door (pointing the entrance door) you will become a stranger to us. "

"alyyyy (begging) "- mother

"mom we can stand up in our own. we can, we can ( deep breath) survive in this unfair world. You have me, i will do everything for the three of us to live like we used to."

"I'm sorry honey, aly, monique. Please be strong for me. "

"Leave"- alyssa

Alyssa wish that what happened earlier is just a dream. That when she wake up, all we're back to normal, the happy family that she used to know before is the same right now. She thought that earlier is just only in a drama scene that she always watched.

She can't believe, everything happens so fast.

And now, she's regretful of not begging her father to stay.

While leaning on the wall outside their house with cigarettes on her hand.

"what will be the future await us?, I don't know what will I do to my family ( silent crying). I'm a college student yet."

deep breath

"dad why did you do this to us?, we're happy back then. What is the lack to our family that you are not contented?. "

"You didn't give me the time to ask you this. (sobbing) "

"I miss you already dad, how can I continue of what you have started? "

(looking to the sky) " you're so unfair" (angry while crying)

She enter their house after she's done crying.

When she look at her mom's room, they we're sleeping. She thinks that the two were tired of crying that's why they were sleep already.

-Only the three of them know what had happened. Alyssa never know where is their father and worst is that he didn't left even a single penny for them. But in her mind, she know that her mother knows where her father is. But she doesn't have the courage to ask because whenever she look at her mother her expression in her face were emotionless.

-Alyssa never said it especially to her bestfriend of what had happened.

Days pass by, she can't concentrate in her class because she's always thinking about her family.

-Megan wonder about the actions and emotion of Alyssa's face, it's different from the past. Her smile we're fake that's why she always ask alyssa if she had a problem but she never got an answer.

In the morning, instead of going to school, Alyssa skip classes and looking for a job so that she can provide the needs of her family.

at school..

"megan you are the best friend of aly, where is she? -tristan

"i keep texting her sir but she didn't reply my message"

"a best friend who doesn't know anything about her (in low voice), poor you megan"- trina

"(raise her one eyebrow while looking at trina) shut up will you? "- megan

"if anyone of you see her, please tell her that i want to talk to her in my office "- (writing in white board while talking)

"Is she have a problem megan?"( in low voice)- john

" Did you also notice it? "

" Yes a little, she's not the alyssa that i have known before, her smile is not genuine."

"yes me too, i noticed it but i doubted her answer that she's okey. "(sigh)

"stop talking please"- tristan

-Megan keep on texting and calling Alyssa but she didn't receive a response from her that's why she's worried about her.

-on Alyssa's side. she keep on looking a part time job that suits in her vacant time.

"(in her mind), keep fighting self, I know you can do it. If I can't find a job right now, I will be absent again tomorrow, (sad) more lessons to catch up"

-because of non stop walking, she's getting tired so decided to sit on the vacant bench and looking at the people passes by.

-evening came...

"you didn't show up"

-because of thinking something she didn't notice that there's someone sitting beside him and she slowly turn her head and stare at him in the eyes with surprise face.

"s.. sir,. I'm...... I'm sorry for not asking your permission." (sad face)

"I'm used to it"

(silence)

"megan worried about you "

"(shock face) oh my gosh! (she pick up her phone to her bag) (she's panic while holding her cp) 70 miscalls and.. and 30 messages from her, what.. whhaaat should i tell her" (looking at her teacher with confuse face)

"do you have a problem?"

"(panic face become sad face) ahm no sir "

"if no then why are you absent? I conducted a surprise quiz earlier."

(looking at him again with cold eyes)

"thanks to you i already got zero from your quiz (stand up ), i knew you want me to failed in your subject"

"is this really your attitude towards your instructor?, be a responsible and respectful one aly"

"aly? (angry) you don't have the right to call me that... sir"

( because she will just remember her dad, her dad gave it that nickname to her)

( looking at his eyes ) "by the way, it's the real me, I'm a bad person."

( and she walk fast away from tristan)

-alyssa doesn't know what should she do because her heart beats fast when she saw tristan sitting beside her. Even if she is far away from him, her heart doesn't stop.

"what happened? ( while touching her chest) "

"it's the same feeling when I first saw him. I thought it was just normal but whenever I saw him my heart beats fast." ( talking to herself)

" (sigh) (deep breath) stop it self, it can't solve our problem okay? "

-she decided to go home and continue looking a job on weekend.

-while entering her room.

"unnie my exam will be on 3rd week of this month, and you know that our school is pay first policy. (sad face) - monique

-Monique is a 3rd year highschool and she was enrolled in a private school which is exclusive for girls only.

"yes Monique i knew, don't worry I will find ways to pay your tuition okey? "

"thank you unnie( and she hug alyssa)

"(patting her head) where's mom? "

"(sad face ) she's always lying in her bed unnie and she eats a little."

-they went to their mom's room

" Mom, (in a low voice) -aly

"(turning her head to her two daughters with no emotion in her face) I miss your father.. I'm tired of waiting aly" ( start crying)

"(she hugged her mother) please mom be strong for the two of us, he won't come back"

"nooo ( angry) don't say that, get out (pointing at the door) "

"no mom please stop it, he didn't love us"- Monique

"you're a liar, because of the two of you he left me. He went to her other woman because she's pregnant with his son( crying in loud voice) "

- the two we're shock of what have they heard from their mother.

"( start crying) mom is it true? -aly

"he dreamt of a son but I can't give him, instead the two of you.The two of you are the reason why he left."

"Why?????? Why it all happened so fast? I love your dad, i love him too much. Why I can't give him a son? what is the problem? " (crying)

"mom please stop (hugging her mother) stop it please, me and Monique love you so much"

"I miss the old you mom, please come back"

"mom, I will accompany you whenever you wanted to walk outside. I'm here always mom"- Monique

" I just really miss your dad, our family bonding and our laugh"- mother

-They cry each other to ease away the pain.