A life full of struggle and sadness. That's all he haf to endure in life. Why do we have to experience things we don't even want to. Don't even know why do we have to go through all of this. A lot of question that not a single answer could ever get. Not even just a single one to ease a little bit of pain.

Her life started happily. But as she grows up, she discovered that all of it was nothing but a flitting of time. True but at the same time false.

Having the things you didn't need the most but never having what you really want. Growing up on a nice family but you can't even protect them.

You keep on thinking what is the right thing to do. Resulting to disappointment of not having to resolve what should have to.

Questions like what should happen if you have a different choice. Will all of this things should have happened? Why do i have to experience all of this, but others don't even have a single problem they should solve by themselves.

You on the other hand have to struggle so much just to get by. Why do life is so unfair? Why do we have to do everything to survive, while others just look at as. As if where ants that don't even have a significant in life?

They keep on saying everything happens for a reason. But, no one can ever say what is that reason at all. No one no what it was. But, we keep on holding on this phrase that everything happens for a reason.

Who on earth said this word to make false hope to others. They shouldn't have made up this nonsense to make people have hope but can't have it. They should just have let others know what things they should have known from the start. So no matter what happened people won't have to cling on this little hope of life. But in the end have a bad ending.

Some people keep on hurting others in order to make their self be happy. But, do they really feel happy after doing all of this things? They do but not for long. They will eventually feel it was not enough, until to the point that they are no longer doing it for happiness. But instead, they are doing all of this because of greed.

I don't know why people have to target others just ti make themselves feel good. Why don't they have to feel contented on what they have? Why not appreciate every little thing that you have?

I'm not saying having a wants and needs is bad, but do we have to do bad things just to fulfill all of this? By doing all of this don't we have to accumulated bad karma on doing bad things?

Are we really okay with having our worldly needs and wants to be satisfied, but our soul and spirit have a bad ending in the end?

Going on in a journey of life. Having nothing but dreaming of everything. There's no such thing that is so good to be true. You can't have everything even if you do everything you could. You'll never have it.

Only on a story you could have everything. Only on a fairy tale story like you could achieve it all. Sometimes though, they won't even have the way you want it. Unless, you wrote it yourself.

Everything single thing you want, could be achieved in your own imagination. If you let everything go what's on your mind. Being the person you want on your own story could you escape reality.

Not daring to face reality though cowardly, but most of the majority do this. It's the only way people could have some reality escape though just a break of a moment. Still, bring a fortune of happiness.

Still doing it won't bring you real satisfaction in life. But, it can still alleviate some of your pain. Not indulging on it will do. Forgetting your not in reality is the worse case you'll be facing on hand.

Having experience on lifelong sadness and suffering makes you want to escape life but not to the point of taking your own life. Though you want to escape suffering and endless pain. Still your persistently pushing your life forward. Nothing like pushing positively but still barely going on to see what will come tomorrow.

Everything you've seen on life is like a journey that full of not so good memories. You look back on your life and just see some blurry memories of happiness. Those memories were almost buried into deep of yourself that you could almost forget it.

A happy moment that so faintly noticeable. Almost at break of forgotten moments. You almost believed it as a dream of you. Which is not a true moment you experience first hand on.

Still you keep on clinging on this tiny little moment to keep on going. Just to have something that will keep you on looking for what it comes on tomorrow.

Those happiest moments you experience is the only thing you could have because you don't have anything. A moment of forgetting it will make you think what is life? Is it possible to still go on? What would I face tomorrow? Why do I have to keep on living? Why do everything seems so wrong? Do i have to still keep on doing these things?

So much of it, but still you keep on going forward, even if you want to stop. You could only persist. Having nothing but still want everything. What a contrast of life you have. Imagining things you want, but will never have.

Doing everything you could to have it. Even if the tiniest thing you could have. Still it's barely enough. Not enough at all. Even if you exhaust yourself out, still not enough. Having a wants and needs is the people have to face. But barely having what is needed is sometimes the only thing we could do.

How come every time i think of everything is in good place. Somethings always happen. When you keep on thinking things you wanted but could never have.

I always thought everything is okay. Until reality slaps me in the face. A hard one to be exact. I always thought that everything is fine. But later on, i always have a hard time accepting it.

Having a quiet life for awhile makes me think that everything is normal and good. Though sometimes we encounter things that wasn't good at times. Everything is manageable. But there are times that will makes you question everything. Is what am i doing good? Is it okay to do this? Should i have done it? Should i have choose that path? Did i make a mistake by taking this path i choose?

Why do we have to face things we don't want to? Why do it have to be in times we didn't expect it to happen? I want to have regrets but the situation won't allow me. Whu did i choose this then?

I'm not happy at all. Why didn't i pursue what i want? Why did i have to be stuck in this place? Why didn't i run away from the start? Why did i have to be here in the first place? I shouldn't have listened to other people. I should have choose my own path from the start

I just have realized everything now. When everything is already unchangeable. And now i just know that regret is not even an option i could choose. I have to face everything that is presented to me. No regrets, regardless of what the outcome is.

Even if i want to regret everything, i can't. I have to endure this things on my own. Not to be seen by people around me. 'Cause if they do see it. They will just think I'm making things out from nothing. It's not that i don't want to share it to others. I just don't have the courage to do it and show it to them.

No one will listen and understand me anyway. So, why should i told them this? They will just look down on me more. They won't even think I'm suffering from those things. They will just say I'm having a tantrum, just like a kid do.

I want to runaway but i can't. It's like im in a cage and can't do anything. My heart felt numb from the pain. I want to cry but i can't. I want to live, but can't live either.

Do i have to wait for my death in order for me to ta scape this all? Though I'm sick. I can't even ask them to treat my illness. I have to find a way on my own, but it's hard for me to do that. When i can't even go wherever i want to go. They keep kn rubbing it to me that they have ailments but what about me?

They didn't even ask me if i was okay or not. What do im feeling at a the moment.