(this is my first work. sorry in advance for my wrong grammars, English is not my first language. please understand and advice 👩)

while walking on the street, shen zhen saw the small stall not far away from her. she just came from the house of her friends.

"books of fantasy " when she saw the plaque of the stall she got curious, then she walk into it.

before she enter the small stall she saw the old lady looking at her. she ignored it then pushed the door.

she always buy novel Books, she hate novels but she like to read some of vaillains experience. when she go to her friend house hour ago, she heard that there some fantasy books on this street so she walk on the street wondering where is it, she plan to look some of books and if she can find some Interesting books she'll buy it.

while looking at the bookshelf she pick the new covered book.

she flipped it to the last past page reading that the vaillain died because jealous she put it back.

"the hell this vaillain? died because of jealous? is she really a vaillain? just because of jealous she died? " she murmured to herself. not knowing that the old lady watching her heard what she said.

"young lady, isn't it good that the vaillain is dead? "

the old lady walk to her and said.

"Tsk! grandma it's very unfair all the main characters I read end up like happy ending, lucky, all people is beside her! isn't she also just a pretentious character? then why the vaillain can't be the main character? "

she just said with annoying tone.

"you are such a strange reader, indeed why can't the vaillain can't be the main character".

the old woman just get along.

"you also think grandma? those author is just being unfair! sometimes they didn't put the experience of the vaillain, why they became like this.... "

why shen zhen is complaining her feelings the eyes of old lady showed some of happiness while saying to herself "waiting over a decade finally can get rest now"

"rigth grandma?"

shen zhen ask, the old lady who din't listen to her just nodded.

"indeed, the time is not young anymore if you buy two books I give you my favorite book for free. "

the old lady said with the eyes of expectations.

she look at the old lady with the eyes 'what a weird old grandma, it's very obvious that you didn't listen to my words yet you want me to buy? "

"don't worry young lady this book of mine I treasure the most. the villain also had a very sad story, she just want to live with her son but killed by the main lady. I always feel it's has connections to you, it's like you are the reality. "

listening to the old lady said, shen zhen feels weird she said to herself what a weirdo anyway she also got curious about the vaillain.

"if you treasure it, why give it to me? "

although she got interest the book she can't just accept it.. who knows if this old lady just want to joke with her knowing that she like the vaillain.

"ayyiia, young lady, Im just a passerby I don't have children maybe I'm waiting for you, so I saw that you are interesting maybe I can give the book to you as free if you buy some of my books. "

when she heard the old lady, she fell that old lady is indeed very very weird how can she say that she is just a passerby? Tsk! she look outside then saw that it's getting late she walk to the door ignoring the old lady.

when the old lady saw that she was about to go away. she hurried say.

"if you don't buy it now maybe you don't have chance anymore. maybe that world is very hopeless now. "

hearing the sad tone of old lady she decided to buy it anyway she had some interest of that book she just ignore that nonsense sentence. .

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" that scum old woman dare to lie to me? "

shen zhen yelled. when she was at the bookstore the old lady said that she hope the vaillain can live peacefully and she just ignore it.

then when she reached to her apartment she sat and opened the book.

after read it she was very furious. the villain is a mother and have a one son. she was very stupid, as a vaillain she din't fight the main character, she just get pregnant buy unknown man, when the kid was at the aged of five he started to ask about his father.

then the next day she go to the ML to claim that he is the father. when the FL know what she did, the FL secretly kidnapped her and mark all of her body with a knife. actually she was known as a cursed woman, the ML who doesn't believe of course help her once the she started to like him.

the ML Is a playboy, who fell in love with the FL. as for the curse woman who got pregnant No one knows how did it happened. by the way because of no one wants to claim to be the father she killed her son then she suicide. as for the father it din't really appeard in the novel.. who cares she is just a vaillain, a side character.

"****! this stupid vaillain how dare she have my name.. but don't have a brain. who care if her child don't have a father? why don't live peacefully? stupid! brainless woman! idiot! "

she threw the book and said while bit her teeth.

then she think that maybe something push her to death. but shen zhen still think that she was too stupid. the villain name is not suitable for her at all.

she then stepped the book on the floor , it got dirty and some of pages are torn apart.

recalling that old woman treasure it she feel guilty. she pick it up then looked at it, a few minutes of observing she put it under her pillow. she don't why but she feel very sad and her heart felt aches.

" I'm just very tired. "

she said to herself then lay to her bed.

she was thinking that maybe all the main characters of the novel is Pretentious, then a tears fell from her eyes without knowing.

she grow up alone, all her relatives acts like a main character of novels so Pretentious, and full of tricks. about her parents she didn't even know their name. that's why she got furious when she read that the vaillain killed her own son.

she always ask her self why she was born? life of human is so useless. born, child, school, eating, hunger, sorrow, pain, happy, sick, money, food, works, family, give birth, getting old, then die. what else? poor or rich they always experience this. unlike books it can stay forever if you don't burn it or soak it in the water.

(that's for now, my nose is bleeding because of my English.) 😅😅

crying silently, shen zhen remember all of her hardship in this world. she thinks that only her understand herself, she always feel tired of living. she slightly move her body, then her tears falling slowly.

"sigh"

she let her breath out and at the same time her tears fell down on the piece of book.

when she fell asleep a bright light swallowed her whole body.

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"master! master! master"

the little baby who was waking her up called her.

since the grandma of her master died she always calling her master. but it seems that her master din't hear her. but now for unknown reason her master body suddenly appear in the space. her previous master which is the grandma of her new master died, she was very lonely ,her new master don't have spiritual so it's very natural that her master can't hear her.

"master! wake up. "

shen zhen who was sleeping hear that someone is calling her as a master.

she slowly open her eyes and saw a child floating, she guess that the child is around of 1 year old baby. she hold her head and said.

"who are you? "

the baby who hear her voice excitedly answer.

"master, your awake! that's good, I'm afraid that your body will disappear and I don't have a chance to go out anymore. I'm Loulou master at your service. "

she said with a smile.

"Loulou? "

she repeated her name, she felt dizzy and slightly close her eyes at that moment some unknown memories entered into her mind.

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she was FU ZHEN who had a curse that every one believes,well it's just a rumour that her grandma make. she live with her grandma unfortunately her grandma died for saving her. three days later, four man suddenly appeared in her small house. the general and his three companions, that night they were drinking except for the one of his companions. she guess that maybe he is the trusted one of the general, he is handsome, tall,and have a calm expression.

that night for unknown reasons every one was sleeping except for that one companion. she go outside with a liquor on her hands, she drink and drink maybe because of her sadness she didn't know that she drink a lot of wine.

in the next morning she found herself laying inside her room *****. she din't remember what happened to that nigth but she was sure that only him who knows it. he is the only one who was awake at that time.

she saw the letter beside of her, she picked it and read it.

'I'm sorry of what happened last night, I'm also a healthy man that can also lose his control. if you have something to say just send a letter at this place ******'

then next image is that someone who helped her then she give birth of a son that now is three years old.

"master? are you ok? "

then she heard the voice of the little child calling her.

****! who the hell is this memory?

Fu zhen? why this name is sound so familiar? zhen... fu zhen?

she asks herself.. then the novel that the old lady give her appeared in her mind.

"what kind of dream is this?"

she ask herself with a disbelief.

Loulou who saw her reaction reply to her.

"master, this is not a dream this is a space that only you and your son can enter. by the way master although I don't know why you suddenly appear in this space, you need to improve your body."

Loulou said.

FU zhen observe the surrounding,she saw a simple yet big house then an empty wide land. she walked around and saw a clean river, an empty ponds, an empty forest and a two mountain.

this space is like a dead world even a little bird can't be seen.

"what happened to this space? "

she ask curiously.

"because it's been a long time since it's have a master, the living animals, plants and food here are one by one died and disappear. "

a sad eyes appeared in Loulou eyes.

"then what can I help to improve this? "

fu zhen asked.

"master, you can bring living animals here and they will acknowledge you as a master. you can also plant some of foods, fruits, and what ever you want. although in this new era don't have many cultavators, you can cultivate to upgrade this space,by the way master.. I... your condition outside is very bad I think it's better to keep it as a secret or the people on the temple will kill you for secretly cultivating. "

Loulou replied.

"Ohmm, how can I get out of here and get in? maybe tomorrow I will go to the mountain to catch some things to improve this space. "

although fu zhen don't want to believe what was happening but what she can do if she really transmigrate. and if she really are then it's better to raise that child of her. thinking about the child she some what feel sad about the ending of her son.

this vaillain is really a stupid three years had past but she din't send some letters to that unknown man? what if that man had a family now?

thinking of this some idea popped out in her mind.

"Loulou.. can you send some letters to the outside worlds? "

she ask.

"master it's better if you collect some birds so that you can send letters without hassle".

Loulou who was looking of something replied.

"found it! master this is from my previous master before they disappeared, this cultivation guide book can help you. by the way master if you want to collect something just say collect and if you want to enter just say enter and out. "

handing the book Loulou explained.

fu zhen who want to look at her so called son want to leave in this space, soon she said.

"out"

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when she get out of the space, she saw her son sleeping beside her. if she guess is right it's already four o'clock in the morning. she stand up from cold floor, she observed the kid for a moment and realized how poor their living is? her son is very skinny and they don't have bed just sleeping on the floor. she sighed and said 'no wonder she

was very disparate, you can't really judge someone without knowing her real life. '

she walk to the small kitchen and opened the pot. the kitchen is empty it's like they din't eat this past few days. the house is also empty this fu zhen is really a useless they din't even have a fire wood? no wonder her son is like an astray dog who was very skinny and cold.

she go outside of the house and saw that they don't have neighbors, they live at the center of forest outside of the village.

she pick some dry woods not far away from her house and saw four wild sweet potatoes.

reminding her the empty space she collected the two potato while the two she plan to boil it.

"master what you want me to do to this wild potato?"

she heard Loulou voice in her mind..

"just plant it, you are the uncharged of the space from now own. "

she replied.

she walk back to the house and make a fire using the fire stone.

she wash the two potato that it's enough for the two of them, and boil it.

she left the kitchen and begin to clean the house although she always hear the grumbled sound of her stomach she ignored it and continue to clean.

minutes past she finished to sweep the intrance of their house, she go to the kitchen and prepare the two potato and slices it in small pieces. she place it on the wide leaves she pick earlier, thinking about the kid who was still sleeping she remembered that the original owner din't give him a name. what a good mother she is? she sighed with a helpless look, she walked to the child and wake him up. but awkwardly thinking how to wake him up, she don't have experience about this thing and the child don't have a name how to call him?

hey wake up? no no its very rude what if the baby will frighten.

little child wake up?

my child?

baby?

"ah... hmmm child? child? wake up. "

she awkwardly say.

she then touch the child, and said.

" hmm little boy, wake up mother have a little food here. "

she said gently, the next second the kid raise his hand and rub his eyes.

"mother? din't you said you don't want to feed me anymore? "

the hoarse voice of a kid make her sad. that damn woman!

"no it's not like that mother is just joking with you, now stand up and we eat the wild potato I boil. "

she said and let out a small smile.

the kid who din't believe and confused in his eyes just nod thinking that they have food to eat his stomach growls.

they eat the potato until it was finished the boy ask.

"mother, did you clean the house? "

he ask like he was just dreaming, he think that his mother today is different from usual.

"yes, we have to go to the mountain later, I remember you don't have a name how about I give you one? "

she ask with an awkward smile.

"really? mother don't hate me anymore? "

with a bright smile he excitedly ask.

"mother don't hate you, from now on your name is fu Xian how is that? "

"Xian really like it mother. "

he said with full of happiness.

time pass and fu zhen feel that fu Xian look at her again and again like he has something to ask but afraid to ask because every time he ask, his mother always get angry.

"you have something to ask? "

while walking to the forest she ask.

"mother, then what is your name? "

he ask nervously.

seeing this make her laugh,, she then answered.

"mother name is fu zhen. "

while they were digging some of wild food. fu Xian who was watching her mother feel that her mother had changed. her mother starting to calling him baby Xian, it was very warm in his heart but still he is afraid that he make her mother angry.

fu zhen who was digging feel tired, it's been three hours since they were out. they even collect some of wild balsam apple, wild sweet potato, and taro. while her child just finished gathering some of firewood.

when she is about stand, she felt some smooth that was climbing on her feet.

fu Xian who was watching her saw the golden snake on her feet was in panic and at the same time worried.

"mother! there's a... a snake on your feet"

he said with trembling tone.

when fu zhen heard her child, she immediately looked at her feet then she saw the snake raise his head ready to bite her legs. with a panic she shout loud.

"COLLECT!! "

instantly the snake disappear like he didn't exist at all. fu Xian who was worried ask her mother when he saw the snake disappeared.

"mother are you ok? "

fu zhen look at her son and saw a worried eyes looking at her.

"I'm OK let's head back home now, "

she said and smiled, but deep in her heart she terribly scared.

when they reach at their house, the two human sit at the floor.

her heart is racing so fast, that's is her first time to saw a snake in person, when it's remind to her the feeling like a smooth jellyfish her backhair stand instantly.

"master! I already tamed the snake do you want me to send it to you? "

Loulou asked her master who was currently thinking the snake. when she heard what Loulou said she instantly decide ,she don't want to keep that little creature in the space.

"are you afraid of the snake xianxian? "

she asked, she was planning to give it to her son.

the child who want to act brave answer with a smile, but the truth he was scared too.

"no mother, Xianxian is not afraid of anything. "

he firmly said.

then in the next second the snake suddenly appeared. that make him jump to her mother.

seeing that the child jump to her, she can't hold her laughter.

"it's OK! he will not bite you. "

looking at the well behave snake she sigh of relief,

"look he just watching,he din't move at all. "

she add.

fu Xian who was clinging to her mother look at the well behave snake.

"Loulou can I command the snake? "

she ask in her mind.

"yes master. "

Loulou who was watching the outside world replied.

"golden snake! from now on fu Xian is your master! protect him and obey him! if you understand nod your head. "

she command like she was just talking to a human.

the next second the snake nod.

looking at the obedient snake fu Xian slowly reach his hand toward the snake.

then the snake slowly move to his hands.

"mother! is he really don't want to bite me? "

fu Xian ask but excited.

"Ohm.. play with him, I will boil some of taro. "

she said and pick the foods they collect and put it in the basin. then she move the firewood to the small storage room.

"master.. maybe you can sell some wild sweet potato tomorrow. "

Loulou suddenly said.

"what do mean sell? we don't even have enough food here! "

she motionlessly said.

"oh I forgot to tell you, master if you plant some of plants in the space, every 5 hours we can harvest it. it's grow abnormal because of the spiritual air here in space. "

Loulou explained. listening to Loulou fu zhen instantly get excited.

after they finished eating, fu zhen find some old black mantle. she make a cloak that just suit to her. if she really can sell tomorrow she need it because everytime the original owner of this body go out to buy, all the seller or all of people hide inside of thier house, afraid that the will be cursed by her , because every time she go to the capital or village someone will die.

"mother what are you doing? "

fu Xian who was playing saw her mother preparing for something.

fu zhen just give him a glance and saw the snake on the hands of a child just like bracelet. she realized that they don't have enough clothes, although fu Xian is just a three year old kid he became a little mature because of the original fu zhen.

maybe she will enter to the space later with fu Xian, she don't want to bring him to the market tomorrow but she also don't want to left him behind.

after she finished, she called her son.

"Xianxian, I have something to show to you but you must promise that you keep it secret between Xian and mother only. okay? "

she said while bending her knees to see the face of her son.

fu Xian instantly cling to her and said.

" Xianxian won't tell it to anyone.. just mother and xianxian only little secret. "

he said as if someone will know their secret anytime.

"then closed your eyes for a second. "

she said and then saw her son close his eyes tightly. she smiled when she saw it then silently said

"enter. "

"you can open your eyes now. "

she said. Loulou who was floating, instantly act like a normal baby.

fu Xian open his eyes and saw the little baby in front of him.

is his mother secret is this baby?

is his mother don't want him anymore?

this question make him nervous when she think of it.

he look at her mother on his back with a teary eyes.

fu zhen who din't know what he was thinking ignore his gaze and ask Loulou.

"Loulou, is that house is for the masters?"

she ask.. she was wondering what inside of that house.

fu Xian who had a teary eyes look at the baby who suddenly speak with a mocking smile to him.

"yes master, everything that the previous masters used are there, you can used them too."

she answered then rolled her eyes at fu Xian.

she just want to tease the kid but she didn't expect that the child is so timid.

"Ohh Xian Xian let head to that house. "

she said without knowing that the child is already crying silently.

when her gaze fell to the child just then she realized something wrong.

"why are you crying? don't you like here? "

she worriedly ask.

"is mother exchange xianxian to that bad little child? "

he asked like her mother already abandon him.

just then a loud laugh from the little child reach in their ears.

then fu zhen glare at Loulou when she laughed out loud.

"Sorry master, I was just joking at him. "

Loulou said holding her laughter.

fu zhen then hug the child she remember her childhood memories she was often bully because no one wants to talk to her.

"don't mind her she was just joking..of course you are my only son ..ok? if she laugh at you again just punch her. "

she said glaring at Loulou.

time past,and they just stay at the space because all they needed is already there.

she also saw some big and healthy sweet potato or lets say spiritual sweet potato.

it's only ten pieces but maybe tomorrow they can harvest forty pieces in care of Loulou.

she also made a two small black cloak for the two. she decided that she will bring her child along with her, she was afraid that Loulou will bully him again, although Loulou is in a child form she is already a hundred aged creature.

as for Lou Lou if she get along tomorrow it's her business.

then she sat under the tree and began to cultivate under the guidance of the book that Loulou give to her.

(sorry for wrong grammars readers, I do my best to satisfy you. )