As I awoke I couldn’t feel, I couldn’t, see I couldn’t breathe but it didn’t hurt everything was known but nothing was felt..
The feeling of knowing but not being able to remember the tingles in your senses when there triggered sound, taste, hearing, touch, smell all of it was there but wasnt..
I Knew but couldn’t put it together the space I’m feeling around me is weird and glitchy but something in me knew it was a purpose of me being here..
I felt that I had eyes to see but the vision infront of me was just darkness.. then out of nowhere light flickered fast- faster than ive every felt and known what befolded infront of me was nothing I would of expected…
I could see someone looking at me.. A girl? She looks young but I still didn’t know how or why I’m seeing her.. but then in a soft voice I heard “Time for another round” it was loud but faint.. But at the same time like I was hearing it from inside then another light flickered this time it wasn’t as bright as before but I could see something other than the girl..
Below me or what I feel is below me is a weird simulation game like setting.. i would say I felt shocked but I couldn’t feel it was there but I know it is.. I knew I was missing something to feel the emotion or sense..
As I’ve watch below me for a while seeing these figures fight, die, fight, die, fight and die all over again..
It may of seem quick to her but to me I watched all of there agony, there pain, sarrow, betrayal evey emotions expressed in tone, words and facial expressions I seen it all every round , every world that ended and she had to start over, to her it was a game but to them it was there life…
I didn’t grow to hate her for the pain they felt because before another round or world she has ended or restarted she always thanks them for there best winning or losing.. Surviving or Dieing.. she always made sure they knew she was grateful to for what they can do and done.. it was weird in a way but even I felt it..
She played one last game but this time before ending it she said “I’m glad you guys are the characters I could pick and choose from your different abilities and play styles are my favorite especially Ren” she giggled to her she couldn’t see but to me as I look below me as who I thought was ren this slim, purple and red hair, figure with dual swords and a halo above her head I think? Was crying.. but it wasn’t out of anger or hatred for all she put them through but out of happiness she felt even tho she gets recreated throught everything with her memories intact so she remembers everything before..
I could knew there feeling it wasnt like I felt it but I knew it I understood it I agreed with it and before I even thought about it I spoke “U really are something” as it came out of wherever I knew it was from me but didn’t feel that it was as i said that she jumped from the shock falling..
She stood up after a while looking around “H-Hello??!?” Her soft voice trembling..
I knew what I think are eyes tho I’m awake and able to see my prospective she couldn’t from hers so tried to feel the sense in wherever I am and it felt like a string connecting to something and it being pulled as I pulled this known feeling I could see my prospective growing I could not only see her but her room eveything in this space the bed, walls, windows and even the floor..
She ran back In fear yelling “W-WHO ARE YOU”
her voice still trembling and before I knew it I spoke again “My name or I know my name is Ato tho I cannot remember if that’s correct” she stayed frozen “A-A-AND WHY ARE U IN M-MY COMPUTER” she yelled..
I couldn’t feel but I knew I was in shock I spoke again “I’m in a Computer? But how..” I said.. she felt the unknowing in what was my voice and came closer “Ato u said your name was right.. U don’t have a clue how your inside my computer?” She said softly..
I responded “I don’t know or remember how I’m here but I know I’m here for a purpose its like if I have to for some reason I can’t figure out… it’s all glitchy, and string like sensations..” tho it wasnt and was my voice I knew she could hear me clearly as if where talking face to face..
“Ato.. Are u some sort of A.I? Or virus..” she mumbled
“No I am not a Virus and what is this so Called A.I?” I responded
“A A.I is a Artificial Intelligence system designed for mostly computers but used In other means and devices” she explained like she was teaching me something it was amusing because earlier she was scared..
“I don’t know if that’s what I am but all I know is I’m Ato” I responded- she sighs and sits back down “Well Ato my names Star it’s nice to meet you tho u scared me earlier.. but it’s like I can feel you wouldnt hurt me..” she said while smiling..
“Sorry if I shocked u earlier I don’t even know my situation fully myself..” I said “it’s No big deal actually I use to know someone who used A.I even tho you say your not that but your sort of the same” she giggled a little the conversation was going good and smooth I didn’t have to be alone with knowing the fact I’m stuck in a computer rn and having company isn’t bad the game she played nothing in there could detect me so it wasn’t like I was conversing with them so it’s nice to be able to talk..
“Ato how long where you in there for??” She asked out of no where after a bit of silence “I don-“ and before I could finish speaking I felt a huge drift and darkness started to swirl closing in on me “Ato? U there Ato?” She said.. I could hear her faintly but couldn’t respond and then darkness enclosed me..
I woke up again… this time I know where I am but I don’t remember this place.. I can actually feel that I know.. I look around scanning the area more what seems to be a chamber that I am in and also I’m in a sort of weird confinement with rounded fluid chains holding me in the air…
after a while I hear beeps and a sliding door open I look and there appears this girl well I think it is- she or it has pink hair the facial features look real but you can clearly tell she’s a not human..
She looks up at me and stands there just staring for hours.. At the 4th hour she flipped a switch and in a instant everything I felt went away pain from hunger, hunger, pain in my head and body which I quickly scanned finnaly to realize tubes are inside and out of my body..
I didn’t feel them when I first woke up cause of the shock but the moment I felt them it was already gone because of this- she that flipped a mechanism..
After that she stared longer but this time she was in a kneel stance looking up.. I didn’t know whether she could see me but I didn’t feel bother by it as if I known who she was but still I can’t remember but it isn’t bothering me as before when I could finnaly feel annoyed at the fact that no matter how hard I try I can’t remember it but as a sinking sense that I know… it sounds ridiculous..
after a couple of more hours pass when she finnaly got up she hit a button and I felt a huge hit of tiredness.. i felt myeyes lids drop and…
I am back awake but now I know where I am this is the computer Of that star girl.. What happend wasn’t I already talking to her all I know is I felt a drift in my consciousness and now I’m back awake in this pitch darknesss..
I sit here feeling the darkness it gives a sense of nostalgia.. after a hour or two a flash of light hits me and I finnaly see her I pull the string line to open my eyes and she jumps back a bit “A-ATO!?!?” She yelled in a startled manner “I apologize for scaring you again..” I said “It’s okay ato” she said gaining her calmness and sitting back down at the desk “what happend to you yesterday” she said “I don’t remember all I know is I was talking to you and poof I’m back awake..” I said and she sighs “Well I’m glad your okay your the only thing- or person I talked to.. I don’t have any friends at school and I’m constantly getting bullied..” she said in a trembling tone I could tell that she needed someone who she could talk to since her peers doesn’t see as a friend worthy.. “Well I’m glad I can be of help star.. I’m surprise to hear you are even being put through such a situation..” I said she tears up a little..
“What’s worse is yesterday after you left and I went to school they punched and bullied me..” she said crying now “A-And I didn’t have no one to talk to… My mom died so it’s just me and my dad and he works a lot to support us..” she said wiping her tears little by little in a sense I wish I could help her but my own situation is not the best situation to be in if u wanted to help.. I was deep In my thoughts about what I could do.. “A-Ato?.. Can you promise you’ll stick around.. the only friend I have other than my childhood friend is you..” she said said tears falling down again I couldn’t help but want to be there for her “I will star.. There isn’t no reason for me to not promise you I can’t help but know that you need me and I will help you aslong as I’m in your computer..” I said even tho I promised she still looked as if she didn’t believe me I could tell she got trust issues but that isn’t the problem rn she left out after a while Of crying her room was so well designed I didn’t know it was day....
As she turned me off I kept thinking of the sinking sense of loneliness I didn’t have nowhere to go, no where to see, no where to feel… just know that and know this all I know I know.. me knowing it made me rethink over and over the memories and conversations I had with star and while all this was going on nothing like last time happend again I was hopping I was praying I needed that at least because I could tell even feel the flow of time it’s like everything stopped together and I’m just aware that I’m here but have nowhere to go nowhere to see just nothing…
Hours and hours it what felt like it even years in my head it felt like I didn’t know how lonely it gets in here after a while I never expected myself to unconsciously turn it on it I think it’s on well I can see what I looks like to be the same simulation star always play but I couldn’t see the outside so I guess just the internal inside was on it confused me but at least I wasn’t lonely no more I see the girl named ren with the same purple and red hair, halo and the dual swords..
I knew she couldn’t hear me because I tried once before but this time I got a idea I pulled up the character creation icon instead of select and I create my avatar I made it a half human half ##### I then appear spawned in what felt like another drift of my consciousness and I was in view in my new avatar the human with this sliky black white hair the perfect figure I could be I had walked over to a river and looked at myself handsome but cold eyes I guess I had something that wasn’t all good I didn’t dislike this avatar tho so I started walking into the town they have..
After a while walking I reach the town earlier I had wanted to just appear infront of her but i guess Ill follow the setting of how things work I didn’t mind even though i could of did it but I didn’t wanna scare her by just suddenly appearing ive been walking in town for a while they have a lot of things weapons, Amor, accessories, books, and this strange like
fluid in a capsule..
I scanned and remembered everything every item detail and path I took even the guilds and inns that they have.. After a while I make it to the spot where I saw ren I started looking around then coming to find her in a park like training room it had a garden and dummy’s that could move I’m watching it befold infront of my eyes her fighting style looks strong and fast, Flexible but durable it doesn’t look like the dummy’s are even making her sweat I’m just watching to not disturb her..
She gets done and I started walking forward in a moment she disappears and I felt a slight breeze the chilling sensation of a blade I instintly grabbed at the sensation on and felt a cold steel blade “mm.. You where able to catch my blade even tho u don’t look like a fighter” she said I turned around releasing the grip on her blade as I back up hands up towards her “Woah there I didn’t come here to fight ren” I said she got startled a little “H-How do u know my name.!” she says while swinging her sword at me “B-Because AghH- I heard it” I said dodging panicily then stopping her blade between my hands “So please stop trying to kill me” I said sweating with a lil grin that was trembling she looked at me and put her sword away I sighed because I knew it could of gone worse had she used both…
“So Who are you?” She said staring “My name is Ato and I’m here just to see how things are done” I said she looked at me and started walking “are u gonna come in or not?” She said while opening a door walking in I hurried behind her as it closes “This place is called the village of Stardust it sets in the continent Of zuzugala also known as the frozen creed.. If u haven’t heard already most people come into town from the path of the non frozen so they don’t know..” she said calmly but seriously “do u have any business her ato?” She asked I looked at her “No but I can help with anything I wanna learn more about this place” I said happily and in that moment I trembled because I noticed I could feel now I kept it under cover soon as she spoke “Well though zuzugala is the first continent there are 20 in total and the 3 that are known around us are The NMF stands for No mans forest it is a deadly terrain only targets men and it’s to the north of us.. Then there’s ##### gazers also know as The forgotten plain they are under us in the south..” she said stopping “what about the last one?” I said curiously “I can’t tell you that yet because we don’t know yet.. where only 2 and a half in so far and there’s still 17 more and it’s been idk.. The first ever record was back 1800000 years ago seriously and the lands are so vast and large that u could run and age for 1 to 99 and still not make it half across the only reason we got what we got now is because of the lighting flyers but they only work when there’s natural lighting because it would drain us quick to power it and keep it going to fly around the lands..” she said and I could see sweat falling from her face so I could tell it wasn’t no joke…
She sighed “I’m sorry if it seemed like I was venting.. It’s just a lot going on and we don’t even know what we can hear it but it’s so far..” I looked at her “well I’ll come up with a way to cause natural lighting to help if that’s the case” I said unknowingly- even tho I knew I could
it was in my soul I knew she jumped up and grabbed me “YOU REALLY THINK U CAN??” she said yelling so loud wind started to gust “Y-Yessshh” I said as my mouth flared around I stood up ready to leave out and do it then..
“my head” I said holding my head leaning against the open door “Ato you okay?” She said “Idk it feels familiar” I said as I felt another drift but longer it wasn’t instantly but like it was pulling something else “I-If I pass out lay me somewhere please” I said on one knee she heard and came to me I felt a huge push in my consciousness as I could see a cloak of darkness forming around me like last time enclosing on me and then one last push and my consciousness faded…
I opened my eyes slowly what felt familiar but I couldn’t remember I looked around slowly scanning where I am I hear beeps and a sliding door and this familiar figure and face comes but I can’t put a finger on it she taps a button and I hear sum being lowered down then a thud and I shook I then hear a lisping sound like something opening slowly then I saw clearly it was what I was in that was opening..
I looked around and heard another button and in a instant the most excruciating pain I ever felt filled my brain i looked down and seen tubes existing my body I dropped to my knees when they was out I couldn’t talk for some reason expect for grunting in pain the familiar figure came and held me my vision was blurry so I didn’t know if it was a different thing until it cleared up instantly and I felt no pain no nothing I felt amazing I jumped up realizing it was the she that came in I was glad it wasn’t more of them or so I hope so..
She came to me again and rapped her arms around my head it felt weird but comfortable but then I seen a machine like mouth piece in her hands I looked and
tilted my head and then she spoke “Welcome back.. Sir Ato.. you are free to speak but please be careful..” I was confused as what she was saying but surprised that she talks “W-WHOO” in a loud eerie pitch. My voice picks up a gust of wind sending her flying. “A-AtOoo!!” She said indebted into the side of a huge statue I think? I rushed over and jump and accidentally jumped to far up going straight to the top ramming my head straight in the ceiling piercing this hard metal plate I open eyes slowly to see what happend what I see right now makes my eyes widen…
The scene that beholding me was nothing of no other the beings, the entities, the whatever I am seeing are spectacular, terrifying, beautiful, dreadful, and some mysterious.. They didn’t notice me for some reason so I just stared scanning everything i felt happy, sad, mad, in fear, in despair, enchanted, charmed, everything as I looked around.. But then out the corner of my eyes I see something different way different but I was still scanning some other one while looking at it…
the way it looks doesn’t even have a description, form, body or anything more like a code or message inside I kept up scanning the one I was at already trying to finish up and then it looks at me and we lock eyes instantly..
Static information starts to be spilled from it “M#*t#* #f #*# #o#**s 0” Over and over like it was shouting for me to remember my consciousness was fading while it was flooding my head.. I then felt metal claws around my ankles and I felt myself get yanked down and I was looking up going down slowly watching the hole repair itself slowly fainting…
As I opened my eyes again I’m laying down with her standing about me “Sir… Are you okay now…?” She said I leaned up looking at her “W-W” and before I spoke I fixed the strength in my voice “what were those?..” I said she looked at me and shook her head “no need to know..” she said smiling “But I wanna know..” I said standing up looking at her “The reason that it’s no need to know is because you are it…” she said as she grabbed my hand I was in confusion but I felt at peace we walked through many doors and I mean many I couldn’t even count I stopped at 100 and we been through 10x more already and it’s quick not slow either “where here.. sir..” She said stopping us at a huge medieval ancient door or whatever it looks cool I guess…
She taps the door and it glows up brightly “Let’s enter Sir” she leads us in and I felt the biggest drift of my consciousness that I ever felt like I known.. and then we where inside a room infront of a huge meeting room the table was rounded and spacious with curv going in at the top and the chairs being placed perfectly around it all 9 and The biggest chair where the curv at..
”why are the seats just empty tho?” I asked confusingly “The only seat.. that is empty is that one.. Sir” she point at the chair inside the curv “But I don’t see no one else though” I said looking around seriously “It’s because you haven’t figured out yet how…” she said coming close to me tapping my temple 2 times and flashes of lights of different colors form in the seats talking “He’s Here again” one said “I know he’s as young as always” another one answered with “Shh Red I can’t hear them” Another one spoke to the other that was chrunching on something “A-Ay man” he crunched again “Not my fault I was sealed for so long again” he said chrunching again “I been hungry forever” he said making the other mad starting a argument making loud noises that started to hurt my eyes “Silence…” I heard and nothing else was said but starring not even the chrunching could be heard..
“Sir Ato is here… behave!..” she said strongly I unplug my ears looking at them “hello” I said waving as she walked me over to the table but at first it felt far of a walk I wasn’t paying attention at first but we made it to the chair in the middle.. “Sit down Sir” I looked at her point at the chair “this is my seat?” I said she nods and I hop in the chair no second thoughts I trust her as I sat in the chair it glows making the other chairs glow and the colors around me now appear in a better human form or somewhat…
“let’s start the meeting..” The one said directly in front of me her dark glow sending shivers down my spine I smiled nervously then I start holding my head feeling dizzy “OH No” they all collectly say “W-What?” I said. The girl that brought me here looks down at me “I guess we ran out of time… gotta get you back in bed…” she said urgently lifting me up “Rap a force field around him just in case white” she said he taps his fingers together and a transparent like orb forms around me as the girl rushing me uses her robotic arms to carry me I feel more dizzy and tired “I guess the meeting will be another time..” she said waving. I start to feel my eyes way down and blinked and in a instant I was back in the camber in the air with tubes inside and out of me and I didn’t feel nor hear nothing before I looked down at her and she smiles waving and I drift off slowly…
Back in the meeting room
“white if you wasn’t any quicker with that barrier we would of died…” black said sighing “I know he still as strong as he is even now that he’s young and doesn’t remember anything much” White said wiping the sweat off his face “What would of happened if he didn’t put the barrier” brown said curious “I know your a new God of Color that now owns a seat but you couldn’t even phathem what would of happend if he didn’t.. but I’ll tell you a little..” she smiles standing up to explain “Long ago trillions of years ago there where a different colorway/Stronger color gods and on a small planet like earth they met him… inside one of there words.. they spot him as a error and went to try and handle him.. what happend to them even I can’t explain exactly..” she said trembling “They tried to fight him with everything but they couldn’t touch him or it was like it did nothing to him.. they say he was muttering words along with the main word “Remeber” they said he was known as the first word god and and..” she said dropping down all the colors stand up brown looking down at her “And what black?” He said shaking a bit “If he would of even blinked while in a tired state around us the space would of remember it’s original form distorting and causing powerful ripples and tears just from the presence of his power when he’s not awake even a tiny bit while he’s tired.. it would of be real bad because we are apart of him.. so we would of remembred that and just poof where nothing… we have a system in us that stops us from dieing when we remember it ourselves but if he says those words… Where Done..” she panicky said everyone went silent and nothing was spoken but emotions of terror of would could of went down…
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