Author’s Words – Ruined in His Darkness

from the writer who turned her quiet obsession into an unapologetically filthy, dark fantasy

Hi there, lovely reader. I wasn’t always someone who wrote novels like this. Honestly, I started as a girl who fell too hard for the wrong kind of fictional men—the dangerous ones with cold eyes, dirty mouths, and hearts only one woman could ruin. Then one day, I stumbled upon a manga called Tears on a Withered Flower. It wasn’t just a story—it stayed with me. The mystery, the shadows, the way he watched her from afar without saying a word—it carved itself into my chest. But something in me kept whispering: “What if it were darker? What if he wanted more?” That’s when Ruined in His Darkness was born. I didn’t plan to write it. I needed to write it—for myself. For all the readers who crave more than just romance… for those who crave devastation in the shape of desire.

This isn’t just a love story. It’s an obsession. It’s a man falling into the abyss because of one girl—one fragile, bruised, breathtaking girl—and once he sees her, there’s no going back. And no, he didn’t kidnap her. That’s the catch. He wasn’t even supposed to be there. But the moment he finds her—bound, broken, innocent in a way that makes him ache—he gets pulled into her like a storm. He doesn’t want to ruin her. But he will. Because some darkness doesn’t ask permission.

And yes—this novel is filthy. It’s filled with everything I always wished someone had the courage to write without pretending to be clean about it: cock, pussy, moans, hands on throats, whispered filth in the dark, bruises kissed over, rough hands between thighs, soft cries against hard walls. But it’s not just about sex. It’s about control, surrender, hidden scars, stolen touches, and what happens when a man starts protecting a girl not out of love—but because her existence burns him alive.

2025 readers? I hear you. You want more than just steamy scenes. You want mood. Intensity. Unapologetic craving. You want to feel wanted while reading. You want that fictional man who’d set the world on fire just to see you cry in his arms. You want twists. Lust. Tears. You want to be ruined… slowly, sweetly, savagely. This novel is that feeling. That ache between chapters. That moment you close the book and your real world suddenly feels too quiet. That’s why you should read this.

It’s not perfect. But it’s mine. Honest. Raw. Full of emotion and filth in equal measure. A story where secrets bleed, touches are dangerous, and love might not even be love—it might just be a beautifully destructive obsession.

And I’m so damn glad you're here.

So… are you ready to be ruined in his darkness?

Because once you enter Beom Tae Ha’s world, there’s no leaving untouched.

Not your body.

Not your heart.

Not your soul.

Let’s begin, shall we?

characters

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Beom Tae Ha — The Male Lead, The Obsessive Savior, The Filthy Lover

He wasn’t supposed to be there the night he found her—but from the second his eyes touched her body, bound and violated, she became his.

He’s not the kidnapper. But he’s worse.

He’s the savior who stalks. The man who waits until the lights go off in her apartment to watch her shadow undress.

Cold, dangerously handsome, emotionally detached, but with a craving so deep it destroys him.

He doesn’t know love—he knows need, and her sweet pussy becomes his obsession.

He fucks with her mind before he even touches her. His words? Filthy. His actions? Calculated. His emotions? A ticking timebomb.

> “You think I won’t touch you because I saved you once? Baby, I’m the worst kind of monster. I watch, I want, and I take.”

He’s not trying to heal her. He’s trying to own her.

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So Eun Ji — The Female Lead, The Withered Flower, The Girl With Secrets

Living alone in a small apartment, quiet, reserved, working part-time and avoiding attention… until that night.

That night when she was tied up, left in a room like she meant nothing.

She doesn’t know why she was taken, or what they wanted. But since that night, someone’s been following her.

Someone keeps leaving notes. Shadows under streetlights.

She’s not just a victim. She has a dark history of her own—one she's buried deep, and when it comes out, it won’t be soft.

She’s the kind of girl who flinches when touched—but moans when it’s rough.

She’s broken in the most delicious way, and readers will ache with her, cry with her, and beg for her to be claimed.

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Beom Tae Hee — The Elder Brother, The Spoiled Playboy, The Unexpected Threat

Drinks. Girls. Parties.

He’s got charm dripping from his lips, the smile of a devil, and zero filter.

To the world, he’s just the hot, lazy older brother. But his obsession with control runs deeper than it looks.

He starts flirting with Eun Ji—playfully, teasingly, innocently… until it turns dark.

He doesn’t know his brother’s watching. He doesn’t know Eun Ji is already someone’s possession.

And when he finds out, his reaction? Not what anyone expects.

He brings jealousy, tension, mind games, and even temptation to the plot.

> “If my brother doesn’t keep you satisfied, you know where to find me, right sweetheart?”

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Shin Ryu — The Mafia Bodyguard, The Silent Blade, The Hidden Lust

Assigned by Beom Tae Ha’s father to watch his son…

But Ryu isn’t just loyal—he’s deadly.

He moves in the background. Watching. Listening. Collecting secrets.

He knows everything—especially about what happened that night.

But the more he watches Eun Ji, the more he starts seeing her differently. He’s older, colder, and rougher.

And unlike Tae Ha, he doesn’t ask. He just takes.

Will he protect her? Or will he fuck her while Tae Ha is distracted?

His role is unpredictable. His loyalty is twisted. His past with Eun Ji? A secret you’ll reveal later.

> “You don’t even know who you were saved from, baby.”

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Minji & Do Hwa — The Friends With Secrets

They’re Eun Ji’s friends… or are they?

Minji’s the sweet one—always smiling, always checking in. But she knows something. And her jealousy grows every time Eun Ji pulls away.

Do Hwa is sarcastic, bold, and flirty—but with eyes that see too much. He may be the only person who figures out what Tae Ha is doing behind the scenes… and whether he’ll stop it—or join it—is the question.

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The Past Kidnappers — Unnamed Men With History

You’ll reveal slowly that Eun Ji wasn’t randomly chosen.

She was bait. She was part of something bigger.

And one of the men who touched her that night might still be around.

Watching. Waiting.

Even Tae Ha doesn’t know the full truth—and when it comes out, it changes everything.

Arc I: Obsession Ignites (Chapters 1–7)

Chapter 1: The Discovery

Eun Ji wakes, disoriented, bound and bruised in a locked room.

Beom Tae Ha, on the wrong errand, stumbles in, guilt and shock colliding in his cold gaze.

He frees her silently, but as she trembles, his eyes linger on her exposed pussy and bruised skin—obsession ignites.

He leaves without a word; she hears his heavy footsteps fade.

Chapter 2: Haunting Shadows

Eun Ji escapes back to her apartment; nightmares of that room haunt her.

Tae Ha watches from afar—notes under her door: “I saw you cry last night.”

First filthy internal monologue of his: memorizing every inch of her body.

Eun Ji senses she’s being watched—rumpled sheets and barely-there scents.

Chapter 3: Stalker’s Gift

Dark envelope on her doorstep: a dried rose petal and a crude sketch of her bound wrists.

Panic and arousal war within her; she tells no one but Minji, who brushes it off.

Tae Ha’s POV: his pulse quickens seeing her name written in his own blood-red ink.

He orders Shin Ryu to tail her discreetly—he can’t risk cheap threats.

Chapter 4: First Touch (Mind Games Begin)

At the café, Tae Ha appears unexpectedly, brushing his hand against her forearm—electric shock.

Flirtation turns filthy: whispered promise, “Your wetness is already mine.”

Eun Ji’s heart races; Do Hwa glances suspiciously.

End on her internal battle: fear of him vs. aching need for his touch.

Chapter 5: The Bodyguard’s Watch

Introduce Shin Ryu in a silent, protective scene outside her building.

He studies her patterns—each movement catalogued.

He saves her from a threatening stranger, revealing his brutal side.

Eun Ji confused: is he friend or foe?

Chapter 6: Tae Hee’s Intrusion

At a party, Tae Hee flirts with Eun Ji—playful, innocent at first.

Eun Ji sees Tae Ha’s warning glare across the room.

Tae Hee corners her: “Why are you so tense? Relax and dance.”

Tae Ha intervenes violently: a dark shove that sends shockwaves; first hint of brotherly rivalry.

Chapter 7: Secrets in the Dark

Private conversation: Tae Ha confronts Eun Ji about her fear—suggests she’s safer with him.

He admits the stalking is his doing; she panics.

First raw, possessive kiss: teeth, bruised lips, her protest quivers into moans.

Cliffhanger: a real killer from her past prowls outside.

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Arc II: Twisted Protection (Chapters 8–15)

Chapter 8: Past Collides

Flashback to Eun Ji’s traumatic kidnapping by unnamed men—her resilience.

Present: Tae Ha finds a clue linking her old captor to her current life.

He swears to protect her; she senses his dangerous promise.

Chapter 9: The Silent Blade

Shin Ryu’s POV: he tracks an unknown figure photographing Eun Ji.

He dispatches the spy with silent violence.

Eun Ji discovers a keychain with a forbidden name—her father’s.

Chapter 10: Filthy Blackmail

Tae Hee blackmails Eun Ji to meet him in secret—offers help in exchange for a favor.

She reluctantly agrees; he shows her a video of Tae Ha watching her change.

Lust and betrayal mix; she withdraws deeper into fear.

Chapter 11: Blood on Roses

A stranger’s corpse found near her apartment—flowers pinned to its chest.

Tae Ha and Ryu argue over the killer’s identity; tension explodes.

Eun Ji receives a note: “Stop them both or die.”

Chapter 12: Cat and Mouse

High-tension chase: Eun Ji flees two suspicious men; Tae Ha rescues her with brutal force.

Dirty dialogue mid-fight: “You thought you could take her? Pussy’s mine—and always will be.”

Chapter 13: A Taste of Pain

Tae Ha punishes Eun Ji for hiding the attack: binds her, teases her pussy with ice and fire, demanding confessions.

She breaks, moans his name, craving both pain and pleasure.

Chapter 14: Unexpected Alliance

Minji and Do Hwa reveal they suspect Tae Hee’s involvement in the attacks.

Eun Ji agrees to let Do Hwa help—spark of hope.

Tae Ha watches from the dark, rage and lust war in his chest.

Chapter 15: Masks Fall

Major twist: the bar boss (from her part-time job) is linked to her past captors.

Shin Ryu interrogates him; a gruesome confession leaks.

Eun Ji realizes her kidnapping was a test—and now she’s the ultimate prize.

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Arc III: Descent into Darkness (Chapters 16–25)

Chapter 16: The Invitation

Tae Ha sends Eun Ji a black card—invitation to his father’s gala.

She arrives in a trembling gown, mystery shadows following her.

Chapter 17: Waltz of Lies

At the gala, Tae Hee flirts publicly; Do Hwa confronts him.

Ryu protects Tae Ha with lethal poise; chaos brews under crystal chandeliers.

Chapter 18: Private Auction

Secret room in the mansion: rare artifacts and forbidden merchandise.

Tae Ha auctions her—literally licks a bid on her skin.

Dark, filthy dialogue: everyone knows she’s the prize.

Chapter 19: Secrets Exposed

Eun Ji overhears a conversation: Tae Ha’s father once owned her family’s debts.

She feels used; flees into the night.

Tae Ha chases her—first tender moment amid brutality.

Chapter 20: Blood and Roses

Murder at the gala: a bidder found dead, rose petals in his wounds.

Ryu’s silent investigation leads to shocking ties—Minji’s family name appears.

Chapter 21: Broken Trust

Eun Ji confronts Minji; accusations fly.

Tae Ha shows up, drags Eun Ji into his car, punishes her with rough dry fuck.

She cries—part fear, part want.

Chapter 22: The Brother’s Game

Tae Hee kidnaps Do Hwa to blackmail Eun Ji.

He forces a dark deal: spend one night with him or Do Hwa dies.

Closes on Eun Ji’s horrified face as Tae Ha watches from the shadows.

Chapter 23: Midnight Rescue

Shin Ryu and Tae Ha team up for a bloody rescue—guns, blades, and broken bones.

Do Hwa saved; Tae Hee escapes laughing.

Chapter 24: Aftermath

Eun Ji numbly stitches her wounds; Tae Ha holds her, guilt and lust mixing.

First heartfelt confession: he admits he can’t live without her.

Chapter 25: The Pact

They form a dangerous pact: she stays by his side, he stops stalking her… for now.

But she hints she’s not as innocent as he thinks.

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Arc IV: Ultimate Obsession (Chapters 26–35)

Chapter 26: Forbidden Desires

Steamy encounter in a hidden library: leather, chains, whispered filth.

She tastes both fear and pleasure, realizing she craves his darkness.

Chapter 27: Uninvited Guest

A note: “He’s not the only one.”

Eun Ji suspects someone new is watching; paranoia spikes.

Chapter 28: Web of Lies

Minji confesses she sold secrets about Eun Ji’s body measurements to a mystery bidder.

Betrayal cuts deeper than any knife.

Chapter 29: The Secret Room

Tae Ha reveals a hidden chamber in his penthouse where he’s kept every token of her—hair strands, panties, drawings.

Deeply unsettling intimacy scene: he worships her body like an idol.

Chapter 30: Ghosts of the Past

A figure from Eun Ji’s childhood emerges—an old acquaintance with a vendetta.

They set fire to her apartment building.

She barely escapes; saved by Ryu, who carries her through flames.

Chapter 31: Blood‑Spattered Vows

Hospital room vow: they’ll destroy anyone who hurts each other.

Afterwards, brutal lovemaking on the medical bed—raw, painful, passionate.

Chapter 32: Final Betrayal

Tae Hee leaks scandalous photos of Eun Ji online.

Public shaming, harassment storms.

She collapses; Tae Ha goes savage, leaving bodies in his wake.

Chapter 33: The Showdown

Climactic battle at the old warehouse where Eun Ji was first held.

All players converge: Tae Hee, father, captors, Ryu, Do Hwa.

Secrets explode; bullets and blood fly.

Chapter 34: Ruined Together

Aftermath: they lie among corpses.

Eun Ji and Tae Ha, covered in blood, share the darkest, most tender sex of their lives—a complete surrender.

Chapter 35: In His Darkness

Epilogue: Eun Ji wakes in Tae Ha’s arms at dawn.

She’s forever changed—body scarred, mind owned, soul entwined.

Final whisper: “You ruined me, and I’m not asking for forgiveness.”