Be My Secret
holding on!
The room...echoes from the sound of soft moans....
Soft moans...made by familiar figure on TV...
Liz sits on the sofa...as she watches the movie...
the scene that started with intense kissing between actors...
Now accelerating into n*dity slowly...
The clothes are gone…even though the intimate parts not openly shown on TV for audience...
Liz could still feel the intensity when the actor's fingers gazes the actress's n*ked back...
Tears fill in her exhausted eyes...as she watches the intimate scene between the actor Ewan hall...and the actress Megan fox...
She was so overwhelmed with emotions...that she didn't even hear someone's distant calling for her...
she was lost in the thoughts...her eyes filling with tears as she watches the movie...when suddenly she feels a hand...manly hand shaking her shoulder from behind....as if asking for her attention...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
.....what?
the man behind glances at the Tv...then to Liz...as he stares into her tears filled eyes...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Not again Liz..
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
You know it means nothing...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
it's just acting.. nothing else...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...I know...
She says with numb eyes...again convincing herself that it's nothing...
But all this while...the wedding ring in her finger feels heavier and tighter..as if trying to break her finger bone..
It gets heavier everytime she convinces herself...that her husband still belongs to her...and whatever she watches in movies is fake...
Her husband...Ewan hall....one of the most successful actor...charmistic model..thousands of fan-girls can die for...is her's..but Liz cannot tell it to the world...
because their marriage is secret..
And is meant to be secret as long as Ewan wants it to be...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
*switches off the TV*
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Come.. let's go to bed...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
she says nothing...she silently gets up wiping her tears..and joins her husband to bed...
Ewan turns his side to Liz...he kisses her forehead...he kisses her cheek...he kisses her lips....he kisses her neck...
his fingers lingers to the back of her dress.... unzipping her dress...
Liz doesn't react...her mind is so full of the thoughts...she doesn't know what to say...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
hey...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
I love you...ok?
he speaks in low husky voice...as he hovers over her...his beautiful perfect eyes.. Staring into hers exhausted numb eyes....
That's when she notices something...
It was gone….the hesitance...the guilt...the shame in his eyes of kissing another woman..even if it was just in movies...
Liz remembers the first time he came back home... after kissing a woman in movie shoot...in his very first movie..
He was devastated...in pain..in shame.. Guilty that he broke down into tears... apologizing to his wife like devoted husband the moment he got back… Confessing his sin honestly…..
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
*tears slip down his ashamed eyes*
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
I-I am sorry...I am so sorry Liz..
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
What's wrong? *worried *
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
They..they made me..*hesitates*
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
T-They made me kiss the actress...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
....
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
Please forgive me!
He holds on her hands as he falls to his knees infront her... crying his eyes out as if he did something very unacceptable and wrong...
Ewan Hall ( 23 years old)
I-I beg you... forgive me Liz!
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
E-Ewan! *her eyes moisten*
Liz was inpain when she heard her husband's confession...
But she understood him... because it was his first ever movie..he got after struggling for so long...
How could he denied the director...he had to do it..even when he didn't wanted to...
Liz could understand...so she gave him her forgiveness...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
it's ok..it's ok..I understand...
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
*tears fills in her eyes*
Liz Osborn (23 years old)
G-Get up..*she forces a smile*
His eyes were filled with tears of guilt that day...even when it was just a mere peck..
but tonight..even after being so intimate with that actress.. kissing.. touching..n*dity..even afterall that...I see no remorse in his eyes.....
is he taking me for granted only because I forgave him so many times?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
*tear slip down her eyes*
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Liz?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I feel sleepy... don't touch me tonight...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
....
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Com'on...it's been so long since last time I have been home-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I am exhausted...I need sleep...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
....
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Fine...
He moves back.. Laying next to Liz...
Liz turns her back to her husband...
but suddenly Ewan wraps her arms around her waist... bringing her closer to his strong built body...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
I love you Liz...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
I always have..I always will...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Please remember that...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....*nods*
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Won't you say it back to me?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...l-love you too..
She speaks as convincing she could...as the wedding ring on her finger feels even more tighter....
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
goodnight...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...Goodnight...
He hugs her.. Affectionately and gently…but all she could feel that moment were tight chains engulfing her…. suffocating her with his presence on her body..
Justify!
Continuation of last episode...
Liz walks out of the room...to notice Ewan cooking breakfast for both of them..
Ewan always did it when he was home after weeks of traveling around the world for different purposes.. like movie shooting, fashion show or brand collaboration ads...
He was busy...but whenever he was home..in his secretive home...he made sure to give his all time to his wife...
He cooked meals for both of them whenever he was home...as if it was compensation for not spending enough time with Liz...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
*notices Liz getting in the kitchen*
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Goodmorning Babe!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
... good-morning...
Liz walks towards him..as she peeps in what he was making...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
pan-cakes...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Yup! Isn't that your favourite? *smiling*
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
*nods*
She was just about to walk away..when Ewan suddenly grabs her by waist... lifting her and making her sit on the kitchen's counter..
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Talk to me Babe...I am suffering from "Liz deficiency" lately ~
He smiles as he watches her from corner of his eyes...as he flips the pan-cake..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...Ewan-
A Twitter notification pops on Liz's phone...
" Alisa Bennet spotted with Ewan Hall having secret dinner in one of luxurious hotel in Paris last week... could it be they are dating each other? "
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz's eyes focused on the text...as she reads it over and over again...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
What is it?
Ewan notices the way..Liz was reading the text...as out of curiosity...he snatches her phone... reading the notification...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
.....
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
*sigh* this damn media..they always get me into baseless scandals...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz silently watches Ewan..as Ewan gazes back at her face...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
No-way you think this is true..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...why would you go out for dinner with her?
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
What's wrong with that? it's just dinner with a friend..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
but-
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Liz...the world doesn't know I am married...if I don't indulge in this little gathering with women...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Then there will be new rumor stating I am gay next..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
So you will let another woman get closer to you?-
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Having dinner with someone doesn't get us closer Liz..
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Just take it has business dinner...yeah?
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
It's not like I took her to private bedroom..it's a public restaurant..
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I don't like it Ewan...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
I don't like this news... everyday I come across something or the other-
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
it's the media...how is it my fault? You can't believe everything you see on social media!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Fine ! but what about those scenes?!
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
What scenes?
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Those scenes you to do with actresses in movies!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
They aren't even mere kissing anymore...it's all skin-
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
it's part of my work..
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
You need to understand..that movies need bold scenes to get popular-
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
why can't you deny them?! For me?!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
You are already successful actor! people love you..they watch your movies for you not for those scenes-
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Liz you are being unreasonable right now!
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
it's not like I enjoy doing those bold scenes...I have to do it because the movie needs to get popular!
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
If the movies fails..it's just not me who suffers but the entire team...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
You want everyone to fall with me? Only because you feel insecure?!
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Aren't you being selfish Liz?!
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
Ok...you tell me...how will you react? If you see me around with another man?
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
...I wouldn't care...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
Because I trust you enough to know you won't ever cheat on me...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
You need to trust me back...the way I trust you Liz...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
...
Ewan Hall (26 years old)
You need to understand....I am only yours....and forever yours...
Liz Osborn (26 years old)
....
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