It can't be, it can't be...

Aaaaaa ~~scream of frustration 😣

Why did I have to reincarnate into this stupid woman?

Did I do so many bad things in my other life to deserve this?

Well 🤔 ~~~~ reflecting on her past life.

Yes, it's true 😒

I messed with many men and left them without money.

I destroyed many families.

I left many women suffering by taking away their husbands.

I took advantage of many who were in love with me and manipulated them at will.

I robbed rich men.

I defrauded countless jewelry stores.

Well, better not to keep thinking 🥴

I already realized that I deserved it for being such trash in my other life.

But I learned in life that!

You eat or you get eaten.

If I don't step over others, others will step over me.

Or at least that was okay for me.

I only fell in love once and it was the worst decision I could have made.

I'll tell you a little about my life.

My name was Rosa, I was 29 years old when I died at the hands of a guy who became obsessed with me.

The man kidnapped me and spent days taking me and doing whatever came to his head; until one day my body couldn't take it anymore and I left that world.

The way I left that life was horrible.

From a very young age (I'll keep my age to myself) I entered the world of pole dance dancers, and over the years I became the best.

I stood out in that and I used all my charms to get out of poverty.

I know it wasn't right, but to my young mind, I saw it as a good alternative.

Over the years, I started providing private services and that gave me even more money.

I realized that my power of seduction was a weapon that I could use in my favor and I took advantage of it.

I started scamming men, leaving them without money.

I threatened to destroy their families by telling their secrets and in the end they gave me all my luxuries.

For years I lived like a queen, I moved from the country and where I arrived I quickly reached a colossal fame.

Everyone paid to be with me and that took my ego to great heights.

I was related to mobsters, politicians, policemen, businessmen, doctors and so on.

I felt like a goddess; I thought nothing would take me down from that throne.

I remember that after starting in that world, I met a very handsome man.

I fell madly in love with him and did everything he asked of me.

After a few years I realized that he was only using me to earn money.

Annoyed, I confronted him and what he did was grab me and hand me over to some of his partners, who used me for days; then when they got tired they discarded me.

After I recovered I decided to leave my country and start a new life, a life where there would be no room for love.

I would never be fooled again, now I was the predator and I didn't care what I destroyed on my way to success.

I only cared about my economic stability and I recognize that I destroyed countless families, people and now I regret that.

But it's too late, I won't achieve anything by regretting, that won't change anything.

This man who became obsessed with me was a leader of the Russian mafia.

I did a private dance for him, after that.

He constantly asked for my services, I was excited at first to see the amount of money I received from him.

But as time went by, things didn't look good for me.

He didn't let anyone talk to me, he didn't let me give services to any other client.

He asked me to be his woman, or rather his lover.

He was married, but something in me was afraid of that man.

I refused, I tried to make him see reason.

I was very afraid of that man, I wanted to escape from him and that's when I was kidnapped.

They took me to an apartment and for days that man did what he wanted with me.

I regretted every day the lifestyle I had decided to live.

If maybe I had been an honest person, I would have learned other skills or at least I would have used this one I had to push myself and build something more honest.

But I let myself be blinded by money, greed dominated me and at the end of my days.

I paid for every suffering that I caused to all those families.

To all those women and children.

Now I find myself in this stupid novel.

I remember a dance partner of mine loved to read novels.

I didn't usually have friends, but that girl was the most lively in the group.

She read that novel to me every day, and it really ruined me.

In my opinion, it was very stupid; it tells the story of two young daughters of a duke from different mothers.

There was Amber, who was the eldest, spoiled by the duke, and then there was Ariel, the girl I reincarnated into.

Ariel was loved and spoiled by her mother, although the duke loved both his daughters equally.

The duchess poisoned Ariel's heart and filled her with greed, constantly telling her that she had to be better than Amber.

Of the two girls, Ariel was the most beautiful, according to the story.

She had a gift that she discovered, according to the novel, when she was young; she was good at all kinds of potions.

Amber had no power, since Ariel's power came from the duchess's family.

According to the story, Ariel prepared a potion that managed to enchant the king of that place and brought him under her will to do everything she wanted.

Amber discovered what her sister was doing and, as she could, got the antidote and gave it to the king.

The king managed to break free from his enchantment and thanked Amber for saving him.

Ariel fled from that place and went to live in another kingdom.

She managed to find a good man, she gave him some of the potion and he fell in love with her.

After a long time, Ariel developed feelings for her husband.

She decided to leave everything behind and live her life with her husband.

Little by little, she was giving him the antidote to free him from the spell and make him fall in love with her naturally.

Every day she loved him more, but what I hated most about the story is that Amber married the king and they never stopped looking for her.

When they found her, they gave the rest of the antidote to the archduke and planted so many things about her in his head, saying how evil Ariel was.

It hurt him to know all that about her, but influenced by Amber and the king to hand her over; the duke decided to give Ariel a chance to escape.

Ariel apologized and told him that she loved him like she had never loved anyone, she cried and preferred not to flee, she surrendered.

For a moment in her life, she wanted to do something right.

The king took her to his kingdom, sentenced her to 100 lashes, after that; they branded her with a sign that she was a rejected one so that no one would ever help her and they expelled her from the kingdom forever.

It was a way of taking revenge for what she did to him, all Amber's idea.

Thus, the king and Amber managed to live happily without anyone threatening their love.

They lived happily ever after.

I thought the way Ariel was treated at the end was unfair, she was not given the opportunity to love.

Even though she had moved away, a long time ago from the king and Amber. They never stopped chasing her wanting to bring justice for what he had lived with her.

Ariel died alone, and was rejected by everyone.

It is true that the way she did things she had to pay for, but they only wanted to ruin her life or that's how I saw it when they told me the story.

For me, Amber was jealous of her sister.

She seemed bad to me, from the first chapter that girl told me.

I don't know 🤔 something about that Amber never adds up.

Now that I'm in this body, I'll see what to do.

But I can assure you that I will do things right and I will get away from the plot before everything starts.

I'm not going to stay here to die.

I will investigate what part of the story I am in and from there I will begin my escape from this place.

I woke up in this beautiful room, my head hurts a lot.

After a while trying to put my thoughts in order, a beautiful woman comes in.

She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life.

She was about 35 years old, blonde with green eyes, porcelain skin.

Amanda: honey, how do you feel? The maids told me you fell down the stairs.

Ariel: aa? Excuse me, who are you?

Amanda: my child, I am your mother ~~ she covered her mouth with both hands from the impression of not being recognized by her beloved daughter ~~

Ariel: my mother?

Amanda: Libia call the doctor, I need him to come quickly and check my daughter, something is wrong with her.

The maid rushed out of the room in search of the doctor.

Amanda: daughter, don't you remember anything?

Ariel: the truth is no, I don't know where I am or who I am.

Ariel thought about using the excuse of amnesia and thus move without being seen suspiciously.

Ariel: are you my mom?

Amanda: yes my pretty girl, I am your mother Amanda.

Ariel: you are very beautiful.

Amanda: what things you say my girl.

Ariel: but it's true, I don't remember having seen someone more beautiful than you.

Amanda: then you haven't seen yourself in a mirror, because you my girl, are very beautiful.

Ariel: am I as beautiful as you?

Amanda: much more than me.

While they were still talking, the doctor arrived and proceeded to check her.

After many questions, the diagnosis was memory loss.

The blow she had taken was very strong and it was a miracle that she was still alive.

The doctor prescribed several medications and left them alone.

Amanda was very worried about her daughter's health, she saw the two sisters talking and then the accident happened.

She can't say if it was Amber or not, as she has no proof.

Ariel, unlike the reincarnated, had not remembered anything.

Apparently the memories of the original Ariel were lost as the doctor said.

Amanda: daughter, can't you remember anything?

Ariel: the truth is no mother.

Amanda can't get it out of her head that Amber could have been responsible for her daughter's fall.

Since the duke died, she has become more unbearable every day.

She gave an image of a good girl, but she knew her and she was a real demon.

Ariel: Mom, how old am I?

Amanda: you are 18 years old daughter.

Ariel: and I'm not married yet? Neither is my sister?

For Ariel it was strange, in that time young women married even before they came of age.

So why is she still single at that age?

Amanda: what happens is that your father before he died, made me promise that I would never marry them against their will.

You should decide your futures and what you wanted to do.

I think the king is a good match for you, he is very handsome and in a very good position.

Amber is after him, but you are the one who deserves to be queen.

In a few days the king's birthday will be celebrated and I would like you to be chosen by him.

Ariel listened attentively to her mother, from what she knows; the plot begins on the king's birthday.

She doesn't want to be part of that, so the best thing will be to run away and if Amber is very interested in the king

Well, she can keep him.

She wants to take advantage of this new life, this new opportunity and no longer make the mistakes of her past life.

She will no longer be carried away by ambition.

She wants to have her own money, but this time she will earn it honestly.

Amanda brought her food and was helping her herself.

Everything was very curious for Ariel, aren't they supposed to have servants?

Why is her mother doing all the work?

what is going on in that place?

Ariel after eating and feeling better the next day, asked her mother to go to the garden for a while, she wanted to go out and clear her mind.

Hopefully and the memories will come to her.

Amanda helped her go to the garden and asked the same maid from the day before to bring them tea and snacks.

Ariel: Mom, can I ask you a question?

Amanda: of course, daughter.

Ariel: why do you take care of me yourself? Don't misunderstand me, aren't there people who do that job?

besides, I don't see many servants helping you.

Amanda: oh daughter 😔 it's hard to explain.

Ariel: you can tell me mother, I will try to understand.