I was Rejected

I wished with all my heart for a normal childhood. I wanted the people in my life to teach me about life lessons, to be patient when teaching me things, and to love me. I wanted to be showered in love. I wanted to be close to my parents and siblings. I wished to go to birthday parties of close friends, or have kids going to mine. I wanted the normal childhood that most kids had.

My older sister Violet, was the first child. Sirius was the second.  Julian was the third, leaving me, the last kid, Winter. I know what your probably thinking. Why winter? Because I was born on the first of the season winter, and the first disappointment of the season. Changing the perfects families ideal life plan.

Not that I could control when I was born, or what I was born as.

I was neglected as a child. I wasn't deemed useful by my barbarian parents and siblings. I was born a female Alpha werewolf, in the Silver Moon pack Alpha household. The third strongest pack in the country.

Your thinking all I need is to be an alpha to be treasured or something like that right? But this isn't your typical werewolf story.

All male werewolves shift, they also have the same hair color as their wolves. But females have it a little different. It doesn't matter if you are born from omegas to Alpas or in between, not all females shift. And on the very very rare occasion that a female shifter is born, the pack treasures her luke their lifeline.

I'll explain why, female shifters are 100% guaranteed to be mated with a high ranking Alpha, meaning more connections for your pack, and not once has a female shifter not gave birth to an alpha no matter who she mates with. And only female shifters can transform into a half-werewolf, half-human state.

Female shifters have very different looks then regular wolves. Their hair colors determine their wolves power as a female shifter. Most are grey, light pink, light blue, or a dark red. But the highest in purity and strength is a white-haired female shifter, though the females hair only changes on her first shift which can happen at any time. This is where my story begins.

I won't get into detail about my past, since it will be brought up in the future, so I'll start on my first shift.

I was out for a midnight walk, since my parents were angry and I didn't want to be there target. I walk along a path on the never-ending beach. The water splashing gently against my legs in a slow and continuous motion.

The smell of salt invaded my nose as my eyes flash golden, allowing my wolf to guide me along the path of darkness. The cool breeze blew my loose hair into my face, relaxing my tense muscles.

Then the perfect evening, ruined by the sudden burst and tingling pain sensations. I immediately collapsed onto the ground, crunching the sand beneath my weight. Rippling screams resound the soft crashing waves of the sea.

My bones started to crack one by one, moving all over my body, the sound of cracking pierces my ears. Tears already streaming from my ice blue eyes, down my pale face.

I curled myself in a ball, my canine teeth already growing. Another scream that couldn't be stopped got released sorely from my lungs.

I didn't know when that tortures pain ended, or if I just got numb to it, but the sun was already shining brightly in my face. My long... face...

I jumped up on my two behind legs, only to fall back unbalanced on all four. Pure white dog legs under me. I shifted?! But I'm only 12! People dont shift until 18 at the earliest!

What will my family do if they find out? Will they finally accept me? Will I get love? Haha, never mind, I don't even want to accept it if it was given to me by those people.

If they find out, they’ll start looking for my mate, and it would only help them if he's a high ranking alpha. The last thing I want to do is to help this monstrous family.

I started walking down the beach, leaving the hideous scene of shredded clothes and ruffed up sand by the sea, only taking the important things in my mouth that I needed.

Soon what surrounded me was trees, dirt, and plants. I have to buy hair dye and clothes. Maybe food too. I walked by another couple of trees, stopping dead in my tracts smelling a dangerous scent.

A black wolf was standing silently across the forest bed, staring me straight in the eyes with a death glare. He looked about my age, probably older with the size of his wolf. His eyes danced around as he stepped closer to me.

I flinched, every part of me was telling me to run. This little pups aura just screams danger, danger I can't afford to get involved with.

And at that moment I ran. The weighted pounds of my paws as I ran across the forest resound everything but my pounding heart and the pair of paws following me.

Why is he following me?! I just ruined my life by being a female shifter, and now I'm going to get killed in the forest by some pup?!

What did I do in my past life to deserve this?!

Trees became a blurry mess, and I easily weaved between them, along with the beautiful forest scenery.

Soon fear and uneasiness started making me see images of what might happen to me if I get caught in my head. Of course, I had no one to go back to, but that doesn't mean that I don't want to live. I'm scared just by looking at his eyes. It will get out if he catches me and kills me because of my hair color. I'll just make it to the pack territory next to mine, so then I can buy the stuff I need without suspicion.

I made it. I made it to the territory borders. He won't chase me, will he? Hes probably a rogue, and I won't stay here to find out.

I started into a slow and steady jog, as I already pushed myself past the limit as I ran for my life.

Announcement!!!!

So as you can see... My old manager didn't do a good job with forcing me to write, lol. She apparently didn't like when I hid and avoided her when she told me I had a deadline to complete... Or when I mixed up my personal schedule and writing schedule to my benefit... lol, to get to the point, the demon manager quit a few weeks ago cause as you can see, I did absolutely nothing due to my lack of motivation. So my dear friend volunteered her free time to... to nicely put it, she's gonna get updates out of me for you guys. I wanna say thank you for your patients, I know its been awhile since I've updated any of my novels. If you guys need anything, contact my manager, Falling Alone, she can relay your message to me, or add an update that you guys ask for on my W. schedule. To contact Mrs. Alone, go to my followers or following on my profile, and scroll until you find Falling Alone. Once you follow her, she'll add you back so you guys can talk about anything that you need, or you could contact me personally... but... I don't really check my messages and have notifications off... so you'll have a better chance with Mrs. Alone. Thank you for your time, and have a nice day!

- Xero