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The Unlikely Saint

Prologue: Abandoned

Nikolai's Point of View:

The word abandon clawed at the inside of my skull, a phantom limb twitching with the raw memory of its utterance.  The reek of stale cigarettes and cheap vodka clung to the air, a suffocating shroud.  The harsh, grey light of the Belgorod Oblast dawn painted the landscape in bleak, unforgiving strokes. Ivan and Dimitri, brothers in arms since childhood, filled the car with their voices – a frantic, multilingual storm brewing across the miles from Moscow.  "Nikolai, blyat, where the hell are you?" Ivan's voice, usually a calm counterpoint to Dimitri's fire, was ragged with panic. "We're under attack!" The words hit me like a physical blow, a gut-wrenching punch that stole the breath from my lungs. My stomach clenched, a cold dread tightening with each ragged gasp.  I should be there. I have to be there. The thought was a cold fist around my heart.  They needed me, and the crushing weight of my guilt threatened to suffocate me.

But my grip on the steering wheel tightened, knuckles bone-white against the cold steel, a stark contrast to the burning anxiety that pulsed beneath my skin. My heart hammered a frantic rhythm against my ribs.  But what about her? The counter-argument, a desperate whisper, was instantly, fiercely powerful. This wasn't duty; it was primal, a desperate need to protect the vulnerable. It felt like choosing between two drowning men, knowing I could only save one. The landscape blurred through my tear-filled eyes and a desolate expanse of grey sky and barren fields mirroring the turmoil within. "I'm... I'm in Belgorod Oblast," I stammered, the lie a bitter taste of betrayal. "I'm turning back. I need to… I need to handle something." Even to me, the excuse sounded pathetic, a flimsy shield against the crushing weight of my guilt.

Dimitri's voice cut through Ivan's, a furious torrent of curses. "Handle something? Merde, Ivan is bleeding out, Nikolai! ¡Maldito sea! You're supposed to be our backup! CHërt vozʹmy! Yakyy ty durenʹ! What the hell is wrong with you?!" His words were a torrent of fire, burning away the last vestiges of my self-deception. My vision swam, the world tilting on its axis. He's right. I am a terrible friend. The thought clawed at me, a desperate plea for a reason to outweigh the irrational pull in my chest. But the image of her face, pale and vulnerable, flashed before my eyes, vivid and sharp, overriding everything else.  I can't leave her to whatever danger awaits her.

"I know, I know," I choked out, the words tasting like ash. "Ya ozumiyu, ale… But there's a… a girl. I have to get her." The words felt hollow, a flimsy justification for a monumental betrayal. It felt like choosing between loyalty and love, and I was failing miserably at both. A wave of nausea rolled over me, the taste of bile rising in my throat.

The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the rhythmic thump of the engine, a relentless drumbeat against the backdrop of my guilt. Then, Ivan's voice, weaker now, laced with disbelief. "A girl? You're abandoning us for a girl, Nikolai?" The words were a judgment, a condemnation echoing the turmoil within me.  I am. I'm choosing her over them. The realization hit me with the force of a physical blow. This wasn't just a mission; it was a test of my character, and I was failing spectacularly.

Dimitri's voice exploded again, a volcanic eruption of rage. "Sacré bleu! Danger? ¡Qué diablos! We're in mortal danger, you imbecile! Ydyot! Ty bozhevilʹnyy! Ivan is dying, and you're off chasing skirts? You're delusional! You can have a harem of whores, Nikolai! A whole damn palace full! Just get your ass here and help us!" His words were brutal, a mirror reflecting the monstrous selfishness of my actions. My hands trembled, the steering wheel suddenly slick with sweat. He's right. I am being selfish. The thought was a sharp, piercing pain, but it was overshadowed by a deeper, more primal fear: the fear of losing someone I hadn't even known for long.

"I… I can't," I whispered, my voice barely audible above the hum of the engine. "I can't leave her." The words were a confession, a surrender to the irrationality that consumed me. A desperate plea for understanding, even though I knew I didn't deserve it.

"Then allez-vous faire foutre, Nikolai," Dimitri spat, his voice thick with venom. "Vete al infierno! Forget this woman, forget everything. Idi k chortu! Znikni! We'll kill you ourselves when we get our hands on you. Consider yourself abandoned." The line went dead. The silence that followed was absolute, broken only by the frantic pounding of my own heart.

I was alone, utterly and irrevocably alone. I had abandoned my friends, my family, my entire world… all for a girl who didn't even know I existed. And yet, a chilling certainty settled in my gut: I had made my choice. And I would live with the consequences.

Chapter 1: The Abating Light

Anne's Point of View

Today, the joy of the hunt—the thrill of capturing a story with my Nikon D6—should have dominated my senses. Instead, a chilling dread had settled over me like a shroud. What is this?  This feeling… it’s not just jet lag. It’s something else. Chernivtsi's Central Market, however, was anything but still. It was a vibrant, chaotic symphony of sights and sounds. The air hung thick and heavy, a heady mix of ripe fruit, pungent spices, and the earthy scent of freshly turned soil. A kaleidoscope of colors assaulted my eyes—the deep crimson of ripe cherries spilling from overflowing baskets, the sunshine yellow of sunflowers vying for attention with stacks of vibrant orange pumpkins, the deep emerald green of herbs bundled tightly together.  I should be focusing on the composition, the light… but all I can feel is this creeping unease. The cacophony of sounds was equally overwhelming: the rhythmic clang of a blacksmith's hammer, the raucous chatter of vendors hawking their wares in rapid-fire Ukrainian, the bleating of goats penned nearby, the shrill cries of children chasing pigeons across the cobblestones. My fingers, usually itching to capture these moments through my lens, felt numb with a different kind of anticipation, a cold dread that chilled me to the bone.

"Simon, look," I whispered, nudging him. "That guy in the suit keeps staring."

Simon, ever the pragmatist, chuckled. "Relax, Anne. You're just jet-lagged. Homesick, maybe? It's a big change, coming all the way from the Philippines."

"Homesick? Naku, Simon! This isn't homesickness. It's… I don't know. But it's creepy."  His gaze… it’s like he’s seeing right through me. I felt a shiver crawl down my spine. His gaze was intense, unnerving. His angular face, olive skin stretched taut over sharp cheekbones, was framed by short, straight black hair that fell neatly to his forehead, accented by a distinctive widow's peak. His blue eyes, set deep within monolid lids, held a menacing glint, a stark contrast to his thin lips that curved into an enigmatic, almost mischievous smile. Despite a soft jawline, his overall impression was one of unsettling intensity. He was tall—at least six feet—with a slender, lean physique and ramrod straight posture. His clothing, a grunge aesthetic, seemed at odds with the sharp lines of his face and the almost predatory way he observed me. I noticed tattoos peeking from beneath his sleeves and a single piercing in his left ear, adding to the unsettling aura. Scars, barely visible, traced the line of his eyebrows, hinting at a past as sharp and angular as his features. He’s… unsettling.  I need to get a better shot of him, maybe… but I don’t want to.

"Maybe he's just admiring your photography skills," Simon said, a hint of concern in his voice.  "You know, you're quite striking in that bright yellow shirt.  He could be a fashion photographer."

"Simon!  Seriously?" I hissed, my voice low. "He’s been watching me for at least fifteen minutes.  This isn't normal."  I should just take a picture.  Document it.  But the thought makes my stomach churn.

Just hours ago, I stepped off a plane from the Philippines, leaving behind the familiar scent of mangoes and the comforting rhythm of Tagalog conversations. The three years I'd spent working my way up at Sonia Universal Corporation Studios in Manila had been a whirlwind of long days, tight deadlines, and the constant, exhilarating pressure of the industry. I'd started as a junior photographer, assisting on small-scale projects, often lugging heavy equipment through the humid streets of Manila, capturing images of everything from bustling markets to political rallies. I'd honed my skills, learning to tell stories through my lens, to capture the raw emotion in a single frame. I'd covered breaking news stories, documenting the aftermath of typhoons and the vibrant energy of cultural festivals. The memory of the vibrant Sinulog festival in Cebu, the kaleidoscope of colors and the pulsating beat of the drums still resonated within me, a stark contrast to the chilling silence of this Ukrainian market.  Three years of hard work… and this is how it ends?  No, it won't. My hard work had paid off; I'd finally earned the opportunity to work on an international project, a chance to expand my horizons and challenge myself in ways I never thought possible. The excitement had been palpable, a whirlwind of anticipation that had left me too breathless to even grab a bite to eat. Now, that excitement was overshadowed by a chilling premonition.

"Okay, okay," Simon conceded, his smile fading slightly as he too noticed the man's persistent stare. "Let's just grab some pirozhki and head to the office. This place is giving me the creeps too."

The rest of the day was a blur of introductions and unease.  Later, nestled in the apartment Simon had arranged, the initial dread began to recede.  It’s nice… almost too nice.  It feels… staged. It was a small, but surprisingly charming apartment. The building itself was old, with a faded grandeur hinted at in the ornate molding around the high ceilings and the intricate carvings on the wooden doors. Inside, the apartment was surprisingly modern, a blend of old-world charm and contemporary design. Sunlight streamed through large windows, illuminating polished wooden floors and surprisingly well-preserved parquet. The walls were painted a soft, calming gray, offset by vibrant pops of color from throw pillows and a hand-woven rug. A small balcony overlooked a quiet courtyard, where the sounds of the city were muted to a gentle hum. Despite the initial apprehension, the apartment felt safe, a welcome respite from the unsettling energy of the market. However, as the sun dipped, painting the sky in bruised purples and fiery oranges, a new unease crept in. The excitement I'd felt earlier had completely abated.

"Simon," I said, my voice tight with apprehension as the box arrived, "what's this? A dress? And a note saying 'Wear it'?"

Simon's voice, when he answered my call, sounded strangely distant. "Yes, Anne. It's for the gala. Someone will pick you up. Don't worry."

"But… parang ang weird naman, Simon," I said with worry. "I don't like this. I'm putting on my emergency watch, just in case." This is wrong.  Something is terribly wrong.

The wait stretched into an agonizing eternity. Then, a polite man arrived, just as Simon had described. Nothing suspicious… until he appeared. The man from the market.  Oh God… no. Then, a blur of motion, the sharp crack of gunfire, and… nothing. A void.

I awoke to the cold, hard reality of chains, the luxurious bedroom and a cruel mockery of comfort. The shimmering red dress lay discarded on the floor, a chilling reminder of the night's events, and the chilling certainty that my carefully constructed dream had become a nightmare.

Chapter 2: Abbey

Anne's Point of View

The penthouse was a grotesque parody of sanctuary, a mocking inversion of the quiet church where I usually found solace. Sunlight, a cruel spotlight, poured through floor-to-ceiling windows, showcasing a breathtaking view of Lviv—a city I'd barely even arrived in.  This opulence… it’s suffocating.  It feels wrong. The breathtaking vista was a cruel joke, a stark contrast to the claustrophobic feeling of vulnerability that gripped me. The vast space echoed with an unnerving silence, broken only by the distant, indifferent hum of the city—a far cry from the peaceful hymns that usually calmed my soul. The opulence was suffocating, a cold, sterile luxury that only amplified my sense of violation. My head throbbed, the disorientation intensified by the chilling fact that I was only in my underwear. The discarded red dress, a scarlet stain on the polished marble floor, lay like a discarded offering, a stark reminder of the night's events and the casual disregard for my dignity. Each creak of the marble beneath my bare feet echoed the tremor in my soul.  Who did this? Why?

"Where… where am I?" I whispered, pulling the sheet tighter around me. The vastness of the room made the sheet feel even more inadequate, a pathetic substitute for the comfort and sanctuary I found in my faith. My breath hitched in my throat, a silent prayer unanswered. Please, someone…

The man—his face still a blur of shadows in my memory—merely gestured towards the panoramic view. "Lviv," he said, his voice a low, husky purr that scraped against my nerves.  It’s… familiar.  That voice… His face, angular and framed by short, straight black hair with a distinctive widow's peak, was both striking and unsettling. His olive skin was stretched taut over sharp cheekbones, his blue eyes, set deep within monolid lids, held a cold, calculating glint that belied the thin lips curled into a slow, deliberate smirk. One corner of his mouth lifted higher than the other, creating an almost predatory asymmetry. The faintest scent of sandalwood and something else, something sharp and metallic, clung to him. Despite a soft jawline, his overall impression was one of predatory grace, a coiled viper in expensive clothes. He poured me brandy, strong and fiery, the crystal glass cold against my trembling fingers. The clink echoed in the vast space, a mocking chime.  He’s… watching me.  Studying me.

His eyes, those unnervingly blue eyes, held a glint of something akin to amusement, a cruel, calculating amusement that sent a fresh wave of fear through me. It was in the subtle tightening of his jaw, the almost imperceptible lift of one eyebrow, the way his smirk stretched just a fraction wider as I spoke. It was a silent commentary, a nonverbal mockery of my fear and vulnerability. But there’s something else… a flicker of something… regret?  No…

I took a sip, the fiery liquid burning a path down my throat, a poor substitute for the peace I usually found in prayer. "Why… why am I here? And why am I… like this? And… you. You were the man in the market, weren't you? The one who kept staring." My voice, a mere tremor, was swallowed by the oppressive silence. His eyes, however, never left mine, holding mine captive in their cold, calculating gaze. His height may be around 6 ft, it was imposing, his slender, lean physique accentuated by his ramrod-straight posture. His grunge aesthetic clothing, with glimpses of tattoos peeking from beneath his sleeves, and a single piercing in his left ear only added to the unsettling aura. Barely visible scars traced the line of his eyebrows, hinting at a violent past. He’s dangerous… but there’s a strange familiarity…

He turned, his gaze lingering a beat too long on my exposed shoulders, a slow, deliberate appraisal that sent a shiver down my spine. His expression didn't change, but the intensity of his gaze intensified, becoming almost palpable. "They were after you, Kukolka." The pet name, a cruel caress, felt like a further degradation, a mockery of my faith and my values. The slight twitch of his lips, barely perceptible, only served to amplify the mocking undercurrent of his words. Kukolka… that word… it feels… wrong.

"Who? Who are 'they'? Putang Ina naman sagutin mo naman ako ng maayos at bakit naman tinatawag mo akong Kukolka!" My voice rose slightly, fueled by panic and a growing sense of unease. He was the man in the market, I was certain of it.

He hesitated, his gaze dropping for a fraction of a second.  He’s… conflicted.  There’s something in his eyes…  He didn't answer directly, his silence a deliberate cruelty.  His expression remained unchanged—that same cold, calculating amusement. He gestured to the discarded red dress. "Those sequins weren't sequins. They were cameras. Tiny, sophisticated surveillance devices." His words were laced with a chilling amusement, a subtle curl of his lip emphasizing the mockery.  Cameras?  That’s… insane.

I gasped, my breath catching in my throat. "Cameras? I didn't… I didn't even notice."

"They were watching you, Kukolka. Tracking your every move. I had to intervene. I had to get rid of the dress." His explanation was a flimsy excuse, a transparent attempt to justify his actions.  But… why me?  Why this? He looked at me again, that same unsettling look, and I shifted uncomfortably under his gaze. The vastness of the room, the high ceilings, the sheer scale of the penthouse, all served to emphasize my isolation, my vulnerability. The opulence was a cruel joke, a mockery of the sanctuary I sought.

"Intervene? You… you kidnapped me? And left me… like this? Why? Bakit?" My voice was sharp now, demanding answers. The fear was still there, but it was mixing with a cold, righteous anger.  I won’t let him intimidate me.

He didn't deny it. "They were going to hurt you. I couldn't let that happen." His voice was low, a purr that held a hint of something dangerous, but also… something else.  A hint of something akin to… desperation?

"But who? Who wants to hurt me?!" My voice rose, the fear giving way to a desperate need for answers. My heart pounded against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat in the oppressive silence.

He was silent for a long moment, his gaze distant, cold. Then, quietly, "You were marked, Kukolka. Marked for… something." His words hung in the air, heavy with unspoken menace.  Marked?  What does that even mean?

"Marked? What does that even mean? Ano ba sabihin mo nalang kasi eh…" I pulled the sheet tighter, desperate for some semblance of dignity. His eyes followed the movement, a silent, predatory observation. The polished marble floor seemed to reflect my fear, amplifying it.  I need to get out of here.

He looked at a framed picture of a peaceful abbey, bathed in golden sunlight, the irony thick and suffocating. "This penthouse," he said, his voice softer, laced with a cruel amusement, "is your abbey, for now. A temporary sanctuary."

"Sanctuary?" I echoed, my voice filled with bitter sarcasm. "From what? And how am I supposed to feel safe…" My voice broke, the question a raw cry in the echoing silence. His gaze lingered on me, that unsettling look, and a primal fear, amplified by the opulent isolation, threatened to overwhelm me.  But… why does he look so… tormented?

He didn't answer directly. He simply looked at me, his eyes a strange mix of determination and something else… something that resembled a chilling amusement, a cruel satisfaction. "For now, Kukolka," he said, "you're safe." But the words were hollow, a cruel mockery of the truth. The luxury was a cold comfort, a gilded cage in a strange city, surrounded by a mystery I couldn't comprehend, and acutely aware of my own vulnerability under his unnerving gaze in this vast, isolating penthouse, desperate for answers about my own precarious situation. The mockery of my faith, the violation of my sense of sanctuary, fueled a cold fire of anger within me.  But… who is he?

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