There is no force on this earth greater than.

...LOVE & CONNECTION...

We always need another one

...To be happy , TO feel complete....

Many people spend their life searching for them soul mate, hopefully they will find

{Love,Protection, Attention,Support, }

and Long-time companion.

It's some thing we really really want

...&...

...words can't even describe it....

Some of us will be lucky and find it .

We have all kinda of pain.whether an ach or pain .It could leaves a small mark or leaves a deep scare or engraves deeply into our hearts.

It's different from person to another but eventually we all have.

Some of us have pain of guilt or pain of regret or pain of broken heart, but I assure you there isn't much in the world that is painful than the pain of losing someone.

Specially the person whom the most precious thing in the world to you, in this case you will be the most cursed person.

But if you have the chance to get this love back, then you must kill every single obstacle in your path.

You don't have to go through this life being a victim.

Stop feeling sorry for yourself. get off the pity potty .

What do you want from telling everyone you're sad ?

Do you want them to show up to you paity parties?

...Nobody will handed you...

...****ANYTHING****....

 If you want anything, just go get it.

...**Don't spend your life at the...

...,MERCY**...

...Of Circumstances, don't make Excuses...

  EXCUSES

...Is not availd....

...  Don't spend your life at the mercy of people....

... ...

People pleasing is acurse that you should avoided at all cost .

People will not be satisfied what ever you done.

You are greater than your circumstances.

What is holding you back ?

Is it the fear of failure? Save it clear in your mind factly you are the one who struggle with your success.

Because you arealways saying to yourself

What if I can't handle it ?

What if things don't work out ?

You have been growing your fear up.

Release that weight from your back .so you can be free.

You would rather to shoot and miss than not shoot at all.

There is nothing you can't do it.

There is nothing you can't have it.

There is nothing you can't became.

...IF YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF....

It's not easy .it's hard to change your life.

You must dell with the problems in your life .it will not go away on it's own.then you can create a solution for it.

(Say to yourself :

No longer will I accept an average life.

...I accept the challenge...

  WHAT EVER IT TAKES?

...HOW EVER LONG IT TAKE?...

...IAM COMMITTED....

Untill I'm living the life I'm proud to live.

Actually the fruit of everything good in life begins with a challenge.

You must refuse to buried by your problems, because you are more than this.

You must be one of people who are refusing lead life just as it is.

Even the light cut off .sometimes you have to fight your way out of the darkness.

Y ou must be aware that is you who will do it and no one can do it for you even though you face disappointments and setback.

If you work on aday in and aday out

believe in yourself and convince yourself by saying this :

"It's me I can make it happen . it's not over until I win .I will be where I want to be .I'm ahunderd percent confident that I will make it.

BECAUSE I HAVE THE DEDUCTION.

Say it loudly to yourself at day and night untill you became truly truly believe in it .

Don't just say to say .you must walk the walk.

Struggle and struggle until you reach your goal.

Then no human can beat you.

As the saying goes

When there is no enemy within, the enemy outside can do you no harm.

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𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖊𝖉_ Started: 17/ 6/2019

𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖊𝖉 : 1/12/2020

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{O͟N͟C͟E͟ I͟N͟ O͟N͟E͟ O͟F͟ A͟M͟E͟R͟I͟C͟A͟N͟'S͟ S͟T͟R͟E͟E͟T͟S͟ }

All this began while a rich & attractive man was coming out of his villa gate with his fiancée, holding her hand happily and laughing

& out of the blue astranger woman showed up, throwing herself between his arms, shouting loudly, "Deyaa"

Crying, holding his face and kissing every part it .

looking into his eyes with eyes filled of nostalgia(longing) & saying, " How could you afford to stay all this long away from your beloved wife? "

He completely shocked & didn't know what to say

His fiancee Lucy was totally shocked either & asked angrily, " Steven, Who is she? "

Steven replied her, "I swear I don't know her & haven't ever seen her before . "

Then, the stranger woman said , "His name isn't Steven, his name is Deyaa. "

Steven said to his fiance Lucy , "Did you hear it?

"She must misunderstand me with another person. "

After that, Steven looked into that women's eyes & said sadly, "I'm so sorry,  I'm not Deyaa, so Would you please let go of me? "

The woman said to him , "I will never let you go after I found you Deyaa."

Steven's fiance gone mad, yelled loudly at the guards, "Call the police to come and take this crazy woman away from here. "

Steven felt pity for the woman and said to her, " Please, Release me, I'm not your husband otherwise the policemen will arrest you for attacking a stranger."

The stranger woman said to him with deep bitter in her heart, "Who is the stranger person? Did you lost your memories? I'm your legal wife

& Even if they called the whole army to me, I would never let you go."

(10 M͜͡I͜͡N͜͡U͜͡T͜͡E͜͡S͜͡ L͜͡A͜͡T͜͡E͜͡R͜͡)

T͟H͟E͟ P͟O͟L͟I͟C͟E͟ O͟F͟F͟I͟C͟E͟R͟S͟ A͟R͟R͟I͟V͟E͟D͟ T͟O͟ T͟H͟E͟ P͟L͟A͟C͟E͟ .

One of police officers said to the woman, " Please, ma'am let him go first?"

& If there is any misunderstanding, we promise you that we will solve it out for you. "

She vehemently refused to let him go .

Then, the officer said to her, " Ma'am, It's our last warning, please let him go . "

She didn't respond to their words as well

leaving no choice to the police officers except pulling her away from him really hard

but the more they pulled her away from him, the more she clung to him.

weeping(crying really hard), looking at the officers with eyes filled of pleading looks & begging them,

"Please, Listen to me, I'm his legal wife, he must lost his memories

Please, I have been waiting for the moment I find him for so long time

So please, don't do this to me, I'm begging you. "

Making One of the police officers feel paity for her & saying to Steven, "Sir, Would you please show me your I D .card? "

Immediately Steven handed him his ID card

The police officer looked at Steven's I D card and asked the woman, " My lady, What's your husband name? "

She replied him, " His name is Deyaa, he is an Egyptian man. "

The police officer said sadly, "Forgive me Ma'am, this man's name is Steven and he is an Amircan man

You must misunderstand him with your husband, therefore, Would you please let him go right now?

We don't want to use violence with you. "

She weeded more, looking to the officer's eyes with a sad eyes and saying, "He is my soul, How could any one not to recognize to his soul."

with no more word, all the people officers gathered around her, pulling her away from him once and arrested her.

But while they were dragging her away from him, She didn't stop calling his name,"Deyaa, Deyaa, Deyaa. "

Nor stop begging the officers, " Please, let me be with him."

But when they didn't respond to her begging, she cried like crazy & said to him as she was dragged away by them

"Deyaa please, I won't ever be able to live without you any more...

Over the past years I have been living as a dead person ...

Please, if I did something wrong, tell me that & I will never do that again,

but do not punish me out of your life like that, in this way you are judging me by death.

If you don't love me, just let me live around you even as a slave, I will be very satisfied.

"If you want money, I will give you that"

"If you want happiness, I'm yours, I'll make you the happiest man in the world. "

"If you cheat on me, I'll forgive you, Deyaa, I do not want anything in this life except you."

She wept harder and harder as she said loudly, "You are my legal husband, I won't ever give up on you

even if you went to the end of this world ,I would find you "

She continued in begging him while she was looking back from the back glasses of the police's car untill tha police's car she was riding left the place.

*** I posted this chapter in 23/6/2019                          by : Rahma Ali***

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A͠f͠t͠e͠r͠ T͠h͠e͠ P͠o͠l͠i͠c͠e͠ O͠f͠f͠i͠c͠e͠r͠s͠ A͠r͠r͠e͠s͠t͠e͠d͠ T͠h͠e͠ S͠t͠r͠e͠n͠g͠e͠r͠ W͠o͠m͠a͠n͠ a͠n͠d͠ L͠e͠f͠t͠

Steven's fiance said to him, "Let's go Steven, we're running late, I can't wait to try my wedding dress."

But Steven who unreasonably his heart became totally broken, replied her sadly, "Lucy Please let's do it another day, I'm not in a good mood right now."

Lucy felt his sadness and said to him sadly, " Steven don't spoil our joy and our day because of a crazy woman

this woman should be awarded an Oscar for her performance, so don't let her crocodile tears affect you

I know this kind of women who can do anything to get a suger daddy, she only seeks behind your money. "

Steve said to her sadly, "I know what you're talking about, I meet that kind of woman every day

but this woman isn't that kind of women, she is so different

When she looked into my eyes, I felt so much pain, sadness and blame in her eyes

we really don't know what she has been through therefore don't judge a book by it's cover ."

Lucy said to him angrily, "Stop talking nonsense please, after all you aren't her husband, so why bothering yourself with others' problems?!

Steven said to her sadly, " I don't know how to explain it to you

but Lucy Would you please leave me alone, I need to spend some time on my own."

Lucy said to him as she turned sadly to leave, "As you like, Steven I will give you time as much as you need. "

The second she left, Steven got into his villa, sitting alone, talking to himself loudly & asking it about what was going inside his head

" Who is that woman?"

" Why I feel familiar with her?"

"Why I feel so sad for her?"

"I don't think that she is crazy as they said, I think she is a lovesick over her husband."

"but how could any woman misunderstands her husband for another man?"

"Did I really lost my memories?"

"What I'm talking about?! If that was true, my nationality would be the same if her husband's

but her husband is an Arab man and I'm an English man."

"Is it possible that my other self came from a parallel world and we fell in love with each other

[Smiled]....What I'm thinking about?! This is only happening in movies and novels."

"Is it possible that there are two of me in this world, but how?! I'm the only child of an English family

I even don't have twins and if I had twins he would be an English man like me."

"Her husband is an Eastern man and I am a Western one, Our worlds are so far and so different, We have different languages, customs, traditions and culture."

[Smiled sadly]....."How much pathetic I'm?"

"Do I look for an excuse to be that man?"

"Do I want to get that rare love for myself"

"I envy her husband & so mad at him How stupid man he is to leave such love behind him and leave?"

"Am I really fed up with this routine life that I'm living which I'm supposed to marry a woman I don't even know if I love her or not?"

"That woman seems so pure and so innocent, I don't know what's wrong with me?"

"Women always throw themselves in my arms for some reason

Sometimes it is for money and other times for the sake of a desire

But she was the first woman who made me feel that she only wants me for myself.

[sighed deeply as he said to himself sadly, " Eventually I'm not that man,That woman actually drives me to madness."

{T͟͟W͟͟O͟͟ H͟͟O͟͟U͟͟R͟͟S͟͟ L͟͟A͟͟T͟͟E͟͟R͟͟ }

Steven's security man came to him and said, " Sir, There is a woman standing by the door and insisting on speaking to you."

Steven asked him, " Who's she? & What does she want?

The security man replied ,"Sir, She said that she is the mother of the stranger woman who attacked you earlier."

Steven got shocked & said to him on a hurry, " Let her get in immediately. "

The second, The stranger woman's mother reached to Steven's place, she said to him, " Hi Sir, Nice to meet you. "

Steven replied, "Nice to meet you, Ma'am. "

But Suddenly, That woman reacted in a wired way and said to him, "Now I don't blame Walaa

because if I didn't attend Deyaa's funeral myself and I saw them at that time burying him under the dust with my own two eyes, I would say that you are him."

By : Rahma Ali