It was a great morning. That's what I thought, but It was just a regular one in which was usual as I found myself finding my keys to open my gate. Because someone forgot again where the keys are.

My name is Elena, and I am nothing but a stupid person who is in love with someone who can be hers in any other universe and still hopes that he will be hers one day. And guess what, I only know him through his video since he is the most famous guy in the world.

Today, I am going to give an interview in no other company but his company. Not because I want to see him and make him fall for me, but I have heard that they give a good amount of salary.After all, I have to pay a heavy amount of money for my taxes, rent, etc.

After the lots of running, wasting time in traffic, and praying to God. I was in front of the company. As I entered, I saw a lot of people like a lot. And seeing them made me nervous. I was feeling nervous as I kept thinking there was no way I was getting this job. But, then I regained my confidence as I saw him poster on the wall. Then I sat in one of the seats, which was empty.

After waiting for another two hours, they finally called me in. Then again, I was feeling nervous again as I entered the room. But, as soon they asked me questions, my mind kept thinking about him. Which helped me boost my confidence and answered them with sparks in my eyes. Then they told me to wait for outside for some minutes so they can make the decision. Then I went outside and went straight to the same poster that helped me and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

But as I turned around, I felt awkward seeing many people staring at me with disgust. Then, to avoid the situation, I excused myself to go washroom. Then I quickly ran.

In the bathroom, I washed my face to calm myself. Then I heard a girl saying," Oh shit! I got my period. Is there anybody here?"

And I said," Yes!"and passed here sanitary pad through the door's gap.

Then I came out of the washroom but suddenly a familiar voice called me and the voice was no one's but the same girl I helped . I turned around to look at her, and I was shocked to see such a beautiful face of her. She said," Thank you so much.

 I said,"My pleasure."

she : What is your name?

"Elena," I replied, then she replied," Lia."

I was going to say something, but then someone called me. Then I excused myself and went straight to the interview room.

The interviewer told me to sit down, and I sat down. Then I was so happy to hear from the interviewer that I got this job and that I could join it from tomorrow.

But as I went outside, the company I saw him, my crush, Adrian. I was going closer to get a better view of him. I saw LIA hugging him. Seeing it made me cry because I know she is not her sister.

I ran as fast as I could, not even knowing where I was going. I stopped to breathe properly. Then,I took a taxi and went home.

It has been 3 weeks since that heartbreak incident of mine happened. And I still feel the same pain as if it happened just in a second. However, I am trying to move on and focus on my work because I am here to make money, not for being sad all the time. but I can't .

Because I am an editor, editing his video is my job in this company. And seeing his every time my mind automatically thinks of him.

As I was doing my work, everyone started getting up for lunch. But I was busy with work so much that someone had to remind me that it was time for lunch. I said thank you to that person.

I cleaned the mess that I created on my table and went straight to the cafeteria. I ordered an iced coffee, and then I heard a conversation about him making his relationship with Lia official, and he is soon going to announce it. So actually, I was right about it that day.

 Then I took the coffee and went back to my desk and started working. Suddenly, I got a notification in my phone. And saw my two 'friends' enjoying a party without me. There is due in trio. I was not sad at all came it has become my habit now. Then I started working because there was no worth of being sad .

After some time the manger called me. Then I got up and went straight to the manager's office.

I opened the door, and the manager told me to sit in one of the chairs. So I did. And she told me the showing new of my life. He told me to pack up my bags because I am going on a tour with Adrian and other team members. I was feeling both excited and sad.

I'm excited because it is like a dream come true and sad because I don't know how I will face him, how I will control myself, and how I will be able to move on.

I showed a happy face to the manager. But deep inside, I was stressed and sad.

I left the room and went straight to the bathroom to calm myself. And then straight back to my desk.

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Finally, it was time to go home, so I cleaned my desk and greeted my colleague. Then I left.

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At home, while I was packing my bag, my mind was only thinking the same thing over and over again. And I couldn't stop thinking, which caused me a headache, and I couldn't sleep peacefully.

In the morning, my alarm was ringing, and I woke up with no excitement. Even though I should be excited. Then I started getting ready and took a taxi to reach the destination where the manager told me to meet.

As I reached, I was sad but didn't show it to others when I saw him with her so close. Then she, Lia, notices me and tells me it was great to meet me again. And then she dragged me to him and told him I was the same girl who helped her. We greeted and went in side the vehicle on which we were directed to sit. And as we started moving, I felt something bad like a big thunderstorm is going to change everything in my life. Feel like things are not going to be the same after this trip.

So I started praying to God and started preparing myself for the upcoming storm to face.

As we reached, I saw him being recorded, and he looked like an angel, the same look when I first looked at him years ago. How can I ignore him to move on. But then I look at Lia, and she makes me feel the urge of moving on from him. Because as soon as possible, I move on, which is better for all three of us. Looking at her or him or both of them makes me have a wish to never have an idea of getting this job in this company, wish to never know him in the first place, wish to never fall in love with him, wish to never met him. But I don't have the power of changing time like superheroes. So I can't change anything.

After recording, the manager told me to come to Adrian room. So he (Adrian) and him(the manager) to discuss how the video should look like their desire. After all, it is his big project.

Hearing his feels like I am going to get tortured.

Then I went to my room to grab my laptop and went straight to his room. Knocked at his door. He opened the door, and my heart skipped a beat. We made eye contact for 2 seconds, then I got back to my senses and excused myself to let me in, and he let me in. I should always remember that he belongs to someone else, and I should not do such to create trouble in this beautiful couple. Then, for half an hour, we discussed and then went to my room to start the work. After all, I am here to work, not enjoy.

Then Lia came to my room and I said to her," You are in the wrong room, His room is 404, not 401." Then she surprised me by saying she was here to meet me. I said,"Ok, do you need something?"

She said," I just want to talk to you properly this time because we couldn't talk properly last time. So, are you busy?"

I said to her, "Yes, butt I can listen to you while working also. I am a good listener. "

She said, "Ok, bestie!" I asked her when we became best friends, and she laughed and said that we became best friends since that day you helped me. I sighed.

Then she started saying," You don't know, but I like girls, and I am dating Adrian because I am forced by my parents. " I was shocked hearing this, and I know she can see it in my face. She also told me that the girl she liked doesn't really know she likes her. Then she put her hand on my hand and said she l trust me and I said you can trust me and I will be your best friend too. She smiled. Then we talked for hours, and then randomly, She said that he knows I love Adrian. I became shy, She giggled.

Then she asked why I love Adrian, and I answered her, saying that there was a time I used to hate him because the society showed me his false bad side and I believe them stupid me back then but after some time I saw him one video randomly and I get know his true self and since that day l love him for more than 2 years like crazy.

 She laughed a bit, and so did I. I was going to ask her the same question, and then the manager called me again for the discussion. Then I said to her ,"Let's talk later,bestie ."