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I Hate Him but At the Same Time I Don't

At the beginning

I didn't recognize the account at first. My friend Acris messaged me from Kyle's account, and initially, I hesitated to respond. It wasn't until Acris explicitly identified herself that I considered replying. At first, I assumed she was using her boyfriend's account, and I was already formulating a playful tease about borrowing a guy's phone. However, before I could send my teasing message, she explained that she was actually using her cousin's account. That changed my plans; teasing seemed inappropriate under the circumstances.

We spent a considerable amount of time chatting and gossiping, despite the unusual circumstances of her using her cousin's account. We exchanged numerous emojis, and I found myself thoroughly enjoying our conversation. The highlight of our chat was when Acris shared a screenshot of a conversation she'd had with our classmate, again using her cousin's account. She'd simply said "hi," but our classmate's incredibly rude response had us both in stitches. We laughed for a good long while about the unexpected and unnecessarily harsh reply. Several hours later, Acris finally logged out of Kyle's account, leaving me with a smile and a fun memory of our unconventional chat. It was a reminder that even the most unexpected situations can lead to enjoyable and memorable moments with friends.

The return to school after yesterday's event filled me with the usual dread. I genuinely dislike school; the only positive aspect is the weekly allowance. However, my aversion to academics hasn't affected my grades; I remain committed to achieving a financially secure future. Following classes, Acris contacted me, inquiring about potential online chat partners. The irony wasn't lost on me; I rarely engage in online chats myself. When I reciprocated her question, she admitted a similar lack of online connections. I responded with a simple "haha" emoji.

After our brief exchange, I focused on finishing the outline for my current assignment. Feeling the need to unwind, I settled down to play some online games. Unfortunately, my gaming session was interrupted by a particularly unpleasant encounter with another player who engaged in aggressive and unprovoked trash-talking. Their behavior left me feeling irritated and frustrated. To distract myself, I began browsing my Facebook account. On a whim, I decided to send a friend request to Kyle, hoping that Acris might also befriend him, thus indirectly connecting us through a mutual friend. Following this impulsive action, I finally succumbed to exhaustion and took a nap, only waking up at 7 pm. The entire day felt like a rollercoaster of emotions, from academic frustration to online gaming conflict and culminating in a spontaneous social media interaction.

Waking up, I checked my phone and saw that Kyle had accepted my friend request. My immediate thought was that Acris was once again using his account to communicate with me. A mischievous grin spread across my face as I formulated a message designed to confirm my suspicions and, perhaps, elicit some gossip. I typed, "Hi Acris, any hot tea brewing right now?"—a casual and playful way of inquiring whether she had any interesting news or gossip to share. I hit send, then waited, anticipating her response. However, my message remained stubbornly stuck on "delivered," indicating that she hadn't yet opened Facebook or, perhaps, was choosing to ignore me for the moment. The unanswered message hung in the digital ether, a small but intriguing mystery. With a sigh, I decided to put aside my phone and attend to the more pressing matter of dinner. After a satisfying meal, I finally succumbed to sleep, leaving the question of Acris's intentions and the potential for juicy gossip unanswered for the night. The unanswered message lingered in my mind, adding a touch of intrigue to the end of my day.

continuation

The following morning arrived, another Tuesday indistinguishable from the many that had preceded it. The day unfolded in a familiar rhythm, a gentle current carrying me along its predictable course. I barely registered the passage of time, lost in the quiet hum of routine until I found myself preparing for school. My phone, a silent companion usually buzzing with notifications, lay neglected, its battery depleted from the previous day's activity. I simply plugged it into the charger, a small act of routine amidst the larger preparation for the day ahead. The usual morning rush ensued: a quick, hastily consumed breakfast, a frantic search for misplaced school supplies, and the familiar, solitary commute to school. The absence of my father, engrossed in his work, and my mother, tending to our youngest brother, meant I was once again solely responsible for my own transportation. The familiar route, a tapestry woven from the sights and sounds of my neighborhood, unfolded before me as I made my way to school.

The first period bell's sharp clang signaled the start of another day of classes, and with it, the familiar wave of drowsiness threatened to overwhelm me. I fought valiantly against the encroaching tide of sleep, acutely aware that succumbing to its pull in my advisor's class would be a disastrous misstep. The consequences of such an action loomed large in my mind, a stark reminder of the importance of maintaining a facade of diligent attentiveness. Then, amidst the blur of lectures and note-taking, the unanswered message from the previous day resurfaced in my thoughts, a persistent, nagging reminder of the unresolved conversation. I made a mental note to address the situation during the lunch break, a brief respite in the otherwise relentless schedule of classes.

Lunchtime arrived, bringing with it a brief reprieve from the academic pressures of the morning. However, Acris, my usual confidante, was engrossed in a conversation of her own, her attention fully absorbed by the animated exchange with her friends. I decided to postpone my inquiry, unwilling to interrupt her flow or risk appearing intrusive. The remaining classes passed in a blur of lectures and assignments, each period marking the slow, steady passage of time. Finally, the school day ended, releasing me from the confines of the classroom and back into the relative freedom of my own time. As I finally checked my phone, a veritable avalanche of messages from various subject group chats greeted me, a digital deluge of lesson materials and announcements. I bypassed them all, my attention focused on a single goal: reaching my less frequently used account.

There, amidst the relative quiet of my secondary account, I finally found the response I'd been awaiting, a message that had arrived hours earlier, a concise and somewhat unexpected communication. It read simply, "No, I don't have any gossip, and I'm not Acris." A wave of regret washed over me as I processed the message's implications, the weight of my assumptions settling heavily upon my shoulders. I was now in a predicament, uncertain how to respond without causing offense or inadvertently revealing details of my previous conversation with Acris. I carefully considered my options, weighing the potential consequences of each response. In the end, I opted for a cautious and apologetic response: "Oh, I'm sorry, I thought it was Acris using your account again." A simple "seen" notification was the only reply, a tacit acknowledgment that left me relieved, at least temporarily, from the pressure of formulating a further response. The matter, for now, seemed to be settled, the tension momentarily diffused.

Days later, a surprising turn of events unfolded, a twist in the narrative that I hadn't anticipated. Acris, my friend, subtly suggested that I speak with Kyle, and simultaneously, she mentioned me to him, a delicate dance of social maneuvering. He expressed some hesitation, voicing concerns about the possibility of my having a boyfriend, a perfectly reasonable apprehension in such circumstances. Acris quickly dispelled this concern, confirming my single status with a straightforward declaration. He then requested that Acris initiate the conversation on his behalf, a request that spoke volumes about his own hesitancy and perhaps a touch of shyness. I initially resisted the idea, my inherent reluctance to initiate contact clashing with the opportunity presented. However, Acris conveyed my reluctance to Kyle, a delicate act of mediation. My impatience, however, eventually won out, and I sent a simple "hi," breaking the ice with a single, unassuming word. Acris later sent me a screenshot of a conversation between her and Kyle, playfully highlighting the irony of my initial reluctance to initiate contact, followed by my ultimately proactive message. While a slight annoyance flickered within me—I rarely initiate conversations, preferring to let others take the lead—a sense of relief and amusement also prevailed. His friendly reply led to an enjoyable conversation, and eventually, I drifted off to sleep, feeling a mix of satisfaction and amusement at the unexpected and slightly comical turn of events.

continuation

The school week finally concluded, and with the welcome respite of the weekend, I settled into my usual routine: a load of laundry, specifically tackling the ever-accumulating pile of socks. The chore completed, I was left with a vast expanse of free time, a stark contrast to the structured schedule of the school week. However, this newfound freedom proved unexpectedly dull. The weekend stretched before me, an endless expanse of boredom, punctuated only by the quiet hum of domestic life. Surprisingly, I hadn't spoken to Kyle again since our last brief exchange. The silence, initially unremarkable, began to feel oddly significant as the hours ticked by.

Then, as evening settled in, casting long shadows across my room, I casually checked my social media, a habitual end-of-day ritual. My eyes fell upon Kyle's profile picture, and a gasp escaped my lips. Where once a perfectly ordinary image had resided, now sat a bright yellow banana, a jarring and unexpected change. Intrigued by this sudden shift in his online persona, I decided to engage him in a playful exchange. I sent a message, a simple, slightly teasing comment: "Green banana looks better."

His response was immediate, a concise and anticipatory, "Wait." My eyebrows shot up in surprise. Was he actually going to change his profile picture? A few moments later, my curiosity was satisfied. His profile picture had indeed transformed, now displaying a vibrant green banana. A triumphant "Done" followed his picture update, confirming his playful compliance. Emboldened by his immediate and unexpected acquiescence, I decided to push my luck. "I change my mind; I think orange is better," I typed, a mischievous grin spreading across my face. Once again, he swiftly obliged, his profile picture morphing into a cheerful orange banana, followed by another "Done."

This unexpected game of online profile picture manipulation continued. I requested a purple banana, fully expecting him to finally balk at my increasingly absurd requests. To my utter astonishment, he remained remarkably compliant, obediently changing his profile picture to a deep, rich purple, concluding with his now-familiar, "Done." I responded with a burst of laughter, a string of "HAHAHAHAHAH"s echoing my amusement. He responded with a simple, "haha," a concise reaction that mirrored the absurdity of our exchange.

It was at that moment that a realization dawned upon me, a sudden shift in my perception of Kyle. He wasn't the boring, unremarkable person I had initially assumed him to be. His unwavering compliance, his almost childlike obedience to my whimsical requests, was both unexpected and strangely endearing. This unexpected revelation sparked a renewed interest in our communication. We started chatting more frequently, our conversations flowing easily, filled with trivial, nonsensical topics. I found myself yapping endlessly about my random and often silly experiences at school and at home, a torrent of anecdotes pouring forth. Remarkably, he listened patiently, responding quickly and engagingly, a surprisingly attentive and responsive conversational partner. He had become, unexpectedly, a close friend, someone I felt comfortable enough to confide in, to share my thoughts and feelings without reservation. I even shared some personal "tea" with him, revealing snippets of my life and experiences. It was a refreshing change, a welcome departure from the usual guardedness of my social interactions. Intriguingly, I'd never actually seen him on campus, a detail that added a layer of mystery to our burgeoning friendship.

One day, while casually commenting on one of his amusing social media posts, I noticed a girl, Leya, had also left a comment. He then seized the opportunity to discuss her, offering an unfiltered assessment of his feelings towards her. He explained that she was one of his admirers, but she wasn't his type, and he proceeded to detail his reasons for disliking her. I found his candidness both hilarious and unexpected, prompting me to question why he'd suddenly chosen to discuss her. In a moment of playful mischief, I teased him about Leya, a lighthearted jab that unexpectedly struck a nerve. His response was immediate and rather blunt, a single angry emoji conveying his displeasure. Honestly, it was quite amusing to witness his frustration expressed so directly, so unfiltered. It subverted my expectations; I'd always assumed that guys would only express rudeness physically, not online. Kyle, however, proved to be different; he was equally capable of being rude both in person and online, a contrast that only served to amplify my amusement. His unexpected outburst, far from repelling me, only served to solidify my perception of him as someone refreshingly authentic and unreserved.

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