" Harry.... maybe it's our last meeting.... If we were able to meet in our next lifetime... I wish to be your only one.... I think maybe... maybe, I can't survive from this now... I wish you happiness... And please live on without me.... I'm fine as long as you smile..... "

The blood from John's head and neck is in his white uniform clothes. Harry's eye's filled with tears. He can't see him leave this world. He can't live this world without his beloved. When the hospital stretcher gone into the emergency room for surgery, he with his heart pray for him to recover from these injuries.

''' John please be okay.... I can't leave without you.... I will die if you don't come out of the hospital alive.... '''

Harry sat down in the chair. The smell of medicines and drugs in the hospital is as disturbing as his mind now. He only wishes John to be okay.

Everything just happen all of a sudden. When they went to school together.... Smiling and playing just a moment ago... It's feel like a dream.... It feels so untrue....

Harry peeked into the emergency room, his heart started to cry, when he saw his beloved in pain... today's incidence came into his mind like a flash....

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The Christmas is just in the corner, the street and air is full of freezing breeze. peoples were feeling so tired by this cold atmosphere. Many of them just being lazy in the couch. The is schools and colleges are about to close down for winter vacations. Before the Christmas the month of November was enjoying its life...

A high school student is standing in front of the door. He is wearing white shirt with black jacket and pants. The chilling cold is making him shivers. He stared at the doorstep for minutes. At last, a short guy wearing the same uniform come outside.

" John.... Did you wait long!? "

" No... I just came here.... You're just in time...."

" Thank-you for waiting for me, idiot. "

" it's okay Harry.... I love waiting for you... when the time comes... Would you wait for me too....!? "

" Don't ever think about leaving me.... you know me better.... If you leave me alone... I will cry.... "

" I'm not leaving you silly...."

John pinched his nose and he hugged John tightly, that he can't even breathe.

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They both are high school students. They are childhood friends and there is an unbreakable bond between them. When they started their high school life. Harry proposed John, and now they are a couple... cute high school couple....

But nothing is same now.... With John being into an accident... They will never think that their life will change like this..... Especially Harry.... He can't live without him.... When he sees him suffering alone in the emergency room, he think to change his life with his.

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" Harry.... You need take rest too.... We will take care of him from now..... Please... You have to go to school too..."

Harry looked at them... He felt like they want separate him from John. He looked at them with indifference.

" No uncle.... I will stay here until he open his eyes... I'm his boyfriend and I will take care of him.... Not only that, but I find it funny that his parents even not return to country after hearing their own son's accident right !? Maybe they don't want their own son... But I love him more than anything in this world..... "

Mr. Sam went silent for a moment. He looked that young man with a sad expression in his eyes. He knew his master more than anyone, he is afraid that if they find out their son's love life.... He is just a middle man, who work as a butler in their house. He doesn't have any voice at all.

" So I can't say anything at all.... But Harry, don't you think that if John wake up and find out that you have never been to class after his accident... Won't he feel guilty !? "

Harry silently look through the emergency room. He is sleeping so peacefully. Harry just can't leave him alone. But, how can he just act like a kid now. After his accident Harry became more matured and understanding. The old naive and childish Harry had been gone for good.

" Okay.... Uncle please take good care of him... I will come straight here after school... "

" Sure.... Rest assured.... But please let you parents know that you're staying with your friends.... "

He just nodded his head and left from the hospital.... He looked at his white uniform clothes, which are also become red as well... So he went to his home to change to a new one....

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Harry entered in his home silently.... But suddenly the bedroom door was open, and his father came in front of him.... His face is red from angry.... He looked at him like an enemy....

" Where were you this whole time.....!? Your mother cried the whole day thinking that you're dead..... Why didn't you care about us....!? "

" I'm sorry dad.... I'm just staying with my.... "

" Your boyfriend!? "

" Umm.... Yes! "

" I won't allow my son to hang out with that fool..... If you dare to go against me.... You know me better than anyone.... And never forget that you're engaged with my friend's only son Mathew... in the future you're only going to be his husband.... So end your puppy love.... "

He became speechless and run away to his room..... He cried out his sadness.... It's not the first time he is getting scolded by his own father.... They only care about money and nothing else.... He knew it well too.... He is just a commodity that can sell into the market....

''' John... please try to wake up sooner.... If you don't come back.... '''

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After the whole incidents.... Harry went back to his school.... He felt lonely without his love behind him.... They always go together.... Now he's not with him.... He felt so sad... But he's forced to go to school.... He's not happy either....

He walked into his classroom.... There were peoples looking at him with a mocking face... they're speaking nonsense about him as John.

''' Yeah that's for sure.... if he's not with me everyone going to look down on me... '''

Harry doesn't care about anything or anyone.... He just sat on his seat and looked outside the window....

" Hey.... Harry.... how's John now!? "

A familiar voice came from his left side.... he looked over there.... It was her.... The first friend they made in this school.... her name is... Juliana....

" Juliana.... he's not even open his eyes now.... I don't know what to do.... "

Harry bust into tears.... while Juliana tried to comfort him....

" What happened there !? "

She asked him out of curiosity... He looked at her..........

" That's a big story......... "

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Harry and John were walking to school that day.... Then Harry saw a cute street cat... Its eyes are pitifully looking at him.... Harry was unable to resist such a cute creature.... He ran towards the cute cat and hugged it tightly and patted the head of the cat.... It's obediently scrubbed against his hand.... Harry never felt so good....

He was only concentrated into the cat that he was unable to sense that danger..... A car, which is lost control suddenly tried to stop, but they can't... they tried to warn Harry, but he never noticed that car coming towards him....

Suddenly, someone pushed him, and he fell into the ground.... he was forcefully bumped into the ground that his whole body was in pain... But after a few minutes, when he opened his eyes... He saw his beloved in blood.... His eyes filled with tears.... He regretted the moment.....

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" Juliana.... I think it's all are my fault..... If I was not careless.... "

He tried to control his emotions by biting his lips and holding his both hands tightly.... But he can't control his emotions at all....

" Look Harry.... don't blame yourself.... everything is planned by the god anyway.... We're just actors in this life drama.... Just be cool.... We know that our john is not a weakling.... He is going to be fine....."

" I'm hoping for the same..... when I was in the hospital, I feel so lonely.... With you comforting me.... I feel more lively..... "

Juliana smiled and patted in his head and sit to his next....

That day in school was ended without any particular events.... just a normal day.... without john, he can't concentrate in his study too….. When the bell rang he started to run towards the main gate.... But Juliana stopped him....

" Harry.... Please don't try to take care of everything by yourself.... I will be with you.... We both together can take care of him.... I'm sure if he had his boyfriend and his bestie beside.... He will run towards as in happiness...."

With her sweet and comfortable words.... How can someone just deny her..... !?

Harry smiled and they both together gone towards the main gate.... But when they were in the main gate they saw someone.....

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