Ron

As I opened the front door the dark and empty common space greeted me coldly. I didnt expect the old warm and wild greeting, but I hadn't been used to the change yet. This was depressing and I’m doing awaful. I wished to be greeted like that just one more time.

Previously, my girlfriend Sarah would get to home before I could. She would kiss my forehead and ask me if I wanted to have her homemade cookies as I would help myself inside the house. After, we would either take a shower together or just directly hit the bed, turn the television on ,Netflix and Chill. But we don't do that anymore. Thats because Sarah broke up with me about 2 months ago. I do miss everything we did together as a couple but what hurts the most is that she's completely over me and I'm nowhere near to moving forward from and without her.

And the reason of breakup, a 17 year old individual.

According to what Sarah said, she was cheating on me. With that 17 year old. She told me his was kevin Basilton. Sarah was helping Kevin study. She had amazing grades when in uni. It was right away decided that she would be tutoring that boy when Mr Basilton got to know about Sarah’s scores and achievements. He is a businessman after all so we both thought that I would be good to take on the offer. But if I had known then that this would push Sarah away from me, to the extent where she’d end everything with me like this, then I would’ve never supported, or even , allowed it.

Never.

Sarah

Kevin. Kevin. Kevin . Ahh that name. It exictes me to the point where my heart is unable to take it and feels like its about to explode . He is 4 years younger then me but it only makes it better. At first I was only helping him study, but then something happened. I began to like him. Like like him. We started growing close. Really close. We talked about things off topic. And those things , oh they were dangerous. Poems about love. I dont really understand what they. But he liked reading them, and I liked him. It was OK. I was OK. With this and all. But my fate changed. Everything changed. That night. The night me and Kevin made love. At the beganing I resisted, asked him to stop. But he wouldn't. And before I knew it I was kissing him back. I loved it. Lost in his tongue, I , without consciousness, made a fist with in his hair and as he took me by my waist, the kiss became more passionate. The night we made out. We made out till the sun was back in the sky. This is where it all began. Slowly I found myself drawn to this, this unknown hide and seek student- teacher experiences, also started enjoying his gental touches during our study session. After about 3 weeks  I realized that I was in love with him. I lied to my boyfriend about working nightshifts while I actually spend with him. Both me and Kevin liked each other very much but Ron seemed to be a barrier between us. So I went up to him and spilled all the beans. I cut off ties with the man I was with for the past 3 years for this 19 years old whome I just met. It was surprising. I found out that life can do weird things to you. But I seem to enjoy this weird.

Ron

I realized the only way to move on is to actually move on. So I got rid of all the last things Sarah had left behind. But then, along with all other things, I found Sarah's diary. Sarah was always a mysterious girl. And she wrote down all her mischievous acts in her diary and she didn't like anyone touching it. At first I thought it would be wrong to read it, but then whatever. I do it anyway.

I read it and found myself in surprise. Aperently this isn't the first time she cheated. She was already with someone while seeing me 3 years ago. She cut of relationship with the other man after about 6 months of us staying together. Can't believe she could actually have done that. People do change, but I realized that I didn't know her at all. Although she did mention actually loving me at one point, before all that has happened, with Kevin all. Oh how I really wish I didn't have to go through this.

Simon

What a fine day to go out for a swim. I should invite Kevin but I bet he'd probably say something like " sorry little one but I've got that older chick having tutor me today" or " bro miss Sarah is gonna be here" or " I'm discussing something with that hot female" or something like that. Even though he seems kinda serious about having Miss Sarah tutor him, his marks haven't got a slight of improvement. He's still the same old loser. I wonder what's going on.

Kevin

Damn that chick. She's totally crazy. I've never seen anyone behave like what she does. I sometimes wonder " what's such a wild girl doing in such a small. and boring town like this" or ask myself something even bigger "why did she do it ". It didn't take very long for my spell to work her. About 2 weeks. And there she was , on my bed, wanting for more. Her faced said that she enjoyed every bit of it. And that she enjoys everything we do during classes. She's such a slut. Giving consent and doing it without any hesitation. That lad sure is thirsty. I bet anyone will do for her. At first, I thought she was a nice girl, someone who would act like a little bunny if cornered. But she's a fucking tiger. And she hasn't bored me yet. I think I can play with her a little while longer before hunting down my next pray. Her body will do for now.

Ron

I got rid of most of her stuff except for that stupid diary. That little thing never failed to amuse me no matter how many I read it over. I've read it about 4 times now. The whole thing. And it thought to myself, this writing itself proves how twisted human nature can be. How handling emotions is just a game to some of us.

simon

The pool's closed for some reason. So I go fishing instead. Other people might find it boring and consider it as something old men would do, but I don't. I find it relaxing. It provides you with an environment that helps you think clearly. And thats exactly what I do. I think.

Ron

I'm going crazy. I'm not over her. I never will be.

Simon

What a clear day. And on top of that its weekend. I could go out and play but then I give rest to that thought. I'd rather stay home and study anyway. Or go fishing. I could really get some thinking done. Now I mostly think about weird things about nature and wild animals and the water but lately what occupies most of my thoughts is the relationship that my brother and miss Sarah share. Kevin is very popular at school, the polar opposite of me, I'd rather focused on studying rather then sports and girls. The entire school dotes on him, except a few teachers and some of the uncool kids ( my type of kids). He could do whatever he wanted and get away with it. He has a special talent that make him unbearably attractive to the girls. And I'm sure he got laid when he was about my age. But I really think Miss Sarah falls into a different category, someone who won't fall for his stupid tricks. She is someone who did great in her university and graduated brilliant marks, someone who truly understands human nature. I wish she'd taught me instead of him. But mum and dad insists that I go out and play more. They are not satisfied with either of us. According to them, one of us has all it takes to be an atleate but has a brain same size as a tangerine and the other could be a damn scientist but has a body weak as a baby's. They say there should be balance between physical strength and mental strength. But I don't understand why they'd want that.

Sarah

Our relationship is going well. Me and Kevin, we are really close. At this point we could be termed as a couple ( I really hope we are ). And nowadays its not just the Basilton household we hang out in, we go to the movies and other places together. They could be considered as dates. I don't really know. I mean we make out and stuff all the time. When its his tongue against mine, everything else could be forgotten. Just 2 young people making love. Last time he took me out to have ice cream. It was a fancy restaurant I admit. The fact that his father is a business man can be understood by the way he lives. There is always money that he could spend. Definitely born with a golden spoon in his mouth. His younger brother, Simon, on the other hand is his total opposite. I tried to make a conversation with him but he was so shy he actually ran away to his room. He is silent and awkward but definitely cute. Sure, they can't help it. Both their parents looks like models. Its in their genes. I wouldn't be bothered if I were with the second Basilton son but I'm glad I'd got the first one. Kevin is definitely the hotter one.

Ron

I loved her. I loved her.