"This one was inspired by the drama series 'The First Frost' by Zhu Yi. It's a highly recommended Chinese drama, if you're interested."

Episode 1-2

She's as white as snow, looking like a lamb—so fragile, pretty, and small. Everyone should have a romantic interest like her.

"She's my romantic interest,"

Afraid she wouldn't even look at me, Afraid she wouldn't say my name.

When I saw her running from the bad guys, our eyes met, and then she looked away and ran away from me. I wanted her to call out to me, to ask for my help, but she chose to run away from me instead.

Baby, I can protect you, just let me protect you. I will definitely protect you.

Just run to me, and everything will be okay.

Episode 3

In this chaotic world, I found someone to protect. Let's forget the past. I want you, I want you.

So be mine.

Episode 4 (Song lyrics in the drama)

Baby, I want to give my all to you.

No more tears from now on

Will you cherish my heart.

Which belong to you.

My dear don't say goodbye.

Episode 5

Baby, I'm jealous. Can you see that a man wants you? What should I do? In Chinese:

(wǒ gāi zěn me zuò)

It's alright, I know you'll choose me this time.

I'm going to your city. ("Yihe") I will fight for you.

I will fight for us.

Episode 5 (Just random one)

You hurt me, but I still want you.

Can you please take me back?

I love you.

Episode 5 friend

I'm just a good friend; I don't know anything about it. I just stay by her side if she wants me to. If she wants to escape from everyone, including me, I'll let her. Because I know she needs it.

Episode 5 (Bus moments)

Sang Yan be like:

I reserved the seat for you,

so I could sit beside you.

I planned it, and I succeeded.

Sang Yan & Wen Yifan

I fell in love with every episode, but I couldn't really relate to it. However, every moment in the episode made me want to feel and be treated like Sang Yan treats Wen Yifan.

Never settle for someone who doesn't see your value. The right person will surely come along. Waiting is an option if you don't want to settle for less than true love. Because if love can't wait, then it's not true love.

Everyone deserves a romantic interest. If it's not in the real world, you can find it in a world that makes you happy and feels like home.

: I wrote this because I wanted to remember how I felt in that moment. It's also a review of the drama. I've seen many dramas, but this one felt distinctly different. Perhaps I should have written something back then, even about the previous dramas I watched.

The first frost 10/10 ❤️

P2

"Sang Yan. I'm in no position to ask you to forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. It was like that last time and its the same now. I don't expect you to understand me but please believe that I have reasons why i must leave. Do not miss or look for me.

I wish you peace and joy in your future life."

- Shuangjiang

The first frost is something so heavy that I could tell it's significant. This series portrays some traumatic experiences involving girls, and at first, I felt a sigh of relief because Sang Yan was there when Shuangjiang was in trouble. However, I realized that Shuangjiang was always fighting and running from trouble alone. Sang Yan was a steady, reassuring presence, a "green flag" indicating a healthy relationship.

The characters set high standards for relationships, but sadly, this is not always the case in reality. Loving someone despite uncertain circumstances is something that some people can do. Waiting is often the only option, and in time, you'll know if it's the right moment. It's essential not to rush things, as we need to focus on building ourselves first. Then, one day, the right time will come, just like Shuangjiang gave everyone space.

She ran away because she was scared, and even ghosted Sang Yan. I understand Shuangjiang's actions to some extent, as it was the best decision she could make at the time. Although her choice was somewhat selfish, it's understandable, as she was trying to save herself and those who loved her. I know it was hard for her, and I can relate to feeling like running away from home, but not having the courage to do so. She was brave enough to take that step, and her home was never a safe or loving environment.

For Shuangjiang, also known as Wen Yi Fan, her experiences have really touched my heart. Despite the trauma and trouble she faced, she didn't give up. Her way of coping was to run away, but she eventually found her way back. Despite not being loved by her mother and relatives, and dealing with the loss of her father, she stood strong, slowly moving forward.

In life, people often do things they might regret. I know life is hard, but we must still take care of ourselves and try to find someone who is willing to be by our side, like Sang Yan. He healed the wounds he didn't create, staying by Wen Yi Fan's side despite the uncertainty of her feelings. He waited, understanding the distance she needed, showing that a truly loving partner will stay with you through thick and thin.

They say Sang Yan is too fictional to exist in the real world, but I believe that waiting is always an option if we want someone to love us truly. Don't rush into things; we're not running out of time. If we don't find someone we love right away, we might find it

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“Moments of Admiration”

-Mitzie & Zeth

I like the confidence you bring to class. You stand so tall and proud. You've got this, baby. I'm just in the corner, watching you.

I like the way you respond to things. I like the way I look at you. When our eyes meet. It's clear you're aware of my attention.

I love the idea of being weird with you, so we can be weird together. I don't really care what people think around us; I just want to do things that make us happy. To be weird with you is to be known.

In your presence, I find what I've been searching for. But do you feel the same? If I confessed my thoughts, would you turn away? Would you erase me from your world? I fear reaching a point where you'd want me gone.

For now, our glances are enough. Your smile is all I need. I'll cherish these moments, even if my feelings remain unspoken. If I withdrew, would you notice? I'd rather not know. Your smile is all that matters.

Perhaps, with time, these emotions will fade, like the fleeting awareness in your eyes when you catch me looking at you. Still, I'll hold on to this silence, and the hope that things will stay just as they are.

Valentine's Day moments

-Gian & Jo

One step closer, and I am close to you. I hope our eyes meet, so that I can enjoy the music and feel it. But it's fine. I am tired, but knowing you're here makes all the things I feel seem gone.

I hope you think about escaping from this crowd for a moment. Let's run like the world will be gone tomorrow.

Loud music, loud crowds, loud surroundings. Everybody's enjoying, Everybody's vibing, Everybody's singing. But you and I just want to escape these loud moments. Sleeping like you're not bothered by the loud music. The coffee I drank early seems to have had the opposite effect. And I feel sleepy.

Let's meet in our dreams.

Him

- Aaron & Jo

Moments like this... Little did I know, I wanted to see you, and then I saw you. Things will never be the same again.

When your friends notice me, I feel shy, because you see the other side of me that you've never seen before.

This is a school entry. It's about a moment when I wanted to tell someone a something, but it's better left unsaid. Instead, I wrote it down. You never know, they might read it someday.

Then that someday comes, and they've already found someone they love the most. At least I got the best idea because of them. Moments like this... I like these moments. They've really inspired me to write.

Thanks to whoever you are! Thank you for making things impossible.

Ni hao! Arigato! Ciao!

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HOME PERSON

I miss my special person. I miss those kisses and tight hugs. When my day wasn't fine and I was lost, my special person was there to comfort me, like they knew exactly what I needed— an escape. They showed me a good ending, a beautiful sunset that now reminds me of them. They showed me the great love I needed, one I hadn't felt with anyone else.

I love my family, and they love me too, but that person was different. It's as if they knew me well, even though I never told them how much I needed their love and care. My last escape with that person was unforgettable. Despite the cold weather, I felt warm.

Can I still meet someone like you? But no one is you. I badly want to feel your presence again. I need it. I pray harder every night to be okay, but it's just not the same without you. When you're around, I forget my troubles.

I thought it was the place I could call home, but it was the person who stayed there. Having memories of that certain person is what feels like home — a safe place that I've been searching for.

-my home person

My (Our) 'home person', my (Our) special person - the one who makes me (us) feel like it's a good thing to have them. Being attached isn't something we should be scared of. We should let things happen, as they're meant to be, and experience every moment - small, big, and little. We deserve to have these experiences. Not only that, but we deserve to be with our special person, because they deserve us even more. Having you in their life is a gift, and they're lucky to have you.

What if they're no longer your 'home' person? It's okay. It's okay to feel unwanted by that person. You allowed yourself to be with them and considered them your 'home' person or special person. Just because they're no longer in your life doesn't mean they were ever truly your 'home'. A true 'home' person or special person is someone who sees you at your worst and stays, who gives you comfort and safety. If you mistook someone else for that person, it's okay. Allow yourself to make mistakes, because failure means you're not yet where you're meant to be or with your true 'home' person. You're still on your way.

What if that person dies?

But little did I (we) know that people won't last. And that's okay. (LoL! I know, It's not really okay but! It's okay to be not okay!) Because if you keep on loving them, they'll live on in your memories and your heart. If you keep on loving them, they'll remain alive.

Find your home person! Don't rush things and wait for the right time! ❤️

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