December 5, 2020

08:00 am

Abbottabad

It's the coldest morning of Abbottobad.

Sun hasn't come to sky for last whole week.

Everything was looking still, calm, a little bit darker, lifeless and covered in mystical white snow ---as if "ELSA Queen" had casted the spell and turned the whole valley to "Cursed Snow Valley".

"ha ha", i laugh on my own thoughts while peeking outside the windshield.

Eveything is looking insanely beautiful to me and i'm enjoying the views while making different plans and quiet enjoyable scenarios in my mind.

Our car is moving slowly as heavy snow covered the road, so made road slippery. It is best to maintain that speed.

I'm sitting in our car, there is also a weird creature present besides me on driving seat and is driving slowly--- with messy rough hairs--- half opened sleepy eyes and--- with ridiculous expressions on his face!

Well just ignore him for now!

Our car is heading towards Zahra's house.

You don't know Zahra?

She--- umm--- she my life, my soulmate, my another half, my comrade, my--- one and only FRIEND!

Ah, wait!

You don't know ME ?

Ow, how could you? as i never told you nothing about ME.

Ohky! as you're here already, so let me tell you little about me.

I'm Hanna!

nah nah wait !!!

Not Hanna Baker.(of 13 reasons why)

I'm Hanna Ilaahi.^^ (of Miracle in December)

And

Yes

That's MY STORY.

(.......once i believed my story is not going to be any different from Hanna Baker :") , as i thought all the Hanna's on the earth share same luck, but I was wrong *-* I was not Hanna Baker, but HANNA ILAHI and that's the begining of my story)

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I'm the only daughter of Musa Ilaahi, spending a beautifull happy blessed life with my family. Living with my parents and a younger and two older brothers.

I'm the student of Software Engineering and yes i'm genius.

ha ha ha

No No ! not intended to brag about, just telling what people around think about me. They address me a sharp minded kid but i don't agree at all.

Firstly, i'm not kid anymore! I'm university student in my early twenties, still my physique and small height screams as if i'm a high schooler and honestly i quiet enjoy when people tell me you're small like a kid.smvh

I'm not interested in studies at all, i have some another interests. I will talk about those stuff gradually.

I go university to just make my parents happy.

As one and only daughter of family, i'm little bit

Spoiled.

Well my father spoiled me a little. Ok Ok well i confess i'm more than little spoiled!.

Useless.

My Eomma thinks that i'm useless, well actually i'm not that useless.

Haughty and sissy, somewhat untouchable.

and also

I'm dramatic ! full drama QUEEN !

Haha, ofc people around me made me into what I'm today.

I wasn't born like that :"D.

I'm little bit extra and over and have a curious adventurous nature. All this together, sometimes lead me towards some serious problems but

.............YOO!...........

my family saves me EVERYTIME.!

I love my Appa most considerate father.

I love my Eomma too i love her most compares to everything in world :* but she's a nagging mother.

She thinks i'm a ruined wreck and a spoiled brat, so she always scolds me for no reasons.

Ok i confess i always give her reasons to scold me :D

I have my brothers, they are most caring brothers in whole universe.

But i'm not in good terms with the little piece of my family (my younger little brother :/ ), we're real enimies, we fight very often and really hate each other :"D

If you choose to stay with me till the very end, you would definitely come to know well about me and the people around me slowly.

Well,

telling you that imma blessed with an understanding and supporting family.

My father owns one of small but beautiful hotel of Abbottabad.

(hope you all know what Abbottabad is? It's a beautifull city of Pakistan where lives the author)

I never had felt that happy and blessed to be the daughter of a Hotel Owner, as i felt in last whole week .

"Why." ?

You really want to know why?

I will tell you.

But promise, you will not leave me nor envy me or will  put NAZAR (evil eyes) on ME :"D

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"Yaaa Noona! Wae gurrae.!

Why are you doing this to your handsome, innocent littol smoll brother."

The creature sitting besides me dragged me outta my thoughts.

"Haaa ? Wot ? Wot you said ?".

It was a sudden attack, i couldn't understand at first what he wanted to say.

"Aakkhir, when will you stop and over come your craziness for those 9 Chinese girlish boys!"

Word girlish just stabbed right my heart, i repeatedly have told him not to address them like that but HE the evil brat never listens me.

He continued :

"Can't you please stop fangirling over them?"

"Those Japanese are brothers of someone else, you're stalking those boys as if you don't have brothers in your own HOME" , he stopped for while and continued.

"What if KARMA return to you and some UGLY  girls like YOU start stalking and talking about your HANDSOME BROTHER?"

He pouted and pointed towards himself.

That statement made me to burst in laughters, i really wanted to laugh louder but tryna control myself, maintained my poker face expressions, held his face in cup of my hands, turned his face towards me and try harder to find the hidden handsome'ness  he talked about.

But offcourse i couldn't find a single glimpse of handsome'ness and beauty at all.

I frowned and cast an angrier gaze upon him and throw a punch on his shoulder while asking him to stop spewing nonsense but

he dodged my puch efficiently ignored my warning and continued.

"Be considerate and think about your own parents sons before stalking other people sons".

LOL.

After that statement i really wanted to throw him outta car window.

"*ENOUGH!!

CAN YOU PLEASE STOP THAT STUPID talks OF YOURS ELSE  WOULD I DEFINITELY THROW YOU OUT OF CAR*".

I shouted angrily, i was at my limit.

"Firstly stop calling them girlish, they are not girlish but pretty and delicate like not a single girl on this universe".

Hope you all can understand this situation if you're a kpoper or an otaku. I bet you all usually listen that kinda talks from your family, friends or people around you.

And every time you defend them as i'm doing rn.

I stopped for a while and continued :

"Secondaly stop calling them Chinese, Japanese,

THEY ARE KOREANS."

Hope you all can relate, it's frustrating when people around us call the kpop idols we stan as the Chinese, Japanese etc. When they are clearly Koreans. It has been decayed already, my family members still adress them as Chinese.

No matter how much it frustrates me, it's my moral duty to tell them everytime that "They are Koreans not Chinese, Japanese."

I stopped for a while and said further:

"And lastly if you speak one another word, i will really drop you here and will drive on my own.

Later i shall call Appa and shall tell him that you refused me to take Zahra's house and then he will disown you ofc and throw you out of planet earth. Do you want all this to happen you?".

I gave an eviliest smile possible.

And that worked!

He glared at me and spoke angrily:

"You're neuppon noona, hate you back to moon and stars ".

Then he shut his mouth, gave me LIPs ZIPped sign and went back to his slow driving sleepy mode.

Two days ago my father left for Islamabad for some field work and before leaving he asked Wali(little brother name) not forget to take me to my friend's home.

Me as the precious daughter of appa, always make a cute and innocent face and asks him for favours

and appa without any hesitation fullfills my wishes, life is beautiful.

It's not like that I can't feel him, i Interrupted his sleep and dragged him outta bed earliest in the morning to take me to my friend's house.

.............when not even a human being was up.

lt's not like that i'm a bad sister.

Ok Ok well I confess i'm not a good sister either  :"D

But what can i do, without him, Eomma would never allow me to go my friend's house early in morning.

Well ignore him for now.

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What was i telling you?

Where were we?

Oh yeah ! I was telling you about how much i'm happy being a hotel owner daughter these days *-*

You know those 9 boys ?

Those legendary 9 Koreans boys ?

People call them EXO *-*

The people with some super powers?!

MY FIRST EVER LOVE !

YES THE LEGENDS

I wished and prayed to meet them for whole last four years !

Don't you know about them? Mulla yo?

Haven't you ever heard about them ?

They aren't from this planet... they belong to... PLANET EXO!

Yes those precious people !

They are coming to PAKISTAN next week !

And are---

staying

in our HOTEL !

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(...........as now you have already made a roughly idea about me :)

YES i'm a fangirl, listen and follow to kpop groups and stan many idols.

I will slowly tell you further about me, don't get bored if you're not fan of kpop or not interested in that kinda stuff. just stay with me till end, it's not gonna be a bore story i assure you)

*Let me tell you from last week---Nah wait!

Let me start telling you from four years ago*.

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April 10, 2017.

11:00 am.

U.E.T Abbottabad.

There is that girl with ocean green colored eyes, sitting on marble bench under oak tree.

That's ME.

It's the fist week of our high school and i'm having a hard time adjusting as i never wanted to come here.

Programming, coding, algorithms etc were never my interests.

I always loved to draw and paint and my wish was to enroll in an art university after completing my junior schools.

But after i ended junior school my mom chosed I.T ( information technology) field for me. Because she thinks fine art field is not a field of education or a proper career, so i should enroll with engeenreing subjects and i couldn't do anything except to prepare for GAT SAT and to enroll in U.E.T

I never made friends since i was born, i do have friendly nature but usually i don't like to interact with people. I had many friends since pre school but i never had a friend whom i could call my best friend.

It is usual boring and tiring day like other days in school, after taking my Java classes i came here (block B gardener) and now is waiting here for my next class to begin.While waiting for next classes i start playing a game on my mobile. After a while i listened some music playing behind in some alien language.

i heard some words in my ears

"Shime shime kokobop"

Those were some strange words in some strange language, i couldn't understand that but i couldn't resist my self to not listen that.

I bend my neck to see behind, a girl was sitting and listening that music on her tab.

As i told earlier, i have a curious nature. I couldn't resist and decided to go to her.

"Hey what are you listening to?!" I stood near her and asked her.

"Aye? What? You called me ?", she stopped her music for a while and replied me astonishingly.

I remembered--- i have seen her in my class for two or more times. She usually skips her classes and for some reasons i never liked her as my class fellow.

"Have you seen anyone here besides you ? NO?! then yes i called you! " I frowned.

She laughed nerdily and asked me what i want. I hesitly told her that i want to know what she's listening and she said you want to listen too ?

I didn't like that girl at first, more over i wasn't intended to listen too, as i never liked music before, I went to her at that time just was to ask for what the language was that.

So i ignore her question and decided to pass by.

But at once---

she grabbed my hand frankly and pulled me to sit right beside her and set her tab infront of me and forced me to listen.

Infact i didn't like her the way she pulled me to sit beside her but mean while song started playing and i focus my eyes on tab.

I was mesmerized.

Yes i couldn't understand a word but I was mesmerized and forgot the whole world and listening to them without bating my eyes.

They were 7 or eight boys or perhaps 9 or ten boys,.. many boys... I couldn't count them at first as they all were looking same to me.

I even couldn't understand what they were saying but i think they were have some kind of magical powers that they made me to listen to them till the end.

And after listening whole music video, my mind and eyes were kind of blank and i was in jaws dropping state.

It has been three years, now if I think about that time, i still can't name the feeling that i felt in those moments.

Who are them beautiful creature ?

I asked her in a jaws dropping state.

"They are EXO."

" *Want to know more about them ?"

"Then let's be friends*."

"I'm Zahra Hayat and you Hanna ?", she pulled her hand out to reach mine.

That was my first introduction to Zahra and to... EXO... and to HIM too.

I nooded willingly.

And without any hesitation i held her hand and replied.

ummm,

"I'm Hanna Ilahi."

I never regret holding her hand at that time.

and there begun our friendship and my........ FIRST LOVE and my

journey as EXO fangirl.^^

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I'm happy that i met Zahra at that time, she introduced me to EXO.

And i'm always grateful to her for this.

She was a die hard EXO'L since the start of junior school days.

She had many close friends but she never had any close exol friend to whom she could talk about hallyu namja's and she knew that we were class fellows--- so when at first she saw my interest in EXO boys---she made her mind to drag me to EXO planet and

Hence she made me an EXO'l !! and frankly speaking last four years showed that i'm more craziest fan compare to her. infact we both are michin, phabo, byuntae, die hard fans of EXO.

First she was just my class fellow and another fellow EXOL girl but now we have became closest friends in last three years.

We're like sworn sisters.

Our families know that we're class fellows.

They know well too that how much we're fond of each other. So they never questioned our friendship.

Beside our craze for EXO, there are other some thing's common amongst us.

Both of our families are strict and conservatives.Like they love us and support our every step in our lives but they never allowed us to waste our time over extra activities.

So our families don't know much about our craze about EXO as we try harder to keep it a secret fron them.

It was better in that way else our Eommas could have killed both of us for this.

They know little about our craziness for kpop.

But

They haven't any idea idea about our activities like

streaming, spamming, spazzing ,

screaming while seeing new updates from them,

whole night pullers for voting,... fangirling etc.

But

Sssssssh !!

It's awlllll is secret.

Bhemil.

I'm a famous fiction writer of EXO fanfiction 'Next Door Boys'.

But offcouser it's secret from our families.😂

I'm also a famous webtoon writer and artist of a well known webtoon 'EXO Love Shot '.

But offcourse it's secret from our families.😂

Zahra is anonymous president of Aeri fandom club Abbottabad.

But offcourse it's secret from our families.😂

We have EXOL's friends from all over the world.

But offcourse it's secret from our families.😂

Our daily conversations and chats are all about EXO.

But offcourse it's secret from our families 😂

We know better that we never going to meet EXO in this life. But still we pray,day and night to meet EXO.

But offcourse it's secret from our families.😂

Our struggle is real, we have to fangirl over hundreds of HALLYU OPPAS besides EXO

but

afffcourse we have to make that secret from our families.😭😂

Or else they will disown us ~_~

May be some of you can understand this struggle.

avocado asdfghjkl*

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(p.s exo fans are called as EXO'ls. i will tell them and about other characters in next episodes in full detail.)

happy reading xoxo.

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