What If ....

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this story goes on pov of luna

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character introduction

luna

I'm luna 22 years old female straight

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so this book has only one character and that is luna

Lunas pov

i grow up as a strong woman

A woman with desire of living peacefully

Living?

Well that's a good question

what is living? And what made humans think that we all are living?

Sometimes it feels like we are just randomly dreaming about living while we are just dead

Living? How to live?

I really don't understand how to live anymore.

It feels like living in a corporate world while I sell my soul to devil.

I turn my head to see who is living

I see none

Everywhere I see a corpse

Corpse of just dreaming of living beings

My whole life is filled with lies

Lies that I said to myself, thinking everything will be alright.

While the lies are still going on, I forget to live properly

So I become a corpse like everyone

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It all started when I was a kid

A kid with full of desires to do something on my own

But noone was there to support me

Even though I've family... I always feel like I am growing on my own

Growing on my own? this phrase is not explaining what i want to say.

But...it felt like I was forced to live on my own

Forced to grow up. forced to look after myself. forced to do things. forced to live

everything happened with force only.

So i never think I felt happy living like that

it's just that I lived in that moment as a doll

They named me as luna but they never treated me like one

My name holds authority while someone holds authority on me.

It feels so unsafe like this. But I can't do anything other than. Living

Want to know who I am?

Well it will be a great adventure to know myself more too.

Since I don't know much about myself, let's explore together

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luna

I was 7 years old at that time.

luna

I was a kid too

luna

I was scared too

luna

But what can I do?

luna

What happened is happened

luna

I went to my grandma's house

luna

For summer holidays

luna

I am not that kind of girl who used to enjoy with others.

luna

I was always on my own.

luna

sitting alone, playing alone and roaming alone

luna

I was never independent. They forced me to be one

luna

I was a kid too. I had desires too

luna

But they forced me to be an adult when I was just a kid

Lunas pov

I was in grandmas house

I don't know why they all left me alone and go to work

I was watching tv in my uncle's room

Suddenly big brother came inside and asked me to open my clothes

I was dumbfounded

Cause I don't know what it is

i don't even know what bad touch is

He touched me inappropriately

i feel something inside me.

So i pushed him and run out.

I was a kid and forced to be an adult that time.

i didn't say it to anyone cause I feel so disgusted by his touches.

I didn't understand what it is.

But it happened.

Happened to make me mature at that age of 7

I was a kid too. I had desires to live as a kid too

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