So this is my personal story that I would be telling you all so spread somelove .

It all started when I was first transferred to this place named Binaga (it's a fictional place so don't go googling it ). Transferred to a new place then shifting houses is so difficult and challenging at the same time.But now that I am here I will make the most out of it is atleast what I thought .

I felt really sad for one reason that I had left a really important person behind when I left Andra Pradesh

I first met him when I was in 5 th grade he had newly transferred and gave me all sorts of butterflies but I was to naive to understand it all .

So to start this story we will have to start from this one guy whom I fictionally want to name Kian because the name is cute and the real name could land me into controversy. 😂😂

When I first met Kian he had just returned from Itay and was new around the area . I had a feeling by looking at him that he is a person ,I could be friends or even more who knows someday.

Me and my friends walked upto him triballing the basketball and asked his name ,confident as he always was said Kian ! .We included him in our group and started calling him to play with us .Now my bestfriend Riya who started teasing me with his name from the day he entered in my life I thought was vague but little did I know that I was about to fall for this guy real bad.

As months passed we played and spoke to eachother everyday. And surprisingly I started to have this feeling of spending more time with him and being the girl he wants me to be .

Dumb I know.

So one day we fought while playing basketball and I had determined that I won't play basketball or talk to him later the same guy came with a smile and said"Sorry I think it might be my fault with a lot of ego".I felt those words that day and fell a little bit more in what people call love maybe or was it is a mere attraction.

We were the only ones who like mere go rounds fast and the others would get down because of us. Then one night after playing basketball we went to the park just the two of us and we sat on the swing trying to talk about random things like weakness and strength like we were probably in an annual general meeting.

Then he asked me ,"do you know why am I asking you all these personal questions " and I said "Yes maybe because you want to know who you are being friends with" and he smirked at me and said "we can never be friends ".

I was offended at that point of time and now I look back at it , that was a bad move I could have had my first kiss there but the old me was a real nerd .

Tune in for the next chapter let me know in the comment section about your first crushes or relationships....😉😉

Picking up from where we left the next day it was just normal me getting upset on small things. We spend alot of time together and,I hated when he used to talk and smile at other girls back then there was no jealousy concept in my dictionary. Later I did realised I did get quiet jealous but did not acknowledge it .

The more I got to know him the more I felt like him, just like I am a part of him and started to imagine things I could do with him .One day while returning from school in the school bus ,I sat alone he walked upto me and sat next to me we had never been that close even while playing basketball.

Then his friends came to him and spoke loudly basically to make me hear their conversation and said "hey kian long time no see ,why don't you come to play basketball with us or is there someone special you play basketball with "they smiled and looked at me .

The dumb old me thought they were just blabbering mindless words, little did I know that those words would impact greatly on kian .

From that time he stopped coming to play and minimized conversation with me .I felt like he was being influenced by other people and I also wanted to find different people for me who could stand by me and hear me .

I started talking to Dayln he was my dance partner in dance classes and was the only guy in our entire dance class who was really passionate about it dance and things related to it .Dayln was everything that I thought I craved for but even with him I thought about kian and his abnormal mood swings.

I have always wanted to adopt a dog and my parents never agreed so I used to take my friend's dog named ocean for a walk and kian always thought of it as a waste of time.That dog made me feel at peace after all the emotional stuff that I was experiencing for that one guy who gives me mixed signals.

This continued for a month vague reaction and mixed signal ,and then finally one day while returning back from school kian asked me "do you really like Dayln "and I responded a straight no.That is when Dayln walked upto me with a paper rose and confessed he liked me .After he told what he had to say I politely declined and said at present I don't like anyone as such.

I was being true to myself but deep inside I had deep feelings for kian .After this incident kian bailed on his friends and started spending almost all his time with me . I was kind of happy until my dad broke the news of us getting transferred. I was a bit shocked because I did not want to leave kian .

As the days came closer for me to leave the place, I pestered my friends to fill my slam book which they did .Then I gave my slam to kian who I think wanted to write something but could not express his emotions also his handwriting was pathetic,and I could not have been able to read a simple I LOVE YOU in it , tho he also did not write anything.

Stay tune guys next chapter coming up soon let me know what you think about my writing .....

My last day at Andhra Pradesh was a day filled with turmoil. I felt excited about the new

place that I might be going to and the new friends and people I might meet

ahead in my life. Kian seemed unaffected and I thought maybe it was all just in

my head he never really liked me .That night we were leaving for this new place

Binaga and it was the first time Kian expressed his true feelings for me . An

hour before my flight he walked upto me with just one Rose in his hand and told

me I really like you .For a thirteen year old girl it was too much and though I

also liked him I was really scared to say it out loud. So I did something that

was convenient and the first worst decision I ever made in my life . Starting

from this point I made many decisions and landed up in big trouble ,but this

was my very first of them all . I rejected Kian saying “I think I still

consider you as a friend and nothing more” I still don’t know why I said it and

did not mean any of it .After I left that place I thought of leaving Kian

behind and moving on from my crush in this new place .Binaga this place was

like the perfect place for everything the schooling was nice the location was

bang on. I felt at ease and was nervous for my first day at school and  what awaits

after. My first day at school and I meet my first best friend Rose who was

really good at sports and had a pretty famous boyfriend named Rayan . Now this

guy Rayan had a whole army of friends and not to  say but I was quiet jealous of his way with

people. Rayan’s bestfriend Erick he was really cute back then . Then there was

Sia who was this army’s leader she was strong and a year elder then all of us

she had that kind of aura that people used to listen to her no matter what . And

then there was Aiden who was Sia’s age and used to play basketball with all

these people . Let me introduce you to Lily she was this cute little girl who

was a 3 years younger to me and the cutest of them all not gonna lie .So my

first day of school went pretty well me talking Rose and she introducing me

around to her friends and telling me about her boyfriend who she obviously

loved to the moon and back because she was only talking about him the whole

time .Then I met Erick who afterwards told me that he lives near my house and asked

if I was free in the evening so we could play basket ball and I could meet his

friend . At first I thought maybe I should not go ,but then I thought when has

one basketball match hurt anyone and I could meet people who Rose was talking

about  this whole time ,people who seldomly came to school and were that famous.