Zein's POV

I'm currently at the cafe, it's my part-time job. I stopped studying because of financial reasons, you know, I have an older brother who's also studying and our parents can't afford to support both of us. By the way, I'm Zein Rio Vasque, 20 years old. I guess you could say I have a feminine look, I have fair skin and a slim body. I don't know why I have this kind of physique.

Lin: You seem so happy today!

"It's obvious, haha. It's our 2-year anniversary with Kairos today." I smiled, blushing a little.

Lin: Really? That's a long time, huh? So, what are you planning to do?

"I planned a surprise date and gift that he'll never see coming." I smirked at her, of course, I'm going to surprise my love.

Lin: You know, Kairos is so lucky to have you. You're always there for him, and you always surprise him on special occasions. He never does that for you.

Come on, I know he's super busy with his studies, he's about to graduate from college, right? And I'm the lucky one because I have a boyfriend who's handsome, tall, and most importantly, rich.

Lin: He's rich, but he's never introduced you to his parents or even his friends. I'm the only one who knows about your relationship.

Well, I don't blame him for not wanting to make our relationship public. I respect that. It can protect his image, and I'm not ready to meet his parents yet, especially his dad. I don't want to disappear from this world, you know? It's not like I can handle being crushed.

Lin: You're so talkative, but you're so weird! I don't understand why you put up with him. I mean, yes, he's the son of a mafia boss, but look at you, you're even prettier than me.

I chuckled. "Well, I can't help it. I fell in love with him when he saved me from those drunk guys."

Lin: Just because he saved you, you fell in love?

HAHAH You don't understand because you've never been in love. Try it sometime.

Lin: Oh, don't drag me into your mushy stuff. I'm going to attend to the customers now.

I shook my head and watched her go to the customers. By the way, she's Lin Kyuko, my best friend.

I grabbed my phone. Why hasn't he updated me yet? He hasn't even wished me a happy anniversary. Hmm, maybe he's just busy at school. Don't worry, Kairos, I understand. I smiled while looking at his picture on my phone.

Time Skip

It's already 8 pm. I left the cafe early to surprise him. He's probably at his apartment.

I went to his apartment, carrying his gift.

A few minutes later, I was outside his apartment. I took a deep breath and knocked on his door, but no one answered. Maybe he's not here yet? I couldn't reach him earlier. I tried to open the door and was surprised to find it unlocked. Why is it open? Is he inside? Maybe he just forgot to lock it. I entered, but was shocked to see a woman's sandals on the floor. I froze, not knowing what to do or think. Maybe it was his classmate or something. He wouldn't cheat on me, I know that. What are you thinking, Zein? Don't think like that. Kairos wouldn't do that to you. He loves you. Don't be paranoid.

I took a deep breath and went to the living room, but he wasn't there. So, I went straight to his bedroom door. I took a deep breath and slowly opened his door.

I was shocked to see him shirtless on top of a girl. I dropped the gift I was carrying and covered my mouth.

On the bed was a woman wearing only her bra and skirt, her arms around Kairos's neck, while his hands were on her waist.

Kairos suddenly looked in my direction and sat up.

I felt hurt etched across my heart. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

Kairos spoke calmly.

Kairos: "Zein, what are you doing here?" he asked.

My world felt like it was shattering around me, tears started to well up in my eyes. I tried to speak, but my words seemed to stick in my throat. After a few minutes, I finally managed to find my voice.

"I-I came to surprise you for our 2-year anniversary, but I guess I'm the one who got surprised."

Kairos: "Well, I suppose I should thank you." He sneered, his tone cold and cruel.

"Why? Why did you do this to me? Was it just a game to you? Did our relationship mean anything to you at all?" I choked out. I managed to get the words out through my tears.

Kairos: "Our relationship? Come on, don't be so naive. Do you really think I'm interested in you?" He laughed cruelly.

I felt like he'd just slapped me across my face. His words stung like a knife, twisting in my chest.

Kairos: "You're even more pathetic than I thought. This whole time, I was just using you, and I would never be in love with a gay like you." He said cruelly, a smirk on his lips.

I felt like my heart was being crushed into a thousand tiny pieces by his words. The tears came even harder now. Each word from Kairos was a dagger into my heart.

"G-you used me?" I stammered. My voice broke on the last word, tears streaming down my face. I was shaking, the pain and betrayal too much to handle.

Kairos chuckled and approached me with a smirk on his face.

Kairos: "You really thought I would genuinely love you? You're just a toy to me. A distraction for when I'm bored. And you're so boring. You never let me touch you, even kiss you." His voice was laced with disdain.

"I... I trusted you... I love you more than anything..." I sobbed.

Kairos: "Trust? Love? Spare me the melodrama. You were just a game I played to pass the time. You should be shattered that I wasted my time on you at all." He mocked.

I slapped him.

"I... I can't believe I was just so stupid. I really thought you loved me. I can't believe I wasted so much of my life on you, for you, it was all just a game." I choked out, tears streaming down my face. I couldn't control myself and ran out, even though I was weak from the pain in my heart.

I ran out of his apartment. Tears streaming down my face, I couldn't believe I was so stupid and blind about the truth. I sprinted down the street, not caring where I was going. I just needed to escape the pain and betrayal. I felt like my world had shattered into a million pieces, and I didn't know how to pick them back up again. I collapsed on the street, the pain was unbearable. I buried my face in my hands and let my tears flow uncontrollably.

I felt my world was falling apart. How was it possible that the person I had given my heart to, the person I had loved with every fiber of my being, saw me as nothing more than a game? The pain was crushing me...

Someone knocked on my door.

I was just slumped on the couch in my apartment. I groaned as I heard someone knocking on my door. I didn't feel like talking to anyone right now, but the knocking continued, and I couldn't ignore it. I dragged myself off the couch and shuffled towards the door. I opened it, my eyes blurry.

Lin: "Oh my god, what happened to you? You know I was worried sick! You've been off the radar for a week. The boss even asked me why you weren't coming to the cafe."

I let out a heavy sigh and went back to the couch, sitting down. I looked exhausted and worn out because I hadn't been able to sleep or eat properly in a week.

"I know... I just wanted to be alone right now... things have been rough..."

She followed me.

Lin: "What do you mean you want to be alone and things are rough? You know I was worried about you! You weren't answering my calls or my messages. And what happened to your apartment? It looks like a tornado hit it."

I stared up at the ceiling for a moment, trying to find the words to explain what just happened.

"I'm sorry for ignoring your calls and messages. I just couldn't deal with anyone right now."

Lin: "But why...?"

"He cheated on me."

Lin: "W-what? Kairos cheated on you?"

I nodded at her.

"It turns out everything... everything I thought we had... wasn't real. It was all a game to him. He didn't love me... he just used me and was just playing with me the whole time."

"I was so stupid... I thought he really cared about me, but it was all just a game to him. I don't know why I was so stupid, so blind to the truth. You know the worst part? I still love him. Even after everything he did to me, I can't get rid of my feelings for him. It's like this stupid heart of mine just won't listen to my brain..."

She sat beside me, and I felt her hand rubbing my back.

I burst into sobs. The weight of everything I had been bottling up inside me finally came out.

"I just can't believe I was so stupid. I gave him everything, my heart, my trust, everything, and he just threw it all away like it was nothing." I sobbed.

Lin: "That jerk! How dare he cheat on you! If I ever see him, even if he's the mafia boss's son, I'll kill him! Stop crying, he's not worth your tears."

"I want to... but these damn tears won't stop."

Lin: "I know what to do to get you out of this funk."

I looked at her, my eyes slightly red and puffy from crying, but I listened to her.

"What is it?"

Lin: "Come with me to the club tonight. My friends are having a cross-dressing party."

"Party? Cross-dressing?"

She nodded at me.

Lin: "Don't you know what cross-dressing is? It's just that you'll be wearing women's clothes. It'll suit you, you look like a girl anyway. And it's better than moping around here."

I considered Lin's suggestion. Going out was better than sitting around feeling sorry for myself, and dressing up could be a fun distraction, at least for a night. I had dressed up before for a school event, but only once. I wiped away my tears.

"Ahm, okay."

Lin: "That's the spirit! Don't stay cooped up here. He's not worth it."

"What time?"

Lin: "7 pm. I'll text you later about which bar."

I nodded at her.

Time Skip

I arrived and spotted Lin at the entrance.

I walked up to her.

"I'm sorry I'm a bit late. Traffic was bad, and this dress is a bit tight." I said to her, feeling self-conscious.

She looked me up and down.

Lin: "Z-Zein?"

I nodded at her, a bit under Lin's gaze, feeling self-conscious.

"Does it look okay?" I asked, smoothing the dress nervously.

Lin: "Oh my god, you look amazing! Seriously!"

"No, I'm nervous... I'm really nervous about wearing this, especially in public." I said nervously.

Lin: "You're nervous about this? Seriously, you look amazing! I barely recognized you. I told you, you'd look great in a dress and with a wig. You look so much like a girl, so sexy. Oh, by the way, my friends are inside. Let's go, they're waiting for us. I'll introduce you to them." She pulled me inside the club.

As we entered the club, the music and atmosphere enveloped us. The place was really crowded with people dancing and drinking. I looked around, feeling a bit out of place and nervous under everyone's gaze.

A few people in the club were staring at me. I swallowed, trying not to look nervous. Lin waved and led me to her friends. There were seven of them, four of them wearing dresses and three of them wearing clothes like Lin's.

Lin: "Guys, this is my friend Zein. Zein, these are my friends."

I looked up at them, feeling a bit nervous. I smiled and nodded, unsure of what to say.

Lin: "The ones wearing dresses are gay, by the way." She whispered to me.

Lin's friends smiled at me.

"You look great in that dress. You have a true beauty by a girl." said one of Lin's friends.

Lin: "I told her, right?"

Few Hours

The night progressed, and the drinks started to flow. I was feeling a bit tipsy and carefree now, the alcohol swirling in me. The music was loud, the atmosphere was electric, and I found myself dancing, having a good time, dancing and laughing with Lin's friends. I forgot about being heartbroken and the reason I was even here.

I stumbled off the dance floor, feeling a wave of nausea wash over me. I clutched my stomach, trying to keep my balance.

I made my way through the crowded club, desperately searching for the bathroom. I could feel the alcohol churning in my stomach. I needed to go to the bathroom. Gosh, my head hurts. I feel dizzy. I was holding my head and my stomach.

But suddenly, someone pulled me into a dark room.

Warning: This story contains mature content that may not be suitable for minors and sensitive readers. Read at your own risk.

I was taken by surprise as someone pulled me into the dark room. I gasped in shock as the stranger pressed me against the wall and kissed me roughly. My mind was spinning, my reflexes slowed by the alcohol. I felt disoriented and helpless. My vision was blurred a bit from the alcohol, but I could see a figure in the shadows. I tried to pull away, but the stranger's grip on my wrists was strong. My heart was beating fast, both from the alcohol and the unexpected situation.

The guy continued to kiss me, his hands roaming over my body, feeling the fabric of my dress under his touch. As the kiss continued, I found myself getting lost in the sensation, my mind fuzzy and my body responding to his touch. I couldn't think clearly, my mind clouded by alcohol and the heat of my body. His tongue explored my mouth, my body pressing closer to him. My hands were on his shoulders, he was much taller than me, gripping them tightly as I felt myself giving into his kiss. My heart kept pounding in my chest.

I began returning the passionate kisses, our tongues dancing together. Then, suddenly, he pushed me onto the bed. I couldn't resist, my head was pounding, and I felt a strange heat in my body. He kissed me again, so roughly. A muffled moan escaped my lips when he suddenly ripped open my dress, exposing me fully. I allowed him deeper access, claiming my lips once more. I could feel his kiss hungrily, my body instinctively arched into his touch. I gasped as he abruptly lifted me off the bed. Before I could react fully, a harsh tearing sound echoed, and my thin underwear parted. I bit my lip. An agonized whimper tore from my throat as the guy's thick member probed insistently at my butt. I clenched my grip on the pillow, tears pricked at the corners of my eyes as I felt the first painful thrust.

"AH! N-no... wait..." I choked out weakly, my voice trembling.

But the guy paid no heed, continuing to push inexorably forward until he was buried to the hilt, the depths of his intrusion making me scream.

"AH..! AHH! UGH... It's so big... I can't..." I kept moaning.

He thrust harder, deeper, and faster inside me.

"It hurts... ugh..."

But he kept thrusting harder, deeper, faster, drilling mercilessly into my still sore passageway without mercy or regard. The thrusts sent waves of torment crashing through me.

"FUCK" I heard him growl.

Tears streamed down my face as his balls slapped brutally against my ass. My body responded to his movements, despite the searing pain. I couldn't help but feel an undeniable excitement building in my belly as he pistoned inside me, taking me apart piece by inch. I gripped the pillow tightly, moaning continuously. The guy showed no sign of slowing or stopping, he just kept up his relentless pace of conquest and domination. The room echoed with the slapping of flesh and my moaning. My eyes rolled back in blissful agony as he kept thrusting, harder and faster inside me.

Few hours... 5 rounds, but he kept thrusting harder, deeper, and faster inside me. He had come multiple times, but he still wouldn't stop.