One day theres a little girl named Shanny, she's 5y/o. She used to be happy when she was young. She laugh a lot, and she even cry every little small things. Many people really love her for her cute behaviour. When she was 7y/o many people like to be her friends, because Shanny is a friendly type person. Her parents always work until late night, but Shanny know her parents work until late night is for her and her two brother, so she doesn't complain anything. When Shanny turns to 8y/o, many bad things started happen to her. Her family started don't like her and instead want to switch her with other people child. Her friends started to backstabbing her. Even her brother's doesn't want her anymore. So Shanny started being alone and she got depression and anxiety. She started to not believe other people words. And Shanny started being so quite in front of other people. When Shanny was 11y/o she got bullied by her own bestfriend that she trust. She really can't stand it but she decided to not tell her parents about it so they dont worry about her. She crying all day long in the toilet while singing, so no one will notice that she's actually crying. When Shanny turns to 13y/o she found some new friends and started to get well with her new friend but after the next year she was accused by backstabbing her friends , and then many people started to believe the rumor instead of believing her. Since then she doesn't want to find or making a new friends. Shanny become more and more quiet than usually. Her family and friends thought that they really know about Shanny, but Shanny never told them how she actually felt. Since she was young, before she sleeps all that come through her mind is "suicide" she try to overcome but until now its still the same. Shanny has insomnia which means she can't sleep. But she still have faith that one day she will overcome every problems.

...As a daughter, Shanny had great respect for her parents. She never disobeyed her parents' instructions. Until one day, shanny's mother suddenly returned from work with a sad face. Shanny's father was also silent all the time. When shanny asked what had happened her father replied that her mother was accused of taking money from her workplace and her mother needed to immediately pay back to the company. Shanny feels sad because for her it is impossible for her mother to take the money. The money that need to be returned is also not small. Shanny mother and father made a lot of debts from their brother and other relatives. Mostly they say they have no money and they can't help us. A few days later, shanny's first brother had to continue his studies abroad, but shanny's parents could not accommodate him until hes parents asked for help from shanny's uncle. After 2 years have been passed, the debt problem has not been resolved, and many changes have taken place in shanny's family such as, shanny's second brother no longer cares about his family and also shanny's parents are always vindictive and they all have their own egos. It makes shanny feel depressed and lonely .One night, while shanny was sleeping she suddenly felt her heart hurt so much that she could not breathe in a few minutes, shanny was very scared and she immediately took her breathing apparatus, because shanny had worst asthma since childhood. The next day, shanny surfed the internet to find out the cause of heart disease so that it was difficult to breathe in a few minutes. Shanny suddenly discovers that it is one of the heart disease. Shanny was nervous and felt very scared. Shanny did not tell anyone nor her parents because shanny did not want to bother anyone. During school hours, shanny skipped school to get confirmation from a doctor. The doctor also confirmed that shanny has heart disease and shanny is also one of the simplest among patients with heart disease problems, the doctor also suggested shanny to change her lifestyle so that the disease does not get worsen. Shanny was scared from her way to back home. Shanny is afraid of losing her friend and even her family. Even though shanny is not a person who likes to socialize or does not show her feelings, but in her heart is full of sincerity. Until now shanny has yet to tell about her illness to avoid bothering others. Even though shanny feel so scared, she still try to calm herself and not thinking about her disease.For the sake of her family, she doesn't want to be more burden for parents and kept it as secret.Shanny really love her family a lot, even she always feel so lonely when there's people by her side. The next day she try to put smiles on her faces and make it nothing happens, so people couldn't notice anything....