Despair
Ep 1
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hi, quick note, this is my first book ever, and I think I'm good at English, but it's not my first language! Any advice if you see anything that could use it would be appreciated ♡♡♡
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warning: there might be dark descriptions and gore, as well as just messed up things happening
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anyway with that, I hope you have a good day and let's start…
yuna (hana's mother)
hana, remember, your tests are coming up on February-
hana
mom that's not even in a month, don't worry...
yuna (hana's mother)
I'm just reminding you honey, is there anything you need?
This was a normal interaction with hana's mother Yuna, and her, a regular mother and daughter relationship
but with her father, it's different..
se-hee (hana's father)
JANG HANA STOP BEING SO USELESS RIGHT NOW AND COME CLEAN THE KITCHEN!! YOUR MOTHER IS ALSLEEP!!
hana
dad I'm studying for tests.. mom even told me to-
se-hee (hana's father)
No! shut up! why can't you be like your sister ji-ho huh??! she has food grades and is actually useful! why where you born anyway?!
hana
Dad I'll clean the kitchen later..
se-hee (hana's father)
No! do you want to get grounded? now get you ass down here before I beat it-
hana's eyes widen, beaten? no..no! not again..
hana
NO I'm sorry I'm coming right now-
se-hee (hana's father)
tch, that's what I thought
ji-ho (hana's sister)
hey hana- could you came to my room let's study together-
se-hee (hana's father)
no she's busy sweetie, why don't you go study alone for now?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
oh what is she doing? I can help-
se-hee (hana's father)
no honey you don't need to just go study-
ji-ho (hana's sister)
okay...but I can't wait that long- I wanna study with hana ok..
se-hee (hana's father)
you heard her bitch- hurry up
hana
bitc..h..? dad I'm sorry I'm trying
se-hee (hana's father)
well then try harder!
hana quickly cleans up the kitchen and trys leaving
but before she can, her dad roughly holds her shoulder, stopping her from leaving
se-hee (hana's father)
remember...
hana
yes I wont tell anyone, not even mom or ji-ho- please let go
se-hee let's go giving hana a final glare before leaving her sight
hana then slowly walks upstairs to where her room and her sister ji-ho's room is, after the incident, the 2nd floor is basically a safe haven for hana, because her father doesn't come up to the second floor
she goes up to ji-ho's room and knocks the door
hana
hey, ji-ho.. dad said you wanted me to go to your room..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
FINALLY! come in the doors unlocked
hana opens the door and walks in ji-ho's room, which was quite the opposite of clean
hana
jesus.. ji-ho when's the last time you cleaned your room?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ah seriously, I'm not a clean freak like you hana chill out, I'll clean it later
hana
wouldn't dad get mad if he saw your room like this?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
oh of course not! he's not like those typical dads hana! he's more laid back, he won't be mad!
it was definitely not the same thing for hana..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
anyways let's study-
hana
here? where do I even sit down?
hana
there's clothes everywhere
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ah.. let's go to your room..
hana
okay then, get your books and come to my room, I'll be waiting
hana goes to her room and takes her books and starts studying
ji-ho (hana's sister)
peekaboo! I'm here~
ji-ho enters hanas room and sits down on the floor
ji-ho (hana's sister)
wow, your such a clean freak you know? I can even see the floors...
hana
no sis, that's normal, your just fithly no offence..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
okay jeez.. I get you give me reality checks but be less harsh please-
they study for a while, being quite productive
after a while, the sunsets, evening settles in
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ah sis I'm bored can we do something else now?
ji-ho said as she stretched out
hana
your right, my backs starting to hurt
ji-ho (hana's sister)
aah now what?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what time is it?
hana takes her phone out and checks the time
hana
ah it's eight thirty pm..
then there was a knock on the door
yuna (hana's mother)
honey, I made dinner come downstairs and eat now
EP 2
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hello~ I try posting one episode a day, let's see how far my progress goes~
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I might have to pause with my little plan though, my tests are coming up on February 9th, but until then expect daily updates ♡♡♡
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ahh now what?
hana
I don't know what do you wanna do?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what time is it?
hana takes her phone out and checks the time
they hear a knock on the door
yuna (hana's mother)
hey girls I made dinner come downstairs
yuna (hana's mother)
A guest your age stopped by, his mother needed to go somewhere so he stopped by, I hope you don't mind
ji-ho (hana's sister)
it's finee... our age? thank god-
yuna (hana's mother)
huh? well okay girls don't take too long and come downstairs to eat dinner ok?
hana
what do you mean thank god he's our age ji-ho?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
well?! look I love dad but I'd much rather eat dinner with a person that's the same age as us much rather than my dads old friends
hana
your right dads friends are creeps..
hana
maybe that's where he gets his personality from..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what?!
ji-ho (hana's sister)
hana! dad is absolutely nothing like his creepy friends okay!!
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what's gotten in your head oh my god-
ji-ho (hana's sister)
oh why are you just brushing it off- you cant-
before ji-ho could go any further with her ranting, hana cuts her off
hana
let's go downstairs.. we can't keep mom or the guest waiting for too long
ji-ho (hana's sister)
tch... this isn't over!!!
ji-ho (hana's sister)
I'll make you change your little opinion on dad for sure!
they go downstairs and sit down, ji-ho sits next to her mom, and and hana had to sit down next to the guest
dae-jung
hi my names dae-jung, nice to meet you..
dae-jung
what's your name..?
hana stares alittle, (he's kinda fine..) before snapping out of it
hana
im- oh- my names is hana- nice to meet you too
dae-jung
oh, I think we go to the same school?
dae-jung
your from eight grade B class?
dae-jung
then we're from the same class too!
hana
how come I've never seen you around then?
dae-jung
I just transferred here
ji-ho (hana's sister)
oh so all three of us are in the same class then?
yuna (hana's mother)
okay guys, eat your food before it gets cold..
and they all eat, after the conversation died, they all ate, the silence was awkward but somehow peaceful at the same time
dae-jung gets a notification on hid phone, as he checks a small disappointed frown appeared on his face
dae-jung
ah.. I have to go now, it was fun talking to you though could get your numbers?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
sure wait let me get my phone I don't know my phone number by heart..
they both exchange phone numbers before dae-jung leaves
yuna (hana's mother)
did you have fun?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
yeah, he was cool I guess
se-hee (hana's father)
HANA?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING DOWNSTAIRS? YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING?
Se-hee suddenly appears from the front door of the house and yells
se-hee (hana's father)
YOUR GONNA FAIL YOUR EXAMS AND BE A FAILURE!!!
yuna (hana's mother)
calm down se-hee.. she just ate dinner for the love of god-
se-hee (hana's father)
Don't talk back to be you little bitch-
yuna (hana's mother)
SE-HEE! NOT INFRONT OF THE KIDS!
yuna turns around to the kids
yuna (hana's mother)
girls why don't you go upstairs to your rooms?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
we understand...
they both leave and go to hana's room
hana
there gonna fight again huh...?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
mom's gonna spend all night outside smoking again..
hana
they've been fighting more than usual lately...
ji-ho (hana's sister)
yeah.. poor dad..
hana
she's the only one that's been talking care of us properly-
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ugh hana you'll never understand..
hana
your the one who'll never understand..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what?
hana
nothing, I said I'm sorry
ji-ho (hana's sister)
okay..
hana
let's just hope it doesn't get too bad again..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
yeah..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
let me check..
ji-ho takes her phone and checks the time
ji-ho (hana's sister)
it's 11:49, it's fine, we can stay up late.. tomorrow's a weekend anyway
hana
I wanna go to bed right now. I'm really tired
ji-ho (hana's sister)
ughh of doing what?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
don't leaveee.. ughh..
hana
do something on your own..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
like what??
hana
go clean your filthy room
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what's in it for me?
hana
I'll take you to the mall tomorrow if our mom allows us to
ji-ho (hana's sister)
Deal!
with that, ji-ho leaves her room and quickly goes to.. well *try* cleaning her room
after she left.. hana let's out a sigh, before crawling onto bed, not even considering changing, she was exhausted from seemingly nothing.. well physically
she was mentally exhausted and needed some rest
ep 3
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hello~ basically, I finished ep 2 way too quickly so I'm gonna post another one! purely out of boredom~
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I hope you like my work so far and with that let's continue ~
se-hee (hana's father)
Bitch how dare you try talking back to me!
yuna (hana's mother)
SE-HEE! not infront of the kids!
yuna turns around and faces the kids
yuna (hana's mother)
girls, why don't you go to your rooms? me and your dad have to talk
ji-ho (hana's sister)
we understand
they both leave and go to hana's room
hana
they've been fighting alot recently huh?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
yeah poor dad...
hana
no no no, mom's basically a punching bag for dad now-!
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what?!?
ji-ho (hana's sister)
tch you just don't understand
hana
it's not like you'll ever understand either..
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what?
hana
nothing, I said I'm sorry
ji-ho (hana's sister)
wait let me check
ji-ho takes out her phone and checks the time
ji-ho (hana's sister)
it's 11:30 buts it's finee, tomorrow's a weekend so we can stay up late
hana
ah no, I wanna go to sleep
ji-ho (hana's sister)
nooo I'm gonna be bored don't leaavee..
hana
do something without me
ji-ho (hana's sister)
like what??
hana
clean your filthy room
ji-ho (hana's sister)
what's in it for me
hana
I'll take you to the mall tomorrow if our mom's fine with it
ji-ho (hana's sister)
deal!
ji-ho quickly leaves to go clean her room.. well aleast *try* right?
after ji-ho leaves, hana crawls on to bed not even contemplating yo change into pyjamas, because she's exhausted
with that, she closes her eyes and almost instantly falls asleep
yuna (hana's mother)
I TOLD YOU TO NOT USE INNAPROPIATE LANGUAGE INFRONT OF OUR KIDS!
se-hee (hana's father)
SHUT UP! WHY SHOULD I CARE?
yuna (hana's mother)
BECAUSE THERE KIDS??
yuna (hana's mother)
AND WHY DID YOU SCREAM AT HANA HUH?
se-hee (hana's father)
BECAUSE SHE WASNT DOING WHAT SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO DO, STUDY, I DONT CARE IF SHES HUNGRY, SHE CAN STARVE FOR ALL I CARE, SHE NEEDS IT, THAT FATASS CANT HANDLE STUDYING?
yuna (hana's mother)
FIRST OF ALL, I TOLD HER TO EAT DINNER, BECAUSE SHES UNDERWEIGHT FOR HER AGE! AND SECOUND, YOU DO NOT, AND I REPEAT DO NOT TALK TO ANY OF MY CHILDREN THAT WAY
se-hee (hana's father)
UGH ITS EMBARRASSING TO EVEN CALL HANA A DAUGHTER-
yuna (hana's mother)
SHUT UP YOU CANT-
Before yuna could finish, se-hee slapped yuna across the cheek, hard.
yuna (hana's mother)
ARE YOU GOING CRAZY? WHY ARE YOU SLAPPING YOUR OWN WIFE!?!
se-hee (hana's father)
tch, so overdramatic.. don't interrupted me, I'm gonna be busy with paper work..
with that, se-hee gives yuna a final glare before leaving
yuna (hana's mother)
you jerk...
your author ★
this was a shorter episode because well, I wrote 2 episodes back to back..
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but until then..
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