My Father Raised Me as a Boy
iris
*Trigger warning* Incest
Abuse
Death
and sex content
My past wasn't good it or bad but from when my mother was it hospital
Hearing her scream form the pain
It took nearly three hours between contractions before was born.
For the first time my mother saw me she said I looked little star
I was born with light white hair like my mom but my were like my dad's they were dark black
Which made mom fall in love with me unfortunately my father wanted. A son. Which wasn't my fault.
I was given to my mother for the first I smiled which made my mom laughed and kiss me soft on the head
Days past at the hospital and it was almost a year that my mother and me was released from the hospital
I was wrapped up in a warm blanket in my mother's arms around me as my a man open the car
while my mother got into the car. The door closed as I fell asleep the driver drove us home.
We only lived 10 minutes away
I was sleeping sounded for the rest of the day. When we got home my mother brought me to our room. Putting me into the cot they brought .me covering me with a blanket
she sat down. On her bed she spoke
ires mother
My lovely iris you will grow up wonderful in the future and I will always love you my lovely star
She closed her eyes and falling to sleep
The door opened it was iris father he walked towards the crib annoyed that he had another daughter he wanted another son
He looked at how exhausted his wife was he smiled at her pushing though nasty though in his a told himself to be thankful for having another beautiful child
Although it did still linger in the back of his mind
He shrugged it in the back of his mind as her pulled back the covers near where his wife lay and took off his clothes getting to bed covering himself with the covers trying to fall asleep
To get some rest for work tomorrow he had a big shift at the company he work at which would give him a promotion
Suddenly hearing his phone go off. And. Getting out his bed to answer. It. Is a male voice on the phone. He spoke
iris (real father ) yoshi
Who this could you put grace on the phone please
hear the Carl was shocked
To hear a man on the phone he replied to him.
ires father
Who are you why being you my wife phone
The phone went silent for a second when he shouted down the phone with forces
iris (real father ) yoshi
Your wife you got to be kidding me, grace my wife and that my son she has has just given birth to. So I don't know what trick your playing mate. I will get my son and raise him on my own tonight
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He paused. As a flooded of hate came flowing into his Heart as he, looked at her. he couldn't look at her at he put the phone down placing it on the. Side as he got up and. Went to sleep onto the sofa.
When iris woke up and started to cry he just left her there saying she wasn't his problem as he shut the door behind him
Iris continued crying as iris mother woke up still tired a drained. she walked over towards the. Cot. Picking ires up as she walked slow to the bed to feed. Her she started to relax.
A bit thanks to. settling iris down. Grace smiled at her seeing how pretty she was. It was as if she was blessed by the gods.
grace thought about how she was going to tell carl that she wasn't his as she saw her phone and opened it see crag number and a shocked face came over her face
Her mind was in a real panic if he called her husband must have answered it.
The days were going to get tough
When the front door had a knock she was wondering who could it be at this time of. Night
She only hear Craig voice which put her mind in a dazes
She had no chose But to walk out to see them her bedroom was on the bottom floor so it was easy for her to get around the house.
all you could hear was craig
iris (real father ) yoshi
Grace where are you I want to see my son
ires mother
I'm here Craig what are you doing here
Craig look at her she looked drained more than anything
When kai face said it all he told both of them to get with there child
Grace beg him. he told her he knew that her baby wasn't his in the first place
He grabbed her throwing outside the door as grace protected her child
Craig got more than angry he ran after Carl and gave him a punch started a fight broke out
grace stood there watching her whole world fall apart which made her heart ACK
iris seeing her mother like this place her hand on her face which mad grace smile again
Suddenly hearing police siren grace couldn't let her real father go to jail baby is she had to blame Carl for throwing her out and nearly hurt there child
They came speedy down the road with a noise of the siren as. The neighbors looked out of there widows
The car came to a halt as a male a female police officer came out
both of them look really young and pretty both of them walked towards her and spoke
policeman (Adam)
Good evening madam I officer Adams this item my partner went heated that a fight started, at this residence we wondered. If you could tell us about it and why do you have the mark on your cheek.
As Carl told came, and told them about the whole situation as smile went across his face thinking he would get them out and he could get away for mistreated his wife for years.
He had been bullying his wife for years and every time the police would be called he would blame it on her by telling them she would hurt him or hurt herself.
Which always works, although this time there was more of an audience than usual
One of them decided to come out to meet the officers and tell them what happened she spoke
Ash
Officer I was looking out the window and this man is the most horrible person and really, disguise with how he treated his wife his cold threw her out the front door as she was holding there child he has no right to be, a father at all and the other time I called he has been bullying his wife and getting away with it all these years.
The officers were stunned by how this man has been getting away with this for many years
She looked at grace and spoke
policewoman
Is what she saying truth madam
ires mother
Yes it true I've been bullied by my husband, but he always manages to get away with it I didn't say anything because I was to weak to speak my mind
All off them were lost for words
he face was annoying that he turned around and started to run
As the woman shouted to he kept running.
she began to run after him. As the male officer spoke into his walkie-talkie
policeman (Adam)
officer Adams here all in pursuit of an adult male with dark hair brown eyes wanted for question and expected abuse to his wife all in pursuit with cause very dangerous has a temper that goes out of control
Grace watched as the male officer speaking and told them they would have to go with one of the neighbors to be safe, or she could go with Craig
she went with Craig as he. Took iris as he took them to the car.
Years had past after the incident and iris grew up like a boy. Her mother was ill and in hospital as her father took care of her
However her father raised her as a boy she had longer hair which was most cut short due to it was always getting. Tied up into knot all the time.
Her father was just coming back from work when he saw her just reading with books he spoke
iris (real father ) yoshi
Iris come to dad let me hug you
She looked at him, she smiled as he put her book down got off the chair and ran to him. He hugged his son it was like they were best friends
iris was. Brought up with Craig her father after the incident happened with Carl and mom
a word came out of her mouth
ires
Father your come home how mom doing
Her father looked at his child with the face like to say she wasn't getting any better.
Iris face when down as her father confronted his son telling him it would be ok
Suddenly the hospital call tell him he had come down now his wife conditions wasn't looking good.
Both of them got ready quickly rushing out to the hospital leaving there apartment
leaving in the car. It took an hour to get to the hospital
Craig parked as he got out. Rushing out. With Iris. Inside the hospital doors
He walked to reception and spoke
iris (real father ) yoshi
I'm her to see my wife grace Wilson which room is she in.
The woman looked up at him, she replied
reception
Your wife is in room 234 just go up the corridor to the left it will be the first door you come to
he bowed to say thank you. As he rushed up the corridor. To 234. He opened it to see her she was really pleased with tune coming out of her noses she looked really weak
He slowly walked near her and sat down as a woman doctor came in to see them. She spoke
doctor
Are you grace her husband and son sorry for calling you in she is very weak, and I don't know how long she has to live. I’m, sorry.
Craig had tears coming down her face. And gritted his teeth blaming Carl for the way he had bullied her now she might die leaving him and her son without a mother
iris look at her father with tears knowing that something was wrong
she placed her hand on her father face and smiled as he hugged her and told her that he wouldn't let anything happened to him
iris didn't know what was happening until the machine started to go off in the room as the doctors. Told them to leave the room. And hour had passed
the doctor walked out telling her she was in critical condition and only had an hour to live
She told her that she wanted to say goodbye to her son
Iris took the doctors hand. walking inside the room to see her mother with tears in her eyes she spoke
ires mother
Come here my sweet star come here come on hug mommy
Iris slowly walked to her mom as she hugged her she spoke
ires
Mommy what happened are you ok
She looked at her daughter and had to tell Craig about iris is a girl not a boy she continues to speak
ires mother
My darling daughter I have to say this mommy will not be here for much longer I will be joining my parents in heaven
ires mother
I want you to not be sad I want you to be strong and always look after your family don't let your father go down a dark path always stick to your studies and make something of yourself. keep out of trouble and always don't trust strangers.
Iris understood as her eyes filled up with tears
heartbroken
Iris sat there with tears in her eyes seeing her mother so weak that her heart started to ache
knowing that she will be not with her for now on made her really sad and loved her mother just as much as her father
ires
Mom I study really hard and won't get into trouble I will look after father
The doctor looked. How grace son looked so innocent he looked like he was about to past out from heart break
Grace told iris to get his father he made his way out with the doctor Craig saw his son face
It was in tears the doctor told him that she wanted to see him
He walked in the room to see grace she looked stunning still as beautiful when he met her he spoke
iris (real father ) yoshi
My love you wanted to see me my beloved sweetheart
Tears came down his face as he walked towards her holding her hand
She spoke with in a soft tone
ires mother
My sweet I know I told you I would be with you forever, but it seems I will be leaving your side a lot sooner than I hope
ires mother
don't cry my love I will always be with you when you feel low or if you're in a bad mood think of me
ires mother
Craig protected our child from Carl he will try to get his revenge
ires mother
I have to tell you something about iris is not a boy but a coughing................
All you could hear was tears streaming down his face and the room became Even more silent than before
As the other doctor opened the door. Iris ran in. see his mother had gone.
he cried as Craig picked iris up and confronted him
Craig wife that he protected was gone. her body lay there looking like she was asleep
Both of them looked at her for the last time as they closed the door.
The doctor. Told them that all the expenses will be paid for grace funeral
Craig told her that she was going to take iris home.
The ride home was silent none of them said a word to each other
to each other as the car was driving
back to their house which turn out to a pretty good day turned to a sorrow one
Craig stopped the car in the driveway unbutton his seatbelt and opened the car door getting out
Walking around to the other side opened the door to get iris out
Closing the door slowly walking towards there house opening it and went inside
Craig placed iris down as he slowly walked to his room shutting it behind him
Iris just stood there with tears streaming down her face her mother the one who took care of her since she was a baby has gone.
Iris felt more alone than ever like something have punished her for doing something wrong
Or felt like it wasn't really
Back in Craig room all he could do, was lay there on the bed looking at the ceiling with pictures of my. Grace in his mind tormenting him with sadness as she has left this world thanks to that Carl hurting her.
Craig also felt guilty of taken there, son off Grace so she could have some peace and not taken her away from that asshole he regretted a lot of things even the fact that he didn't look for her. When she was pregnant with iris
All he did was cry in tears as outside iris could hear her father cry it felt unbearable to hear
I wasn't use to it still my wife had gone
Leaving me and our child be hide it was like a black hole
Had shallowed was about to swallow my heart whole. With no remorse
Feeling my emotional and sad at the same time to be honest I have to stay strong for iris. Protected her and staying positive that was the only thing that kept me going
He signed. As he. Try to get himself tougher opened the door to see iris with tears. Down her face
Looking at iris I feel like I have let her down, and I do feel ashamed that I deserve to punish myself but not now I have to stay strong for iris
iris (real father ) yoshi
My iris your mother will always be with you and so will I
iris (real father ) yoshi
I will protect you,. And look after you I will always be here for you no matter what.
Iris face sadness as he hug his father when he realized that iris didn't speak much he was in a lot of pain and the, only way he could let him express himself was let her angry out by crying. Or on him.
The days. Past like lighting. And to the day of the funeral everyone that knew. grace came even her parents
The woman wear backdress and the male wear black suits
All of them were offering there condolences to iris and Craig
Both of them have sad expression on there faces. Iris turned her face with tears streaming down her face it was to much for 10 year olds to bare it made her feel like she was weak. And couldn't do nothing
She just stood there saying nothing her heart was broken
As the priest began the funeral all of them sat down
priest
We are gathered her today to say goodbye to a wonderful woman a friend Grace Wilson a wonderful wife mother and daughter
priest
We all have a moment of silence in the room
All of them bowed there heads and sat in silence remember Grace Wilson with her beautiful smile and her wise words.
All you could hear was iris tearing up her tears were heated over the silent as his father's arm creased him. With his arm. Trying to calm him down. So he could stop crying
Everyone some people look over seeing iris crying they could understand been a child without a mother is hard. Everyone knows how it is to lose a parent
Craig calm him down and say he will be with him and will protect him from anything
the priest carried on with rest of the service at the end everyone says there finally goodbyes iris wiped his eyes with tears as he kisses his mom on the cheek
Saying goodbye. As she waited. For. Father
When he last said there goodbye the church doors opened, and they lifted Graces coffin carrying it out to the burial side. All of them said prays
As the coffin was placed down into the hole and the priest. Spoke the word that would put everyone mind at essay
priest
May Grace Wilson be protected by the lord in heaven and blessing she will have in the afterlife
iris felt like she could finally say goodbye by taking a flower crush it and letting it go in her hand as all the petals flew into the air and were carried by the wind.
Everyone else followed him as to say the final send off
everyone says to them condolences again as they left expect for one a woman who knew grace very well and only made it to half of the service she spoke to Craig
shira
condolences to both of you sorry I was very late to the service I'm Shira one of grace Wilson friends
shira
may Grace Wilson be protected and blessed. And protect both of you.
shira
I hope we meet again soon good day to both of you
She left them on their own. Iris and Craig started to place flowers also on the grave and started to pray they stay there for an hour then left. For the car
Over at the airport there was a woman younger in her twenties getting off the plane she started walked to see if she could get a cab to Grace Wilson mansion to say hello to an old friend
when something caught her eyes it was the new and annocing about Grace Wilson. Death he face was in shock she knew Grace had a weak body but she didn't know it would lead to this
She quickly walked to get a cab to see Craig and to know the truth
She got into the car with her luggage and spoke
Charlie
Grace Wilson mansion please
The driver started to drive away. From the airport. She looked out of. The window. To see the beautiful scenes of the sea it made her feel car and relaxed
Thought her nervous were getting the better of her she couldn't sit still until she knew what happened to grace her heart would be in prices if she heard is it was true
Her heartbeat racing over hour. Like one of tho strain that pulled out of the. Station
The car. Took a short which lead them easy to the house she thanks the driver and paid him she walked to the front door. And knocked on his to see Craig open it he looked pale and weak like he hadn't slept in day. His eyes looked baggy and. He looked like he wasn't eating enough. He spoke
iris (real father ) yoshi
Hello Charlie how are you doing today what can I do for you
she. Gasped with shock seeing how he looked
Charlie
I came to see Grace though today I heard she was dead on the new, and I wanted to confirm if it true
Craig face broke down knowing the way he was Charlie couldn't believe it how can a beautiful woman like grace Wilson die so young
ires
Father ....... Who that
Charlie looked behind Craig and saw a little boy. He looked so much like Grace
Charlie
Craig is this grace son he looks so much like her
Craig nodded Charlie walked towards her and gave iris a hug. Seeing that lovely face it was as if. This child was a blessing and would continue been like her,
They all sat down. And had a chat. Craig told Charlie about why grace was so weak her face changed
Thinking it was because of Carl that she has become so weak she felt disgusted by how Carl could call himself a lovely husband when his hurting his wife behind closed doors
It was horrible to imagine. She saw how iris was the trauma that was left behind was not heath also been in this house all day wasn't healthy to she decided to take iris out, somewhere so they could talk, and he could get some things off his chest
She spoke with a strong tone
Charlie
Craig I will take iris out, so she can some fresh air she hasn't been out most of the day been I. The house isn't healthy
Craig looked at her and gave her a nod telling her it was a good idea
Iris look at her as she gave her hand to him, he took it without questioning
As both of them left the house to go somewhere quiet. Like a café or a park
Charlie saw two benches they sat down she looked at him, she spoke
Charlie
Iris I'm about what happened to your mother she was a wise woman who has always been with me to the very end of high school
Iris looked at her with a smile she replied
ires
I'm okay my ... Mommy says to me to stay strong and help daddy
Her eyes widened for such a little boy to stay strong put older people to shame
Due to they always. Faulty blame other people about their own miss desires .
And misfortune that they forget that there love one are the most precious things that they ever have
Charlie
I know your mom will be with you always she is proud of you even your father proud of you and so am I
Iris looked at Charlie and a bigger smile than every before came on her face
deep conversation
iris left the out doors he felt speak to Charlie has lifted some of the burden off of him
It was like she was trying to say take care of yourself and don't let your mother down
Years has passed and now ires was around 17 to 18 he was in a private college to anyone else but for boy he was mostly silent and didn't pay attention to other people or get into trouble
The only one he spoke to was his best friend sin who only came to college to study i.t
He he had dark black hair with. Brown eyes. He is useless doesn't pay attention in class Iris spoke to him
ires
Sin wakes up your going to fail this semester and repeat it next year
Sin looked at ires and replied
sin
When did you become bossy and beside it not like this stuff going to help me in the coming years
ires sighed. In a deep tone.
As he opened his book to read the next method for the class on his schedule
When. One of them boy turned around to speak
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Ires is right sin if you don't study this year your be left behind
Sin felt like both of them were ganging up on him as he huffed in an angry way that always pissed off ceton people
even if he failed it wouldn't be nothing of the other students business
Ires was about to say something to him when the teacher told them that they need to do this for home work for school
All the boys got up because it was the last lesson for me day ires. Pulled out his chair putting everything in his bag
He zipped it up as he walked out
Everyone looked at ires in amazement everyone wanted to be like him
Thought sin got a smell from ires that smell like a woman
Everyone knew how strange that ires didn't let anyone over his house and the fact that. He didn't want to shake any of the boys hand or anything
When he went to get his leather suit from his locker he closed it and went straight into the male toilet he opened one of the stalls. Closed it.
Behind him to get ready an hour, and he came out they all gasped at ires was wearing a motorbike suit
that they looked up to him as his idol
Iris knew if they found out that she was a girl would they still look up to her
walked out of the double doors
walking towards his motorbike placing his helmet on and driving away
The breeze was calm and it up lifted air within the suit.
Making it more comfortable to wear
His hair blew thought the wind. As her eyes were forced, on the road she had only a few miles away from ires home to the school as the bike slowly drove in her driveway she parked it as she stopped the engine.
Getting off the bike when she felt a tap on her shoulder she turned to see one of the next door neighbors. She spoke
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"Hello ires how is it like been a boy but you're hiding your real gender."
Ires looked at her as his face turned cold knowing that she knew that his real gender was a girl
Ires slapped her hand away with a looked that made her feel, uncomfortable which the woman face changed into a evil twisted smile that could only mean one thing she was an, enemy.
Iris locked up her car and ran inside her house as she watched her go in ires ran inside and closed the door
She knew someone would find out sooner or later that she wasn't a boy but a girl her father, never knew and raised her as a boy through it was going to get more complicated throughout this year than ever her thought, kept running though her head what if the boys school found out it was going to more difficult to go to school and build her education up.
Thought that woman face had looked really familiar which made her question was did her, mother have a secret that she never told her.
Which made her ask even more questions about whom that woman she looked just like her mother
She ran straight up the stairs and to her room taken off her clothes that smelled awful she couldn't have basketball either or any activity because someone would find out her gender. Which annoyed her
She looked at her mother photo bringing those memories that she had of her back which made her cry
As she walked into the bathroom to get a shower
Back downstairs ires father came back noticed that his son was back from school though, had a feeling that he had been keep been in the dark about something big.
Which made him think that ires mother was hiding something more also he walked up the stairs toward sires room and knocked on the door.
He opened it and saw ires on the bed sleeping he could tell that his son took a quick shower and that he was exhausted for the evening
He left his son room without a word as ires opened her knowing her father always went to her room whenever she was in the shower
Lucky he didn't find out her gender. Or she would have to change high school
She as her phone went off it was charlie she hadn't seen her in a while only at the funeral
ires
Hello Charlie how are you doing this evening
All she heard were cries of tears and hurt she answered her
Charlie
" I'm fine ires just been a cry baby as always"
Thought ires just told her that she was on her way as she put the phone down.
And started to get into some warm clothes she slowly snuck down stairs and. Out the door Chaire only live across the street from her.
She ran across and ran toward her door and banged it. As Charlie answered ires hugged her she had tears in her eyes which made. ires anger and questions who made her friend cry like this .
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