I, Xian Song was born in a strict and Mafia family in China. When I grow up I saw blood and gun and killing. My father was a mafia king. When I was born I got to know he was planning for me to take over his all things and wanted me to make as dangerous as him.

So in childhood of course I only allowed to watch thriller movies . I was not allowed to watch cartoons or any girly things. When I was only 7 years old I killed a dog by force. It was the start of my killing journey. My mother left my father after she have me. She wanted to take me away but my father didn't let her.

My room is not like other girls filled with soft toys and beautiful painting on wall. The wall colour is Red, pink or other sweet colours. My bedroom's all is decorated in the colour of black and white. There are soft toys on bed. Instead, there is gun under my bed. In case I have to kill my enemy.

In school every girl used to become afraid of me. Few girls also used to bully me because I always stayed cold. But if I ever start fighting they will die. So I didn't used to do anything to them.

There was a guy named Lin Su in the class who was also as claim and polite. He was the one who saved me from few girls. They were bullying me but he tried to protect me.

Because he was good-looking and intelligent everyone used to like him. I didn't care at first but from that day I first got to know what it feels like to love someone. But then I realised that my life is not for him. Not for a beautiful and innocent people like him.

So I stayed away. Later I realised that he like someone else. And then I just stayed away more and more.

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7 years later.

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I open the car and get out. Few guards also come out from the car after me.

"Ma'am, He is inside." My assistant Yin Wu said.

"I see," I said then walk towards the big hotel. It is our family 's hotel. There is two kind of work go on in this hotel. One is people come here and stay. Two is killing and torturing.

I was walking backside of the door what is always stay secret from other people. A bodyguard open the door for me.

I walk inside the hotel and started walking on Marvel floor.

Another girl open the door for me and I get inside.

A middle aged man was sitting there on kneel and his hands were tried. There guards were holding them tightly. When I come inside they all greet me. I sit down chair and look at him.

He look at me with angry face. This man was no one but a trusted man of my father but cheated on him by selling very Valuable weapon in secret.

"I am telling you. I didn't do that." He said while looking at me.

"So who was that? Can you tell me?" I said in cold voice.

"I don't know, But it was not me! I didn't even touch that." He shouted.

"Dare to shout again and I will shoot you." I said and he immediately shut his mouth.

I look at my assistant Yin Wu and he give me the gun. I hold the gun in my hand and then again look at him.

"How can you do this to me? You know I cannot cheat on your father. We are good friends. I am working for him for over 20 Years. From the time you were not even born." He said.

"Yes, And for that My father didn't knew it will happen and it will be you. What I am doing is order from my father. Nothing more." I said without raising my voice.

"If he don't believe me then why he didn't come?"

"That none of your business. I am not here for cheat chat. Tell me where is the money you get and who you sold that?"

"If you don't believe me then prove me. Why are you not proving?" He said.

Well, It was the time I was waiting. I was the one who catch him in CCTV camera and also from the secret recorder.

"Yin Wu give me the laptop and recorder." I order Yin Wu as he walk outside from the room.

Mr Wills, My father's so Calles trusted man's face is now white in fear.

After sometime he come back with the laptop and recorder. I put that on my lap and open the folder and then the video started playing.

I turn the laptop towards him and play on the video. It was clear on the laptop that He greeted to few people who were wearing Mask and when they were leaving the room there was a suitcase in his bag.

"It is not proved that it was that thing. We had some talks." He said.

"What bout the suitcase? "

"It's... It's..." Before he can say anything I click on the recording.

{"Here is the weapon you wanted " Mr Wills saying. "Ha Ha Here is your money. You did a great job. What if they find out?"Another man said.

"Don't worry, They will not. I put a fake weapon. Anyone will not understand." Mr Wills said.}

I close the recording. He is quite right now.

"You want to say anything?" I asked coldly.

There was no response from him. But suddenly making us shocked he fell down on ground.

"What the-" I said in shock.

My assistant run to him and pick him up then look at his face "Ma'am he took poison."

"What? There were poison in his mouth?"

"Yes, I think as soon he had no plan to lie he broke the capsule of poison and ate it." Yin Wu said.

In underground world our bodyguard always keep at least one poison capsule with them. If anytime they got catch by other Mafia or enemy it is good then torture.

"Get him to hospital now!" I said getting up. Two bodyguard come and pick him up then left in hurry.

"Prepare the car. We need to leave to hospital after him" I said while going outside and Yin Wu following me.

"Should we let Boss know?" Yin Wu asked.

"Yes. I will call him after going to hospital. We have to check his condition." I said.

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The car stop in-front of the hospital. I open the Car's door and get off from the car.

When I get inside the hospital everyone was busy on their own. Yin Wu tell me the room no. Where Mr Wills were in. We take the lift and go up with my assistant and two bodyguard.

The lift's door open and we go out from the lift. The room was beside so we get in. A Doctor wearing mask and two nurses was checked him but seeing us they get shocked and surprise.

"You cannot get inside the room like this." The doctor said.

"Shut up and tell me if he will be alive or not?" I said with a cold face.

I don't know why he was strange he come towards me and stand infront of me. "This is hospital not your house."He said with as much cold voice as me.

I look straight into his eyes and said "That's none of your business where should I behave like home or not. Your work is checking if he will die or not do that."

He suddenly open his mask and my eyes went wide open. That face. The boy from my highschool days who helped me. The boy who I liked for the first time. The boy who I wanted to stay away from my dangerous life. It's him.Lin Su.

"What? why are you not saying anything?" He said.

I look down "Let's go outside " saying that I walk out from the room with my bodyguards.

When I came outside I saw two couples were laughing and chatting. Maybe Lin Su also have girlfriend or he is married. But me, Killing people.

Wish I also born in a normal family and had a life full of joy and happiness.

After 20 minutes he get out from the room and look at. I didn't look at him. I cannot.

"He will be okay after few days. And you have to come for few days too." He said. I nods as yes. He leave from there without saying anything.

I think he doesn't remember me. Why would he? I look at him and saw he was chatting with other people with a smile face. Like he always did. A innocent and comfortable personality where you will not feel any pain or sadness. I look away and walk away. Everyone follow me.

Yin Wu open the door for me and I sit inside. He close the door and sit infront of me.

The car started.

"Yin Wu" I call him.

"Yes, Ma'am?" He responds. He is same age as me.

"Have you ever wanted to quite this job and live a happy life?" I asked.

He look at my face with a very shocking face.

"Just answer" I said.

"I...I did. But you saved my life so I will give my life to save you, ma'am." He said with a smile. I nods as yes and look out from windows.

It was about to rain outside. My all old memories started coming into my head. I didn't realize when my home come. The car stop and I realized I am home. Yin Wu open the car and I get out.

"Go home take some rest. Today you don't have to stay with me. I am tired to need some rest. So I will not work." I said and leave to my Mansion.

When I open the door it was a dark and empty room. I switch on the lights and the lights turn on saw the mansion look like expensive. It is expensive. But for me this is normal and boring place.

Father stays outside the country and managing a big party there. He often leaves from here. I always stay alone. My nanny who take care of the home and also cook for me, she is not here right now. I go to bathroom and change my dress.

I look at my dresses and they were dirty. I put them inside the basket and sit inside the bathtub.

I open my eyes when I realized that I accidentally fell asleep inside the bathtub. I immediately get out from there and then go out from bathroom.

I am exhausted today. I go to the kitchen and open the fridge to see nothing. I have to sleep eating instant noodles again.

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The next day when I open my eyes suddenly a sharp pain run into my head.

"Ouch!" I shout closing my eyes. I hold my head. My body is totally weak. I pull out the thermometer and check my temperature. After 5 minutes I saw the thermometer and yeah, I was right. I am having a fever. I was afraid of this. Last night for felling asleep in water I catch the cold. I took some pills and sit down on bed.

"Should I take rest today?"

Suddenly my phone start ringing. I pick up.

"Hello?"

"Hello Ma'am, Are you ready?"

"No, Why?"

"You have to visit the hospital."

"I...is somthing wrong?"

"Yes, He is suddenly in critical situation. Doctor called me and told me to be present there." Yin Wu said.

I take out a big sigh. "Ok...Bring the car."

Cutting the call I stand up and open my clothes then take out some clothes. My health is so weak. But I have to go. I will come back soon today.

I dress up into white dress today. It is a bit thick. I will not feel cold. I get ready and was waiting outside my gate then the car stop. Yin Wu come out from the car and greet me "Good morning."

"I told you not to do this." I said in weak voice "

He look at me and his face turn into tention. "Are you okay?" He asked.

I nods as yes and get inside the car. He also get inside the car "But you are clearly not looking well." He said looking at me.

"I am totally fine Yin Wu" I said and close my eyes.

After 30 minutes the car stop infront of the hospital and I get off from car.

We walk inside the room and I saw Lin Su checking Mr Wills's body. He saw me and then come towards me.

"He is out of the danger now. Do not worry. He will be alive." He said.

I nods as yes and turn around. I need to go home then.

"Let's go. He is fine." I said to Yin Wu. Before I walk again he suddenly hold my hand.

My heart beat skip. I turn to him and was about to take my hand back but he hold my hand tightly.

"You are having fever." He said and then look into my eyes.

I look away "It's fine." I said and was about to look away but then I feel a pull on my hand and saw him pulling me away. I was so shocked.

"Hey, Where are you taking me?" I asked in a low voice but I didn't get any answer in back. I look back and saw Yin Wu was come after me, walking.

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"So, You were avoiding your fever?" He said looking at me.

"I was not, I took some pills." I said in low voice.

"Oh really? When?"

"In morning." I said

"Name of the medicine?" He asked.

"Well...I..."

He look at me and take out a sigh. "You even don't know the medicine name?"

He started writing some medicine on the pepar. "Why are you even at work at this helth?" He asked

I was sitting silently. "I..I am not at work and it's fine I am all right. You don't have to think." I said.

He give me the prescription and look at me again "take this medicine and take rest."