How did I end up like this with a strong stench of blood on my dress the dress that my mother gave me before ... before she died in the end I failed to save everyone I love I.. I.. am useless who dares says good always wins over evil that's ridiculous it's all based on who was better who was stronger I guess this is how I die mnnh in the last moments of one's life they remember everything that happened in their life on July the 22 of 1456 is the year that everything changed it all changed !!! (sob sob ) huh hear my story and feel bad for me because I am unfortunate and I hate myself on my sixth birthday in August the first of 1450 is when we were singing my birthday song and suddenly my Aunt Lucy started bleeding the celebration was called of and Aunt Lucy had to be admitted to the hospital back in London she was 9 months pregnant was she about to lose her baby after consieving so hard my mother said "Let us pray to the gods that she and her baby will survive " father said worriedly after two hours she was in there the doctor finally came out with some rather bad news " I am sorry Mr Mendez we were able to save your wife but unfortunately not the same for the baby" my Uncle Mendez started crying I guess a grown man can cry too I said innocently " Shut up Shut up you piece of s**t " Mr Mendez said angrily "Your birth was a mistake you were born on a blood moon night with strange blue eyes and white hair and pale skin you brought misfortune to my wife that's why she had a miscarriage " Mr Mendez said "Father father tell Uncle that I am not a mistake "I said " You know Mr Mendez is not entirely wrong giving birth during blood moon night is bad luck and not only that but you look so different I have brown hair your mother black we both have green eyes sometimes I wonder if you are really my daughter" Father said to me disgustingly ( Wham ! ) my mother slept my father across the face "Get back to your senses this is your own daughter are you trying to tell me that I cheated on you no ! this is unacceptable we are all heart broken by the news Mr Mendez but that doesn't mean you should scream at my daughter she is not a misfortune she is the best that has ever happened to the Crystania family !" she said while shouting and set down no one dared say a word back to her because my mother comes from a prestigious upper class family the Williams family known for their wealth and popularity believe it or not my father was a gardener for my mother's family but some how won the favor of having the heart of my mother

Like I said in the previous episode my father was a gardener who won the heart of the youngest daughter of the Williams family my mother one day when my father was gardening he found a rare rose it blossomed brightly it's petals had a fragrant scent and had light blue and white color which glowed in the moonlight he immediately took it and gave it to my mother Edith "I...I Edith a blue and white rose it...it reminded me of your beauty even flowers are pale ..in..in comparison please take it " father said "Why thank you kind sir may I know you're name " Edith said " Oh my name is Daniel it was very nice to meet you madam Edith " father said "Do you work here Daniel" mother asked "Yes I work here as a gardener I was the one who grew these pretty flowers" father said "Edith ,Edith come here why are you talking to that gardener who clearly comes from poverty " said Asmariala my mother's best friend my father left the scene feeling embarrassed and my mother for the first time slept Asmariala across the face and ran after my father Daniel "Daniel please wait for a second I apologise for Asmariala she is just a spoiled brat she shouldn't have said that some of us are born poor some born rich but that does not mean we should criticize each other it's just wrong I believe in equality and I like you I ..mean your rose " my mother said giving a slight kiss on my father's arms "Do you Know why I kissed these hands it's because they worked hard and grew such a beautiful rose I love it I promise to take care of it "she said then Daniel leaned in close and gave her a big kiss on the mouth "That ..that was my first kiss ..I ...I don't know what to say " Edith said "Say I love you " said Daniel my mother blushed and flustered and agreed but their love was forbidden because she was already engaged to Nathaniel Cather from the Cather family with the equal amount of riches and power like the Williams family so they would sneak off and hide as they kept their relationship a secret there were only two people who knew their secret and it was Elliena my mother's loyal maid servant and Asmariala my mother's best friend ,but then one day after my mother was out in the woods with my father she went in the Williams Manor then heard a loud screaming coming from outside in the backyard she ran towards the sound and it was Elliena her face was terribly burned she saw her father holding an iron tool that was clearly hot burning "Father what did you do to Elliena" she asked "When were you going to tell me about this gardener boy tell me !" he asked while shouting "What gardener boy? " she said with tears in her eyes "So you are playing dumb mybe if I kill your maid servant that should refresh your memory " Her father said "Please please I beg you don't hurt my Elliena she is a nice girl she had nothing to do with this, yes I confess I have been having an affair with the gardener boy father give him a chance he is a nice boy ...fa ...he completes me " she said while crying out loud "I fed you I gave you a roof over your head and this is how you repay me " her father said "Father those were your responsibilities as a parent just because you brought me in this world that does not give you the right to control my life " Edith said while crying

"You have grown to have a very big mouth tell me is it because of that gardener boy did he prepare you to say these things to me tell me now " her father said "No he gave me something better and that is self worth he acknowledged me something you failed to do as a father you have never given me you time you have never loved me instead you saw me as a bargain chip to the Cather family and sold me off for some marriage just because you are greedy and you want more power you think I don't know that the reason you wanted me to marry Nathaniel Cather is because the Williams and Cather are on equal footing in power and If you joined forces together you will gain more wealth " Edith said "You have become quite dominant and strong but in all the wrong ways bring the gardener boy here now " He said my father Daniel was dragged by the servants and was pushed and he fell next to where my mother was kneeling she helped him get up and brushed off the dirt of his clothes and they hugged right in front of Mr Williams the head of the family Edith's father he emediatley became disgusted by the scene and too his iron tool and tried to hit my father Daniel in the face but my mother stood in front of him in order to protect her lover and got hit on the face and her face was burned badly "You idiot I can't believe you your mother..woul..would" Mr Williams said while being interrupted "She would be what, this gardener boy is much better than you would ever be in centuries you have been nothing but a cheater mother died because of depression because of your countless affairs do you Know how hard it was to see my mom cry herself to bed every night you are a disappointment " Edith said to her father "Pack up your begs and leave I will talk to the Cather family and break of you engagement with Nathaniel this is where we say our goodbyes you can leave with your life savings don't regret your decision to be with this rodent this...this piece of trash I want you gone now !!"Her father said Edith packed her bags and left with the life savings she had and they rode in a carriage and moved in some far away town in London on the way she gave a beg of gold to Elliena "I am not sure what life awaits me and I afraid it's a life of suffering I might have took some of my riches but how long will they last take this beg of gold and fix your face luckily for you your face was not deeply burned like mine and it can still be fixed but ... mine it it can never be fixed again I will die ugly and with this burn