I am exhausted, tired of fighting. I just wanna have a normal life like all kids my age.help me please help me out, I'm terrified I'm scared I'm cold and hungry.

My name is Terry, I'm a 15 year old girl, Before my life was perfect then came the day my dad left home. I was very saddened by his departure when I was only 3 years old but over time, I adapted to the situation.

My mother raised us alone. Despite the departure of my father, she was still strong for us and let us see his sorrows.

I'm still proud to have had a mother like her, even though life has things in store for me that I never expected.

After my father left, our life continued. often my father came to visit us but I felt that something was wrong. When he came he never greeted my mother and he made me sad, I tried to show a face of happiness so as not to worry my mother. I covered my eyes with my own lies, I often felt uncomfortable when you were near me but did not speak to each other. nobody knew what I felt deep inside me, will they ever find out? that, I don't know.

back to my life in elementary school. I was not very smart nor well known by the teachers but I did my best to make my mother happy. I often got my snack during the break by my friends, they told me that if I didn't give them, they won't play with me , so I had no choice but to follow their instructions.

with my brothers and sisters I was rebellious but with my classmates, I became calm and kind again. despite what my classmates did to me, I had a loved one with whom I was since kindergarten it's true she was often aggressive but she was the only one with whom i got along true. We would come home together every day and spend our days in each of our houses. she made me laugh and allowed me to forget my deep sorrows.

I had never been accused of injustice at school, until the day that my friend was surprised with objects prohibited at school. Our manager called out to everyone involved and unfortunately I was involved.i had bot try to explain the principal but she never wanted to hear anything so she gave me a meeting with my parents.that day when I returned home, I was sad because it had never happened and I knew that I was going to bring a disappointment to my moth

night has fallen and my mother has come home, I'm afraid to talk to her about this request but what should I do, I have no choice, I have to tell her the truth. I walks over to her, she looks at me and my heart beats even harder.

I was afraid to tell my mother what had happened but I kept trusting. I swallowed my courage and started explaining the situation to my mother, to my great surprise she did not shout at me, nor contradict me. she was just there, listening to me. since that day I have known that my mother trusted me.

the next morning, I head to my school.I go into class and sit in my seat as usual. everything seemed to be normal, I had almost forgotten the summons from my parents.

At the end of the classes, the principal entered our class, she called all who were suspected of having brought unwanted objects to school. to my surprise, my name was not part of it. I was so surprised that I was looking at the director strangely.

finally, this day was full of surprises. I went home as usual and started waiting for my mother to tell her the news. finally when my mom arrived the look on her face was so sad i forgot the reason i was coming.

My mom went to her bedroom, took a bath and called us all to the main living room. she tells us "I have bad news" my heart was pounding even more then she said "I will lose my job". I didn't really realize what was happening to us but with his look, I knew it was bad news. according to her boss, she would be accused of stealing. after having worked in this company for 19 years of his life,she gets chased like a bitch.

after some time my mother got back in hand, and decided to go ahead.she opened a little sewing shop in the market nearest to us and made us promise never to tell our father.At the beginning the market was difficult but gradually she became known by everyone in the market. but unfortunately another piece of news changed our life.

My mother's little brother, my uncle, appealed to my mother to inform her that her car had been stolen. At that moment I did not know my mother's reaction since I was not present and and when she got home she looked normal in i didn't suspect anything unusual.

as usual, we were all gathered in the living room. she tells us "we don't have a car anymore", we were astonished when suddenly my big sister asked her "how is that possible?". she told us to stay calm and that it only concerns the adults. we stayed in the living room, each in his own thoughts but by a look we could all know that we were in pain .

why were our lives changing all of a sudden, why did we get sad every day, why did this happen to us, but we were far from imagining that it had only just started.

Before going to bed, my mother said these last words to us "kept hope because God is in control"