..maybe the doctor is wrong, maybe I will be able to see the sunrise tomorrow and day after tomorrow...

something fell right next to my hand where the word maybe was written on my diary I quickly wiped the blood but more drop of blood started falling ...my eyes become watery because I knew what it means i covered my nose with my left hand to stop the blood from flowing down and quickly turn the page and starts writing .. maybe my last words when I was writing my heads started feeling dizzy but I however managed to write the words I wanted to write . the pen fell down from my hand and a huge amount of blood split from my mouth both my hands and my diary are covered with blood .....I wanted to call the nurses for help but am unable to utter even a word my head is blacking out ...luckily a nurse was rounding the wards she saw me and called the doctor.....and I blank out .......

when I opened my eye I saw the doctor instructing the nurses ..they all look tense ....are they worried about me? but no they are just worried about me as am patient not because am there something ...Haha I really wanna laugh at myself ,my life ,my fate and my love for him because even in such a state alone I don't blame him..... hahaha what a joke I am ..my eyes are heavy now and i know it's my end ,and of a foolish women's life , end of a lonely heart girl ,end of a woman who loved him and only him .....my eyes are blurry and its really hard to keep it open the hope to live on died a long ago . ...my eyes are closing someone rushed at my ward and I know him .he is the one person because of whom am not a loveless woman..thanks brother Peter ......and good bye ....my eyes closed and the only figure that appeared on my mind is of him the person I love the most .......good bye ... and with this my mind also went blank ....

Peter POV

I went to his address and ring the bell .as it was his office time he was the one who opened the door .

Peter- sir a parcel for you .

Ryan- thank you .*signing the paper * aunt Mary please..

Peter- a woman asked me to deliver it ( I know after hearing me you ll check it by yourself) have a good day.

I left him with the parcel.am sorry little bunny but it's the only way to make him regret ,to make him felt guilty and to punished him for his doing and for it am ready to break my promises. am sorry

memorised of our childhood flash into my mind where she was playing happily at the park ...tears started flowing down from my eyes ...I really wish to go back in time ,so that I can stop her from falling for a man like RYAN ....

Ryan POV

I took the parcel directly to my office ..afraid that Emi will see it and will be stress out thinking I will go back to my past lover ...its not like am cheating but the situation right now is that she is pregnant and I don't want to harm my small family .I reached my office .all the way my mind was filled with thought .thinking what she is planning by giving me the parcel ?and what's inside it ?by judging the size of the parcel it is something small like a book or something like ..a diary ? ....I opened the parcel ......and I was correct it's a diary ,her diary ...but why is she giving me her diary ? and that too her personal diary ....its not that she never told me her secret but she never allowed me to read her diary ......I open it .on the first page there were her name written on it and some other information about her like- her date of birth, her zodiac sign and her favourite color etc..I turned to the next page ..

21st December.

hey Rose , yeah it's me. I know it's been 4 years since we chat ...well I will directly come to the point ...its the same reason like years ago .am feeling lonely because it's been 2 months but Rayn isn't home yet and not only that ,recently he never calls me nor talk properly when I call him ..he will say a few words and after that he will tell me that he is busy after that he will hang up .maybe am thinking too much but I know him very well he is ignoring me .yet am not doing anything because deep down there a feeling that am overthinking and there is nothing like this ....please chat with me till Rayn comes back .

Thank you

I closed the diary and didn't went to the next page .what is she thinking? is she trying to get back with me by showing her diary. but am not falling for her tricks I put the diary in the drawer and make myself busy with my works ...

Rayn -* on call* yeah baby ?

EMI- Honey you promised to take me to dinner and now you are being busy ..

Rayn - ah sorry baby, I totally forgot about that .don't worry am coming to fulfill my promise .just give me fifteen minutes I will be there right away .

EMI- am waiting. bye honey

Rayn- bye baby.

what wrong with me I totally forgot about the dinner promise.ahh I was even unable to concentrate on my works because of the thought of that woman ...every cell if my mind was asking me to open the drawer and start reading the next page of her diary .....but am not going to read it ..I took my car key and left for home to have dinner with my beloved wife EMI as promised.