After four long years of love, I happily married a handsome army man. His words, smile always take my mind to a different world. Today marks our third wedding anniversary. He is a very open minded man. In four years our ability to understand each other from our quarrels was great. Still understanding is very good. Only problem is when he gets angry he gets so angry I can't break him. If you fall on your feet, then it's Easter.

- "What's the matter with you? You don't answer the call?"

- "Oh, I was wondering what else. I ate it. And you?"

- "Yes, when is the last time. Well, I'm a bit busy, I'll call you later. Allah Hafez."

- "Allah Hafez."

Before placing the phone on the table, an elderly woman with stiletto feet said in a harsh voice, "What is the matter, Nawab's daughter, what is the matter with my pole?"

"Mom, I'm sorry, let me tell you something. I'm not feeling well. My hands are in pain after working all day. I'll take some rest. Your son is my husband. What's wrong if you talk a little? Don't say no."

- "Yes, you are eating my pole's head by saying this, dancer Maia. My simple pole is not mine now. I know nothing that is useful."

I said, if it doesn't work, judge my polar.

Unable to withstand the bitter words of the mother-in-law, Sarat went to the bank of the mill. How much work he has. How happy it is when a person comes on vacation. Those who stay at home for five days, it seems that all his troubles disappear in an instant.

Today is such a happy day, in a minute, Sharat got peace. Hearing his voice, my mind is flying. After thinking about all these things, he came to the room after washing all the dishes, pots and pans and clothes.

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In the evening, Sarat was sitting in her room and browsing Facebook, suddenly one of her school friends knocked her. After talking for some time Sharat gave her husband's picture to her girlfriend.

- "Keere Sarat, your son-in-law is very handsome. So why didn't he take you to the cantonment for so long? Are you quarreling with your brother-in-law?"

- "Don't say anything. Why should I fight. It will cost a lot of money if I take it there. That's why I don't understand. Don't go for a few years."

- "Say what, you stay at home and let someone book our brother-in-law." lol

- "Yeah, he's not that kind of boy."

"This Nawab's daughter is sitting cooking tattari. It's evening time. Or will your mother Aisa cook?" Zohra Khatun said in a bored voice.

Hearing her mother's words, Sarat wanted to say in a loud voice, "Don't involve my mother in all this. I am doing all the work. But Sarat swallowed all the words even when they reached her throat. Mother-in-law should tell her mother's caste or not. Her husband loves her so much. "

Without giving any answer, Sarat started cooking.

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Lately, Shahriar's mind does not sit in office work. After working for a while, he picked up the phone. Four forty-five, oh no, today he has to go to the market with the lieutenant to buy some equipment. In a hurry, Shahriar ran with her phone, wallet and water bottle.

- "Assalamu Alaikum sir. Sir I am waiting for you in the car, you come sir."

-......

- "Yes sir".

After cutting the call, she took a deep breath and put the phone in her pocket. And if she was fifteen minutes late, she would have been severely punished. No, he needs to be more careful.

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Sarat is sitting on the bank of the river and watching the sky. What beautiful clouds are flying in the sky, how free they are. Sharat was also so independent with her mother. As their house was near Khulna city, sometimes Sarat and her girlfriends would skip school and go to eat together. How happy those days were. One day there was a conversation with a boy in Fuska's shop. The boy was calm but Sarat was quick. Sharat alone went to the point of tearing the boy's eardrum after a fierce fight. About that day...

- "What is the problem brother? Do you not see it in the eyes. Army people say but do not talk about it. Everything turned sour for you. What a pain. You mean you bought the world or not?"

The army boy looked at Autumn and said in a regretful tone, "Sorry ma'am I didn't see. And I didn't do this. My friend may have accidentally bumped your plate and the sour bowl fell."

- "You said it. You do this when you see a girl."

Hearing Sarat's words, the boy said angrily, "Look, everyone knows about us how we are. I won't be attracted by a third class girl like you. Be careful when you say that. Not everyone is like you."

After talking, the boy went to the army car with stiff legs.

Sarat looked like a fool and said to her friend Ruby, "What did the man say, I am third class. Come on, Ruby, I will explain the fun today. What did you get?"

Ruby held Sarat's hand and said, "Sorry friend, don't leave. You don't understand, maybe the boy's head is hot. Let's go home."

Sharat went home with all the ropes of the quarrel on his back like that day. But Sharat was suffering all night, he should not have behaved like that. There will be good and bad everywhere. Sharat thought that he will surely apologize.

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About a week later...

Sharat was returning home after taking a leave from school due to severe stomach pain. Suddenly he fell down on the street with a headache. After some time, when Sharat regained consciousness, he saw saline in his hand and looked around and saw the army boy of that day standing and talking to the nurse. .

- "What are you seeing, quarrelsome girl dabbing. I didn't kidnap you, you were lying on the street. I brought you to the hospital to serve humanity."

Sarat lowered her eyes and said in a soft voice, "Sorry. I'm ashamed of my behavior that day. And thanks for the help today."

Hearing about autumnThe boy smiled and said, "What's the name?"

-"Gee, Sarat Ahsan. What is your name?"

- "Shahriar Hasan"

- "Wow what a match of two names."

On that day, Shahriar and Sharat exchanged each other's numbers. After that, the two decided to get married in order to be free of tension in the relationship. However, Sharat's parents did not accept the marriage, but they arranged Sharat's marriage. Sharat did not understand the call to prayer. Sharat quickly went home.

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Shahriar is sitting in a tea shop chatting with old colleagues. The smile on his face. The army uniform is shining in the bright color of the body. In the middle of the conversation, a colleague happily chattered on the phone and said, "Hey, listen to your story. I got a girl from a big man. You understand. She knocks me on Facebook all day. One word of mine flies like a bee. All day. My heart is full of naughty sweet words with her. What a beautiful face. What else can I say about such a beautiful girl."

Ujjwal frowned and said, "But you are married. It's not even 2 years since you got married. How about having a new wife and talking to other girls? If you were single, there was one thing. You have a wife."

Suhas laughed and said, "Damn wife is in the wife's place. What will happen if we talk a little. Besides, how many markets do I take for my wife on vacation. Tell me what else can be done with this kind of salary. If you talk to the daughter of big people, money too. Available and there are gifts. And all of them belong to my wife."

Ujjwal shook his head and said, "No. It's not right. I understand that your wife will be upset if she hears it. Don't do that."

As Suhas's phone was ringing, he said as he went to get up, "Hey, you don't understand. Nothing will happen if you talk like that. I'll take the time. Let's talk for a while."

Ujjwal took a deep breath and looked to the left and saw Shahria sitting with her head bowed.

Ujjwal put his hand on Shahriar's shoulder and said, "What's wrong?"

Shahriar kept her head down and said, "You don't know how the family is doing well with such a low salary. I give half the money to my mother. I could not give any good gift to your wife even in three years of marriage. However, the girl never made a single complaint. When I call her, Divya laughs and talks. So much. Tension doesn't feel good."

Ujjwal gave a cup of tea to Shahriar and said, "Hey, think about it, there will be an arrangement slowly. Finish the tea quickly. There is no time to go to the camp."

Shahria raised her head and looked at the river with a cup of tea in her hand - what a helpless life she has!

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Ujjwal was sitting in the canteen for afternoon tea and playing games on his phone. At that time, Rahat sat next to her and said, "You know, I met my girlfriend today. She is so fair and beautiful. She is so crazy about this. She would take me on her lap if she could. Today, she is paying all the restaurant bills. Look again, so much." So much shopping done."

Ujjwal raised his eyes from the phone and looked at Rahat and said, "Shit, Rahat, you too have a wife like Suhas and are flirting with another girl? Don't you feel ashamed?"

Rahat shook the shopping bags and said, "Hey, what's the shame. I will give these gifts to my in-laws too. My wife and in-laws will be happy too. And besides, my father-in-law also pays well. This is why he gave me lakhs of money in front of me. And my mother-in-law is also very happy." He cooks good food and hides it and gives money to my wife to pay me. What is my forehead Think. But whatever you say, brother, how many gifts does the golden girl give me. These will not enter your dung head."

Ujjwal took his eyes off Rahat and saw Shahriar standing and drinking tea and staring at Rahat's bags. Ujjwal thought that the boy must have suffered seeing so many shopping bags. Today at noon, he said that the family is not running on salary. In fact, if you are in poverty, you get upset when you see the belongings of the people around you. normal He should gift his friend a shirt. It's Shahriar's birthday in four months and he is happy to think that he will gift a good band shirt and pants.

Meanwhile, Shahriar looks at the bags in meditation and thinks how happy people are, how many gifts they get. They all visit during the week, eat well, get gifts. Again, gifts come from the in-laws house. And the situation is difficult to meet the expenses of that month. Since Sarat got married for love, no one in their family accepted. Otherwise, Sarat's father would have given a double gift. Actually, now he understands the fun of not having a relationship with the in-laws house. He is also like that. Don't you deserve a gift?

When will he have such a smile? He also wants to live in peace. He wants to leave the world of tension and have a happy family. When will the day of the happy world without tension come???

Shahriar left all her thoughts and left the canteen and went to the room. Need some sleep now. I didn't sleep last night. These thoughts will keep on thinking. Before going to Shahria's room, she saw Syed Rahman standing outside laughing and talking on the phone. Shahria stood on the balcony for no reason. At that time, she heard,

-"Hey sweetheart don't puff your cheeks like that. See you tomorrow huh?"

-"Okay. Hurry up."

- "But I don't have a good shirt, it won't suit me to sit with you. Leave it, don't meet me, stay."

- "How are these things? You don't have to worry about me staying. You will go shopping tomorrow. How is that for me?"

- "I won't take your money, whatever you say."

Shahriar looked at herself without hearing what was said on the other side. It's been 3 months since she saw a shirt online but couldn't buy it for money. And they arranged to bring the entire market. Strange!

Shahriar was lying on the bed holding the phone and looking at the photo of autumn. He hugged the photo to his chest. How long has he not seen his wife. When will he meet face to face. Seeing his wife on a video call does not make him feel good.Shahriar fell asleep with the phone in her hand and kept drawing pictures of the beautiful moments spent with Sarat in her mind.

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How the night crickets are stilled by the call of Hutum Pecher. There is silence all around. What a noisy atmosphere has been created only by the sound of the wind. Autumn, who is in a deep sleep, suddenly starts pawing. It seems that two feet will break the hardness of the bed. Autumn is calm after some thrashing It is. There is a gloomy weather all around again. Sharat suddenly sits up from the bed with eyelids beating. The brain is activated again to take a deep breath. Sharat takes a look around and gets scared. Then a shadow saw the man approaching him and screamed 'no' 'no'.

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He wakes up in the bright morning and goes to the room to call Shahriar and finds him shivering. The temperature in the room is not so much higher than normal that a strong man would shiver from it.

As if Ujjwal was thinking about it, he placed his hand on Shahriar's forehead and realized that his hand was burning in the intense heat. Ujjwal asked Nafis of the next bed to look after Shahriar and went to her room to fetch medicine.

In the afternoon, sitting next to Shahriar, cutting her hair and asking Ujjwal in a soft voice,

- "How do you feel now? I was scared. How did you suddenly get such a fever?"

After hearing about Ujjal, Shahriar said after some time, "Ah, nothing much, the table fan was near the head, I understand that's why it feels cold. It will get better now."

Ujjwal hit Shahriar's head and said angrily, "In Sha Allah say."

Shahriar immediately bit her tongue and said, "In Sha Allah."

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-"You know I saw a terrible scene in my dream today. Someone was killing me and I couldn't do anything. Then suddenly I woke up. Me! I'm so scared Ruby.

Sarat wiped her tears after saying this in a tearful voice.

Ruby said in a worried voice on the other side of the phone, "Well, listen, it's just a bad dream, isn't it? Don't worry too much. I'll sleep after reading Ayatul Kursi and Tinkul, and it won't happen again, understand?"

Sarat agreed with Ravi and said, "You are right, I will do it. Don't listen, let me tell you about my father and mother. How are they? I haven't seen you for a long time."

Ruby looked up at the sky and remembered Sarat's mother's bitter poison arrow.

- "Aunty, what has happened is not acceptable? The girl is anxious to talk to you."

Sarat's mother, Sharmin Sarkar, laughed at Ruby's words in an angry voice.

"How can I accept a girl who holds the hand of another boy and leaves the house with a two-day-old boy drunk on the addiction of the family and crushes the love of her parents for so long under her feet?"

- "Aunty, Oto is realizing his mistake. He is blaming himself and he is apologizing to you."

Looking at Ruby, Sharmin Sarkar said in an angry voice with shining eyes,

"Will he be able to bring back our honor? To erase the pains of his father? To return the years we spent in pain?"

He paused again and said, "He can't do anything. Listen to this, he will never be happy. Pushing our love away, he will never find it in search of a little happiness. One day, due to lack, love will escape through the window."

Ruby calmly said to Sarat in a dirty voice, "What to do with the news? You didn't think about your parents when you left them. Everyone is good."

Sharat's eyes began to tear as he remembered his own family. The culprit was Shahriar's posting, so they rushed to get married. With how much persistence he persuaded his parents to get married by saying harsh words. Thinking these things, Sarat cut the tap without saying anything and started looking at the river silently and started watching the flow of water.

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At the end of the month, everyone is empty handed. With money money, a month does not go by fast. But suddenly everyone in the room was surprised to see the shopping bag in Shahriar's hand. Everyone's eyes then turned to Shahriar's hand bag and face. The always cheerful boy seems to be a little restless today! Very happy and happy.

Ujjwal was sitting on Shahriar's bed and waiting for her. Seeing Shahriar, she asked suspiciously, "Give me your phone."

-"Do you doubt me?"

- "I asked for the phone, whether I doubt it or not is the next thing!"

Ujjwal took the phone in his hand and entered the messenger and saw that there was no girl's ID, immediately he breathed a sigh of relief.

Taking away the phone, Shahriar said, "You could have done without insulting me like this. I am bringing a gift for your fiancée and not for anyone else. You could have believed me. I am not like everyone else, but I am different."

Ujjwal frowned and said, "Where did you get so much money at the end of the month when everyone's hands are empty? That's why I doubt it. Never mind, let's come and have tea."

When Shahriar wanted to go to the other side without saying anything, Ujjwal took her hand and took her towards the canteen.

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Today is the 26th of the month. It looks like the month is almost over. There is no shortage of autumn happiness even in the world of lack. Only the mother-in-law listens with harsh words, but the husband loves her more than what else. This is the day the parcel arrived for autumn. Shahriar has sent so many things for her. . So much care is never without love!

Next month - Shahriar's birthday on 4th December. Sarat does not have any job, she has saved some money for expenses. Shahriar said that they will go to the quarter in December. Autumn is passing the day very happily. Autumn's face always radiates happiness.

Nothing is left except the house left by Sarat's father-in-law and some arable land. Sarat thinks that if she saves some money and buys some land, maybe they will be a little better off. Saratke Shahria.She didn't give much after marriage. Sharat has no regrets about it. She thinks that Shahriar would be happy if she gave it like that? Sharat remembered seeing a black bike while eating ice cream in Khulna and Shahriar was looking at it for a long time. He will buy a second hand bike. Maybe his hope will be fulfilled at least a little.

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Shahriar is always smiling, happy and full of joy. Ujjbal is very happy to see this change in Shahriar. Let the boy be a little bit better. Hearing that after two days Shahriar will bring his wife, Ujjwal said that he will give a gift to the new bride. So in the afternoon they will go to the market together. Shahriar too. Did not disagree in this regard.

Five o'clock in the afternoon...

Ujjwal has been sitting on Shahriar's bed for twenty minutes. Shahriar entered the bathroom to take a bath and there is no way to come out. Ujjwal was busy on his Facebook all this time. When he charged his phone and placed it on the table, a phone vibrated. Ujjwal saw Shahriar's phone vibrating. Achin took the phone and saw that it vibrated for a long time even though he did not want to pick up the other's phone. Number saved as man. Seeing the name out of curiosity, he went to receive the call and cut off the call. When Ujjal placed the phone on the table, a WhatsApp message appeared on the lock screen. Ujjal was a little surprised to see the message. He had memorized the password when he took it, otherwise he could have found the unknown person of his dear friend like this?

Ujjwal was shocked to see Shahriar and Achin's conversation. He saw that there was a pic on this profile. Ujjwal quickly saw the profile pic. Seeing the picture of a very beautiful girl, his face turned black. Ujjwal quickly caught Shahriar's behavior and the reason for her change. Without saying anything, Ujjwal left the phone on the table. Within five minutes, Shahriar came, said goodbye to Ujjwal, took the phone in his pocket and left for the market.

Ujjwal and Shahriar went around and did some shopping for autumn. The whole time of shopping, Ujjwal kept looking at Shahriar with dirty eyes. Shahriar noticed what happened to Ujjwal, what happened suddenly! As she was busy with marketing, Shahria did not know much about the matter.

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At night, after dinner, all the colleagues were chatting together. But Ujjwal was sitting alone in a corner of the roof and watching the sky. Sitting next to Ujjwal, Shahriar corrected him,

"Why are you upset, are you tense about something?"

Looking at the bright sky, he said, "No."

Shahriar frowned at Ujjwal and said with interest, "Tell me. I am your best friend."

Turning her face from the bright sky, looking into Shahriar's eyes, she said with a soft smile, "I am also your friend. You never told me that you have a rich gf besides your wife."

Hearing Ujjwal's words, Shahria's eyes widened and said, "Nannah means GF, why would it be. Such friends talk sometimes, nothing else."

Ujjwal now asked in a strong angry voice, "Then why do you meet that girl every week? She takes you shopping and even gives you money. Why?"

Contrary to Ujjwal's words, Shahriar sat down without saying anything.

Ujjwal took a hot breath and put his hand on Shahriar's shoulder and said, "You have a wife, don't you think so? Like Rahat and Suhas, you also cheated because of the greed of money. Did you do a good job? The girl left her parents and family for you, you gave her How can you tell the price of cheating?

Even though a lot of time passed, Ujwal got up and left the roof without getting any answer from Shahriar.

Ujjal said to himself as he descended the stairs, "How many girls offer me that too. But I am a single man. I should have chosen one of these girls. But I am greedy for money and greedy for girls. And they couldn't handle greedy even if they keep a wife." .All are frauds.

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Today is the fourth of January. Everyone is busy preparing for the army's annual event. Sarat is sitting in the quarter room happily cooking chicken and meat. Shahriar and her little family are doing well, but they are quarreling for the past two days. It has been almost a month since autumn. Since last week, Shahriar has been giving Sharat less time. Today Sharat will cook something good to break her husband's standard, dress up and reduce Shahriar's anger with a small but happy news. Since morning, Sharat got up and started cooking. .

Autumn fell asleep as she was very tired from cooking. So she didn't notice when Shahriar left in the afternoon. Sharat got up and tidied up the bed and put her hands on Shahriar's drawer. At that time the drawer is locked. Shahriar said that she keeps the necessary things and a short gun here so that Sharat does not reach here. But out of curiosity, the drawer is locked. As Sharat's eyes were open, she saw a smart phone. The phone was constantly receiving notifications. Sharat picked up the phone and saw that it was written in the notification bar, "I will never talk if I don't come today."

Sharat's eyes widened when he saw such a message. He quickly picked up the phone and clicked to see the message. He asked for the password. Since he did not know the password, he tried to see the messages on the lock screen. But to his surprise, the phone rang. Immediately Sharat answered the phone. did. From the other side of the phone came a feminine sharp yet angry voice,

- "How long have I been calling you. I am active on Facebook but why are you not seeing my messages? Are you cheating on me by bringing your wife to the quarters?"O? Shopping with my money, eating, what do you think of me or Shahriar? Speak!"

Hearing the feminine voice, the phone fell from Sarat's hand. The feminine voice on the other side saying hello hello stopped after some time. Sarat looked at the phone and then at herself. Sarat's hand was shaking very much, her brain felt empty. It seemed that Sarat's body was in the air. Floating. His head turned around in the middle of such a feeling. Suddenly unable to bear so much pressure, Sharat fainted and fell on the floor.

To be continued...

Standing on the opposite side of Shahriar, she said in a bright and serious voice, "I tell you this as a friend, you have a wife. She left her parents for you. I warned you before not to play love with these strange girls. You were not as good as everyone else. .Then why did you do that?"

Shahriar dropped the cup of tea from her hand and said in a quick voice, "What would I have done then? Tell me what would I have done? On the one hand, my pocket is empty to spend on myself at the end of the month. On the other hand, I can't talk to Sharat because of the shame. Mother tells her what to do. Insulting, the girl has tolerated everything just by loving me. I can't even buy an expensive shirt in the month. I can't even give anything to my wife. How many gifts come from my wife's house So that's not in the forehead. So, a little happiness in the hope of peaceful sleep

I spoke in hope, now I can not accept autumn! I can't let go. Lucy is in my mind and Autumn is my wife. I can't stand Autumn now. How dry and skinny. It wasn't like that at first. Now I'm going crazy.

- "So you want to divorce Sharat?"

-"Yes, Lucy said she will marry me now or sue me. I am too weak for her."

-"Then what will happen to autumn? The girl left everyone and trusted you. What is her reward but separation?"

- "I don't know. I just can't accept him. Where is Lucy and where is Autumn!

Ujjwal took Shahriar's hand and looked into her eyes and said in a dirty voice, "If people don't appreciate the real things in life, there is no point in regretting later. I only met Lucy for three or four months, even if she gives you money or fulfills your financial needs, Sarat girl trusts you. He has left everything behind. He has supported you in your needy world. You will never find peace if you cheat on him. Go home today and think calmly, then your decision is yours. And you remember the sacrifices of autumn.

Shahriar looked at Ujjwal for some time without giving any answer and walked towards the quarter with limp feet. Ujjwal looked and saw how his calm and polite friend was going to throw away his valuables, succumbing to poverty.

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Shahriar came to the front of the room and looked in surprise. She didn't open the door! So why is the door open at night? Has anyone come, seeing such a calm environment around Shahriar entered the room Autumn! Autumn! Shahriar went to the bedroom after leaving the shoes in the box and saw that all the things on his table were in disarray. Below is his two year old phone. This phone was kept secret. She used to talk with Lucy there. Thinking about Lucy, Shahriar was shocked.

"Autumn he knew everything!"

Shahriar looked to the left side of the room and saw Sarat Gutishotimere leaning on the wall with her head on her knees and crying continuously.

Shahriar stood up from the door and said in a serious voice, "You know then. It's good that I wanted to tell you about Lucy. It's good for you to know today. I would have told you after two days."

Sharat put his head on his knees and said in a broken voice, "How many days have we met?"

Shahriar opened the watch with a blank expression and said, "Three months will pass."

-"Why did you cheat me? I trusted you and left the family. No matter how many insults, I did not complain. I supported you everywhere. Was there any fault in my character?"

Hearing Shahriar's cheating, she said in an angry voice, "I told you, let's see a new life together, or else you are on your way and I am on my way. You are not so mad that I told you that I need you, come. And even if I said or what? Don't you have any sense? Get rid of them. I don't like you now. I didn't get anything from your father's house In life, the tension has come. What if I cheated on you, hahaha, I would have left you at home. And the fault of the girl who can leave the father and go away from there is the fault of her character. !

After listening to Shahriar's last words, Sharat raised his head from his knees, looked at Shahriar and smiled gently, "So what will you do now."

- "Tomorrow will get the divorce papers."

Sarat smiled and said, "When I was running away from home holding your hand in love, I thought that I was doing something wrong! I didn't cheat my parents who gave me all the joy of their pain for 19 years! Even if I didn't get any answer that day, The question was always bothering me. Today I got the answer. No one is happy by cheating parents. Only parents have the most unique ability to understand happiness and sadness in the world. Yes, it's never yours.

Shahriar looked at the autumn and saw that the autumn looks beautiful today in the magenta color. The tears rolling down the cheeks are shining. The brightness of the autumn may even beat the pearl necklace.

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"What are you doing in the canteen this morning? Bhabhi didn't cook?"

Shaking off Rahat's jokes, Shahriar said in a cheerful voice, "Today is a very beautiful day. Don't you see, it is raining and it is quite cold. So I thought that the breakfast is not ready in the canteen today."

Rahat furrowed his brow and said to himself, "What happened to him at such a time, if he said anything about his wife, he would get angry, but today he did not say anything even in such a strict manner."

In the midst of Rahat's thoughts, Shahriar's phone rang loudly. Shahriar walked out of the canteen with the phone close to her ear while looking at the phone screen.

After Shahriar left, Rahat came to Ujjwal canteen to pack some foodHe held Le's hand and said in a worried voice,

"What happened to Shahriar? Is there any good news? He seems to be a little happier today. He would have been angry if he had told me about his wife, but today he did not rub it on his body. Do you know anything?"

Ujjwal was happy to hear Rahat's words. Maybe Shahriar realized her mistake. So maybe today she is happy because she did everything right. But in front of Rahat, she said in a low voice, "No, I don't know."

Rahat said sadly, "Oh, well then."

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Shahriar left the ID card and went to the office. He went out of the canteen to talk to Lucy and saw that he didn't have his card! It seems to have been left in the drawer. As soon as she remembered the ID card, Shahriar went to the quarters in a panic.

After getting the ID card in the drawer, Shahriar breathed a sigh of relief. Coming in such a hurry, she got very thirsty. Going to the drawing room, Shahriar opened the fridge, took a sip of water and put the bottle in the fridge. She saw a one-pound cake. All the friends ordered a cake of that size for Ujjwal. So he could easily measure the size of the cake. But who brought the cake here? Shahriar's eyes got stuck on the writing on the cake. Written in black cream on the cake - our first child is coming.

Stunned, Shahriar looked at the cake for some time. Was this writing for him!

Shahriar quickly went to the bed room from the drawing room. Looking for something in the wardrobe, dressing table and bed side table. Shahriar felt that she was very tired and needed some rest. That's why he sat on the chair of the small reading table in front of him. Placing the phone on the table, he opened the drawer to take out the old phone. The glass of the phone was broken yesterday. Shahria kept a new gorilla glass here - she reached into the drawer to find it and found a paper. Shahria took the paper and placed it on the table. At that time, her new phone beeped and informed the presence of the message. She took the phone and went to Facebook. Ujjwal message said to check request message box who knows message and said Urgent.

After seeing Shahriar Ujjal's message, she went to the request area and saw some pictures from a girl's ID. Shahriar was speechless as soon as she clicked on the pictures!

The picture apparently contains several intimate moments and video clips of Lucy and her boyfriend. The ID sent from is Lucy's girlfriend Riner. Lucy's girlfriend Rina also met him several times.

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Taking down the phone from her hand, Shahriar took the paper from the drawer again. She saw several writings on the paper and opened her eyes to read them-

Dear Shahriar,

Even if you are not dear to me now, you are the first place in the list of unloved. I looked into your eyes the day I left my parents, I saw that you were shaking with the eagerness to have me. I thought you thought you were the happiest because the one you loved was your life partner. After coming to your house, I used to forget my whole day's emotional pain by seeing your sweaty face. I resented it for a while but never complained. Your pains used to burn me too. I always lived happily with you in my little room in my imagination. I was always worried about you and could not sleep at night thinking about how to reduce your pain?

You know how lazy I was at my father's house. The girl who never went to the kitchen burned the skin of her beautiful face in the heat of the oven day and night for you and your family, I filled my hobbies in a glass jar and floated them away to the ocean. I put your mother in the place of my mother. After that, I never complained to you even with careless insults and slander. I wanted to live without complaints because of your love. You know how many times my mother cursed you before marriage, I laughed and blew away the love of my father and mother for nineteen-twenty years for the dream of building a house with you in this young life. Tied in polythene and thrown in the sewer, I held your hand tightly. You said I am not beautiful now, how can I be beautiful? All day's work, insufficient and untimely food intake and body carelessness is anyone beautiful! And my parents do not consider me as a daughter, then why should they take you as a son-in-law? I have been your helper all the way, now maybe someone else will occupy this place. One can never be happy without the prayers of parents. So I accepted failure. Your portion as your gift, this little soul that grew within me. Have a request? If I ever met my parents and apologized on my behalf, I would have peace from afar. I didn't have a little family with you in one life, but I think you will never forget me.

the end

The lost autumn season

Shahriar does not know how long it has been since she read the letter. Her part would have come to earth? Shahriar paused and remembered the events of yesterday. Autumn was dressed, yesterday the sari fell for him! To give him this good news! He did not look at the girl even once? Shahria lowered her eyes and saw how the room was shining. That girl with a sick body was waiting for her?

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Even though people keep pace with the flow of time, sometimes people stop suddenly when they find obstacles. They forget their necessary tasks or even trying to keep up with time. After some time, Shahriar was quietly sitting on the chair. The flexibility of the calm environment cannot touch Shahriar's mind. Looking around the room, I saw some report papers on the cupboard. Shahria's letterHe left the chair in his hand and stood up. He took the report paper from the cupboard and looked at the positive writing there. After a while, when he caught sight of another text, he muttered in a muffled voice, "Autumn was three months pregnant! Her little soul was in that skinny body!"

While Shahriar's report paper is standing in her hand, she feels that her whole body is useless. She has no energy to move. Shahriar's tears are falling on the floor tiles and the blood from the stabbing in the heart is consuming the brain's activity. Shahriar called Ujjal with shaking hands with her lifeless body.

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Ujjal had three duties throughout the day. After dragging his tired body, he entered the room and just took off his uniform and put on a T-shirt and slept on the bed. Then he suddenly got Shahriar's call and he happily answered the phone and heard Shahriar say excitedly in a trembling voice, "Come to the sewers behind the cantonment. Hurry up."

Ujjwal thought what is the work there at 12 o'clock in the night. After doing duty all day, does he have to go there to that abandoned sewer! Why did Shahriar suddenly call him there alone in this cold, windy and drizzling rain? Well, Shahriar is not in danger!

With fear, apprehension and anxiety, he headed towards the abandoned sewer with Rahat, Suhas, Syed Bhai and Shamser Hossain as per Shahriar's words.

To be continued...