This story is based in authors imagination,work of fiction,and inspired by every human being in earth😁. Any similarity of names, places, events, etc. are purely coincidental.

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PLAGIARISM is a SERIOUS CRIME.

WARNING ⚠️.

This story may content some rated SPG. Strictly prohibited for 15years old below

Prologue

I opened my eyes and sat miserably on the bed. I immediately glanced at my wristwatch. It's 4:40 am. I turned around and realized I was in another room.

Suddenly the whole room lit up causing me to see a strange man. Standing at the door facing me, she was wearing nothing but a towel draped over her lower body. With broad shoulders and a beautiful body, smooth and fair complexion, jet-black hair, narrow eyes, pointed nose, and red lips.

This man is undeniably a perfect person.

He immediately gave me a big smile. "Are you ok?" he said in a deep voice. At the same time, a thought suddenly came to my mind. What really happened last night and how I ended up in this place.

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24 hours ago

Rain P.O.V.

I'm Rain Flores, 24 years old, I don't know the exact term for my gender, but I am attracted to both women and men. However, even so, I don't really care because the thought of being in a relationship or whether someone would accept me for who I am has never crossed my mind.

I am currently living in my parents' house, but I'm all alone. My dad and mom, along with my other younger sibling, are living in my older sister's new house.

I didn't join because I don't want to, I don't want to be a burden to them again.

My life is miserable, I can't even remember anything...

But sadness.

No one loves me, no one cares.

"Another corpse was found in the grass near Purok Tamburin." The police suspect that this is another case of the previous murders in our town, now referred to as LGBTQ murder. Until now, the case is still under investigation...

Suddenly, the reporter's words were cut off when my cellphone connection suddenly dropped. That's when I realized that my phone credit was already used up.

There are rumors here near our area that there is a criminal killing people, and what's strange is that he only targets gay men.

I'm not afraid because I don't consider myself gay, and it's not even obvious from my appearance since all my clothes are masculine, and they say I move like a man.

I just sighed and got up from the bed. I also glanced at my cellphone and saw that it was already almost nine in the morning.

No classes today.

Because I'm not studying anyway.

I just finished senior high school and now I'm just hanging out at home. College is extremely expensive, so I didn't continue. I also didn't ask my siblings for financial help; they have their own expenses, and I didn't want to add to them.

And now, even though I want to help my parents financially, I still can't because no one is accepting me for a job. There are jobs, but the salary isn't that high; it only covers my daily expenses.

Maybe I'm just unlucky...

or because there are jobs that really look for high expectations.

And since I have gotten used to being quiet and indifferent to the world, people treat me very differently.

Introvert, that's the word that fits my personality.

I'm already an introvert, and on top of that, my gender is also considered different.

Where do I fit in with people?

In short, I'm worthless.

But now I want to experience something different...

Someone invited me to go to a Fiesta, drink, and have fun, which rarely happens in my life.

And unexpectedly, it was the time suddenly change my dark and meaningless life.

Rain POV

Anne and I were just sitting in the corner while waiting for the fiesta event to start. There's a miss gay. A gay pagent.

I was simply wearing black pants and a gray hoodie that was covering my head. It's windy, so it's nice to wear something like this.

How are you doing now? I heard you have a boyfriend now?"Anne interrupted the silence between us.

Anne is my only friend who never gives up on inviting me to any outing, even though she knows I won't join.

I have many reasons, one of which is money; I don't have money for those kinds of things, and it's embarrassing to rely on him and just expect him to pay for me.

And another thing, maybe we're just an option, they just invited us because they had no one else to hang out with.

I am being negative again didn't i?

"I hope there is," I just answered.

He just laughed.

"By the way... is it just us?" Don't we have anyone else with us?I suddenly said in a dull voice.

"What do you think?"he gave a wide smile.

Another man suddenly appeared in front of us. Anne and I turned to look at him at the same time. Well, as expected, Anne wouldn't invite me if she knew it was just the two of us, because I'm boring to talk to.

"Jeff, it's good that you made it," she greeted.

He is Jeff, Anne's cousin, fair-skinned and korean-looking, very handsome, so many girls are attracted to him, but not just girls, even boys admire his looks.

And I was one of them, I liked him back then, he was the first reason why my other sexuality came.

But that was just then.

When he hadn't yet told me that he didn't like someone like me who is attracted to same gender. He said that people like me are disgusting and bring bad luck.

He is also one of the reasons why I am avoiding liking other people.

I'll just be hopeful.

I have no worth anymore, should I still expect someone to be interested in me?

I just looked down when I saw him standing in front of us, because he might suddenly leave if he sees my face.

"Well, it's free for you, so why would I refuse?" he said to anne, smiling, a dimple appearing on his right cheek.

He just sat beside Anne, so we were in between Anne.

A little later, two people suddenly spoke on stage, saying the event was about to start, and since it was the last day of the celebration, there's a lot of people coming tonight.

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So much joy, entertaining and funny from the candidates, from start to finish, the laughter of the people for them remains the same.

I keep laughing too.

I also noticed Jeff glancing at me, so I immediately looked away, suddenly fixing myself, thinking he might just be annoyed by my laughter and then suddenly left.

When the event was over, people who planned to drink and dance took their own seats.

I was surprised when someone suddenly approached us.

Anne's friends are also here, I thought it was just us.

They suggested going to a table near the stage that they reserved, and I had no choice but to just follow.

Their faces were painted with joy and excitement as they walked.

Except for me.

I feel like I'm just butting in.

I was about to say goodbye to Anne so I could leave when she suddenly turned to me and held my hand.

"Let's have fun now!"his shout echoed due to the loud music and noise around.

Little by little, my feelings about that word suddenly changed.

That's why I gathered the courage to come here, right? To try to be happy even just for one night.

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It's amusing to see people lose themselves while dancing to have fun.

Is that really how it is? In the desire to be happy, we no longer think about ourselves? And what others will think?

"Itst Rain's turn," Jeff suddenly said to Anne, handing her a small glass filled with alcohol. This is how we do it when we drink, passing the shot around with the same shot glass.

I can't believe what I heard; Jeff mentioned my name.

I drank it right away.

Indirect kiss, right? Well, we'll have a sevensome kiss here, seven saliva in one glass.

As the celebration goes on, people suddenly become more passionate. I can already see some people kissing in a corner.

Good thing my companions are still decent.

"Hi!" Another man suddenly spoke in front of us, looking to be in his 30s. "Can I ask a favor?" The music isn't that loud at our spot, so I can hear it even though I'm a bit far from him.

JR and Rita, one of our companions now, who is the closest to the man who spoke, just nodded.

Some of them are busy with their own conversations.

I tried to understand what the man was saying, but I failed; I didn't hear what he said next.

JR and Rita suddenly turned to me and approached at the same time.

"He said he wants to get to know you," JR said. Anne turned to us because she heard it.

Who? Who?, Where?"Anne replied.

"Not you, it's Rain." There they are, the guys who look rich," JR said, pointing at the four men sitting not far away.

There was a man who caught my attention, fair-skinned and slightly slanted-eyed like Jeff, but more muscular, you could really see the beautiful shape of his body.

"One of their companions also wanted to table him in exchange for a case of drinks." Everyone was shocked by what they heard and turned to look at me. Their expressions were indescribable.

I glanced at the strange men again. They seem kind and good-looking, but what's funny and unexpected is that they don't have the kind of looks that would attract with the same gender.

Especially for someone like me, a nobody.

"You don't have to agree, we don't need a cheaper drink, and you definitely don't need a boyfriend," Anne said. But you can see from her face that it's the opposite. So sarcastic.

He knows that I like other guys, except for some of our companions who still can't believe it.

I sighed.

I told myself that I would have fun even just for tonight.

A few seconds passed before I could speak again, but I finally made a decision. But before I did that, I turned to Jeff who was shaking his head at me. As if indicating that I shouldn't agree.

I just got more annoyed. Maybe he's saying that people like them will never like me.

I slowly stood up from my seat as a sign of agreement, feeling like I wasn't thinking straight anymore, maybe I was a bit drunk, that's why I agreed.

Rain POV

Our kiss was passionate as we entered a room where the only light was the glowing blue and red. He was holding my waist while I was clinging to his neck.

We ended up in a corner and he leaned me against it while still maintaining that position, and at that moment, I couldn't really move and he was the one controlling what was happening.

He suddenly took off my hoodie, leaving only my white t-shirt, and there he slowly lowered his kisses from my lips... cheeks... to my neck.

I can hear every breath he takes, I can feel every desire he has for my body.

Then, little by little, he started taking off our upper clothes.

He immediately pushed me and laid me down on the bed. After he kissed me, I felt him slowly lower his pants, so we momentarily paused.

At this moment, he was wearing red boxers while on top of me. I don't know why, but my heart is pounding so hard; I'm scared and anxious about what might happen.

"Make me happy," he suddenly said, intensifying the pounding in my chest.

Even though I knew what he was thinking I would do next, I still remained inactive. He probably realized that I had no experience yet, so he stood me up himself. We switched positions, and now he is lying down while I am on top.

I took a deep breath before I fully did what I expected to happen. I just smiled at him as if teasing him.

It seems like someone else is controlling my body, probably because of the drunkenness.

I kissed him briefly before I lowered my mouth from his neck to his chest and down to his body..

Little by little... I was about to take off his boxers...

When suddenly, I heard a faint voice.

I was stopped in my tracks.

"What is that?" I said softly. I turned to where the voice was coming from and realized it was coming from a large closet of clothes.

"Mhhh!!..." a faint moan that sounds like asking for help.

I glanced at my companion, and he just sighed, "Bullshit," I heard him curse.

I immediately got off the bed and slowly approached the closet. He just let me.

I was about to open it when suddenly a hard object hit my head, causing me to lose consciousness.

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(Present time)

Rain

I tried hard not to show my nervousness while the stranger was looking at me.

"Are you okay now?"when he asked again. I just smiled.

I quickly covered my body with a blanket when I realized I was only wearing boxers. He just laughed.

"Have breakfast first, I prepared something," he said. Then he walked ahead.

I slowly stood up, picked up my clothes from the floor, got dressed, and immediately followed him. But before I left the room, I glanced at the closet. I don't hear anything unusual here anymore, but what happened last night still lingers in my mind.

There's no denying that the man I'm with now is wealthy. The house is big and very clean.

I turned to look at the large door of the terrace.

It's still dark outside, but here we are having breakfast. Well, maybe this is how all the rich people are; they wake up early probably because they are busy or maybe they are just used to it.

I focused my attention on the man in front of me. He was dressed in a navy blue shirt and gray jagger pants while eating quietly. We were so quiet that you could hear every tick of the clock.

My nervousness disappeared as I stared at him. She looks so innocent while slowly taking a bite of her food.

Maybe it was just my imagination last night or maybe it was just the alcohol that made me lose consciousness.

And maybe after that, we continued what we were doing; I just really can't remember?

I let out a sigh. Then I looked around.

Until now, I still can't believe that this kind of man will be with me. What I mean is, we are completely different. Rich, he looks so pristine and clean, obviously born with a silver spoon.

While me, look like a thief.

I looked at him again.

And I also can't believe that a man like him would be interested in someone like me.

Suddenly, he looked at me, causing me to choke.

"Are you okay?"he said, then grabbed a glass, filled it with water, stood up, and walked over to me to give it.

He even massaged my back.

Everything happening now is really new to me. I've been alone for a long time, waking up alone, eating alone, that feeling of being the only one in the world. But now it's the opposite, there's someone who greets me when I wake up, someone to eat with at the table, and someone who gives me water when I choke. I can't help but think that maybe today is the day my worthless life will change.

What I just want... To be seen by someone, to be noticed. To experience even a little light in my dark life.

I feel like a soul seeking justice.

"Are you okay?" he asked again. He gave me a handkerchief. I just nodded and took the handkerchief.

I looked back at him and that's when our eyes met. That gaze was serious. It's as if his gaze is sucking me in.

He slowly brought his face closer to mine.

I keep swallowing my saliva. It seems like I'm getting nervous.

Our lips were about to touch when I suddenly covered my mouth. Forbidden, I'm eating, my breath stinks.

I just shook my head and adjusted my sitting position. I glanced at him and saw that he just smiled.

Embarrassing.