I don't knw how to describe about the people I have came across in my long journey. Whenever I tried to figure it out I stil fail..

All I can do is go on with the life that God has given me..

When I think about my childhood...it's a vivid nightmare as always..until I got into a temple like orphanage ..

I grew up in an orphanage..and I came out to live on my own after certain age..

I came out from the orphanage cause now I'm strong enough to live on my own..and I can feed my self by doing some part time jobs during free hours after class timings...

Evryone in the Orphanage are so caring and concerned towards me..cause I'm the loveable child of all...They don't wanna let me go from that place..but stil I insisted to come and stay by my own..

After coming out from the place where I used to be treated like a baby kid I tasted the real nature of outside society ..

Though I wanna go back to my old place...I still determined my self to not to step backward..

It's been 5 years since I have moved out from orphanage.. In these 5 years I met lot of people ..few are fickle they changes their mindset within fraction of seconds.. and few are talkative unlike me.. and few are easy going ones....and few played a well known dual role at some times..

I can say that played my role very well along with others by being alone with me..🙂..

(Ahhh may be you people are feeling bore to knw about only my self....don't worry I'm gonna let you guys know something )

I came out from the orphanage when I was in middle high school...now it's been 5 years and I'm in a good University now...

Daily I go to my University by bus...I always choose the same place to sit...cause once if I get attached to anything I can't let go of it so easily even if it's a lifeless thing like my bus seat...

I always used to wonder about few things in life...why do we born when we gonna die one day?? I knw it's kinda weird....but why do we meet the People when there comes a time to let them go..??

The Bus stopped by a sudden break...I woke up from my so longed dream..and i watched around to knw what has happened ....But evryone seems to be in their own world...again I questioned myself why am I the only one who got disturbed by this so called break sound??

I'm gonna reach my University after 2 or 3 stops...I gathered my things I mean checked my things cause If I leave a small thing behind I need to wait for this to return again....sometimes it may take a whole day to find this bus...

Now the Bus is stopped exactly at the entrance of my University gate entrance...

I stood up slowly...walked down the bus...suddenly my eyes caught something which is unusual...

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I juz got down from the bus...as soon as i saw that something makes me feel chilled on my spine....

I questioned my self...am I dreaming??..is it real..??..I pinched my cheek to test it...😑...yeahhh it's absolutely not a dream actually..

And I slowly walking towards the person I saw before getting off from the bus...

He was sitting alone on the bench near the entrance of my university...he's looking somewhat sad and gloomily...he downed his and looking the earth ...his legs are making some moves vth the toe tips on floor...

As I started walking towards him my heart beat incredibly increasing like metro train speed...

I put a hand on my chest juz to confirm whether it's mine or not...

Yeahhhh it's mine only...

I was shocked at first nd I stood like a statue...and I heard some shoutings from the campus...

I came to the reality and I checked my time...

ahhh seems like I'm gonna be late to the class..

But I don't wanna go..coz I don't knw that whether I can see him again or not...

But I have to go now😔

I ran as fast I can to the classroom...luckily professor didn't came yet to the class...

I thought of changing my place to the window ..coz I hoped that I mayb able to see him thru the window ...

I came to the last bench near the last window...no one is in that line except me...

I started peaking through the window...til the surroundings where my eye sight can reach..but I could see no one there..

I felt bad at first...

but at the same time ..I wished for a small hope to meet him again..

My class has started nd ended after a period of time....I got down from the class as soon as I can....

I rushed to that place where I have seen him in the morning....there's no one...

I walked to the nearby busstop...I have been standing since 30 minutes...but I could see no trace of a single bus...I disappointed again....

I found a place at the bus shelter to sitdown for some time ...coz I need to save my energy...to do the part time job....I can't allow to drown my entire energy for standing...

As soon as I sat down at my place ...there's a weird feeling I could feel....there's a guy..who is kept watching me with out giving a blink...

I juz pretended like I saw nothing...I think this is the best way to avoid further problems...

Here is a empty seat beside me ....I was worried that what if he comes and sit here....but I didn't changed my facial expression even a lil bit...

I was looking at my mob with out turning my face to that direction where that guy is sitting...

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Time is running as fast as it can....ofcourse it waits for none right ....

The bus shelter ...where am taking shelter right now has slowly started to flooded with the people...

Every Age group can be seen in this crowd now..Youngers are supporting their elders for a walk ..and the little kids are whining for the weird stuffs from their parents...

Everything seems quite fine...Until I felt someone's presence near by me...and you can bet ...this is the most horrible moment in my life...coz he's the one who creeped the hell out of me earlier with his weird looks....

Gosh....my poor heart and yet innocent brain ...I don't wanna die with heart stroke at this little age....I could feel his creepy fingers on my waistline....trust me....if it's not for the crowded bus shelter ...I would've runned for my dear innocent life ages ago ....

But you guys know that there's a lucky yet bitchy thing called damn FATE right......and hell yeah....this time My FATE acted very nicely....

I'm trying my hard to not to freak out with his touch...there comes my Little Angelic FATE..yesh yesh....You guys are right....The One Who managed to skip my heartbeat with his looks...and the one who tried to draw with his tip toes on earth....He's literally beside me.....and ofcourse he came just now...so I just saw him ..and guess what...one side is creeping me out...yet another side is causing my spine chills...

He slowly turned towards me...and oh myy little freaky fracky heart skipped for the second time...out of the blue..he asked me to hold his hand...and without wasting a next second I held it firmly...

And internally imma being nervous af...but what made me to take this step is...the weird person beside me...and thanks to him...uff but only little thanks...

The One in my heart is leading me outside to the bus shelter ...I'm following him without having any second thought...Cause I don't wanna miss this Chance to know about him...

His Name and his address and his profession..everything is completely unknown to me....but yet i decided to walk with him...I mean from the bus shelter to outside...

He Kept fulstop to my thoughts by increasing his hand firmness on my wrist...I slowly faced him ...and trust me guyss ....He's beyond beauty...wait....He's a boy so...he's stunning handsome....whoah...what kind of boon is this to meet a person like this.....I'm on cloud nine...not even bothered to look away from his face...I immersed in his brown big doe eyes...and those locks which are covering his forehead and are slightly hanging down to his eyes...his Milk toned neck is the thing that everyone wants to touch atleast once in their lives....

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Hey Folkss.....it's me Ya Author or whatever the name ....but trust meh.....imma gonna update it regularly....So give it a read okiee...😉