I have always been the new girl in every school I go my parents got separated when I was just 10 years old and since then I've been going from school to school never able to make friends except From one girl who as been my childhood friend and my neighbor

her name was Lyla and we were inseparable unlike me Lyla is the complete opposite of me she went out had more friends, partied,had alot of boyfriend's and she was technically the bad one between us

I always wished I could be like her or at least my elder sister Veronica she never liked me for some reason and had always been the star of the family with her beautiful eyes,pale skin,long shiny hair, and amazing skinny body

I have always been on the thick side , having big ass,big hips,and big boobs people usually call me fat but no matter how much I try to lose weight it doesn't just happen so I gave up

but now I am currently in the car to my new University and I am nervous cause this is the first time I'm going to be staying in a school for long and I'm going to be with Lyla we are going to be room mates so my parents didn't mind the name of my University is Royal woods University and it is very expensive and that's where all the rich kids go I have always been bullied so I don't know how to feel about this school

my car just stopped in front of the university and I got out going to the back to get my bags and I spotted Lyla at the front of the university

" venie you made it I thought your parents weren't going to agree"she said taking one of my bag and suitcase from me and helping me inside"yeah but they figured since you were here it's cool and I might be much better away from home anyway"I said following behind her "well I'm happy you're here welcome to Royal woods University"she said taking me inside

well I guess this is it I'm finally in university far from my parents and anybody else to tell me what to do no one to suffocate me anymore I'm finally free and here with only Lyla I can't wait to see what the universe has planned for me and if this is finally my time to enjoy life and be free

And I was snapped out of my thoughts as Lyla stopped in front our hostels house"now get ready to get your mind blown" she said as she opened the door

the house looks like it fell out of a fairy tale and had a very big living room and you could see a stair going upstairs and a very big kitchen with a large tv I was so shocked I didn't even move

well there's no going back now 🌸

After sometime of putting my things together I lied down on my bed thinking about orientation tommorow

I've been trying my best to not feel all nervous and all especially when I have Lyla but it still feels weird being far from home but I have to get used to it from now on I felt so sleepy after all the arranging I just went out to the living room and realized I was alone at home so I went to bed

I felt so tired that I could feel someone waking me up" venie wake up we're going to be late for orientation" Lyla said hurriedly " just give me some few more minutes" I said muffledly as I was still half-asleep and felt so tired" venie wake up" Lyla said pushing me off the bed successfully waking me up " ok ok I'm up" I said finally getting the chance to look at her

She looked like an angel and so hot "oh my god you look so beautiful"

"thanks babe but you look like a mess so come on let's go get you dressed up for orientation we don't want people thinking bad of you on your first day now do we venie" she said flipping her hair to the side

God I wish I was as beautiful as her and so stylish she was always the queen bee of any school we go" ok ok I'm going just wait for me in the living room I'm going to be quick" I said rubbing my eyes trying to get the sleep out " fine but if I wait for 30mins and you're not out I'm coming in to get you

She said as she left the room I quickly went to the bathroom and stripped from my clothes as I turned on the hot water and washed my body properly then came out and wrapped myself with my towel and started applying my skincare products and looked at my self in the mirror deciding to put on some lipgloss and I went into the wardrobe and started looking through my clothes and picked out the one I thought was ok

" ok I'm out" I said coming out of my room "what do you think Lyla" I came out wearing a black hoodie and cargo jeans with my hair down" so what do you think Lyla" I said as she looked at me surprisingly " what are you wearing anybody could mistake you for a boy and why do you always cover up your hot body like if I had your body I'ma rock alot of short skirts" she said carrying her bag as I did to getting ready to leave the house "yeah I know but..I just like myself this way"I said quietly "it's cool let's just quickly go for orientation"

And then we went downstairs and even tho our dorm is close to the university Lyla still insisted we drove her white Mercedes Benz to school today just to show off and I couldn't argue with her so we did and I started feeling more nervous as we stopped in the parking lot of the university

"ok girl this is it how does my makeup look" she said gathering her things in her real CHANNEL bag " you look as hot as ever" I said putting my stuffs in my backpack " thanks babe now let's pounce"

We came down from the car and as soon as we did all eyes came to us mostly because of Lyla who was there standing like an angel some guys stopped just to admire her but I covered my face so no one could see me" come on venie let's go"

And we walked inside I felt uncomfortable with how many people were staring because of her so I told her let's go get some drinks cause I didn't eat before coming so we went to the drink stand and I ordered my typical coke while she ordered veggie juice " I wonder what everyone is looking at she said trying to look too"

everyone was gathered staring at something" I wanna see let's go" she said dragging me and pushing through the crowd but we couldn't get to the front so I stopped her"stop it it's not a most we see it" and I was speaking she looked behind me shocked so I turned around to look and I found out that everyone wasn't looking at something they were looking at the most beautiful thing I've ever seen

I was so lost in in his beautiful eyes his pale skin his rosey red lips he looked dangerous but for some reason I felt so attracted to him he looked like a giant no go sign but that's where I wanna be he looked like he just fell out of my deepest fantasy he...." venie are you ok you've just been quite and lost in thoughts are you ok" Lyla said bringing me out from my thoughts " uhh yeah I'm just uhh thinking and nervous that's all" and I looked back behind me to see he wasn't there

well I guess his gone but why do I care so much I shouldn't think about it too much I mean he might not even be interested in me and might probably have a girlfriend" yeah ok let's go check out the rest of the university tommorow will be our first day" she said pulling me away but all that my mind was on was him..

After about spending our whole day looking around the university and later going out to eat something we are finally home "ahh my legs hurt" I said falling on her bed" oh please stop being dramatic we weren't even walking for that long" she said taking off all her accessories and going into the wardrobe" uhmm venie do you remember that boy that everyone was gathered staring at" she said coming out of the wardrobe with a towel and her hair in a bun "yeah what about him"I said trying not to sound interested "well nothing just thought you were interested in him since you were like checking him out shamelessly" she said giving me a knowing look " godddd...was it really that obvious " I said covering my red cheeks from embarrassment"girl it's fine...he was checking you out as well " she said before going into the bathroom

Why would he check me out...I need to get him out of my head and go bath" Lyla I'll be in my room if you need me for anything" I said waiting at the door for her response " whatever bitch" she shouted from the bathroom earning an eye roll from me even tho she can't see it typical Lyla

I went into my room and shut the door behind me "I need to get something's together" I said to myself and took off my clothes and went into the bathroom and took my bath then decided to wear sweatpants with a tank top the applied my skin products and went out of the room to get something to eat" hey I have to go somewhere so will you be ok staying at home alone tonight" Lyla said leaning on the wall in the living room and to my surprise her hair wasn't it's usual colour I wonder how she did it

"uhmm yeah sure I'm going to order some pizza for dinner just be safe ok and if anything happens feel free to call me"I said hugging her goodbye "yes I will and if anything happens at home make sure you call me and don't forget to lock the door properly" she said seriously " yes omma as you wish" I said jokingly " I'm serious if anything happens call me" she hugged me one more time before going outside "ok bye" and then I locked the door as I ordered pizza when it came I ate it and decided to go to bed early today and I layed on my bed looking at my wall

Before I know it I was drowned in by the darkness of sleep