...Nicolas sat at his brand new work place, a hotel, the place was quite spacious and dizzying to him due to the large size and amount of people. The sound of hus co-workers talking poorly about him annoyed him but be had to keep his temper in check. His background made feel like he was on thin ice for this job, it was like he people were staring at him from everywhere but what scared the most was his bad luck, he didn’t want to cause another death by being foolish as ever, his eyes filled with weariness as he stared at the clock, he wanted he shift to end but he still had an hour left of time....

...As he stood at the hallway, the sound of the rooms overwhelmed him. It felt like he knew something was wrong but he can’t pin point it to where it was. He gently touched the door of the room, holding his cleaning supplies, he didn’t want to intrude in his guest as he gave the room service. “Hello there?… is someone here?” He called out, the sound of a bang scared him, his heart had thag same fragile feeling of fear, he was worried for the man behind the door, not knowing what happened, his heart raced as he opened the door. ...

...He saw a man holding a cross, praying frantically at the possessed man. “Hey!” He shouted, his hand grabbed the man’s shoulder, he seemed to be soke kind of priest…. “I am doing something!” The man shouted, pushing Nic away as he continued the exorsizem. His hand puttibg down the cross as he saw the guests stop shaking, eventually relaxing and falling asleep. “What did you do to him?!” Nic shouted, his face red with anger that he harmed the guests but he was intrueged by what the man did. ...

...“I did my job… foolish child…” he said with annoyance, his eyes stared at Nic for a moment and spoke, “You’re cursed arent you?…” he said. Nic took a long pause, confused on why or how this man knew. “H-how….” The man llifted the cross and pointed it at Nic. Nicolas didn’t know why his chest started hurting as he did that, his eyes widened as he spoke, “y-you can excorsize demons correct?” He asked, his eyes shining like a child. “Yes, why though?” He asked, his arms were crossed over his chest as he stared at Nic who looked desprate as ever. “Please… i want to be free from this curse, you are the only mand who may be willing to help…” he begged, his hands intertwined together as he stared at the man. “You desprate child…” the man said, “You don’t even know my name” he said, his eyes glaring down at Nic with pity...

...“Please… i’ll do what ever…” he begged, his eyes pleading for the man to accept him, his heart raced hearing the man hum, as if to mock him. “Fine… my name is Matthew, child” he said with a mocking tone as he made Nic get up, his eyes neer leaving the man, “you haven’t been taking care of yourself huh? Pathetic…” he scoffed as Nic followed him out the hitel, Matthew noticed the way Nic kept his ead down in shame, he liked the feeling of having power over this cursed child...

...“What brought you this far to a point you are begging me to help you?” He said, his mocking eyes staring into Nic’s. “I-i want to be freed from my curse… i want to be normal, and… you are the only man who knows how to excorsize a demon and stuff…” he said quietly, his eyes staring at Matthew pleadingly, hoping he was gonna do someting. “Well… i could perform a bonding ritual for you….” He said, Nic’s ears percked hp hearing it, “Bonding?…” he asked, his voice confused and quiet. “We share the burden… lesseing it, but i feel like i’ll enjoy seeing you cry like this for me…” he said coldly. “Please sir… i need it…” he begged, his hands intertwined together as he begged, wanting Matt to help him....

...“What do i get in return?… he asked Nic, Nic sat there quietly for a moment but spoke. “Nme your deal…” he said, his hands loosening slightky as he waited for Matthew’s proposal. “Haha! Such desperation… insupposed i have a deal…” he said, he placed his bible aside and moved closer to Nic, “You will be my servant for the mean time… the ritual requires us to be as close as possible, i may have fun bossing you around like a pup…” he mocked but all Nic could agree, he told himself not to get attavhed for his sake and this priest’s, he was scared but he was ready to take this deal on, though he was nervous, he was ready to do it....

...The next day, Nic stood outside Matthew’s reaidence, he was nervous because he didn’t know if he could really trust Matt, he seemed shady but he was Nic’s best shot at this point. He knocked ont he door and entered, the sound of Matthew whisteling echoed through the halls of the house, it made Nic more weary than he thought he was gonna be. “Boy! Get here” Matthew called, “i have a name!” Nic said, his eyes narrowing in annoyance as Matthew kept forgetting his name. He sat in front of Matt with annoyance, ready to do his first task. “Good boy… now, today, i want you to clean up the attic, i don’t want to go there” Matthew said, he was holding his glass of wine as Nic sighed. “But… aren’t we suppsoed to do the ritual?…” he asked, his voice full of confusion as Matt looked so relaxed. “That can wait for now… be a good boy and do what i said” he said coldly as Nic left, his hand holding the cleaning materials as he stared at the attic, “So much for a priest…”...

Nic sat in his new room, his knees tucked into his chest as he watched the news, he was trying his best to get comfortable with Matthew but it was hard with that growing anxiety and fear. He lets out a deep sigh hearing the door open. "Hello, darling..." Matthew said, his voice an almost mocking tone seeing Nicolas vulnerable and stressed. "Are you sad?... do you need something?.." he said, Nic's eyes slowly opened hesitantly as he spoke, "not really... why are you here?" He asked. "Why? Well I'm here for you darling... you don't want your husband next to you?" He mocked, Nicolas shivered at that thought, being married? His husband?? They weren't even there yet!

"N-Not really... w-we're not there yet..." he said, he was trying his best to keep his voice calm and collected but Matthew made it impossible with how he was closing into him, his hands gradually sliding from the bed to Nic's thigh. "Stop... he begged, his hands on Matthew's chest as he tried to push him away, his body shaking as Matt was on top of him, straddling his waist. "Come on... you don't seem to hate it..." he said, his other hand going onto Nic's hips tightly to try and stop Nic from squirming and stuggling too much.

Nicolas managed to quickly push Matthew off of him and ran to the bathroom, he sat in the bathroom quietly, his heart racing from their interac-tion, "He's supposed to be a damn priest!” He said to himself, his body sweating coldly as he leaned against the door, he hated that tightness all over his body but also that feeling of need for contact, he needed contact but he didn’t know if this mess he had gotten himself into was good, or is this arrangement was really worth it or if it was actualy better to stay cursed.

His hand slowly slid down to his thigh, he felt guilt for being needy but he couldn't help it. Years of avoiding physical contact caused this unnatural and unsatisfied feeling of need and lust. “God damnit…” he said, his hips slowly humping and grinding against his hand, he covered his mouth to avoid Mattew hearing his helpless and needy whimpers but Matt knew all too well what he was doing hearing the slight sound of his whimpers through the door. 

“Such a pathetic and needy pup…” he said to himself, his smirk widening hearing Nic moan. Nicolas was trembling on the floor, his right hand shaking from what he had just done, “why am i jerking off to him…” he whispered to himself, not knowing Matt was listening to him and his little activities. Nicolas stared at his messy hand, which was all wet and slippery from , he paused as he heard a small knock on the door, his heart raced as he heard a familiar voice. “I could help you… love”

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Nicolad sat at his hotel’s lunch room quietly, his mind wandering off to Matthew’s words and actions that had happened the night before, his face flushed with shame knowing he did something wrong but he couldn’t help but like the messy little wreck Matthew turned him into last night.

He quietly sat alone as he ate his lunch, his body silently yearning for Matthew’s touch, he hated that he yearned for something that was wrong. “Keep it together Nicolas! It is all for the deal… it is all for the deal…” he said to himself quietly, his heart pounding in denial as he saw the clock tick, soon ending his break.

He continued to work around the hotel, his body shivering from how cold he felt. “What the hell is this? Withdrawal?!” He said with frustration, he lowered his face seeing some of his co-workers turn to him hearing his shouting. He hated that need growing in his body but he can’t help it anymore, he covered hisbface with his palms as he tried to focus on his tasks.

“That smirk… that damn smirk…” he murmured to himself, the memory of Matthew’s smirk annoyed him but also made him around to no end, it made him feel things he knew he shouldn’t be feeling for their cold arrangement yet he was feeling.

As he sat at the corner, he felt a touch on his shoulder, his body jumping up as he turned around to only see his co-worker Nathan. He let out a deep sigh as he spoke. “Don’t scare me like that!” He shouted, Nathan simply letting out a small sigh and chuckle hearing his co-worker’s frustration. “I just wanted to check up on you. You’re tense again… want to talk about it?” He said, his body closing into Nic’s. Nicolas couldn’t help but shiver as he felt Nathan’s breath on his neck.

“N-no…” He said with a deep sigh, he kept his head up to try and calm down but Nathan’s hands slid to his throat, holding his chin as he stood behind him. Nicolas’ body stiffened as he felt Nathan’s chest against his back. “You know… I heard that that priest you are with  isn’t as holy as you think…” Nathan said, his voice lowering to a whisper. “You clearly don’t know my circumstances…” Nic protested. Nathan simply let out a deep chuckle as he spoke, “Oh I know… a man born to be alone, the curse that can kill… you kill those you love but… i can handle that” he said, reaching out to Nicolas as he closed his eyes. 

“What offer?…” he said, his voice shaking a little, his eyes staring down at Nathan’s hand as he spoke. I’ll take away your curse, i’ll make it disappear, in return, you will be my boy” he said, his grin never disappearing from his face as he saw the reflection on Nicolas’ face. It was clearly a hard decision because he felt like it was wrong to betray Matt but he also was tempted since he didn’t want to be emotionally attached to someone anymore.

“I’ll consider it soon… for now, I need time…”