The members of BTS were lounging around in their dorm, winding down after a long day of rehearsals. Jungkook, who usually preferred some quiet time, was finding himself more distracted than usual. His thoughts kept drifting back to Y/N, the girl he had met at that private gathering a few days ago. Her carefree attitude and innocent demeanor were refreshing, and he found himself looking forward to their next meeting.
As he sat down with the others, trying to shake off his thoughts, the doorbell rang.
"Ah, I think that’s Y/N," Jin said, looking up from his phone with a smile. "She said she’d drop by today."
“Y/N?” Jimin raised an eyebrow, his lips curving into a teasing smile. “She’s fun. I like her energy.”
“Yeah, she’s... different,” Jungkook said, trying to act casual. He didn't want to seem too eager, especially when his feelings for her were still so new and complicated.
The door swung open, and Y/N popped her head in, wearing her usual oversized hoodie and a grin that could brighten anyone’s day.
“Hello, hello!” she said, bouncing into the room with her usual energy. “I bring snacks!”
She held up a large bag filled with chips, candy, and various treats. Her exuberance filled the room, and the members immediately started teasing her.
“Oh, Y/N, you know we can’t eat all that,” Suga said, smirking while crossing his arms. “You’re going to make us all gain weight.”
“But it’s not about the food, it’s about the joy it brings!” Y/N countered, sitting down on the floor and spreading out the snacks. “C’mon, live a little, Suga-hyung. These are the good kind of calories—happy calories.”
The members all chuckled, and Jungkook couldn’t help but smile at her infectious energy. Y/N’s ability to lighten the mood was something he’d come to appreciate. There was a genuine innocence to her that he found refreshing, especially when the world of fame and danger seemed so heavy.
“Do you really just eat like this all the time?” J-Hope asked, picking up a bag of gummy bears.
“Of course! You can’t be serious all the time, you know?” Y/N replied with a wink. “Life’s too short to not enjoy little things—like snacks and bad jokes.”
“Are you calling us bad jokes?” RM asked, feigning offense while laughing.
“Well, I was talking about me, obviously!” Y/N giggled, grabbing a bag of chips. “I mean, I’m a walking, talking bad joke. Have you guys met me?”
As the group laughed, Jungkook couldn’t help but feel a warmth in his chest. It was impossible not to be drawn to her, even if he tried to keep his distance. There was a hidden vulnerability beneath her playful exterior that fascinated him.
“So, Jungkook,” Y/N said, leaning over to grab a can of soda from the table, “what have you been up to lately? I swear, every time I try to text you, you’re either busy or MIA.”
Jungkook stiffened slightly, but masked it with a casual smile. “Just the usual. Rehearsals, schedules. You know how it is.”
“Sounds boring,” she said, her tone teasing. “You need to learn how to relax more. You’re all work and no play. Come on, when’s the last time you did something spontaneous?”
Jungkook paused, thinking for a moment. “I guess... I don’t really do spontaneous stuff.”
“Well, that’s a tragedy,” she replied dramatically, pretending to wipe away a tear. “One day, I’m going to get you to do something fun. You’ll see.”
The others were laughing, but Jungkook felt a small pang in his chest. She was so full of life, so unburdened by the responsibilities that weighed him down. He could feel his thoughts start to drift again—wondering if she had any idea about the dangerous world he was part of. What would she think of him if she knew? What would she think of the truth?
But he pushed the thoughts away, not wanting to spoil the moment. For now, he just wanted to enjoy her company.
“Alright, alright. Let’s have some fun then,” Jungkook said with a grin, grabbing a handful of chips. “But I’m not making any promises about spontaneous adventures.”
“Oh, we’ll see,” Y/N said, giving him a sly grin. “You’re going to regret saying that. I’ll convert you to the dark side of fun one day.”
Later: Out on the Balcony
After a few hours of jokes, snacks, and laughter, the members were winding down, but Y/N stayed behind to chat with Jungkook alone. The others had retreated inside, leaving the two of them to talk on the balcony under the quiet night sky.
“You know,” Y/N began, her tone light but thoughtful, “I’m glad I met you. You're... different from what I expected. I thought you’d be all serious, but you’ve got this soft side that’s kind of cute.”
Jungkook chuckled, running a hand through his hair. “I’m not that serious, am I?”
“No, no,” she said quickly, waving her hands. “It’s a good thing! Like, you have this calm, quiet vibe... but it’s like there’s more to you, you know?”
Jungkook paused, wondering if she could sense something deeper within him. He didn’t want to lie, but he wasn’t ready to tell her the truth either.
“Maybe,” he said carefully, glancing at her. “I guess some things are better left unsaid.”
Y/N nodded, taking a deep breath. “Yeah, I get that. Some things are easier to keep hidden, huh?”
Jungkook’s heart skipped a beat. She was too perceptive, and yet he couldn’t shake the feeling that she was hiding something herself.
But instead of pressing, he smiled, choosing to let the moment linger in comfortable silence.
“You’re right,” he said softly, “but I think we both deserve a little bit of fun, don’t you?”
She grinned, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “I was waiting for you to say that.”
.......................To Be Continued.........................
A Quiet Night at the Dorm
The night had fallen, and the sound of soft music echoed from the speakers in the BTS dorm. The members were all gathered in the living room, each absorbed in their own world—some watching TV, others scrolling through their phones. But Y/N, who had stayed longer than usual, was perched on the armrest of the couch, playfully teasing Jungkook about his lack of spontaneity.
"You've really never done something totally off the wall, huh?" Y/N asked, raising an eyebrow, a mischievous grin spreading across her face.
"Not really," Jungkook replied with a shrug, though his eyes betrayed a hint of interest. "I guess I prefer being... careful."
Y/N tilted her head, studying him. "Careful? Pfft. That's so boring!" she teased, poking his side. "One of these days, I'm going to get you to do something totally reckless."
The teasing moment was interrupted when Jin entered the room, holding a plate of snacks.
"Ah, Y/N, still here?" Jin asked with a warm smile, setting the plate down on the table. "I see you've successfully turned Jungkook into your personal project."
Y/N laughed, sitting up a little straighter. "You know it! He’s the hardest one to convince, but I’m getting there. He'll be eating junk food and doing karaoke in no time."
Jin chuckled, shaking his head. "Good luck with that. Kook's a bit of a workaholic. But he’s not the only one. We all could use a little fun sometimes."
“True,” Y/N agreed, picking up a chip. “You guys are always so serious. What’s the point of working all the time if you don’t have some fun, too?”
“Exactly!” Jimin chimed in from across the room, his voice full of playful energy. “I’m all for taking a break, but Jungkook over there doesn’t know how to relax. We should plan something, like a night out or a random trip.”
Y/N’s eyes lit up at the idea. “Yes! That sounds like the perfect plan. We’ll make Jungkook enjoy himself.”
Jungkook, who had been quiet, glanced at Y/N and then at the rest of the members, his expression neutral. He wasn’t entirely opposed to the idea of hanging out, but something about the way Y/N kept pushing him to let loose made him uneasy.
“I don’t know about that,” Jungkook said, raising a hand. “You guys know how packed my schedule is. I don’t have time for—”
Before he could finish, Y/N’s eyes narrowed playfully. “See? That’s exactly what I’m talking about. Always working, always busy! You need a break. You can’t be serious all the time, Jungkook.”
There was a pause, and then Jin, sensing a shift in the conversation, grinned. “Maybe she’s right. We could use a little more fun around here.”
As the conversation continued, Y/N’s carefree energy bounced from one member to another. It was easy to forget that, behind her childlike humor and lighthearted teasing, there was more to her than anyone realized
Later That Evening – A Quiet Conversation
After most of the members had gone to bed, Jungkook lingered by the window, staring out at the city lights. His thoughts weren’t so much on the conversation earlier as they were on Y/N. She had a way of making him feel both at ease and on edge at the same time. It was a strange combination that he couldn’t quite shake.
The door creaked open, and Y/N stepped in quietly, her soft footsteps barely audible on the wooden floor. She noticed him by the window and smiled, walking over to join him.
“You look deep in thought,” she said, leaning against the wall beside him. “What’s on your mind?”
Jungkook looked at her, momentarily caught off guard by how easily she seemed to slip into his space. She was so unassuming, but there was an intensity in her eyes when she wasn’t playing around, something that hinted at a hidden depth.
“Just thinking about... things,” Jungkook replied, avoiding eye contact. He wasn’t sure how much to reveal. His life was complicated, and Y/N was a part of that complication now.
“You know, you’re really hard to read, Jungkook,” Y/N remarked, her voice teasing yet somehow soft. “One minute you’re all serious, and the next, you’re showing me that little smile of yours that I know you don’t show everyone.”
Jungkook stiffened. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Y/N smirked, clearly not believing him. “Come on. Don’t be so mysterious. Everyone has their layers. I just want to know you better, that’s all.”
There was an edge to her words that made Jungkook pause. She seemed to see right through him—something that shouldn’t have been possible. It was disorienting, yet he couldn’t help but feel drawn to her.
“You’re always like this, aren’t you?” Jungkook said, half-joking. “So... open.”
Y/N shrugged nonchalantly. “I just think people are more interesting when they’re real. When they don’t hide behind walls.”
Jungkook sighed, leaning his forehead against the cool glass of the window. He felt a strange sense of unease creeping in. He wanted to trust her, but there was something about her that didn’t sit right, and it wasn’t her fault. It was his own world that he kept buried deep, hidden away from everyone—even from her.
“You know,” Y/N said quietly, “I get the feeling you’re hiding something. It’s like you have this... this wall around you, like you’re trying to protect something. Or maybe someone.”
Jungkook froze at her words. His eyes shot to her, but Y/N was already looking away, her gaze focused on the stars outside the window.
“Maybe you're right,” he muttered, his voice low. “Maybe I am. But it’s not something you need to worry about.”
Y/N didn’t press further, and for a moment, the room was filled with a heavy silence. Despite her lighthearted attitude, Jungkook could sense the weight of her words. She wasn’t as carefree as she let on. There was more to her, just like there was more to him.
The Next Day – An Unexpected Call
The morning light filtered through the windows of the dorm, and Jungkook was already up, preparing for the day ahead. His phone buzzed on the counter, and he reached for it, expecting it to be from the manager or the company.
Instead, it was an unknown number.
His finger hovered over the screen, hesitation creeping in. He didn’t recognize the number, but a strange sense of urgency washed over him. With a quick glance at the others who were still asleep, he answered the call.
“Hello?”
A low, familiar voice came through the line, one that sent a chill down his spine. “Jungkook... we need to talk. Now.”
The Morning After
Y/N sat in the kitchen, sipping on her coffee, her mind racing with unanswered questions. Jungkook had disappeared last night without so much as a word, and while Jin had assured her it was nothing serious, there was something about the whole situation that didn't sit right. Her intuition, which she’d learned to trust over the years, was telling her that there was more going on than anyone was letting on.
She looked down at her phone, the screen still lit with the message from Jin:
"Kook’s just handling something. He’ll be back soon."
But Y/N wasn’t convinced. She had seen the look in his eyes before he left—the way he avoided her gaze, the tension in his posture.
.......................To Be Continued........................
The Weight of Secrets
The next few days were filled with tension, though Jungkook did his best to keep his distance from Y/N. She had tried to reach out, her messages growing more concerned, but each time, Jungkook deflected with vague excuses. His mind, however, was far from settled. The world he had worked so hard to leave behind was calling him back, and he knew he couldn’t ignore it forever.
That evening, after a long day of practice and a photoshoot, Jungkook found himself alone in the dorm again. The members were out, and Y/N was—he hoped—still spending some time with her friends. He could only keep her at arm’s length for so long before his guilt would consume him.
He had been planning to go for a walk to clear his mind, but a soft knock at the door interrupted him. His heart skipped.
It was Y/N.
Y/N's Determination
Y/N had spent the day trying to push aside the gnawing feeling that something was wrong. She had tried to reach out to Jungkook countless times, but he hadn’t responded. His avoidance was becoming unbearable. She had to know the truth.
Stepping up to the door of his room, Y/N hesitated for only a moment before knocking. She wasn’t sure what she would say, but she couldn’t sit back anymore. Not with all the unanswered questions.
The door opened slowly, revealing Jungkook, looking surprised but also somewhat relieved to see her standing there.
“Y/N... what’s up?” he asked, his voice softer than usual, but she noticed the exhaustion behind his eyes.
“I need to talk to you,” she said, her tone firm but gentle. She stepped inside before he could protest. “I can’t keep pretending like everything’s fine. I’ve been patient, but I know something’s going on. You’ve been shutting me out.”
Jungkook ran a hand through his hair, a nervous gesture. “It’s nothing, really. Just... stuff I’m dealing with.”
Y/N wasn’t buying it. “You’ve been ‘dealing with stuff’ for days. You’re not the same, Jungkook. What’s going on? Why are you pushing me away?”
He sighed, his expression hardening as though he was debating whether to tell her the truth or not. “I told you before, you don’t need to get involved.”
“I don’t care what you say,” Y/N shot back, her voice cracking with frustration. “I’m involved. I care about you, and I won’t just walk away without understanding. You don’t get to keep me in the dark.”
Jungkook closed his eyes, pressing his lips together in frustration. He didn’t want to hurt her, didn’t want to drag her into his complicated life. But the walls were closing in, and there was no escaping her piercing gaze.
“Y/N, you don’t understand the kind of life I lead,” he said, voice low. “I’m not just some idol you see on stage. I have a past—one that’s not so... pretty. I’ve done things that you can’t even imagine.”
Y/N’s heart raced. “You think I’m weak?” she whispered, but her eyes burned with determination. “You think I can’t handle whatever it is you're hiding?”
Jungkook shook his head, stepping back. “It’s not about you handling it. It’s about me protecting you from everything I’ve been involved in. There are people I’ve dealt with—dangerous people—and if they find out I’m close to you, they could hurt you. I’m trying to keep you safe. I’m trying to protect you from the darkness.”
Y/N felt a knot in her stomach. His words sent a chill down her spine, but she stood tall. “I’m not afraid of you, Jungkook. I’m not afraid of your past. I’ve faced darkness too. I can handle whatever comes our way, but only if you let me in. Only if you trust me.”
Jungkook stared at her, the weight of her words sinking in. He had never wanted anyone to see the broken pieces of his soul, but here she was—willing to stand by him despite everything. It was terrifying and comforting all at once.
“Why... Why do you keep fighting this?” Y/N asked softly, taking a step closer.
“Because if I let you in, you’ll be a part of all this,” Jungkook whispered, his voice almost pleading. “And I won’t be able to protect you. I won’t be able to live with myself if something happens to you because of me.”
Y/N’s heart broke as she reached out, gently placing a hand on his arm. “You don’t have to do this alone. Let me help. I want to help you.”
For a long moment, Jungkook didn’t move, his gaze locked on hers. The silent battle within him was obvious, but at the same time, he could feel the walls crumbling. He wanted to trust her, wanted to believe she could handle the weight of his secrets.
Finally, he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t want to drag you into this. But I don’t know how much longer I can keep this hidden.”
Y/N smiled softly, her hand still resting on his arm. “You don’t have to hide from me, Jungkook. Whatever it is, we can face it together.”
Unspoken Truths
As Y/N stepped closer, she could see the uncertainty in Jungkook’s eyes, a mixture of fear and hope. She knew he was struggling, torn between his feelings for her and his desire to protect her from his dangerous past.
“I’m not afraid of you,” she repeated, her voice stronger now. “You don’t have to carry this burden alone.”
Jungkook stared at her for a moment longer, then sighed deeply. “You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into.”
“I don’t care,” Y/N replied, shaking her head. “You’re not the only one with a past, Jungkook. We all have things we’ve had to deal with. I’m not asking for all the details. But if you let me in, if you trust me, I’ll be there for you. No matter what.”
Jungkook’s heart ached at her words. She was right. He had always carried his burden alone, pushing people away to keep them safe. But Y/N was different. She wasn’t scared of the darkness. She was ready to face it.
And for the first time in a long while, Jungkook felt a flicker of hope.
“Okay,” he said softly. “Okay, I’ll tell you everything.”
A New Beginning
That night, as Jungkook opened up to Y/N about his past, he realized just how much she meant to him. She listened without judgment, offering support and understanding. It wasn’t the beginning of an easy journey, but it was the start of something real.
Jungkook had finally let someone in. And for once, he felt like maybe—just maybe—he didn’t have to face the shadows alone.
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