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After the First Kiss

Introduction

RONAN BARRET

**SIENNA HART **

The sun was dipping low over the streets of Athens, casting a golden glow across the ancient city, as if trying to soften the edges of a harsh reality. In the heart of this vibrant metropolis, where history collided with the modern world, Sienna Hart stood on the balcony of her apartment, camera in hand, capturing the beauty of the sunset. She was good at capturing what the eye could see—the perfect angles, the perfect lighting—but the truth was, Sienna could never capture what truly mattered: the heart.

As she pressed the shutter, the click of the camera resonated in the quiet evening. Her gaze drifted from the viewfinder to the photograph she had just taken, and for a moment, the sadness in her heart mirrored the distance between the camera lens and the reality it froze. The world saw the polished image of Sienna Hart—successful, confident, happy even—but no one knew the pain beneath her carefully constructed exterior.

Sienna had long learned to mask the truth behind a smile, to stand tall even when the weight of her own existence threatened to crush her. The only daughter of parents who never wanted her, she had grown up in a house where love was a foreign concept. Her parents, affluent and cold, had never seen her as anything more than a responsibility they wished they'd never had. Their cold indifference toward her had shaped the woman she became—someone who learned early on that happiness could be faked and love could be forced.

And now, it was time to force love.

Her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening behind her. She didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. The air shifted, his presence undeniable, as if it had been waiting for this moment all along. Ronan Barrett, the man she had trapped into this marriage, stood in the doorway. His sharp, chiseled features were just as cold as the day she first laid eyes on him, his demeanor rigid and unyielding.

Ronan was everything she had imagined—and more. A handsome, accomplished police officer from a well-respected family. His reputation for being stoic, serious, and unwavering had made him the perfect candidate for her plan. She had manipulated the situation, pulling strings in the background, knowing the right words to say, the right moves to make. And, in the end, she had won. He was her husband now.

Or so she thought.

“You’re still up here?” Ronan's voice, deep and steady, broke the silence. It was the same voice that had barely spoken to her the day before, their first as a married couple.

Sienna didn't respond right away. She couldn't. It wasn’t the words that were missing, but the feeling behind them. There was no real connection between them, not yet. And maybe that was the point. She had always known that he wasn’t going to fall in love with her right away—not in the way she had envisioned. Love had never been a part of their arrangement. The marriage was forced from the beginning, a strategy that had been meticulously planned by her and executed with precision.

She didn’t need him to love her right away. That would come—eventually. At least, that was the plan.

“I’ve been waiting for you to speak first,” Sienna said with a smile, one of those smiles that made her appear as though she was in control of everything, even when her heart felt like it was breaking under the pressure of this carefully orchestrated lie.

Ronan stepped forward, his posture stiff. “We need to talk.”

Her stomach churned. This wasn’t the first time he had said those words, and every time he did, it made her feel like a stranger in her own life. She had married him with purpose, with the intent to secure something she had never had—love, or at least the illusion of it. But now, with the weight of the day upon them, she knew this moment would define everything.

“I’m listening,” she said, her voice soft but firm.

Ronan's gaze met hers, piercing and cold, and for a moment, Sienna wondered if he could see through her—if he could tell just how hollow her soul truly was. But he didn’t speak right away. Instead, his eyes flickered to the photograph in her hand, the one she had just taken. The shuttered image of the sunset was frozen, just like their marriage.

“I don’t know what you expect from me, Sienna,” he finally said. “But this marriage... it’s not what I thought it would be.”

Sienna swallowed the bitter taste of those words, trying not to let them show. She had anticipated his resistance. She had expected him to be cold. In fact, she was counting on it. A man like Ronan Barrett—strong, stoic, determined—was exactly the kind of man she could control, even if she had to do it from the shadows. What he didn’t know was that this coldness, this distance, was just a stepping stone. It would be her means of breaking through the walls he had built around himself, one brick at a time.

“I don’t expect anything from you,” she replied smoothly, lowering the camera and placing it on the table next to her. “You’re here because you have no choice, Ronan. Just like me. We’re both in this for different reasons, but we’re in it together. So we may as well make the best of it.”

There was a long silence between them, thick with unspoken words. Sienna could feel the tension hanging in the air like a storm waiting to break. And yet, she didn’t feel fear. Not anymore. She had never been afraid of him.

He was her husband, but that didn’t mean he could control her.

Ronan’s jaw clenched as he took a step closer, his gaze still cold, his posture unyielding. “Don’t mistake my compliance for weakness. I don’t want this, Sienna. And I’ll do what it takes to make sure you understand that.”

Her heart raced, but it wasn’t fear that surged within her. It was excitement.

“Then we’re both in the wrong place, aren’t we?” she said, her voice low and almost teasing. “But we’ll see who breaks first, won’t we?”

Sienna didn’t wait for his response. Instead, she walked past him, her fingers brushing against his as she moved to the window. The night sky had settled in, and the stars above seemed to mock her, reminding her of just how small she was in the grand scheme of things. Yet, as she looked out over the city, a quiet determination took root within her. This marriage wasn’t the end of her story. It was only the beginning.

Ronan Barrett would be hers, just as she had planned.

And when the time came, he would fall in love with her—not because of who she was, but because of who she would make him believe she was. The perfect wife, the perfect partner—everything he had ever wanted, but never knew he needed.

But even in her most calculated moments, Sienna couldn’t escape the truth: No matter how hard she tried to force love, she would never be able to control what the heart truly felt.

And that was the real battle.

Ch 2 Moment of truth

Sienna Hart’s eyes fluttered open, a dull, aching throb pulsing through her head. The sterile scent of antiseptic, the beeping of machines, and the soft murmur of voices in the background told her she wasn’t alone—yet, it felt like she had never been further from the world she once knew. She tried to move, but her body wouldn’t cooperate. Every inch of her seemed to scream in pain, but there was something else beneath that—the heavy weight of the realization that she wasn’t just fighting for her life. She was fighting for something deeper, something she had lost long before this moment.

The world was slipping away from her, but for the first time, she didn’t mind. A strange calm had settled in her chest, like the quiet after a storm had passed. As the cold sweat clung to her brow and the sharp sting of needles dug into her veins, she couldn’t help but think about how it all led to this—how the woman in the hospital bed, broken and fragile, was the same woman who once had all the answers, all the control, and had orchestrated a life that she had once believed would give her everything she ever wanted.

But the truth was more complicated than that.

Sienna’s breath hitched, and her eyes shifted to the side, where a photograph sat on the table beside her. It was a familiar photo, the kind she had taken so many times—perfectly composed, perfectly framed. The image of her and Ronan, their wedding day, taken when the world was still full of possibilities. She could almost hear the laughter, the vows, the promises she had so carefully crafted.

Yet, none of that had mattered in the end. The moment she had truly needed him—when the pain of living had threatened to swallow her whole—Ronan had disappeared, as he always did. Cold. Distant. Unwilling to open the door to a heart he had locked up and thrown away long ago.

But now, as she lay there, hovering between life and death, it wasn’t the absence of his love that she focused on. It was something else entirely—something she had never expected to see.

Why did he come back?

Sienna closed her eyes, letting the question linger in her mind, but the answer was just out of reach. The fight between them, the coldness, the distance—it had all seemed so clear before. Ronan Barrett had never been interested in her, not in the way she had hoped. He had been the perfect soldier—following orders, staying in line, and shutting out anything that didn’t fit into his neat, controlled world. But despite his resistance, despite his refusal to let her in, he had married her. He had come back, after everything, after all her manipulations, after all the tears she had hidden behind a smile.

And then, on the night when everything had seemed to be falling apart, when her heart had been about to break from the weight of their lies, she had seen it.

Tears.

Ronan Barrett—this man who had always been an enigma, distant and guarded—had cried.

Sienna’s heart fluttered with the memory, and she allowed herself a small smile, despite the pain. It wasn’t a happy smile, not in the traditional sense. It was a smile born from something deeper. The kind of smile that only came when a long-fought battle had finally revealed a crack in the armor of a seemingly indestructible soul.

He had cried. For her. And that moment—the rawness, the vulnerability—was something Sienna had never expected. She had never seen that side of him. She had never imagined that beneath all the coldness, beneath all the rejection, there was a heart capable of feeling as deeply as hers.

Did I capture his heart?

That question haunted her as she lay there in the sterile hospital room, her body fighting the exhaustion, the fear, and the inevitable truth. For years, she had spent her life capturing the surface of things. Faces. Moments. The perfect shot. But for the first time in her life, she realized she had been so focused on capturing the exterior that she had never allowed herself to capture the heart of what truly mattered.

And now, it was all slipping away. The years of pretending, the years of controlling, of keeping people at arm's length—was it all for nothing?

She couldn’t answer that yet. But as the beeping of the machines slowed, as the world around her blurred into a haze of half-formed thoughts, one image stood clear in her mind: Ronan, kneeling before her, tears in his eyes. She could still see the hurt, the confusion, the sorrow that mirrored her own. It wasn’t love—not yet. But it was something else. Something real.

In that moment, she had realized that the man she had trapped into this marriage, the man she had tried so desperately to control, was not a man who could be captured by force. He couldn’t be made to love her by manipulation or deceit. No. What Ronan needed—what they both needed—was time.

She had never given him that time, had she? Not truly.

Where did it all go wrong?

It wasn’t when she forced him to marry her, that much was clear. The wrongness had always been there, simmering beneath the surface, in the way they both approached love and life. She had never understood him. She had never given him a chance to explain his heart. And he had never understood her, had he? He had never realized that behind her cold, distant facade was a woman who longed for something more—who longed for him, for his heart, not just his presence.

And now, lying on this deathbed, surrounded by machines that beeped in monotonous rhythm, Sienna could feel something within her shift. It was as if her life—the life she had carefully curated and controlled—had come to an end, but it wasn’t in the way she had expected. It wasn’t the end of her story. It was the beginning of something new, something terrifying and beautiful all at once.

As the pain in her chest grew, and the darkness began to close in around her, a thought crossed her mind: Maybe I don’t need to force him anymore. Maybe, just maybe, this is the moment when I finally capture his heart.

Her breath slowed, but a small tear escaped her eye, a tear she hadn’t expected. It was the first real tear she had shed in years—perhaps the first true tear of her life. She closed her eyes, imagining Ronan’s face, the sorrow and confusion in his eyes, and whispered, “Maybe I’m finally ready to let you love me... in your own time.”

Ch 3 was it all lie

Ronan Barrett stood in front of the window, staring out at the streets of Athens, the vibrant city that had been both his home and his battleground. The same streets that were filled with the noise of everyday life, the same faces that moved past him without ever really seeing him. To them, he was just another officer, just another figure in a city that had long grown used to its law enforcement, its rules, its order. But Ronan wasn’t just another officer. He wasn’t just another person living out his days.

He was a man who had been taught to keep his distance, to keep his emotions buried deep beneath the surface. It had always been this way—his job, his family, his life—everything was about control. The more he controlled, the safer he felt. But today, standing in his quiet apartment, with the weight of everything that had transpired pressing down on him, Ronan couldn’t escape the truth. He couldn’t escape her.

Sienna Hart.

Her name echoed in his mind, haunting him as he thought back to the moment when it all began, the moment that had changed everything for him. He had tried to bury the memory, to ignore the way her presence had unsettled him, but the more he thought about it, the more he realized that he could no longer deny what had happened between them.

It was during his patrol through the city of Athens, one of those late afternoons when the sun hung low in the sky, painting the ancient buildings in hues of gold and amber. The air was warm, a mixture of the city's rich history and the modern hustle of everyday life. The streets were bustling with people, tourists and locals alike, walking with the purpose of their lives. But it was among them that he saw her.

She was standing by a street corner, her camera raised to her eye, capturing moments that, to any passerby, would seem like nothing more than the ordinary. But Ronan saw something different. He saw a woman who moved with purpose, her eyes focused and sharp, as if each frame she captured held more significance than anyone else could understand.

She looked like a stranger in her own city, and yet, there was something about her that made her stand out. She wasn’t a tourist, though she appeared to be. There was a depth in her gaze, something that seemed to pull him in, something that felt like she was trying to capture the very soul of the place. Her ocean-blue eyes, framed by long brown hair that caught the sunlight in the most mesmerizing way, and her red lips that stood out against her tan skin, made her look almost unreal.

For a moment, Ronan didn’t know what to do. His instincts, honed through years of service, told him to move on, to continue with his patrol. But something kept him rooted in place. She was too beautiful, too enigmatic, too... out of place, as though she belonged to a different world entirely.

Her camera clicked, and he saw the way her fingers moved with precision, the way her eyes narrowed in on each subject she captured. There was a calmness about her that made her seem untouchable, like an angel who had descended from the heavens. For a moment, Ronan felt a pang in his chest, a strange, unfamiliar feeling. His world had always been about control—about being the one in charge. But with her, there was something different. Something he didn’t understand.

And so, instinctively, he approached her.

"Excuse me," Ronan said, his voice cutting through the air like a blade. He wasn't sure what he expected, but it wasn't the way she turned her gaze on him.

Her eyes met his, and it was like the world stopped for a second. Those ocean-blue eyes, filled with depth, curiosity, and something else—something he couldn’t quite place—held him in place. He felt his breath catch in his throat.

"Can I help you, Officer?" she asked, her voice smooth, calm, almost detached.

Ronan hesitated. It wasn’t like him to hesitate. But there was something about this woman that made everything feel uncertain. He was a police officer, trained to be sharp, decisive. But in front of her, he felt... lost.

“I’m just wondering what you’re photographing,” he said, his eyes searching hers, trying to find something beneath that calm exterior. “It’s not often we see tourists capturing the city like this.”

She smiled then, but it wasn’t the kind of smile that reassured him. It was the kind of smile that made him feel like there was more to her than she was letting on. “I’m not a tourist,” she replied softly. “I’m just... capturing the stories people leave behind. Stories in the cracks of buildings, in the smiles of strangers, in the way the city lives and breathes.”

Her words hung in the air between them. Ronan wasn’t sure if he was more intrigued by her passion or the way she had so easily seen through his question. She wasn’t just taking photographs; she was taking something more. Something intangible. She was capturing life in a way he never could.

Her gaze didn’t waver, and Ronan found himself looking at her differently. He had seen many faces in his line of work—angry faces, frightened faces, smug faces, but hers was different. There was a depth in her eyes that made him want to know more. It was as though, in those few seconds, he had caught a glimpse of something that he had never fully understood before. A glimpse of a life, a heart, a soul that had been hidden away from the world.

And that made her dangerous.

He had never been good with uncertainty, and yet, with her, he couldn’t help but feel as if he were standing on the edge of something that would change everything. She was not just a woman with a camera. She was a mystery.

But the mystery wasn’t just in her photographs. It was in her very being. The way she stood, the way she spoke, the way she looked at him—as if she already knew who he was, even though he hadn’t said much. It was like she was capturing him, too, without even lifting her camera.

“I’m sorry,” he said after a beat, snapping himself out of his trance. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

Sienna gave him a polite nod. “It’s fine. I’m just doing my job.”

Ronan paused. His instincts were telling him to walk away, to ignore the pull he felt toward her. But something inside him kept him there, rooted to the spot.

"Well, I’ll let you get back to it," he said, his voice a little rougher than he intended.

But before he could turn, Sienna spoke again.

"You know, you remind me of a statue in this city," she said, her voice softer now, as if she were sharing a secret. "All solid and unmoving, standing tall and strong, but hiding a world of stories inside. You don’t look like you belong here. But you are here. Like the city itself. Maybe we’re all just a little out of place."

Ronan froze. He didn’t know how to respond to that. It felt too personal, too real. It felt as if she had seen something about him that even he hadn’t realized himself.

With a slight tilt of her head, she smiled again, this time more genuine, before she turned and walked away, leaving him standing there, unable to shake the feeling that he had just encountered something—someone—he wasn’t ready for.

Now, standing in his apartment, reflecting on that moment, Ronan realized how much that encounter had changed him. Sienna Hart had captured him in ways he couldn’t explain. He had tried to move on, tried to push her out of his mind, but she lingered in the shadows of his thoughts, an unresolved question.

He had walked away that day, but what if it wasn’t just her camera capturing moments? What if it was her eyes capturing him all along?

He shook his head, feeling a deep frustration. What had it all been for? Why had he married her if he hadn’t been ready to truly see her? Why had he come back, after everything, after all that distance?

Was it all just a lie?

Ronan’s mind raced as he thought back to the moments before everything fell apart—the moments he couldn’t undo. But as he stood there, staring out at the city, he realized one thing. No matter how much he tried to escape, no matter how hard he fought against it, Sienna Hart had left an indelible mark on him. And somehow, he didn’t think he would ever be able to escape it.

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